neimeiqiheidelingpai,jingjingtangzaibeijingdefengxuezhong,fangfochenshuileqiannian。shangmiankezheyitiaoxuxurushengdecanglong,longmujinbi。renmendoushuo,danglongzhengkaiyanshi,zhenggeshijiedoujiangweizhizhandou。sannianqian,yichangjingtianxuezhan,longxueranhonglebianjiangdexue,lingpaidezhuren,neiweibeiyuweihuguozhizhudebeijingzhizhu,congcixiaoshengniji。yourenshuotazhansile,huazuolebeidideyinghun。yourenshuotazhongshangyintui,congcibuwenshishi。
erzaiqianlizhiwaidefanhuadoushilancheng,xujiadeshangmennvxuxiaocang,quexiangyitiaoquansuozaiwuyanxiadegou,renshouzhewujindechaofengyubaiyan。tachenmo,tarennai,tanilaishunshou。meirenzhidao,taneishuangkansimamudeyanmoushenchu,zangzheyipianshishanxuehai。yemeirenzhidao,tameidaoshenye,douhuibeishigudehanlengjingxing,fangfoyouwushuyuanhunzaikenshitadegusui。
三年了。
耻辱、折磨、误解。
tadengde,zhishiyigedaan。
taqiande,yezhishiyigejieshi。
kedangneifenbinglengdelihunxieyishubaizaimianqianshi,tazhidao,yiqiedougaijieshule。
fengxuejiangxie,longjiangzhengyan。
xujiadebieshu,denghuotongming。
zhangtiaodehongmucanzhuo,guangjiedenengyingchurenying。zhuweikongzhe,neishijixujialaotaiyeliude。qiyudeweizhi,manmandangdangzuozhexujiadedixipangzhi。tamendemuguang,xiangtanzhaodengyiyang,quanbudazaiwoshenshang。
wodemianqian,fangzheyifenwenjian。
白纸,黑字。
zuishangmianwugezi,youdayouhei,xiangwukouxiaoxiaodeguancai:lihunxieyishu。
wodeqizi,xunuoyi,jiuzhanzaiwopangbian。tadeshoubei,beiyigejiaofeifandenanrenqinmidiwanzhe。feifandelianshangguazhexiao,shineizhongmaozhuodaolaoshudexiao,deyi,youdaizhediancanren。
“xiaocang,qianleta。”xunuoyikaikoule。tadeshengyinhenping,tingbuchushenmeqingxu。jiuhaoxiangzaishuo,tianlengle,gaijiajianyifu。
feifanyonglingyizhishou,zaixieyishangpailepai。pa,pa。shengyinzaianjingdecantingli,gewaixiangliang。
“tiaokuanhenjiandan。”tashuo,xiangshizaixuanbuyijianweibuzudaodexiaoshi,“ni,jingshenchuhu。zheisannian,nizaixujiachichuanyongdu,dousuanwomenxujiarenci,bugennizhuijiule。”
womeiyoukantamen。wodeshixian,luozaixieyishushang。xunuoyidemingzi,qianzaiyouxiajiao,bifengjuanxiu,quedaizheyiguzijuejuedelidao。
xunuoyideguma,xumeiling,jianzhesangzikaileqiang:“nikanshenmekan?yigedananren,liangezhengjinggongzuodoumeiyou,wonangfei!ganjinqianzigundan,biedanwuwomenjianuoyixunzhaozhenzhengdexingfu。”
tadehuaxianggeyinzi,dianranlezhouweiyiquanrendezui。
“jiushi,zaiwomenjiabaichibaihesannian,yijinggouduideqinile。”
“dangchuyaobushilaoyezilaohutule,zenmehuizhaozheimegefeiwujinmen?”
“tingshuotalianzijifumushisheidoubuzhidao,jiushigeyezhong。”
zheixiehua,sannianlai,wotinglewushubian。erduolidoukuaimochujianzile。congyikaishidefennu,daohoulaidemamu,zaidaoxianzai,wodexinxiangyikoukujing,rengkuaishitouxiaqu,liangehuishengdoumeiyou。
我拿起桌上的钢笔。
bishenbingliang,chendiandiande。
我拔掉笔帽。
wokanjianxunuoyidejianbang,jibukechadisongleyixia。feifanzuijiaodexiaoyi,gengshenle。xujiadeqitaren,yedouluchulerushizhongfudebiaoqing,fangfozaikanyichuzhongyuyaoluomudewuliaoxiju。
就在这时。
yizhencierdefengmingsheng,haowuzhengzhaodicongwokoudailixiangqi。
嗡——嗡——嗡——
shengyinbuda,quejianruidexiangyigenzhen,henhenzhajinzaichangmeigerendeermoli。
所有人都愣住了。
feifanzhouqimeitou:“shenmeshengyin?”
womanmanfangxiagangbi,congkoudailitaochuyibushouji。
neishiyitaitongtiqihei、meiyourenhebiaozhihexinghaodeshouji。sannianlai,tadiyicifachushengxiang。
这是“龙啸警报”。
beijingzuigaojibiedejingbao。feijunguodashi、zhushuaiweiwang,juebuhuixiangqi。
woanxiajietingjian,fangdaoerbian。
dianhuaneitou,zhichuanlaiyijujingguojiamichuli、queyijiunengtingchutaotianjiqiedehua。
“zhushang,beijingyoubian,qingnin……likeguiwei!”
我的动作,停住了。
neizhiwozhebideshou,tingzaibankong。
sannianle。wotineidexue,diyicikaishizhongxinfatang。neixiebeiwoqiangxingyazhixiaqudejiyi,neixiejingetiemadesuiyue,neixieshishanxuehaidezhanchang,xiangjuedidehongshui,hongranchongkualewoweizhuangchulaidemamu。
我抬起头。
我的眼神,变了。
cantinglihenanjing。suoyourendoukanzhewo,yanshenlichongmanlebujiehebiyi。zaitamenyanli,wozhishiyigejiedianhuadefeiwu。
wobagangbi,qingqingrenghuidaozhuoshang。
ranhou,woshenchushuangshou,naqileneifenlihunxieyishu。
feifanlengxiaoyisheng:“zenme,haixiangzaikankan?pawomenkengni?nishenshangyoushenmezhidewomenkengde?”
xunuoyiyezhouqilemei,sihuyouxiebunaifan。
我没有理会他们。
wokanzheshoulidebaizhiheizi,kanzhexunuoyineisangezideqianming。
我笑了。
ranhou,zaisuoyourenjingedezhushixia,wojiangxieyishu,congzhongjianyisiliangban。
刺啦——
声音清脆。
tamenhaimeifanyingguolai,woyoujiangsikaidezhiduizhe,zaisi。
刺啦——
henkuai,yifenwanzhengdexieyi,zaiwoshoulibianchengleyiduifenfeidesuipian。
wosongkaishou,renyouneixiexuebaidezhipian,xiangyichangchilaidezanglishangdezhiqian,yangyangsasadipiaoluoxialai,pumanleangguidebosiditan。
“zheifenxieyi,”wohuanhuankaikou,shengyinbuda,queqingxidichuandaomeigerenerduoli,“wobutongyi。”
“zheichangyouxi,gaijieshule。”