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jiankonghuamianqingxijiluxialinjiaojiaodakaiwofangjiandeciguan，zhualeyidaba。
dangchuwosihou，linhuishebudebawozijiliuzaibinglengdedixia，bugusuoyourenfanduizhiyiyaowodeguhuiliuzaijiazhong。
anandehuiyinaohaizhongyishunshanguo。
basuideanangududetangzaixiaochuangbaozhexiaoxiaodeciguan，liangzhixiaoshouxiguandeshangxiamosuo，queshizhongmobudaoshuxidewennuan。
她忍了很久，很久。
zuihouhaishizhongyuzuijiaoxiapie，
“妈妈好冷…”
“ananxiangyaonuannuandemamabaobao…”
yanleishunjianduokuangerchu，wotingdaozijishengyinzhandou，
“linjiaojiaobawomadeguhuizuochengdangao！haiyaobiwochixiaqu！”
“ba！nijuedewogairenma？！”
shuohuashiyuanbenxiangzhizhukuqi，keyanleiquezenmerendourenbuzhu。
我突然意识到，
zheishiduozaishenchudeananzaiku！
wushijianchufawokanbudaotasuoyoudejiyi。
所以我不敢想象，
zheiyangdehuanglianku！wogongzhuyiyangbaobeidenvercongjisuikaishiyan！youchiguoduoshaoci？！
jiuzailinhuiliansetieqinggangyaokaikoushi，linjiaojiaogandaodemamaturan“gengyan”qiangxian，
“anan！wozhidaoniyizhijuedewoqianglenimamadeweizhisuoyitaoyanwo。”
“suoyinipingshiduiwohejiaojiaodeeyi，wocongweigennijijiaoguobanfen！”
“danwozenmeyemeixiangdao，niweijiwomenmunvzuoju！jinglianxiaxingjiedeguhuidouliyong！”
“xiaxingjieshiwomenmunvdedaenren！”
“taneimeshanliang！nizenmerenxinraotahunlingbuan？！”
**moyangkandewozhenzhenfahan，
linjiaojiaodemamasunrou，jialiyiqiandebaomu。
ananqisuineinian，woyinguzhongxuanbaomu。
yizhongrenzhongwokandaochuanzhetuqidesunroushenhou，yougejiuzhetayijiaomanyanqieyidexiaonvhai。
孙柔局促道，
“wonver，qisuile。”
“buxianglin**chushengzaimiguan。”
“zheiyatoumeifuqi，tuoshengzaiwozheigedanqinmamaduli。”
“buguolintaitaiwonverhenguaide！takeyibang**huo！”
zaikanrujinmanshenguiqidesunrou，
shiwoyishishirenbuqing，yinlangrushi！
sunroujuzhesanzhixinshidandanduilinhui，
“woyixianggaojiejiaojiaobuxujinjiejiefangjian！”
“jiaojiaodanxiao！pingshibeiananqifuledoubuganweiqu！tazenmekenenghuituranzuozheiyangdeshi？！”
“chufeiyourenguyizaizang！”
yibiandelinjiaojiaozaianshixialikehuiyi，
“wozhendemeiyouzuoshenmeguhuidangao！”
“wunaguhuiyeshiananjieweixiewocaizuode！”
“tashuoruguowobutingtadefenfu，jiurangbababawohemamaganchuquliulang！”
“wozhendebuzhidaoneigeguanzilishixingxingayi！”
“baba，nandaoninwanglema，xingxingayizoushishentilihaiyouwomamadexue！zaiwoyanzhongxingxingmamadeguhuiliyeyouwodemamaa！woruguozhidaodehuazenmekenenghuiquna！”
我意外死亡是车祸。
meidangchangsiwangdewo，beisongdaoyiyuanqiangjiu。
hewotongyangxiyouxuexingdesunrou，buguzishenanweirangyishengyicixingchoule900haoshengdexuejiuwo。
yezhengyinzheiyangde“enqing”，linhuishourongtamenmunvzhijin。
kanzheyanshenyouyidelinhui，sunrouzhandingjietie，
“ruguobushiananyouxinxianhai！yigenvhaierzenmehuizaizijidewoshianzhuangjiankong！haizheimeqiaopaidaozhengju！”
linjiaojiaoyechenjilazhulinhuideshou，
“baba，ruguoananjiejiezhenxiangzijishuodeneiyangzaihuxingxingayi，youzenmehuibaxingxingayisuoyoudezhaopiansisui！”
munvliangyichangyihe，qifuwodeananshidanlibo！
zhaopiansisuisigezi，ranglinhuideyanshenshunjianlengxiaqu。
suibumingbaizhaopianyoushizenmehuishi，danmuxingbennengwohaishipinmingxiangweiananzhengqu
“ba！tamenzaijiaobian！”
“tamenmunvzailijianwomen…”
kededaodehuiyingquezhiyouyishenglengshengduanhe，
“林予安闭嘴！”
“huidaonidefangjiansiguo！”
“liannimamadeguhuidouliyong！”
“huanghualianpian！niduideqinisiqudemuqinma？！”
xinkouxiangbeipaishangyikuaijianshichuotou，manqiangdexueyandewochuanbuguoqi。
wobumingbailinhuishibeishenmezangdongxifuti！caihuibuxiangxin“anan”dehua！
kanzhetashenhoumianludeyidemunv，woyaoyaqiechi，
“womamaconglaibuhuiguaiwo！”
“gengbuhuixiangxinwairenhuaiyiwo！”
ananyounianyicibeichaoshiyuangongwuhuitouchi，hedewawadaku。
jiankongshili，wobaozhezhanlideananruhuzaimushi，
“wonvershuomeiyoujiujueduimeiyou！”
“nibixuduiwonverdaoqian！”
cikewomanyanlengsedingzhelinhui，
“duibuqiwomaderenshini！”
“niwanglenidayingguota，yaoyibeizibawofangzaixinjian！juebuhuirangwoshoubanfenweiqu！”
zheishiwohaihuaizheananneinianshengrishi，linhuiqinkouduiwofaguodeshi。
linhuishunjianeran，queyouturanxiangfakuangdeshizi，
“linyuan！niyoushenmelianzhiwenwo？！”
“nizheigehaisiqinmadetaozhaigui！”
“meiyouni！xingxingzenmehuisi？！”
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mingmingyiwaishenwangdewo，zenmebianchengleananhaiside？！