woshipenghonglexinjinyingdidexiaojingjiren。yingdibanjiangdianlishang，releiyingkuangdeyingdiganxieleyiquanren，
weidulveguolewozheigepenghongtadejingjirenjiannvpengyou。dangtianwanshang，
youbeipaidaoletahexinjinxiaohuadedixialianqing。wonazhezhaopianquzhiwenta，
taquemanlianbuzaiyi：“wohejiaojiaocaishizhenai，gennizhishifengchangzuoxibale，nihaizhennazijidanghuishierle？
”wozhongyuzangouleshiwang，juedinglikaita。sannianhoutadeshiyeyiluoqianzhang，tadezhenaiyeguoduanlikai，
tazhongyuxiangqilewo。erbeitabidezoutouwuludewoquechedixiaoshi。tongguoyigehuipen，qudaolelingyigeshijie。
1banjiangdianlishang，yingdibingweitijiwodemingzi，woyuanbenhaobuzaiyi。tayexuzhishiwangle。
danshiwoquemomodezaibenzishangyouhualeyikexiaoliumangxing。“wodasuanheyingpianlidenvzhuyiyang，
zhiyaonirangwoshiwangyici，wojiuzaibenzishanghuayigexiaoliumangxing，dengdaohuamanleyibaige，wojiuchedilikaini，
rangnizaiyezhaobudaowo！”“fangxinba，benzishangyikeliumangxingdoubuhuichuxiande！
”xiridehaishishanmenghaililizaimu。danshiyanqianbenzishangdeliumangxingyijinghualejiushijiugele。
maizhechenzhongdebufahuidaojiali，zuozaishafashang，gangdakaishoujijiukandaolechongshangresoudexinwen。
#xinjinyingdihexinjinxiaohualianqingpuguang##xinjinyingdi##xinjinyingdixiaohualianqing#wozhenjingdiankaixinwen。
kandaodeshiyinanyinvzailubianjiewendezhaopian。haiyoujizhangtaxiaodegewaitianmi，
shiwoconglaidoumeiyoujianguodexiaorong。buzhicongshenmeshihoukaishi，tahewodaizaiyiqideshihoujiuzhiyoubunaifan。
ouerxiaodeyiciyefeichangdemianqiang，yanjinglimianquandoushiyinren。neishidewohaiyiweitazhishiyouxieleile。
quemeixiangdaotashiyoulezijidezhenai。“beng——”judadepengmenshenghelewoyitiao，shoujiyehualuozailedishang。
tajinlaidehenkuai，zhangtuiyishen，jibulujiuzoudaoleshafaqian。qingqingyipie，
kandaoledishangdeshoujilimianfangdezhaopian。yizhangyingjundelianshangmanmandoushibuxie：“jirannikandaole，
wojiubugenniduoshuoshenmefeihuale，congjintianqinijiubanzouba！
”woyankuangweiweifanhong:“nibudasuanjieshiyixiama？zheigezhaopianshizenmehuishi？
niheshenjiaojiaodaodishishenmeguanxi？”tingdaolewodashengdezhiwen，tayandishanguoyisixinxu，
queyoulikelizhiqizhuang:“nibuhuiyiweiwogennizaiyiqishizhendehenainiba？
ruobushiyinweinishizaishisixintadideduiwo，bangwosiziyuan，woyouzenmekenenghuiquzunjiangguigennizaiyiqini？
”“nishuoshenme？”“woshuo！jiupingnizheizisehaixianggenwozaiyiqi，niyiweinisuangeshenmedongxi？
”“zenmekeneng？wobuxiangxin！”“wogenjiaojiaocaishizhenai，zhiyoujiaojiaoneiyangpiaoliangkeaiderencaipeideshangwo，
gennizaiyiqizhishizaifengchangzuoxi，haizhennazijidanghuishierlema？”“nizheibanxianqiwo，
dangchuyouweiheyaoxuanzewo？”“gennishuoleduoshaobianle？yinweiniyuanyijiwodangniuzuoma，tingqingchulema？
xingle，meinaixinzaigennifeihuale，ganjinshoushishoushidongxi。mingtianjiuzouba！”shuowantajiushuaimenerqu，
duliuwoyirenzaiyuandileiliumanmian。wotanzuozaidishang，huixiangqiwangritianmidehuamian，jiuyuejuedexinrudaojiao。
wohaishiyouxienanyijieshou，dadianhuaguoqu，jieqilaidequeshiyigenvsheng：“linzezhengzaixizaoni，
nizhaotayoushenmeshima？”“shenjiaojiaozenmeshini？linzeni？nibadianhuajita！”shenjiaojiaogouqihongchun，
yuqiqingmiebuxie:“jiangyao，yuanlaishinia！nihaishibiezaizhengzhale，bubeiaidecaishidisanzhe！
”“jiunizheiyangderongmaozisehuiyourennengkanshangnicaiguaini，linzekeshiyingdi，jiupingnihaixiangzhanzaitashenbian，
nipeima？”2shenjiaojiaowanquanmeijiwoshuohuadejianxi，jixukaikou：“niyiweiniyousuangeshenmedongxi？
yigelinzebuyaodefeiwubale，zaichichanxiaquzhihuigengdiurenxianyan！”shenjiaoyilianchuandehuabawozamengle。
wodailengzaiyuandi，sisiyaozhexiachun。qiangyazheburangkushengyichulai。
qiangrenzhekuqianghaishibuyuanyifangqi:“nibadianhuajilinze！”“yigehuanglianpoxiaomaganeryi，
haiganxiaoxiang——”shenjiaojiaodeshengyinjiaranerzhi。turan，huachengleyizhenkuqiang：“azeshijiangyaodedianhua，
wokannizaixizaojiubangnijiele。”“danshiyishanglaitajiumalewoyitong，shuodekenantingle，
nikeyidingyaotiwozuozhua~”linzeshunjianborandanu，yibajieguodianhua：“jiangyaowogennishuoguoduoshaobianle，
buyaozaichanzhewole，ganjinshoushishoushidongxigundan！”tadehuayuchedirangwodexinlenglexialai，
benlaiyaoshuochukoudehuajiuzheiyangduzailesangziyan。kanzhebeiguadiaodedianhua，
wodeyanleizaiyekongzhibuzhudiaolexialai。diertian，wozhongzheyishuanghetaoyandakailemen。shilinze！
woyouranqilexiwang:“linzenishihouhuilema？meiguanxi，nizuowanshuoguodehua，
wodoukeyidangzuomeitingdaode……”meidengwoshuowan，tajiudaduanlewo:“nizenmehaimeishoushidongxigundan？
zheigefangzishiwohejiaojiaoyaozhuzaiyiqidedifang，ganjintengdizouren！
”shuozheyoudijiwoyigewenjian:“nibeicituile，jiaojiaoyoujiwozhaoleyigexindejinpaijingjiren，
yihouzanmenchedimeiyourenheguanxi！”wodailengdijieshenshou，zheijitianfashengdeyiqiejiuhaoxiangshiyichangemengyiyang。
meidengwonazhuwenjian，linzejiulvxianmeilenaixin。yisongshou，wenjianjiupiaoranluozaidishang。womomodedunxiashen，
zhunbeishenshoujianqiwenjian。“a——”linzeyijiaojiucaizailewodeshoushang，
henhenkaikou:“jiunizheiyangdeliandanheshencai，gennizaiyiqidemeiyitiandourangwogandaowubidequru！
”woshijingzhengzha，shitujiangshoujiejiuchulai。linzequexianyibusongkailejiao，zhuanshenliqu。
buyihuierjialijiulaileyixieren，jiangwosuoyoudedongxidoudiulechuqu。womamudeshoushizheqilingbaluodexingli，
likailezheigechongmanlehuiyidejia。chumenyihou，linzegongzuoshidehuijijiudadianhuatongzhiwo。
shuoshiyinweiwodeyuanyin，zaochenglelinzedebufensunshi，xuyaowojinxingpeichang。ruoshibupeichang，
jiujikezoufalvchengxu。shuowan，haibadangchuwoqiandehetongfajilewo。
wokanzhedangshizairelianqiqianxiadebawangtiaokuan，quewufagaibian。bazheixieqianquanbupeiwan，woshouliyifenbusheng。
yuanbenzhengdangwozhunbeishoushishoushixinqing，zhongxinzaitoujianlidangjingjirendeshihou。
quefaxianwosuoyoutouchuqudejianlidoushichendahai。yuanlaishilinzeheshenjiaojiaozaiquanzilifanghua，
zaoyaowokeyiqintuntadezichan。shenzhihaieyirangtazuoyixietabuyuanyizuodegongzuo。tingdaozheixiebushideyaoyan，
woxinzhongwunai。nannanziyu:“linze，nidangzhenyaozuodezheimejuema？
dangzhenlianwomenzuihoudeqingfendoubugulema？”“dinglingling——”woqinyankanzheshouji，
faxianshiwoneizhongnanqingnvdefuqindalaidedianhua。3dingzhekanlehaojiu，quehaishimanyouyoujieqiledianhua:“wei？
”“jiangyao，nigebuxiaonv，zheigeyuedeshenghuofeini？zenmehaimeidaguolai？
”“woshoulimeiqian……”“meiqian，zenmekeneng！nikezhenshizhangdale，chibangbianyingle。haiganxuehuisahuangle！
”“wobeikaichule，meiqian……”“xingle，biezaisahuangpianrenle，wozhidaonishoulikendingyouqian，
biexiangzhaojiekoulaiqipianwomen！”“wo……”“biefeihuale，zheigeyuedeshiwanshenghuofeiganjindaguolai，
haiyounididizuijinyaomaifangziquxifu，xuyaoliangbaiwan，ganjinde！”“wozhendemeiyouneimeduoqian！
”“nimeiqian？bushihaiyouyigemingxingnanpengyouma？zhaotayaobujiuxingle？”“wo……”meidengwoshuowan，
tajiuzhijieguadiaoledianhua，wanquanbutingwojieshi。nazheshoujideshouhuanhuanchuiluo，wodexinliwulijile。
zouzaidajieshang，renqunfenfenraorao，woquewuchukequ。danshishenghuohaishiyaojixu，
wozhongzhengqigukaishijixutoujianli。danshijianlidoushichendahai，meiyourenhehuiyin。shouji**xiangqi，
woditouyikan，shiwocengjingbangzhuguodeyigexiaoguniang。“wei？shixiaoyua，zenmela？”neibian，
xiaoguniangdanxindeshengyintouguotingtongchuandaolewodexinli。“yaojie，wotingshuolenizuijindeshiqing，
linzesanbudeneixieyaoyanwogenbenbuxin，zheiyangba，nilaiwogongzuoshizenmeyang？”woyouxiexindong，
danshixiangdaochuanwenlinzedeneixieyinsishouduan，haishijujuele。yuanbenwoshiwanquanbuxinde，
zhiyiweizheishiduijiachuanchudeyaoyan。danshirujinfashenglezheiyangdeshiqing，yerongbudewobuxinle。
benzheningkexinqiyou，bukexinqiwudexiangfa。wohaishijujuelezheigekeaidexiaoguniang。tashihaoxinbangwo，
danshiwobunengjitadailaimafan。“neihaoba，yaojie，nixuyaowobangmangdehuayidingbuyaogenwokeqia！
”wozuijiaoyangqiweixiao：“hao，xiaoyu，xiexieni！”“yaojie，niqianwanbiegenwokeqi，
dangshiwozuikunnandeshihou，shinichushoubangzhuwode，xianzaiwoyouhuibaonidenenglile，dangranyaojiejinsuonengla！
”wunaizhixia，wozhinengzaishangchangzuoyigejuyuan。yitian，shangchanglimianturanfeichangrenao。
shilinzeheshenjiaojiaozaizheilicanjiaxianxiahuodong。“tamenlianggezhendehaohaokea！
”“jiushia~”duanduanyigewanshang，
shilipaiyanyuanlinzehexiaohuashenjiaojiaoyijingyouletamenlianggelianqingdecpfenle。kanjianlianggerenzhanzaineili，
xiangyiduijintongyunv。tamenshenshangdeguangmangchentuodewogengjiaxiangshichenaiyiyang。
wozhinengpinmingdixiatouzhengquburanglinzekandaowo。danshipangbianhaishichuanlailelinzedeshengyin：“jiangyao，
zhuiwozhuidaozheililaile？zenmezheimeyinhunbusande？”wowuyiduoyan，zhengzhunbeimaitouwangwaizou。
yigejiaoroudenvshengxiangqi：“aze，zheibushinidejingjirenma？”shuowan，haiyangzhuangqinqiedilaqiwodeshou，
“suirandangshinizaidianhualishuohuabutaihaoting，danshiwozhidaoazeyijingbangguowole，
suoyiwomenwoshouyanhekehao？”shenjiaojiaodeshouwodewoshengteng，wozhengzhazhexiangyaochouchushou。dianguanghuoshizhijian，
shenjiaojiaoyijingdaozaidishang。4zhouweisuoyourenduizhewozhizhidiandian。shenjiaojiaoyetianleyibahuo：“jiangyao，
wozhishixianghenihejie，weishenmehaiyaozheiyangduiwo？”linzeshunjianbaonu，yibajiangwotuidaozaidi。“jiangyao，
womenyijingmeiyourenheguanxile，niqiongzhuibushewoyijingjilenilianmian，danshiniweishenmehaiyaoduijiaojiaodongshou？
”zhouweiduiwozhizhidiandiandeshengyingengdale，shenzhihaiyourenjiangshoulidedongxizazaiwodeshenshang。
wobeizadeshoubule，zhideganjintaochurenqun。zaicesuolengjingxialaizhihou，wohuidaolezijidegangweishang。
danshiquebeitongzhiwobeicituile。
dangtianwobeishenjiaojiaohelinzezhijianfashengdeshiqingyebeiweiguanderenqunfazailewangshang。
putiangaididesaoraoxinxijiangwoyanmei。jiamenkouyebeiyixiejiduanfensipoleyiwu。wochedibuganchumenle，
zhiyouzaibixudemaicaimaidongxishengcundeshihoucaiquanfuwuzhuangtouliuchumen。danshi，
ziyiweihenxiaoxindewoquehaishiyudaoleyiwai。zouzailushangdewoturanyanqianyihei，zhijieshiquleyishi。
zaicixinglai，jiufaxianwozaijiaowaideyichufeiqigongchanglimian。shaoweifachuyidiandongjing，jiuhuiyouhendadehuiyin。
xiangwaikanqu，yingruyanliandezhiyouyipianhuangwu。wodeshuangshoubeibangzaishenhou，zuiliyesaizheyidatuanheibu。
yanqiandeqingkuang，ziranshibunancaichulaidaodifashengleshenme。woxiangbumingbai，daodishisheizuode。
xinglaidedongjingdaodihaishitaida，jingdonglepangbianderen。“dage，zheinvdexingle。
”wojiangyingdizhuantoukanxiangshuohuadefangxiang。“dage，zanguzhushuole，zanmenxiangzuoshenmejiuzuoshenme，
neizanmenzuoshenmehaoni？”neigedageyibazhangdazaixiaodidetoushang。“nihaixiangganshenme？
yaozuoyeyinggaishiwozuo，nalundedaoni？”“laoda，ninyaoshilianroudouchile，jiuliankoutangdoubunengjiwoliuma？
xiaodishizaishixiangshishizheigenvrendeziweia……”youshiyibazhangdazaixiaoditoushang：“ninaneimeduofeihua？
”danshineigedageyouyulejimiao，daodihaishitongyile：“jidekuaidiana！”suihou，neigedagezoulechuqu。
daineigedagechuquyihou，xiaodikaishijiekaiwoshenshangdeshengzi。wobeihehuaile，
jiusuanbeijiekaishengzihaishisuozaijiaoluo，yilianjingtidikanzheduifang。“jiang**，biejinzhang。womeiyoueyi，
dangnianwobeidadeshihou，shinibangmangbaojing，wocaicongneixierenshoulitaochulai，wobuhuiduiwodeenrenzuoshenmede。
biedanxin！”kanzheduifangzhenchengdeyanshen，wozhujianfangxiaxinlai。bijingdaoxianzaiyilai，taqueshimeiyouzuoguoshenme。
“nifangxin，wobuhuiduinizuoshenmede。danshiwodenenglihaishiyouxian，zhinengbangnidaozheilile。
chuquyihouwangnanbianpao，biehuitou！jizhulema？”wowushengdiandiantou，qiangrenzheshenshangbeishengzibangchulaidetengtong，
congxiaodishuodefangxiangpinmingdepao。huidaochuzuwuyihou，wocaimanmanfangxiaxinlai。shentifangsong，
naoziliqueyizhizaixiangshiqing。beichugui，beiwangbao，beibangjia……zheizhongzhongdeshiqingyijingchedijiangwoyakua。
xiaodaocongshouwanhuaguo，womianrusihuidikanzhexueyidianyidiandiliuchulai。jingjingdidengdaizhesiwangdedaolai。turan，
shouji**xiangqi——shixiaoyu！5yijingxincunsizhidewobingbushihenxiangzaizuoduoyudeshiqing。fanzhengzaowandeshi。
danshi**feichangqieerbushe。yigedianhuawuyingda，jiujixuda，yizhibutingdida。wunaizhixia，
wozhinengyongneizhiwanhaodeshoujieqidianhua。“yaojie，ni……haihaoma？woxiangxinnibuhuizuozheixieshiqingde，
danshi……wogaizenmebangnia？”“womeishidexiaoyu，nibuyongdanxinwo。
”xushiyuqilidexuruotaiguomingxian，xiaoyufaxianlebutuozhichu。meinengaoguoxiaoyu，
wohaishijiangzijichuzuwudedifanggaosuleta。beixiaoyusongjinleyiyuan，kanzhetakudeqibuchengshengdeyangzi。
wohaishimanmanruanxiaxinchang。tingzhexiaoyunianniantaotaodeshengyin，woyemanmanzhongranshengdexiwang。
danshizheigechengshiyijingyadewochuanbuguoqilai。genxiaoyuhaohaodaobiezhihou，wohuidaolelaojia。
tuzhuanfangpobaibukan，zhizhuwangmimibu，kongqilihuichenmiman。‘yexurangzijitingxialaiyuanlichenshidexuanxiao，
haohaoganshoushenghuoyeshigebucuodexuanzeba……’wobujinzaixinlizheiyangxiangzhe。
huixiangqizijishouhuodeneixiegeshanyi，woyouzhongranduiyushenghuodexiwang。luqixiuzimashangjiushikaishishoushi。
jingguoleyizhengtiandemangliu，zheipobaidewuzizongsuanshibeiwoshoushidenengzhule。
kanzhedishangsixiangluyousijubaopendepenzhuangwuti，wobujinxianrulechensi。batadangzuoxianglubaizaijitaizhuoshang，