shijian，fangfozaizheiyikebeidongjiele。
hunfangli，zhishengxiahongzhuranshaoshixiweidepipasheng，yijijigerencuzhongbuyidehuxi。wojiangzaiguhuaishenshenhou，danaodeyunsuannenglichedidangji，zhinengganshoudaotabeibuchuanlaide、gezhechenshanbuliaoyeqingxikebiandejinbengjirouxiantiao。
wodi？qizi？shangxianlianluoren？
meiyigeziwodourenshi，danzuhezaiyiqicongguhuaishenzuilishuochulai，zhixiangwo，zheibirenhehuangdanliqidejubenhaiyaolingrennanyizhixin。
wo，suwan，yigesannianqianyinweidajiadouou（suiranshibeishejide）jinguojuzi、kaozhejialiguanxicaimianqiangtuoshendeputongshejishi，yaoshenyibianchenglejingfangwodi？haishitaguhuaishendeshangxian？
zheijianzhihuatianxiazhidaji！
neiweibeichengzuo“lidui”dezhongniannanren，liansecongzuichudelengjun，daojinge，zaidaonanyizhixindetieqing，biaoqingbianhuandesudukanbichuanjubianlian。tajuzheqiangdeshouweiweizhandou，qiangkouzaiguhuaishenhewozhijianxiweidiyidong，xianshichutaneixindejuliezhengzhahehuaiyi。
“guhuaishen！”liduideshengyindaizheyayidenuhuohejidadezhenjing，“nizhibuzhidaonizaishuoshenme？！zheishisheipizhundexingdong？nidedanganligenbenmeiyou……”
“juemirenwu，danxianlianxi。shouquanlaizibuli，danganfengcundengjisss。”guhuaishendaduanta，yuqimeiyousihaobolan，fangfozaichenshuyijianzaiputongbuguodeshiqing。tashenzhicongxizhuangneidaili（gangcaitajiushicongzheigekoudailinachujingguanzhengde），youquchuyigebobode、kanqilaixiangshizhengjianjiadedongxi，shouwanyidou，liangchulimiandeyiyewenjian，shangmiansihuyouhongsedeyinzhanghegangyin，zaihuangdongdeshoudianguangxiakanbuzhenqie，danneiguzizhengshiganquezuobudejia。
“lidui，xuyaoxianzaiyanzhengma？buguo，jingdongleshangmian，jinwanzheixingdongbaogao，kongpajiubutaihaoxiele。”guhuaishendeshengyinli，daishangleyisiruoyouruowudeweixie。
liduidetongkongmengdishousuo，sisidingzheneifen“wenjian”，youkanxiangmianwubiaoqingdeguhuaishen，zaiyueguotadejianbang，saoleyiyanliansecanbai、hunbushoushedewo。tasaibangzidejirougudonglejixia，xianshizhejidudebuganheyilv。
kongqininggulezuzuyoubanfenzhong。
zuizhong，liduihenhendiyaoleyaoya，jihushijizhesangziyan，duishouxiahuilehuishou：“shoudui！”
neijimingjingchamianmianxiangqu，xianranyemeicongzheijizhuanzhixiadeqingjiezhonghuiguoshenlai，danhaishiyiyanshouqilewuqihejiebeizitai。
liduimuguangrudao，zaiciguaguoguhuaishendelian，liuxiayiju：“guhuaishen，zheijianshi，nibixujiwoyigexiangxidebaogao！mingtianyizao，wobangongshi！”shuowan，daizhemanqiangdenuhuoheweijiedeyituan，yixingrenrulaishiyibanxunsudituichulehunfang。
chenzhongdefangmenbeiqingqingdaishang，fachu“kada”yishengqingxiang。
ruodadewoshili，zaicizhishengxiawoheguhuaishen，yijineiduiranshaodezhengwangdehongzhu。
死一样的寂静。
jiehouyushengdexutuoganrutongchaoshuibanyongshanglai，wodeshuangtuizaiyezhichengbuzhushentidezhongliang，shunzhechuangyanruanruandihuazuozaiditanshang。qipaodequnbaisankai，xiangyiduodiaoxiedehua。wodakoudakoudichuanzheqi，xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong，jihuyaotiaochulai。
gangcaineiyike，qiangkouzhixiangwodebinglengchugan，fangfohaicanliuzaipifushang。
guhuaishen……tadaodishishei？taweishenmeyaojiuwo？bu，tabushizaijiuwo，tashizailiyongwo！wodi？shangxian？zheigenbenjiushitaweileyingfugangcaijumianxinkouhuzhoudehuangyan！
womengditaiqitou，kanxiangneigeniguangerlidenanren。
tahuanhuanzhuanguoshen，lianshangyijinghuifulezhiqiandepingjing，shenzhibizhiqiangengleng。tashouqineigesuoweide“zhengjian”，dongzuocongrongbupo，ranhouyibubuchaowozoulai。
阴影再次将我笼罩。
kongjubingmeiyouyinweijingchadelikaierxiaosan，faneryinweiguhuaishencikemocedetaiduerjiaju。tajiuxiangyigeshenbujiandidexuanwo，wogangcongyigexianjingtuoli，youjijiangbeijuanrulingyigegengweizhi、gengkepadexuanwozhongxin。
“qilai。”tajugaolinxiadikanzhewo，shengyinlitingbuchurenheqingxu。
womeidong，huozheshuo，womeiyouliqidong。
tawanxiayao，shenshouzhuazhulewodeshoubei。tadeshouzhanghenda，lidaojingren，daizheburongkangjudeyiwei，qingyidijiangwocongdishangtileqilai，anzuozaichuangyan。
ranhou，talaguoshuzhuangtaiqiandeyizi，fanzhezuoxia，shuangbeijiaodiedazaiyibeishang，yuwomianduimian。zheigejuli，jindewonengqingxidikandaotanongmijiemaoxiadeyinying，yijitayandishenchuneimowoyongyuanyekanbudongdeyouan。
“xianzai，womenkeyitantanle。”tashuo。
“tan……tanshenme？”wodeshengyinyijiufazhan，shuangshoujinjinzuanzheshenxiadechuangdan，zhijianbingliang，“guhuaishen，bu，gujingguan……zheidaodishizenmehuishi？nigangcaishuode……”
“jiade。”tagancuililuodidaduanwo，zuijiaogouqiyimojinhucanrendehudu，“weilebaniconglichongmingshoulizanshilaochulaidequanyizhiji。”
lichongming？yinggaijiushineigelidui。
“wei……weishenme？”wogengjiabujie，tongshiyegandaoyiguhanyicongjiaodishengqi，“niweishenmeyaobangwo？haiyou，sannianqian……neigeupan……”
“bangni？”guhuaishenxiangshitingdaoleshenmehaoxiaodeshiqing，dixiaochusheng，danneixiaoshenglimeiyoubanfennuanyi，“suwan，niweimiantaikandeqizijile。wozhaonisannian，bushiweilebangni。”
tashentiqianqing，lajinlewomenzhijiandejuli，muguangruilidexiangyaopoukaiwodexinzang：“wozhaoni，shiyinweizhiyouni，shidangnian‘miye’neitiaoxianshang，weiyikenengjiechuguohexinzhengju、bingqiehaihuozhedezhiqingren。”
我的呼吸一窒。
“neigeupanli，daodishishenme？”wotingdaozijigansedeshengyinwen。sannianqian，wozhishitidangshijiaowangdenanyouzhoumingqu“miye”songgedongxi，momingqimiaojuanruledouou，ranhoujiubeizhuale。neigeupan，shizhoumingsaijiwo，rangwowubibaoguanhaode。wodangshigenbenbuzhidaolimianshishenme。
“zuyiranghenduorendiaonaodaidedongxi。”guhuaishendeshengyinyadehendi，daizheyizhongbinglengdezhongliang，“shejiyigepangdadekuajingfanzuijituan。lichongming，jiushitamenanchazaijingduineibudebaohusanzhiyi。sannianqiannideanzi，jiushitayaxialaide，mudejiushiweilezhaohuineigeupan，bingqie……miekou。”
灭口？！
wohunshenyizhan，lenghanshunjianshitoulehoubei。suoyi，sannianqianwonengjiaoxingchulai，bushiyinweijialidadian，ershiyinwei……duifanghaimeizhaodaoupan，buxiangdacaojingshe？huozheshuo，guhuaishenzaiqizhongzuoleshenme？
“neini……”wokanzheta，xintiaorugu。
“wodingzheigeanzihenjiule。”guhuaishenzhiqishen，muguangwangxiangchuangwaiqiheideyekong，celianxiantiaolengying，“sannianqian，wochadianjiumodaolexiansuo，danyinweilichongmingdeganyu，gongkuiyikui。ni，shiweiyidetupokou。”
tazhongxinkanxiangwo，yanshenlimeiyourenhewenqing，zhiyou**luodeliyonghesuanji：“heni‘shanhun’，shiwojihuadeyibufen。zhiyouyonghunyinbanilaolaobangzaiwoshenbian，wocainengmingzhengyanshundi‘baohu’ni，huozheshuo，jiankongni，tongshi，yenengbikailichongmingdengrendeermu，congnizheilizhaodaoupandexiansuo，huozhe，liyongni，yinshechudong。”
原来如此……
suoyoudewenqingmaimai，suoyou“yingfujiali”dejiekou，quandoushijiade！zheichanghuangtangdeshanhun，congyikaishijiushiyigejingxinshejideju！woshitadeqizi，shitayonglaifanan、yonglaiduikangneibuzhuchongdegongju！
yigujudadequruhefennuyongshangxintou，jihuyaojiangwoyanmei。wobeitashuadetuantuanzhuan，haiyiweizijizhanlebianyi，zhaodaoleyige“hubuganshe”dewanmeijiehunduixiang！
“suoyi，xinhunyede‘soushen’，”woyaozheya，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，shituyongtengtonglaibaochiqingxing，“yeshinijihuadeyibufen？weilezhaoupan？”
guhuaishendemuguangluozaiwodeqipaopankoushang，yanshenyouan：“nikeyizheimelijie。buguo，xianzaikanlai，upandexialuosihumeineimejile。”
tadunledun，yuqidaizheyizhongzhangkongyiqiedelengmo：“dangwuzhiji，shizuoshiwomen‘enaifuqi’derenshe，pianguolichongming，yepianguoneigefanzuijituan。congmingtianqi，niyaowanquanpeihewo。jizhu，yibucuo，womenliang，kenengdouhuimeiming。”
tazhanqishen，gaodadeshenyingdaizhejudadeyapogan。
“jinwanwoshuishafa。”tazoudaomenkou，shouwozhumenba，tingdunleyixia，quemeiyouhuitou，“lingwai，suwan，jiniyigezhonggao。”
“biezaishitulianxizhouming。tasannianqiannadaoqianbanishuailezhihou，jiuyijingzaiguowai……yin‘yiwai’qushile。”
门被轻轻关上。
woduzizuozaimanshihongsedehunfangli，kanzheneiduihaizairanshaodexizhu，zhijuedehunshenbingleng，ruzhuibingku。
周铭……死了？
灭口？
erwo，congyigekansihuangtangdeshanhun，yibutarulezhenzhengde、zhimingdexuanwozhizhong。
wode“zhangfu”，shiwocengjingdeemeng，yeshiwoxianzaiweiyide……baohusan？yihuoshi，gengweixiandelieshizhe？