sihoudiernian，fangzudaoqi，fangdongjiangwosuoyoudedongxidoudijiapaoshou。wodeyigeheifenmaidaolewodediannao。
zheigexianglaiduiwoeyuxiangxiangdeguniang，duizhewomeilaidejifasongdesanshiqiduanhualiaoshipin，
kudejiemaogaohulemanlian。xiangshiweilebangwobaobuping，tajiangwoluzhideshipinfenchengwuqi，zaiwangluoshanggengxin。
「youkaishizuoyao，gueryuanhuilaidejiushihuiyan。」「youshinongxuzuojiazheiyitao，exinzhiji！」
「suxiaoxiaoguanhuiyongmaicandefangshiboguanzhu，taliangnianqianjiushuohuanaile，zenmehaimeisia？」houlai，
jiulianqinzibawoconggueryuanzhaohuilaidedageyehuibudangchu。「dangchujiugairangtaesizaigueryuan！」
tamendoubabudewoshizhendesile。kezhendangtamenzhaobudaowodemubeishi，youkuzhehanhouhuizuoshenme？
1.wodelinghunpiaozailinmanmanshenhou，kantachuokaizhibotexiaojianshi，danmuyijingzhachengyipianyanhua。
「jiarenmenkanhaolea，wozheijiubasahuangjingdezuoangongjugeshihua——」
linmanmantuzhesuizuanmeijiadeshouzhituranjiangzaichukongbanshang。jingtousaoguodiannaoyouxiajiaotiezhedexiangrikuitiezhi，
neishiwohualiaodiaofashigebichuangxiaomeimeisongde。「jiejiejiuxiangxiangrikui，yongyuanxiangzhetaiyangya！
yaokuaidianhaoqilaie！」neishiwoyoushengyilai，diyicijiandaorucichuncuideyoushanweixiao。zaiwojiyizhong，
haosiconghuidaosujiakaishi，shenbianderenzongshiduiwochongmanlediyi。jiuruxianzaidanmushangfeisupiaoguoderumayiban。
「suxiaoxiaoyougaoxintaolu？naxiaohaimaicanyaobuyaoliana。」「suxiaoxiao？zheimingziliangnianmeijian，
wohaiyiweitazhenyouliantuiwangleni，meixiangdaoyouchulaiexinren？」「ou！loushangde，bietitamingzi，huiqi！
pingtaizenmehaibufengshazheizhongliejiyiren？」「zeze，jiemeimenkuaikanzheibijiben，biwonainaidefengrenjihailao，
tasuxiaoxiaohaodaidingzhesujiaqianjindemingtou，huiyongzheizhongpolan？wokanyoushilaoyitao，maicanbotongqing！」
「linmanmannijuranjitadangtuo？quguanlequguanle」danmuli，jihuzhaobudaoyijuweiwoshuohuade。
manma、zhize、eyichuaice，putiangaidi。zheiganjue，zhenshuxi。jiuxianghuidaosujiahoumeiyicidejiatingjuhui。
tamenyeshizheiyangjiaqiangdaibangdieyichuaicewo。daohoulai，huolishenzhikaishizhuanxianglinmanman，
zhizetaweileliuliangbuzeshouduan，yuwozheizhong「sahuangjing」weiwu。xiaoguniangyemeixiangdaohuibeima，jishengjieshi。
「aiaiai，jiarenmenbiejizhemawoa！wolinmanmanshenmeshihoupaguosix？」「dajiadouzhidao，
wolinmanmanpingshengzuitaoyandejiushinongxuzuojiaderen，youqishizheigesuxiaoxiao！」「wokaizhibo，
yeshixiangzaidajiadejianzhengxia，jielusuxiaoxiaodezhenshimianmu，wofashi，wojueduimeiyounatayifenqian。」
tashuozhe，dakaileyigeshipinwenjianjia。shipinliebiaoli，zuixindeyigewenjian，
chuangjianriqiheranshiliangnianqianwo「tuiwang」deqianyitian。linmanmanhaobuyouyudidianlejinqu。
「zheilimianruguozhendeyoutabalingbierendeshipin，wokendingbaojing，dingrangtafuchucantongdedaijia。」
zheifanhuashuodezhidiyousheng，shunjianniuzhuanledanmudefengxiang。【zhichimanman！jiechuantadezhenmianmu！
】【zheizhonglajijiugaibeidajiayiqirengjinlajitongli！】diannaoliangnianmeirenshiyong，shipinhuanchonglehaoyihuier，
caikaishizhengchangbofang。shipinzuichuxianranchulaideheranshi「juanzenggusuitongyishu——，2005.3.17」
。「hushuobadao！」womadenuhoucongbieshuketingchuanlai，「zheifentongyishumingmingshilingerde！」
pingmulidewoyijingzaichazheweiguanshuohua，「jintianchoule1200mlgusui……」jingtouturanhuangdong，
sulingerturanchuangjinlewodejingtou，xiaodeneiyangyaoyan。shipinturankadunzaisulingertexiedeleizhishang。
neishisuzhehuabashiwanjitadiandefuzhi。【suxiaoxiaoyaobuyaolian！juangusuidemingmingshisulinger，
qianggonglaohailujiashipin！】「huiqi！」wobaqidechadianjiangdianshizale，
「dangchujiubugaibatacongfuliyuanjiehuilai，zhei**youkaishizuoyaole！」
「dangnianjiugairangtalanzaishibaxianxiaocheng，shengdexianzaigeyingren。」shuohuajian，suzhecongloushangchongxialai，
jiangdianshijingyin，「lingergangchiwanzhiliaoyiyuzhengdeyao，
kebunengrangtazaitingdaorenheguanyuzheige**deyidiandongxi，dengxiashoule**，
tayougaibanyeduozaixishoujiangewan……」suzhehuayingangluo，loutichuchuanlaiqingweidexiangsheng。shisulinger。
2.sulingerchuizheyanjie，zhijianwuyishimosuoshouwanshangdebahen——zheidao「beiwoqidaogewan」dedaoba，
rangwozaibaoyuliguilezhengyeeluanshi。「gege，nibuyaozaiguaijiejiele。」「jiejieqishimeiyoushenmehuaixinsi，
jiuxiangdangchutabakangyiyuyaohuanchengweishengsu，yeshipawoyilaiyaowu……」tadeshengyinrourouruoruo，
daizheyisibuyichajuedeweiqu。「taqishibingweizuocuoshenme，tazhibuguo……yeshixiangdedaonimendeai。」
「tazhiqiansuiranzuolexuduojiduandeshi，dantayefuchuleyingyoudedaijia，
woxiangxintayijingrenshidaozijidecuowule。」sulingerzoudaosuzheshenbian，qingqinglalelatadeyixiu，「gege，
woyuanliangtale，yebuhuizaiyinweitadehuaerquzuoshashi，niqubatajiehuilaiba。」tazuishangshuozhebujijiao，
muguangqueruoyousiwudipiaoxiangchufangdefangxiang。wobaxiangshixiangdaoleshenme，liansezhoubian。「zhangma，
hailengzheganshenme！ganjinbajialidedaojudoushouqilai！」yongrenweiweinuonuodiqule。wobazheicaizhuanxiangsulinger，
lianshangdebaonushunjianhuaweixinteng。tataochushouji，fanchuwodeweixin，pitougailianjiushiyidunma。「suxiaoxiao！
likebanineixieposhipinshanle！」tayuqixionghen，「yaoshilingerjinwanyinweinishimian，nijiudengzhexiadiyuba！
」yucitongshi，zhibojianli，linmanmanjiujiumeiyoushuohua。turan，yizhenzhizhangfandongdecuixiangdapolechenji。
linmanmanjuqiyizhangfanhuangdezhipian，duidaojingtouqian，zhizhangbianyuanhaizhanzheyiyongjiaobuganhedecanjiao。
「zheixiehaoxiangshiyiyuandejiaofeidan。」jingtoulayuan，neiyangdejiaofeidan，jingsaimanlezhengzhengyigeniupidangandai。
「woshuleyixia，cong2021nian1yuedao2023nian4yue，
yigongershicidezhuyuanjiaofeijilu。」「meiyici，doushixianjinzhifu。」
linmanmanzhijianchuozhedanjushangde「suxiaoxiao」qianming，yijizhuzhiyishengdejieanqianzi，shengyinturanfazhan，
daizheyisinanyizhixindeshaya。「tashipinzhongshuode……yexushizhende……」
jingtouzaiyicijidaowobijibenshangneiduoxiangrikui。「zheixiangrikui……yeyinlezhongliuyiyuandelogo……」
linmanmanshuozhe，henchuoshubiao。shubaizhangtupianxiangpaizheduideyaopian，congdiannaopingmushangbengchulai。
「『di7cihualiaooutujilu』、『zhitongbengshiyongshuomingshu』……」tashengyinturankaqiao，
zhijianhuaguo「2021.5.1diyiciqiangjiujilu」desuolvetu，xiangzaikouyikuaijielejiadeshangba。
wodexin，yegenzheneizhandoudezhijian，yicuncunjiujin。neixiebeiwokeyiyiwangde、juewangdeririyeye，
jiuzheiyanghaowufangbeidizaicibeixiankai。raner，linmanmandaizhegengyandejieshi，bingweigaibianshenme。xiayishun，
danmurufengzhangdeezhihua，zaicifengkuangshuaping。「yan！jiezheyan！suxiaoxiaoniweilehongzhenshiliandoubuyaole！」
「zheixiedongxipturuanjianfenfenzhonggaoding，linmanmanniyebeitashoumaile？」「zhongliuyiyuan？xiaosi，
tayaoshizhendeai，sujiahuibuguan？takeshisujiadezhenqianjin，huiyanzhengzhengkanzhetaqusi？」「jiasile！
zheizhongmaicandeximanengbunenghuandianxinxiande？」「yan，jiezheyan！aosikayinghoudoumeinizheimehuiyan！」
「zheixuejipabushiyongdefanqiejiangba？xianzaidechaozuozhenshimeixiaxian！」3.edudeziyanxiangchaoshuibanyonglai，
mingmingtamenlimianxuduorendouburenshiwo，quebuzhidaoweishenmeduiwoyouzheimedadediyi。
linmanmansihuyebeizheituruqilaideeyihedaole，lenglejimiao。ranhou，tagancuiwushiledanmu。
tadezhijianzaichukongbanshanghuadong，zuizhong，tingliuzaiyigemingwei「mimihuayuan」dewenjianjiashang。neilimian，
shiwomeilaidejishanchuderiji。shiwozaineixieanwutianrideshiguangli，weiyinenggouqingsuhepaijiegudandefangshi。
linmanmandiankailezuixinyipian。「woderijibenyoubeisulingersihuaile。」「wozhibuguoshishuoletajiju，
tixingtaneishiwodedongxi，tajiuzijicongloutishangshuailexiaqu……」zheiduanyijingkuaixiaosandejiyi，
mengdijiangwozhuaihuileneigehunandewuhou。neitian，shiwoshibasuideshengri。
yinweihesulingerdeshengrijinjinxianggesantian，bamadoubudasuanweiwodanduguoyici。yongwomadehuashuo，
「doushiyijiaren，lingershengrideshihouyiqiqingzhujiuxingle，shengdemafan。」woqishiyijingxiguanlezheizhonghulve，
xiguanlezuosulingerguangmangxianeidaoandandeyingzi。rangwomeixiangdaodeshi，suzhejingranjide。tabudanjide，
haitoutoudaiwochuqubanlegejiandandeshengripaidui。zhuguangyaoye，yingzhetananderouhedemeiyan。「suxiaoxiao，
shengrikuaile。」tashengyinyijiudaizheguanyoudejifenbunaifan，danyanshenqueshiwoxujiuweijiandewenhe。
「yihoubiezaikukutitide，nankansile。」tazongshizheiyang，zuishangxianqiwo，quecongweikezeguowobanfen。
neishiwoshibanianlai，guodediyigeshengri。wojiangneizhangtaweiwopaide，pengzhedangaoshaxiaodezhaopian，
xiaoxinyiyiditiezailerijibenli。kewomeixiangdao，jiushizheichangshengripaidui，jiangwohetadexiongmeiqingchedigelie。
neitianwanshang，sulingerbuzhidaocongnaerzhidaoleshengripaiduideshi，banyezhaodaowo，yilianshengqilingren。
「niyidinghendeyiba！」「zhimadadianxiaoshi，yezhidenixiezairijibenshang，haitielezhaopian，
kebanideyihuaile！」shuowan，budengwofanyingguolai，sulingerturansilewodebijiben。
「wozuitaoyankandaonixiao，xianzaiwokannihaizenmexiao。」「zhushou！」
wopuguoquqiangshibeitayongchazihuapohukou。xiayishun，taturanyongkouxingduizhewoshuoleju「qusiba」，
suijidangzhebamahesuzhedemian，jingzhicongloutishangshuailexiaqu。yiqiefashengdetaikuai，
woshenzhilaibujizuochurenhefanying。dengwobamahesuzhechongdaoloutikoushi，sulingeryijingquansuozaidishang，
kudelihuadaiyu。「bama，gege，shiwozijishuaixiaqude，genjiejiemeiguanxi。」
cidiwuyinsanbailiangdebianjie，shunjiandianranlewobamajiyayijiudenuhuo。「suxiaoxiao，nizheigeniezhang！
nijiuzheimerongbuxialingerma？」wobadepaoxiaozhendewoermoshengteng。womagengshizhijiechongshanglai，
yangshoujiuxiangjiwoyibazhang，quebeisuzhelanzhule。ketalanzhuwomadeshou，kanxiangwodeyanshen，
quelengdexiangshieryuedebingxue。sulingerhaizaiku，「gege，
zhendebuguaijiejie……shiwoziji……douguaiworejiejieshengqile……」suzhezaiyetingbuxiaqu。
taxiaoxinyiyidibaoqisulinger，jiaobucongcongdicongwoshenbiancaguo。tashenzhimeiyoukanwoyiyan，
gengmeiyoujiangwodejieshitingjinqu。keshi，mingmingwoyeshoushangle。woyehentong。
ketamendeshixianmeiyouzaiwodeshenshangtingliubanmiao。suzhesihuwangle，tazaoshanggangduiwoxuxiadechengnuo。
linmanmandeshengyinjiangwoconghuiyizhonglachechulai。「suzheshuohuibaohuwo，keshitashiyanle……」
zhibojiandejingtou，duizhunleneibenbeiwopincouhouyongjiaodaizhanhaoderijiben，fanhuangdezhizhangshang，
yixikejiananhongsedexueji。danmuzaicikeyouyicizhakai。「lvchajingdianmaicanhuanjie！」
「zheiniantouhaiyourenxieriji？baipainengbunengzoudianxin？」4.danmudeeyihaizaifajiao，jingtouzhiwaidesujia，
qifenyetongyangrangrenchuanbuguoqi。sulingerturantanzuozaiditanshang，baozhexigaiwuyan：「douguaiwo，
dangchunimenjiehuijiejie，wojiugaibanchuqude。」「ruguowozaodianbanzou，jiejieyebuhuibianchengxianzaizheiyang。」
「jiejiedoushiyinweiwo，caihuizheimetongkude。」「bama，gege，nimenbieguaijiejie，doushiwodecuo，
zhende……」womalikechongguoqu，bataloujinhuaili，xintengdifumozhetadebei。「linger，shahaizi，
zheizenmenengguainini？」「yaoguaijiuguaisuxiaoxiaoneigeniezhang，neigebaiyanlang！」「tacaishigaigunchusujiaderen！
」wobatieqingzhelian，「zhenshigetaozhaigui，laoziyangtiaogoudoubiyangtaqiang！zhishaogouzhidaoyaoweiba。」
qingpiaopiaodeyijuhua，quexiangyibazhongchui，henhenzazaiwoxinshang。tamenshuodemeiyigezi，douxiangjiandaoyiyang，
henhendizhajinwodexinli。womajixuanweizhesulinger，yuqizhongjiazazheduiwocigudehenyi。「linger，
nicaishiwomensujiaweiyidenver。」「jiusuannishilingyangde，
yebitaneigezhiyouxueyuanguanxidemoshengrenqinjinbaibei！」「wobuzhiyicihouhuishengxiata，ruguoshijiannengdaoliu，
wojueduibuhuixuanzeshengxiasuxiaoxiao！」「nitinghua，buyaobeizheixieluanqibazaodeshipinyingxiangqingxu，
gengbunengjiazhongnidebingqing。」「wangluoshangdedongxikankanjiusuanle，doushijiade，buzhidefangzaixinshang。」
suzhezhanzaiyipang，lianseyinchendenengdichushuilai。「linger，bietingtadeguihua，yebiekanneixiedongxi，
wulenideyan。」「lingernitingzhe。」tadunxiashenpengqisulingerdelian，muzhicaguotayanjiaodelei，
「tagenbenbushiwomeimei，nicaishi。」bamayuekanzhiboyueqi，zuiliduiwoderumayeyuelaiyuebukanruer。
neixieangzangdecihui，bidanmushangdegengjiaedubaibei。zuihou，wobaqidepaianerqi。「qucha！」
「baneigejiaolinmanmandeziliaowachulai，laoziyoudeshiqianrangtabizui。」sujiadexiaolv，
zaimouxiefangmianzongshichuqidegao。meiguoduojiu，linmanmandedianhuahaomajiubeisongdaolesuzheshoushang。
tajihushiyaoyaqiechidibotongleneigehaoma。dianhuajietongdeshunjian，taduizhetingtongdihou。「guanlezhibo！」
「buyaochashousuxiaoxiaodeshi，jiaqian，suinikai！」linmanmandexiaoshengcongyangshengqilipiaochulai，
hunzhezhibojianciqibifuderuma。tajuqiwozangzaidiannaojiacengdequanjiafu——zhaopianliwozhanzaibianyuan，
sulingerlouzhebamaxiaochuliwo。「suxiansheng，ninmeimeidesiwangzhengmingzhiduoshaoqian？」
5.woquansuozailinmanmanzhiboyongdehuanxingbuguangdengshang，kansuzhedehaomazaitonghuajiemiantiaodong。
tabaonudechuanxipenzaimaikefengshang，xiangjiledangnianbawosuozaigelou，jinggaowo「buxupohuaisulingershengriyanhui」
shideyuqi。「niheneigesahuangjingshiyihuodeba？」「nigaosuta，tazheiyangdexiaobaxiduiwomenmeiyong，
meiyourenhuibiwomengengxiwangtasi。」suzhedehua，yirujiwangdeliangbo。dianhuakailemianti，
wobadeshengyinjingenzhexiangqi，daizhenongnongdeyane。「nigaosusuxiaoxiao，yaosijiusiyuandian，siledaoqingjingle，
wojiuquandangmeishengguozheigenver！」womazaiyipangpoweirentongdidianlediantou。「suxiaoxiao，
wozhidaonijiuzaibianshang，nihaohaotingzhe。」「congjinwanghou，nibuzaishisujiadenver。」
taxintengdiloujinhuailidesulinger，yuqibinglengdiduiwojinggao。「niyaozhenxiangsi，wozuihouzaisongniyikuaimudi，
miandenibianchengguhunyeguilaihehuwomenlinger。」jibiansileliangnian，zaitingdaozheixie，wodexinhaishihuitong。
wowushengdixiaozhe，yanleiquezhibuzhudiliu。bama，gege，runimensuoyuan，wozhendesile。zheiyike，
woturanyouxieqidaikandaotamenzhidaowosiwanghoudeyangzile。linmanmanxianranbeiqizhale，
buguanbugudizaizhibojianbaolecukou，「wodiu！nimenyaobuyaotingtingnimenzaishuoshenme？」
「mingmingsuxiaoxiaocaishigennimenyouxueyuanguanxideqinren，nimenquepanzhetaqusi，
shenzhihailianhewairenyiqiqifuta！」「nimenzheixieren，genbenbupeidangtadeqinren！」
linmanmanqideguaduandianhua，bulihuisuzhetamen，jixujinxingzhetadezhibo。
tateyijiangwoderijidudehendasheng，xiangshizaiweiwoxuanxiexinzhongdeyuanqi。daoshihuaji，
cengjingjuzhe「suxiaoxiaogunchuyulequan」dengpai，zaiqianshouhuishangpolewoyishennaichadeheifentouzi，
jinghuizaiwosihou，duizhewoderiji，kudebipochanlehainanguo。shipinqishijizaidehenduohenza，
youqishizaiwohuanshangyiyuzhengzhihou，sixuzongshikongzhibuzhudipiaosan，shuochulaidehuachangchangshidiansandaosi，
haowuluojikeyan。linmanmannengtingdong，shenzhihainengjiangneixiecuowudeyujuyiyixiuzhengguolai，yezhenshinanweitale。
wopiaozailinmanmanzhandoudezhijianshangfang，kantadiankaibiaozhe【2018.3.15】deshipin。
「jintianlingerbawocansaidehuagaozhechengzhifeiji，tashuowohuadexingkongtaianle，yaobangwotiandianxingguang……」
huamianturanqiedaojiankongluxiang。sulingerzhengyongdahuojiliaowodehuazhibianyuan，huoxingjiandaoshoubeishitaturanjianjiao。
chongjinlaidesuzheyibajiangwoanzaisuibolizhashang，「nijiuzheimejidulingerhuihuahua？」danmuturanbaozhang。
【**！zheibushisulingerhuojinjiangdeneifu《xinghuo》ma？】【goutuheshaoshengdebanzhangcangaoyimoyiyang！
】【wojidedangchusuxiaoxiaozhanchulaizhizeguosulingerdaogao，dansujiasuoyourendoulitingsulinger，
shenzhiyaoqiusuxiaoxiaodaoqian，suoyisuxiaoxiaodangchushuodedoushizhende？sulingershidaoletadegaozicanjiadebisai？
】linmanmanturandiaochuliangfuhuadegaoqingduibitu。woshaojiaodeqianming「sxx」
zhengkazaisulingerhuojiangzuopindeliuxingguijili，ertabiaozaihuakuanglidezhengshuriqi，
biworijijizaidezuohuashijianwanzhengzhengsangeyue。6.shipinshunyandaoxiayige，
【2018.4.16】「zheiyidazao，wojiubeisuzhesuojinlezahuojian，tashuojintianshilingerdechengrenli，
buyunxuwochuxian，pawopohuaileqifen。」huamianli，woquansuozaibumanhuichendejiaoluo，
etoushanggaizheyikuaishiluludemobu，zuichunganlieqipi。「yewan，waimianxiaqileqingpendayu，
wofashaodaosanshijiudu，toutongdekuaiyaozhakai……」gaoshaodailaideyunxuanganyizhenzhenxilai，wozhengzhazheqishen，
fuzheqiangzoudaomenkou，xuruodihan，「mama……wohaonanshou……jiujiuwo……」
shengyinquebeiyinleshenghepengbeishengyanmei。touguomenfeng，wokanjiansulingerdaizhehuangguan，beijiarencuyongzhexuyuan。
muqinwenroudiweitaqiedangao，fuqinxiaozhejitadiliwu，suzhechongnidimozhetadetou。meiyouyigerenzhuyidao，
zaiheiandejiaoluoli，haiyougebeibingtongzhemodewo。wohuazuozaidishang，etoudizhebingliangdemenban。
tuishaoyaozaiweilifanyong，yanqianjianjianmohuchengyipianhuilan。huanghujiankanjianshiersuineinian，
suzhebeizhewopaoguoyuyequyiyuan，tadebaichenshanbeiwodebixueranzang，quexiaozheshuo：「meimeibiepa，gezai。」
【dengdeng，sulingerchengrenlihezhaoliqueshimeita！dangshitonggaoshuotashuapiqi】dengdiertian，
dasaoweishengdeyongrenayifaxianwoshi，woyijingshaodekuaiyaoshiquyishile。yishengzhenduanshijixingfeiyan。
wozaiyiyuanzhulezhengzhengbangeyue。zhongyudaochuyuanzheitian，yangguanghenhao，jialimeiyouyigerenlaijiewo。
wodatonglemamadedianhua，tingtongneitouchuanlaidequeshibinglengdemingling：「nixianbiehuilai！
wanyibabingduchuanranjilingerzenmeban？nizheijitianxianquzhujiudian，buxuhuijia！」zhibojiandedanmu，
zaiwozheiduandubailuoxiahou，zaicizhakaileguo。【wojide，sulingergengxinguoyitiaoweibo，shitazhuyuandezhaopian，
zaipinglunquhuifufensishuo，tashengbingshiyinweisuxiaoxiao。】【duiduidui！woyejide！