第一章
我哥哥不要我了。
没错,他亲口说的。
ganggangconghunmizhongsuxingdewo,kanzheyanqianjishuxiyoumoshengdegege,dunshibuzhisuocuo。
buguangruci,gegehaizhizhepangbianyigewowanquanburenshidemoshengrenlenglengshuodao:
“wobushinige,tacaishi。”
neimoshengrenliansecangbai,taitoukanlekanwozheili,lianshangluchuyisidandandeweixiao。
“jiranruci,neigegedainihuijia。”
keshimeiguoduojiu,wodeqingegejuranzaiyicichuxianzailewodemianqian。
tamanlianjiqie,yibalazhulezhanzaifengxuezhongdewo,gengyanshuodao:
“qingyu,nizhenwanglewoleme?woshinige!”
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dafushuowonaoziluanledeshihou,wogangconghunmizhongxingguolai。
qitianqian,wogengegexiaozhangjinyinweiyizhuangjiashichaodetianfandifu。
woduqichumen,gegeyemeiyoulanwo。
neitian,wocongxiliubianshuaixiaqu,shuilengdecigu。
touzhuangshanganbiandeshitou,hunmilezhengzhengqitian。
xianzai,qitianguoqule,wohaihuozhe。
zhengkaiyan,yiguandechuangwaitoujinqiumodehunguang。
fengjuanzhekuyepaidazaimuchuangshang,wuliyigucaoyaoweiqiangdewotouyun。
wuwaidewutongshuyinghuangdong,xiangzaifenglidiyu。
wodingzheneiyingzi,naozikongdexiangbeitaoganjing。
yanqianmohulehaoyihuier,wocaitingdaowaimiandedongjing。
menwai,dafuzhenggenxiaozhangjinxiaoshengshuohua。
“toukedebuqing,hunlezheimexietian。”
“jibuqingshihuozhenaoziluanle,doubuqiguai。”
“bieshuofenbuqingren,lianzijishishei,douyoukenengwangle......”
wochengzhechuangyanzuoqilai,woxiangchuqugaosutamen,wodenaozimeiwenti。
ketuiruandexiangmianhua,dongyixiadoufeijing。
woshoubuleyiguanlizheiguweier,gengbuxiangyinweizheigebeiguanzaizheierchubuqu。
wujiaodeyaolumaozhebaiyan,xundewoyankuangfase,woyaoyachengqishen,manmannuodaomenbian。
zoudaomenqian,xiaozhangjindeshengyinchuanjinlai。
didexiangyazaisangziyanli,keyuqiliquexiangshizangledianbiede,xiangshi......jietuo?
“她记不得也好。”
tadunledun,youjialeyiju:
“zuowantamimihuhuzhenglexiayan,kanjianwo,lengshimeihangsheng,xiangburenshiwoside。”
woxiangqizuowanmomohuhuxinglaideneiyike。
他说得没错。
danneizhishiyinweiwotoutongdeyaoliekai,yanqianyipianheiying,genbenmeikanqingren。
wuwaidefengshenghunzhetadehua,xiangdaoziguaguoerbian。
wozhuazhemenkuangdeshoudoulexia,tingzhujiaobu。
dafushengyindichen,xiangshiquanta:
“xiaogongzibieji,dengtaxinglezaishuo。”
“jiusuanzhenwangledianshenme,houmianyenengmanman......”
huameishuowan,xiaozhangjindaduanta:
“wanglejiuwangle,biefeixinsirangtaxiangqilai。”
tadeyuqili,touchuyisilenglengdeqingsong,xiangxiexialeshenmedanzi。
chuangwaiyizhiwuyafeiguo,yayajiaoleliangsheng,xiangzaichaoxiaoshenme。
tajiuzheimebuxiangrangwojidetama?
zheixienian,dieniangzouhou,wogentasantianliangtouchaojia。
meicizhengzhi,yuanlidejidouhedeluanpao。
kezheishishang,tashiwojinshengdeqinren。
wopaochuquneitian,benlaishixianglengjinglengjing,huilaizaigentabahuashuokai。
wuyanxiadeshuidizazaidishang,xiangzaishuzheshijian。
wozuanjinyijiao,xintiaodeluanqibazao。
rujinhaodaijianhuiyitiaoming,wozhixiangwenwenta,zheishiniandaodishizenmele。
wotuikaimen,tataitoukanwo,yanshenxianshishanlexia,suijilengdexiangjieleshuang。
hunmitaijiu,wozhangzuishisangzigandexiangsaileshazi:
“ge,womei......”
xiaozhangjinzhoumeidingzhewo,xiangshibuxinwonengkaikou。
henkuai,taxiangshijizijizhaolegetaijie。
talenghengyisheng,zhuanshenzhixiangyigezhanzaijiaoluodeshaonian:
“nirencuorenle,neicaishinigege。”
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wolengzaiyuandi,yiweizijitingchale。
wulideyaoweigengnongle,xiangyaobawoqiangyun。
woroulerouyan,dingzhexiaozhangjindebeiyingyashengwen:
“你说什么?”
tayandishanguoyisichiyi,xiangbeiwowenzhule。
kehenkuaiyouyingxiaxinchang,zhuanguoshendingzhewodao:
“woshuo,neicaishinigege。”
“nikanhaole,biezailuanrenren,yebielaizhaowo。”
tadeshengyinlengdexiangqiuyedefeng,chuidewoxinkoufaliang。
wozhanzaimenbian,jiaoxiademubanzhizhixiang,xiangzaitiwohanyuan。
zheiyici,taxiangshitielexin。