第六章陈澈亲政
xialezaoke，mengyunxikanjianwobozishangdeyingluoxiangquanshifenganxingqu，wohaobuyouyuzhaixialaitaozailetadebozishang。
tayezhaileyimeiyupeidijilewo，wushulanhewohuanleyizhizhuchai，wonaletayierdang。
taihouniangniangpaiguimamarangwomenjindianyongshandeshihou，dayanjiukanjianleyingluoxiangquan。
tabuyoudezhoulezhoumeitou。
mengyuanxihewushulanshangqianguibaixingli，liangrendeliyidaoshizhongguizhongju，tiaobuchucuo。
taihouniangniangyanxiaoyanyan，wentamenkecengxiguan，tamenliangrenkanlewoyiyan，zhishuoxiguan。
woditoutiaomei，neikebushixiguanma？
yongguoshanhou，taihouniangniangyoupairenjiangtamensongzou，zheicaiwenwo：“nikezhineiyingluoxiangquanshisheisuozeng？”
wodiandiantou：“shichenchesongwode。”
zhiqianwohaiguanchenchejiaogege，keshigegejiaodeduole，tayebuliwo，woyishishengqi，jiuzhihudaming。
houlaitarongdengdabaozhihoubianjinggaowo，bunengzaizhihuqiming，wozuishangdayingdehaohaode，zhuantoujiuwangle，haishizhihudaming。
taihouniangniangqueyebingweiguaiwo。
tingjianwozheiyangshuo，taihouniangniangyouwenchencheshifouzhidao？
chencheyediandiantou：“zhidao。”
taihouniangniangbuyue：“zhidaoweihebulanzhe！”
yankanzhetamenjiuyaochaoqilai，woganjinbaozhetaihou：“niangniangmoguai，shiwoyaoyutamenhuanzhedaide。”
“jinrishijiancongmang，haimeilaidejihechencheshuoni，taihouniangniangqianwanbuyaoguaita，guojiriyouhuanhuilaile。”
woyebumingbai，weihesonglewodedongxi，bunengsuiyichuzhini？
taihouniangniangtingdunlepianke，biandiandiantou：“neishiwojinitiaoxuande，dangribengongjingongshixiandisuoci。”
“jinixihuan，neibiansongyuni，suinichuzhiba！”
wozheicaisongleyikouqi，caizhidaozheiyingluoxiangquandelaili。
danshizuoyouyijinghuanchuqule，zenmekaikouyaohuilaini？
jianjiandewoyejiuwangle，woyumengyuanxihewushulansanrenzaihougongzhongnaoderenyangmafan。
xiaritianre，mengyuanxikanjianyihuchishui，lianyezhangdelaogao，biantiyirangwomenxiaqubishu。
woxinrantongyi，lazhetamenyaoleyitiaoxiaochuanhuadaolehuzhongxin。
yibianzhaizheheyedangxiaosan，wandebuyilehu。heyelianpeng，qingtianganmei，woliulelianggedasuanjichencheyechangchang。
daidaosanrenwandaoriluoxishan，caifaxianchuanjiangyemeiyoule，wunaizhinengyongshouhuachuan。
danyunqishizaitaibuhao，womensanrenyongjinleliqi，xiaochuanyezhinengzaiyuandidazhuan。
houlaiyoushichenchefaxianle，pairendaiwomenshangan。
zhurucileideshiqingshubushengshu，shangshutaoniaobeikun，xiahemoyuluoshui，yushanfangzhongtoudianxinchadianshaolefangzi。
taihouniangniangyicidoubuzhidao，yuewanyueda，wocaifaxian，yuanlaiguizhongnverjiachulexuexiliyiyiwai，quehaiyouzheibannaotengdeshihou。
buguohenkuaizheizhongrizijiuguoqule，zuihouyiciwomensanrenjuranpaoquleyuhuayuan，zhailetaihouniangniangzuixihuandemudanhua，beitafaxianle。
taihouniangniangfawomenchaolesanshibiannvjie，zheicijiulianchencheyemeibanfalaowomenle。
zheizhihouzheshixiaotingleyizhenzi，jiuzaiwoyiweikeyizhongxinkaishideshihou，moutianzaoshangquefaxianmengyuanxihewushulanmeilai。
wohaiyiweishitamenliangrenshentibushi，gaojiale。
keshiyiliandenglehaojitianwocaijieshouzheigeshishi，xuetanglilenglengqingqingyoubianchenglewoyiren。
wowenfuziweihe，fuziqueshuobuzhi。
wowentaihouniangniangtamenweihebulaile？
niangniangzhishuotamendale，yaozaijiazhongzhunbeijiarenxueguiju，suoyijiubuguolaile。
jiaren？mengyuanxitizhequnbaishangshu，wushulanchezhejituikuangsai，tamenyeyaojiaren？
shibushicongciyihoujiuzhinengwoyigerenpashumoyule？
wowenchencheyihouzenmeban？
chenchequeyoushuowochun，woqidesantianmeilita。
tajiwoliulesantiandehudiesuwoyemeichi。
zheishibuzhizenmedechuandaoletaihouniangniangdeerduoli，tapawobiemen，bianrangwozaibanhuishengyuandianyuchencheyiqi。
zaitadeshuzhuoxiamianyoufangleyizhangxiaozhuogongwoyong。
meimeiruciwozongjuedegengjiabiequ，yinweitaihouniangniangbianzaiduimian。
xialechaozhihou，chencheyutaihouniangniangzonghuizhengzhi，chaozhongdashiwotingbutaimingbai，zongjuedeyunliwuli。
keshitingzhetingzhebianyedongle。
neirichenchesongwohuiqingong，wobianwenta：“weihepinghengrenxinnaniechezhou，bunengyichengxiangdai？”
chenche：“renxinnance。”
wo：“kechichengzhixinnande，wodiejiushi。”
沉默。
chencheyiludoumeiyoushuohua，dengdaolezhihoutawenwo：“wanwan，nixiangliuzaizheilima？”
wokankansisifangfangdetian，yusisifangfangdeyuanzi，yaoleyaotou。
我不想。
我想我娘。
想我爹。
想瑶瑶。
想我家的秋千树。
想所有的一切。
kewobunengjiuzheimediuxiachenche，woyebuzhidaozenmeban。
chenchekanzhewoliangjiudoumeiyoushuohua，wozhidaotaxinliyebiequ，keshiyounengzuoshenmeni？shenweidiwang，tashenbuyouji，shenweizhongchenzhinvwoyeshenbuyouji。
zuihou，chenchetanleyikouqi，molemowodenaodai，zhuanshenlikaile。
wokanzhetadebeiying，zhijuedeyouxiegudanjimo。
xiangqiduonianqiantaihouniangniangshuode，jugaoweizhe，zhudinggudan。
keshiwoyoubudong，tayouniangqinzaishenbian，youzenmehuigudanni？
zaishengyuandianderizibingbuhaoguo，suishuoyeyaoxuexi，keshidengdaoxiachaozhihou，chenchebianhuiyutaihouniangniangzhengzhi。
congyikaishilianzhangchenglezhuganse，daozuihoukankanertan。
taihouniangniangzhongyubeichencheyazhideyakouwuyan。
takanzhechenchezhongzhongtanleyikouqi，diertianbianjiangzijidezhuozijichelechuqu。
chencheyezhongyuqinzilinchao。
neiyinianchencheshiliusui，taihouchuilianyejieshule。
zhihoutaihouderizisihusongkuailexuduo，quejiangsuoyoudejinglidoufangzailewodeshenshang。
我不由得哀怨不已。
taihoushuo，tayaoqinzijiaodaowoxuexihougongzhishi。
我一个头两个大。
qianbianxueleneimeduo，zhuanyanjianyouyaoxuehougongdeshiqing，wowentaihouweiheruci？
taihoushuoshenweigongzhongnverjia，zheishibixuede，rangwoyidingyaoyongxin，tahuiqingnangxiangshou。
wowuyanyidui，zhinengguaiguaitinghua。
meitianshangwuzuozaishengyuandian，xiawubianqutaihoudeyanxigong。
wanshanghuiquweiyanggong，wodenaoziliyijingluanchengyituanmale。
taihoujuedewoshikesuzhicai，meimeixiyouxinde，tazongshihuijiwoduojiayipanhudiesu。
keshichizhechizhe，woquejuedezheihudiesusihubuxiangyiqianneiyangxiangtian。