第4章
genluyinghuaidachengxieyi，anxinmeizizizaikefangzhuxia。
一夜无话。
diertianyizao，luyinghuaixishuwanxialou，anxinzhengzaiwangwaiduanzaocan。
xiaomizhou，xianggujiroubao，haiyouliangdiekaiweixiaocai。
“yinghuai，zaoa。”anxinjiangweiqunjiexiafangzaiyipang，“buzhidaonixihuanchishenme，suoyisuibianzuoledian。”
jianyutazuowanbiaoxianchudeshiliang，tazuodezhongleisuishao，meiyigedoufenliangshizu。
zuowanjianshiguoanxindechuyihou，luyinghuaisihaomeiyoujianwai，lakaiyizizuoxiahou，naleyigeruanhuhudebaoziken。
diaodeqiadaohaochudexianliaoqinxiangmeiwei，boboderuanpibaoguo，yikouyaoxiaquhaibaozhi。
luyinghuaizuomengdoumeixiangdao，zijiyouyitianchiroubaozi，juranhuichichuxingfugan。
不过......
“yihouhuanchengqitaxianliaoba，wobuxihuanchixianggu。”nanrensangyinlengdan。
anxinkanzhetadiwugeroubaoxiadu，ditouyangaimouzhongxiaoyi，xiaokouhezhou，chenmodedianlediantou。
xiangzheyihouyiqichifandecishuhuiyuelaiyueduo，tataimoukanzheduifang，zhunbeiwenwentadouyoushenmejikou。
haimeikaikou，nanrenturancongdoulimochuyizhangyinxingka，tuidaotamianqian。
安心：“？？？”
“zheishiwodegongzika，mimaxiezaibeimian。”luyinghuailisuodangrandedao，“yihoujialikaizhi，congzheishangmianna。”
anxinlenglexia，“nizhijiebagongzikajiwo？”
tamencairenshiliangtian，jiusuanjielehun，biciyehaishimoshengren。
jiuzheimebazijiquanfushenjiajiaojiyigemoshengrenbaoguan，tagaishuotatanchenghaishishuotatianzhen？
“youshenmebuduima？nishiwodeqizi，gongzijiaojinibaoguanshiyinggaide。”
dangran，zheiqizhongyeyouyibufenyuanyinshiyinwei，zheizhangbingbuzhenshitadegongzika，zhishitaranghansonglinshibandeyizhang。
zhuanledianqianguoqu，jutiduoshaotabuqingchu，buguotajiaodaiguobunengtaiduo，miandetashengyi。
ruguoanxinzhendeyousuoqitu，neitayinggaihuiduizheizhangkalidejinehenganxingqu。
nengyongyidianxiaoqian，shitanchutajiujingshizenyangderen，tajuedeshiyibishifenhuasuandemaimai。
ruguomeishitanchulaiyemeiguanxi，jiudanghuaqianqinglegebaomu。
tazuodefancaihenduitaweikou！
duicihunranbuzhideanxin，yinweitazheijuhuaerxinzangruanlexia，lianshangxiaorongyejiumianbulecanlanleliangfen。
“hao，neiwojiushouxiale。”anxinbingbushigejiaoqingderen，jiangyinxingkashenzhongfangjindoulihouchengnuo，“nifangxin，wobuhuisuibianluanyongde。”
anxinshidianxingdenanfangren，wuguanroumei，yishuangyanjingshuiwangwangtianranhanqing。xiaoqilaideshihou，rutaohuajiaoyan。
luyinghuaibeineixiaoronghuanglexiayan，“jinile，jiushinide，suibianhuameiguanxi。”
buzhidaoweishenme，tingdaozheihua，anxinyouzhongzijibeibaoyangledeganjue。
chiguozaocan，kuaisuxiwanshoushileyixia，linzhebaobaozhunbeichumen。
tazhiqinglezuotianyitianjia，jintiandequgongsishangban。
buguoqugongsizhiqian，tazhaolihuixianquyitangyiyuan，kanwangyixianainai。
huanxiedeshihou，yidaoanyingcongtoudingluoxia，suizhishinanrenqinglengsangyin：“qunaer？wosongni。”
“qushangban。”anxintaimoukanta，buleyiju，“e，woshizuojianzhushejide，zaiyijiajiaosenzhoujianzhushiwusuodegongsishangban。zainanerhuanneibian，kenengbutaishunlu，wohaishidachehaole。”
tajidezuotiancongminzhengjulikaishi，takaichewangbeizoude。
yitingshizainanerhuan，luyinghuaixiayishizhoumei，taiwankanlexiashijian，“shijianhaizao，wosongni。”dunledun，buleyiju，“jiudangshiganxienizuowanhejinzaojiwozuofan。”
“nibuyongzheimekeqi，fanzhengwoyeyaochi，shunbianeryi。”
anxinhaixiangjujue，ruguorangtasongdehua，tajiubunengquyiyuankannainaile。
yinweizaizhengdetatongyizhiqian，tabuxiangmaoranjiangtadaidaonainaimianqian，wanyitadaoshihoushuochushenmenantingdehua......
tabuxiangnainaishiwang、nanguo。
ranernanrengenbenmeijitajujuedejihui，zhijiechuanshangxiekaimenchuqule。
anxinyaoleyaochun，taijiaozhuishangqu，dingzhenanrenlengyingdebeiying，sisuozhejiujingzenmekaikoujujuebijiaohao。
danzhidaodiantidaofuyi，zoudaotatingchededifang，tadoumeixianghao。
luyinghuaijielechesuo，xiguanxingyaoyueguochetouqujiashishi。
ranerjiaobukuaguochetoudeshihou，yuguangpiejianfujiashidechemen，naozilituranfuxianchuhaoyoujinhanjitaqizikaichemenshidehuamian。
feibodechunminchengyitiaozhixian，nanrenshaoweizhengzhalejimiaozhong，yanjianzheanxindouyaozoudaomenbianle，caizhangtuiyimaiqiangzaitazhiqianlakaifujiashidechemen。
congtianerjiangdeyizhishouheleanxinyitiao，yishilengzhumeilaidejiduobi，nanrenlakaidechemenpengdizhuangshangtadexigai。
yaobushijutongxilaitatiaojianfanshepianlexiatou，dagaietouyenanxingmian。
luyinghuaishenqingganga，“nimeishiba？baoqian，wobushiguyide。”
tashizhenmeixiangdao，huifashengzheiyangdeyiwai。
anxintongdeyanweiweihong，liangdijingyingshuizhuxuanzaiyanjieshang，wenyanbaibaishou，xiangxiaozheshuo“meishi”de，danxigaishizaishitaitengle。
jieguohuashuobuchulai，xiaodehaibikunankan。
“我送你去医院。”
luyinghuaiyuqijiangying，buyoufenshuojiangtadahengbaoqifangzaifujiashideweizishang，fushenyaotitaxianquandaideshihou，beianxinyibazhuazhu。
“wozijilaijiuhao。”xianquandaidezishiguoyuqinmi，taxianzaihaiyoudianjieshoubule。
luyinghuaiyemeijianchi，songshouguanshangchemen，raoguochetouzuojinjiashishi，fadonglechezi。
chezicongdikukaichulai，guaishangzhugandao，chaoyiyuanfeiben。
yilushang，anxindoumeiyoushuohua。
因为心虚。
tachuandehou，nanrenneiyixiayinweiwuxin，qishibingmeiyouzhuangdetaihen。
tashuoyaosongtaquyiyuan，taquemeijujuedeyuanyinshi，lizheilizuijindeyiyuanshitianhe，nainaijiuzaineili。
buqukanyiyan，tashizhongbufangxin。
daoleyiyuan，luyinghuairufapaozhixiangbaota，beianxinjujuele。
“woyijinghuanguolaile，keyizijizou。”
luyinghuaicumei，“zhendemeiwenti？”
“ng，”anxinyouxielianhong，zhijianniezheyurongfuxiabaidechoushengbainong。
tadepifuhenbai，fuzhixini，shaoweiyidianyansebianhuajiuhenmingxian。
luyinghuaizheicaifanyingguolai，gongzhubaodezishitaiguoqinmi。
zhiqianshijicongquandaoshimeishenme，xianzai......
的确有些不合适！