第五章是我对不起她
shijichengxiaoqushiachengzuihaohuazuigaodangdexiaoqu，erguhaoxuandejiajiuzaizheigexiaoquli，tabuxihuanzhuzairenshaodedifang，suoyitazheixienianzhiyaoyihuiachengjiuyizhizhuzaizheigexiaoqulibian。
huidaojiazhongsijibaxinglifangxiazhuanshenlikaile，dunshifangjianlibianjiuzhishengxiamurongxueheguhaoxuanle，qishimurongxuehaishibuzhidaozenmemianduiguhaoxuan。
guhaoxuanlvxiandapolepingjingdao：“guolaishafazheizuoxialai，woyouhuayaoduinishuo”
murongxuehenshitinghuadejiuqushafabianzuolexialai
“woshijintiangangcongfaguohuilai，benlaishiyaoqucanjiaguyifandehunli，dandaoxianchangkandaoniyaozhenghun，suoyiwojiuchulaide，zhenghaowoyexuyaoyigeqizi，nifangxinwobuhuiduinizenmeyangde，wodexiabanshenshimeiyouzhijuede，suoyiwohenizuobulezhengchangdefuqi。”
murongxueyouxiechijingdekanzheta，meixiangdaotahuihetashuozheixie，tayouxiexianggankuaitaolizheigechengshi，taoligujiarendeshenbian
murongxuexianghuidaofaguo，neilimeiyourangtashangxindeguyifan，meiyoubeipantadeguimiwangyuetingyoudezhishikeyirangrenfangsongxinqingdehepan、huayuanhelvyinxiaodao。
zaizheilitayijingmeiyoushenmeqianguale，tadefumuzaiduonianqianqushile，zaizheigeshijieshangjiuzhishengxiataziji，tayaojianqiang，qishitahaishitingganjiguhaoxuande，yaobushitazaihunlixianchangchuxian，takendingjiuyaodiurenle。danshitabuxiangzaihegujiarenyourenhejiechule。
顾家大宅
gutianyuanhehuangzhenglizuizhonghaishibeibeiguhaoxuanderensonglehuilai，jingguoleyiludepingjinggutianyuanyouxiekeyijieshouguhaoxuanyaoqumurongxuedeshishi，fanzhengtayetingxihuanzheigeyoushangjinxindeyatoude，wulunshijiajisheidoushitadeerxifu，zheiyangtadedaerziyeyourenzhaogule，tayebuyongtaidanxin，neijiuhuishaoyidian。
huangzhenglikebushihetaxiangdeyiyang：“kankanniyangdehaoerzi，neigemurongxueyoushenmehaode，hulijingyige，feiyaojiajinwomenjiawokantajiushitantuwomenjiadecaichan。zuomeng，wobuhuirangtadedaoyifenqiande。”
gutianyuanyouxietingbuxiaqule：“nijiwobizui，zheigejiashenmeshiqinghailunbudaonichazui。”
gutianyuanbuxihuanhuangzhengli，ruguodangnianbushitaduizijixiayaohuailezijidehaizi，tashishuoshenmeyebuhuiqutade，gutianyuanshifeichangaizijideshangyirenqizide，yejiushiguhaoxuandemuqin。renzhenshuoqilaiguhaoxuanmuqindesihaihehuangzhengliyoudianguanxini，tamenlianggerendouzhidao，zhishizheimeduonianmeiyourentiqiguobale。
danshitamensuobuzhidaodeshi，guhaoxuanyizhizaichatamuqindesi，yinweitashizhongbuxiangxintademuqinsiyuyiwai，tarenweijiushiyourenguyierweizhi。
zheixieniangutianyuanyizhidouzhuzaizijiheshangyirenqizidefangjianli，bahuangzhengliqujinmenzhihoujiuzaiyemeiyouhetafashengguoguanxi，zhishijitaronghuafugui，ertayaodeyejiushizheixie，gufurendetouxianheronghuafugui。
zhishizaiwairenmianqiankanqilaitamenhenenai，tahenfengguang，qishitayexiangyaoaiqing，tashizhendehenaigutianyuande，keshizheixieheqianbiqilaihaoxiangzhendeshiyiwenbuzhile。zuizhongzaitadexinlihaishiqianzhongyao。
gujiadazhaimenkouyiliangheisebinlichehuanhuankaijinlai，yongrenmenyikanjiuzhidaoshishei，neijiushigujiaershaoyeguyifan，keshitadechelihaizuozhelingyigerenwangyueting。
“yifan，nishuonibamahuitongyiwomenzaiyiqime？woyoudianhaipa，wobuxiangyaohenifenkai，wobuxiangranghaiziyichushengjiumeiyoubaba。”wangyuetingyouxiedanxindeshuodao。
guyifananweita：“fangxinba，nidouyijingyoulewodehaizile，tamenhuitongyide，zaishuoleruguowobatabutongyi，womayekendinghuitongyide，tayizhidouxiangyaoyigesunzi，tahuibangwomende。”
gutianyuanhehuangzhenglizuozaishafashangsheidoumeiyoushuohua，guyifanhewangyuetingbianzoulejinlai。
“ba，ma，wohuilaile。”
huangzhenglilaidaoerzihuilailehenshixingfendelaidaoerzimianqian：“yifan，jintianshizenmehuishia，weishenmebahunliquxiaole，shibushitazuoleshenmeduibuqinideshiqinga。”yueshuohuangzhengliyueshengqi，murongxuejingranzaixianchangzhenghun，haibatamenganzoule。
“ma，bushide，shiwoduibuqita。”
“shenme，nishuoshenme，nimenhunliquxiaole，zenmehuichengniduibuqitale”huangzhengliyouxiechijingdewendao。
“wobuxihuanta，woxihuandeshitingting，erqietayijinghuailewodehaizile，woxiangyaohetajiehun，qingnimenchengquan”guyifanshuozhebatingtingdeshouwozaizijideshou，xiangrangfumukandaotadejuexin。
“nishuotingtinghuailenidehaizi。”
“是的”
xiangbiyuhuangzhengli，gutianyuanfeichangzhennu：“nizheigechusheng，nizenmekeyizuoduibuqixiaoxuedeshiqing，taxianzaishiyigezhimingderen，jintiannibahunliquxiaole，nizhidaohuirangtayouduonankanme？nijiwogunchuqu，womeiyounizheiyangdeerzi”
zheiyicigutianyuanshizhendefeichangshengqi，tajuedetamenjiahenduibuqimurongxue，haihaotachenglezijidedaerxifu，zheihaijizijiyidiananwei，tayihouyidingyaohaohaobuchangta。
zheishihuangzhenglihenshibumandekaikou：“shiqingdouyijingzheiyangle，nizaishuoyifanyemeiyouyong，erqietabushiyejiajihaoxuanleme？fanershitingtinghuaileyifandehaizi，yinggairangtamenjiehun，wokebuxiangrangwodesunziliuluozaiwaibian。”
gutianyuansuiranshengqi，danshitahaishitingtengaizijidexiaoerzide，jiranshiqingdouyijingchengzheiyangle，tayemeishenmehaoshuodele，zhuanshenshanglelou。
“ma，batahaoxiangshizhendeshengqile，zenmebana，nibangwohaohaosuansuanta”guyifanyouxiezhejidao。
“fangxinba，nibatahuitongyinimendehunlide。”huangzhenglishuodao。
“neiwomenxianzoule，ayi”zheishiwangyuetingshuohuale。
“biea，zaijialibianchilefanzaizouba”huangzhenglishixiwangtamenliuxiadezheiyangjiuyourenpeizijiliaotianle。
“bule，ma，womenmingtianzaihuilai”guyifanshuowanlingzhewangyuetingjiuzoule。