shixiaoyumashangfoudinglezijidexiangfa。
tashanhundeluoyichenkanshangqugengwenrouyidian。
erneiweisizongzegengjiaweiyanbaqi。
shixiaoyulikelimaodeshuozhe，“luoyichennihao，wo……wanshangkenengbutaifangbianguoqu，wojinwanyouhenzhongyaodegongzuoyaozuo，shizaibaoqian。”
tingzheshixiaoyushuoleyiju“luoyichennihao。”
顾淼忍不住憋笑。
lingzhengle，zheifuqilianggehaixiangshimoshengrendazhaohuyiyang，lianyongcidouzheimehaowan。
dianhuaneitouduanzandechenmo，ranhoushixiaoyutingdaoduifangshuo，“meishi，wokeyijiudianzhonglaijieni，nixiangongzuo，wohuigennainaijieshi。”
duifanggaileshijian，shixiaoyuyebuhaozaijujue，bijingshiwunainaixiangyaojianta，zongbuhaoranglaorenjiadengta。
“hao，neinijiudianbanguolaijiewokeyima？hdgongsidamenkou，nikanxingma？”shixiaoyushizhongkekeqiqi。
duifangyehenwenrou，“hao，jiudianbanjian。”
gualedianhua，shixiaoyushouxinlidoushihanshui，tatuchuyikouqi，shenziwangyizikaobeishangdaoguoqu，“miaomiao……wojiehunle……wojingranjiehunle，zhendexiangshizuomengyiyang，zenmeban？yaoqujiantanainai，wohaimeixuehuijianjiazhang。”
gumiaoyijingxiaodeqianfuhouyang，“wozhenmeijianguonimenzheizhongjiehunmoshi，lianchenghudouneimegaoxiao，buguoniyebiejiaolv，nizhangdezheimeguaiqiaohaokan，xindiyoushanliang，duifangnainaiyidinghuixihuanni。”
“wobushipatabuxihuanwo，woshipa……”
shixiaoyuturanxiangqilezijidewaipo，tadeyanshenhuaguoyisiposui，“woshipayouyitianlaorenjiazhidaowogentasunzijiehunshiweilerangtamenanxin，shenzhi……womencongyikaishijiuxianghaoleyaolihun，taruguozhidaolezheixie，yidinghuihenshiwangba？”
shixiaoyubizheyanjing，rouleroumeixin。
gumiaoanweita，“renshengzaishi，geyounanchu，biexiangtaiduole，huozaidangxiaba！”
shixiaoyutuchuyikouqi，“suanle，xianbagongzuozuohaozaishuo。”
…………
jiudianzhong，shixiaoyuconggongsidamenzouchulai。
xianquleyitangzhoubiandeshangcheng，diyicijianwunainai，zongyaodaidianliwu。
tamailedianshuiguoheyingyangpin。
秋天的风有些冷。
tachuanzheheiselianyiqun，wanglechuanpifengchulai，geboshangbeifengchuidefanqileyicengjipigeda。
zheishihou，shoujizaicixiangleqilai。
shixiaoyuditoukanleyiyan，shigemoshenghaoma。
tayiweishiyewushangdeshiqing，jieleqilai。
“wei，ninhao，woshishixiaoyu。”
dianhuaneitouchenmoleyizhenzi。
shixiaoyuhuranyishidaoleshenme，tadelianseyixiazibiandejiqinankan，yuanbenwenroudemouzi，qingkejianranlejifenhenyi，“bushuohuaduima？haoa！fanzhengwoyebudasuangennishuohua，zuihaoyibeizibielianxi……”
“xiaoyu，bieguadianhua。”
dianhuaneitouchuanlainvrenkukutitideshengyin。
shixiaoyuyanjingyixiazihongle，tayangqixiaba，buxiangrangyanleiluoxialai。
sansui，zheigenvrenjiulikaitale。
她今年二十六岁……
ershiduonianli，taguozhemeiyoumuqinderizi，ouertingdaomamadeshengyin，yezhinengshicongdianhualitingdao。
tarenzhemeirangyanleidiaoxialai，“wohenmang，heniyiyangmang，meishijiangennishuohua。”
“xiaoyu，mamacuole……”dianhuaneitoudenvrenkuleqilai，shengyinxianranbishangcidadianhuayaocanglaolehenduo，kudesixinliefeide，“wozhendezhidaocuole，zheixienianwobugailikaini，bugaidiuxiani……”
shixiaoyuyanleimeirenzhu，yixiaziluolexialai。
talikebieguolian，burangzijishengyinzhandou，“suoyini？wodouershiliusuile，nishuozheixieyoushenmeyisini？xianzaigenwolianxi，xiangganshenme？”
tahenxiangduizheigesuoweidemamahaohaoshuoshuohua，keshixinzaojiulengle。
sansuideshihoudiuxiatalikai，sisuideshihoutazaijia，wusuideshihou，tayoulediergenver。
bucuo，shixiaoyuyougetongfuyimudemeimei。
shenzhizheigemeimeishangxuedeshihou，tamenzaitongyisuozhongxue，meimeichuer，tagaosan。
jibianzaitongyisuozhongxuedushu，tazheiweikukutitidemuqin，yecongweilaikanguota。
shixiaoyubuxiangshuoyouduohen，zhishijuedeqinqingzheigenxian，henduonianqianjiuduankaile，zaiyelianjiebushangle。
“wuwuwu……doushimamadecuo，xiaoyu，wozhidaonihensilewole，wozhendedangshimeiyourenhebanfa，wogennibabahebulai，womenyizhengtiandouzaidajia，woguobuxiaqu，wozhinengfangqi。”
shixiaoyudemamazhangqinghuakuzhegentasushuozijideburongyi。
“zhishaowobaniliujilenilaolao，meigeyuehaijinilaolaoshenghuofei……”
tingdaoshenghuofeijigezi，shixiaoyuxintougengnanshoule，jiyayijiudefennu，rangtarenbuzhuhouleyiju，“yigeyueyibaikuai，haidelaolaojinidadianhua，nicaikenji，zheijiushinisuoweideshenghuofeiduima？”
“yibaikuai……yeshiwoshengchijianyongchulaidea！”zhangqinghuakukutitijieshi。
shixiaoyushizaibuxiangtingtashuozheixiehua，tataishoucalecayanlei，“haole，wozhendemeishijiantingnishuozheixie，wozhidao，nidadianhualaikendingbushiweilegenwodaoqianduiba？”
“si……”dianhuaneitouzhangqinghuaxilexibizi。
ranhougenshixiaoyushuo，“nimeimeichanggehenyoutianfu，ta……xiangyaojinyulegongsi，danyaoxiansongqudanglianxisheng，kenengxuyaoershiwan……”
yitingdaoqian，shixiaoyunaodaijiuyaozhakaile。
“所以呢？”
“suoyi……niwaipobushiliuxiayitaofangzijinima？”
shixiaoyutingzhezhangqinghuatiqiletaxianzaizhudefangzi，fennu，tongku，gezhongqingxuyongshangxintou，rangtayaozheyazhiwenzhangqinghua，“shengerbuyangyejiusuanle，xianzaiyoulaisuanjiwoshoulidefangziduima？rangwobanchuqu，ranhoumaidiaofangzijinidebaobeinverqudanglianxishengduima？neiwoni？woshiniqinshengdema？womeilefangzi，wogaizhuzaishenmedifang？nixiangguoma？”
“bushi，xiaoyu，nitingwoshuo，mailefangziwokeyifenjinishiwankuaia，nikeyichuquzufangzizhua……”
zhangqinghuahaizaitianbuzhichideshuozhe。
shixiaoyuxintouxiangshibeidaozihenhentongleyixia，“zhangqinghua，nibupeidangwomuqin，nimingzhidaofangzishiwaipoliujiwodenianxiang，niqueyaojiangtamaidiao，nizaiwawodexin……bawodexinwachulaijinilingyigenver……”
shixiaoyuzaiyekongzhibuzhuqingxu。
她挂掉了电话。
眼泪肆虐而下。
tawuzhudedunzaimalubianshang，batoumaizaixigaijian……
buyuanchu，siyeyuncongcheshangxialai。
tamuduleshixiaoyubengkuidesuoyoushunjian……