第1章
死后的第四年。
zongcailaogongdebaiyueguangdelejuezheng，erquanshijiezhiyouwonengzuozheigeshoushu。
weilebiwoxianshenjiubaiyueguang。
tajiangwodemuqinzhuangchengbunengzilidezhiwuren，bawodefuqinhuohuodiaosizaiwodefenbian，gengshikaiqizhibo，yongdahuozhunbeishaosiwodemeimei。
jiuzaitadengwozheigezisideren，kenxiangtaketourencuo，weitabaiyueguangjinxingshoushushi。
tadeshouxiazhaodaolewodexinxi。
“laoban，tayijingsiqusinianle。”
“sinianqian，sizailejinijuanxinzangdeneitian。”
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feiqidecangkuzhong，wodemuqinbeibangzaikongdizhongyang，shenshangmanshibeirengechudexuehen。
tamiandaitongkudeqiqiumianqiandenanren，“liangsheng，woshinizhangmunianga，nizenmenengzheimeduiwo。”
chenliangshengchouyandedongzuoyidun，bochunqinggou，lengjunderongmaomanshijifeng。
“neijiurangnineigezisidenvergunchulai，wokeyifangguonimen。”
tingdaowodemingzi，muqindeshentizhouranyihuang，xiangshiyishunjiancanglaoleshisui，tashengyinshayadeshuo。
“yidan......tameiyoubanfalaijianni。”
chenliangshenglianseyibian，luchuguoranrucidelengxiao。
“niuyidanyiweiwohuilaifuchou，jiuduoqilaileshima！”
“yaobushibeibeixianzaishengbing，wonahuilaizhaota？”
“yixiangdaotaniuyidandemingzi，wojiuzhifanexin。”
chenliangshengyanzhongshihaobuyanshideyanehezenghen。
kandaozheiyimu，kusezaiwozuizhongbuduanmiman。
hubeibei，shichenliangshengdebaiyueguang，yeshitarujinfangzaixinjianshangderen。
yaobushihubeibeishengbing，zhiyouwocainengzuozheigeshoushu，dagaichenliangshengyibeizidoubuhuizaixiangqiwo。
“jinizuihouyicijihui。”
kemuqinrengjiuyaoyaotou，shoukouruping。
chenliangshengliansemodeyichen，buzhidaohepangbianderenshuoleshenme，shumiaohou，yiliangfeichideqiche，jiuzhongzhongdejiangmuqinfeichierqu。
muqindanbodeshentirutongduanlexiandefengzheng，qingpiaopiaodezaluozaidishang。
xueyecongmuqindeshenhoubuduansanchu，tatangzaidishanghuanhuanbishangleyanjing。
wodengdaleshuangyanmuduzhezheiyiqie，xintongdaowuyifujia，huihenhetongkudeqingxuzaixiongkouluanzhuang。
wonanshoudequansuozheshenzi，yanleirenbuzhucongyanjiaohualuo。
“wocuolemama，shiwocuole。”
“yiqiedoushiwodecuo，shiwobugairangnibaoshoumimi，wobugaiaishangchenliangsheng......”
chenliangshengzhanzaiyuanchu，kanzhemeiyoudongdandemuqin，mianlufennu。
tayijiaotizaiangguidejiaocheshang，shengyinyinchendenuhou。
“made，niuyidanniyoubenshiduoyibeizi。”
“nimadoukuaisile，wobuxinnibuchuxian。”
sixumengdibeichenliangshenglahui，wofumozhetengtongdaomamudexinzang。
woduoxiangqinkougaosuchenliangsheng，woyizhizainishenbian。
zhishi，woyijing......silesinianle。
sinianqian，wohechenliangshengdehunyinlingrenyanxian。
woshitadezhuzhiyisheng，zaizhibingqijianwomenxianglian，zuihoujiehezuchengleyigejiating。
ranersinianguoqu，wogukuhuangtu，chenliangshengquechengweileshijiezhimingdecaifa。
cengjingaiwowufazibadeta，rujinhenworugu。
wozhengzhengdekanzheheguoqujieranbutongdenanren，youxiemangran。
zheizhendeshiwoaileneimeduoniandenanrenma？
“翠平！”
chelituranxiangqijianruidehujiaosheng，shifuqin。
cike，takanzhepeibanlezijijishiniandeairentangzaixueboli，zaiyewufayizhizijixinzhongdebeitong，tazhengzhazheyaocongchelilikai，quebeirensisishuzaiyuandi。
chenliangshengturanluchuyinyidexiao，touguochechuangtaxiangfuqinchenshengshuo，
“xianzairangniuyidangunchulaizuoshoushu，buran，tamakedengbujile。”
fuqinxiangshishiqulesuoyoudeliqi，tabishangshuangyan，liangjiutafangfocaixialejuexin，shayadeshuo：
“wodainiqujianyidan。”
“dannibixuxianjiuyidanmama。”