第4章
wodungankonghuang，xinzhongyongqiyigujuewang。
xiongshousihuxiangyinmanwodesixun，jiangwofenshihoubashikuaizangni，rangjingfangzhaobudaoquanshi，congerwufaxiadasiwangtongzhishu。
zhihou，xiongshouqiezouwodeshouji，yufujinsuoyaoqiancai，weidebianshiyingzaochuwohaihuozhedejiaxiang，buxiangrangfujinjixudiaochawodesixun。
buran，zhishitucaidehua，zenmehuizaimeiyounadaoqianzhihoujiucanrendebawoshahaileni......
fujinsihuduiwobuzaihuixiaoxidexingweigandaoyanfan，gengduiwolvcizhaotayaoqianerfennu。
tafanzaodishuangshouchayao，mizheyanmou，sihuduiwodexiaoshihennaohuo。
ruguofujinnengjixuzhuiwenyouhuoshipeihejingfangdediaocha，tadagailvjiukeyidiaochachuwo“shizong”dezhenxiang。
ketaduiwohenzhirugu，danfanzhenyouyisiduiwodeguanxin，yegaizhaorenxunzhaowodezongji。
jiuzaiwobeijizhishi，gangcaidexingjingzoulejinlai。
jianxingjingjinyaobufang，fujinjiangxinzhongdewuminghuochaozheerrenfaxie。
“zenme，nimenhaiyaopeiheqinfeipianwodaoshenmeshihou？”
fujinmouseyichen，yandishanguoyisifennu。
tadaodishiyouduoyanewo，juranhuirenweixingjingbeiwomaitong，peiwoyanzheimeyichuxi。
“tadaodijilenimenshenmehaochu，jingranrangnimenzheimepeihetayanxi？”
liangmingxingjingmiansechenchen，yigusumuzhiqirangfujinyouchaneidecuoe。
wozichaoyixiao，zaitayanli，woweilededaotamendeguanzhujiuzheimebuzeshouduanma？
“fuxianshengqingnizhuyiyanci，fouzewoyouliyouhuaiyinicunzairujingxianyi。”
qizhongyimingjingchamianseningzhong，tasisidingzhefujin，henbudeyaojiangqidingchuangekulong。
kefujinyepiqishangtou，fennuditaochushouji。
“ruguoqinfeisile，neishisheinatadeshoujifajiwoxinxi？nanbuchengshixiongshouma？”
wotongkongzhousuo，tadanfanduiwoyouyidianguanxin，jiunengkanchuneiliangtiaoxinxigenbenjiubushiwopingchangshuohuadekouwen。
neiliangmingxingjingsihubingbuxiangxin，likecoushangqianchakanpingmuzhongdeneirong。
kanqingliaotianjiluhou，liangmingxingjingdeshenseyebiandeyouxienankan。
“xianzainimenxiangxinleba？”
fujinshenselengmo，taduiwodechengjiantaidale，yizhiyubingbuxiangxinwozhendesile。
tashituyiciduzhuxingjingdezui，lingyimingxingjingzhouzhemei，sihuchajuedaoleshenme。
“genjuwomenzaianfaxianchangsuozhangwodezhengjulaikan，yijidnajiandingbaogaozonghebidui，qin**hendakenengshizaoyuxiongshahoubeifenshi，bukenengyoushenghaidejilv......”
jibianshichuliguohenduoxiongshaanjiandelaoxingjing，duiyuwodezaoyuhaishiyizhenxixu。
“genjuganggangduiliaotianjiludebidui，wochubuhuaiyizheixiezaiqin**xiaoshizhihou，fasongdexinxibingfeitabenrensuowei，henyoukenengshixiongshoujiecifahui，shitujiazhuangqin**deshenfenjinxingqiaozhalesuo。”
woyanzhongshanshuozheguangmang，yanqianyiliang，zhongyuyourenmingbaiwodekuchu。
jiushixiongshouzaijiamaowo，cikedewohenbudechongshangqugaosuxingjingyiqie，kewozhishipiaobozaishijianwuyiwukaodeyilvcanhun。
“he，shibushizhiyoudiaochaxiongancainengxianchunimendejiazhini？”
fujinzhouqilemeitou，duizheiliangmingxingjingdetaiduyeyufaelie。
“qingnipeihewomendediaocha，womenlianggecongjingshushinian，cengjingshouguowushuxiongshaan，chubupanduanzheizhongqingkuanghendakenengjiushixiongshouzaibeihoudaogui。”
jingfangdetuicebingbunengrangtaxinfu，erlingyimingxingjingsihuyouhuashuo。
zheishi，lingyimingxingjingnachushouji，sihushixiangyaolianxizhuanyerenshijinxingzhuizong。
tadingzheshoujipingmushuodao：“muqianxiongshouhendakenengzaicaozongsizhedeshouji，zhiyaojinxingxinhaodingwei，jiuyidingnengzhaodaoxiongshoudezongji。”
fujinmianseyousuohuanhe，sihuyouxiedongrong。
buguo，tadaobushixiangxinwoyijingsile，ershixiangyaozhuichawodexingzong。
xingjingzhengyaojixushuoxiaqu，jiubeiganlaidefumukaikoudaduan。
“nimenzheixiexingjingjiuhuixiaotidazuo，shuotasile，weishenmebujianshiti？huoyaojianren，siyaojianshi，tawanyitoutouzangqilaileni？younengnaizuihaozheibeizidoubiechuxian！”
wenyan，liangmingxingjingwubijingya。
wodexindunshichenrugudi，taduiwoshiyouduodadechouyuancaihuishuochuzheizhonghua？
fujinchenmozhe，neiliangmingxingjingyebuzhishuoxieshenme。
woganjuelengbingbingde，napashiyilvcanhunyenengtihuidaoxinsuidetongku。
“zhisuoyizhaobudaoshiti，shiyinweizheihenyoukenengshiyichangsuishian。”
yimingxingjingyouyupiankehoubiankaikoushuomingqingkuang，kefumuruilidemuguangsaoguoliangmingxingjing。
“niyeshuole，henyoukeneng，neijiuzhengmingzheijianshiqinggenbenbushizheiyang，tabujiushixiangzangqilaiduoyaoxieqianma？wohaiyaobaojinggaotaqiaozhani！”
huoxuliangmingxingjingyemeijianguozheimewuliqunaoderen，qiangliedezhixiganyongruxintou。
“yaomenachusiwangzhengminglairangwomenpeihediaocha，yaomejiuqingchuqu！”
tabaochizheguifudezitai，angzhetou，zhigaoqiyangdidingzheliangmingxingjing。
beiduideyakouwuyandexingjinglengzaiyuandi，woyoukunanyan。
zheishizuijiejinzhenxiangdejihui，quebeifumuesha。
“wozaoshuole，tajiushiweileboquguanzhu，xianzaiweilecongwoshoulinaqian，haixiangdaozhuangsidefazi，zhenshiyidiandixiandoumeiyoule！weileqiankeyiwusuobuyongqiji，nimenzhenyiweitashishenmehaorenma？”
tingzhewodezhangfuduiwodepingjia，wozhijuehunshenbingleng。
“womenfujiayijinghenpeihenimendediaochale，meibiedeshiqingzouba！”
yiguehanyongshangxintou，wojuewangdikanzheliangmingxingjingbeiganchuqu，bengkuizhiji。
yingjiezheliangmingxingjingyuezouyueyuan，jianjiandixiaoshizaiwodeshiyezhizhong，wopinlemingdixiangzhuichuqu，queyouxiangshibeiyizhongwuxingdejingukunbangzaifujindeshenbian。
为何天理如此不公？
wobeixiongshouhaisihou，jingranbunenggouchamingzhenxiangweizijishenyuan，haiyaoyanzhengzhengdikanzhecengjingzuiqinjinderen，jiangwoweiyishenyuansukudejihuieshadiao。
zhengdangwojuewangzhiji，qinyanfuzheyaohuanhuanzoulai。
tashuangmoulvexianhongrun，leishuizaiyanzhongdazhexuan。
“ganggangxingjingshuodeshizhendema？jiejiezhendesilema？”
tahaosizhendezaiweiwodesierbeishang，buganxiangxindizhouzhemei，jiulianshuohuadoudaizhezhanyin。
fumulikezoushangqianwanzhuleta，errenhaosiqinshengmunvyiban，ruciqinmidejudongcitongzhewodexin。