第5章：什么感觉

第5章：什么感觉

youletongnianzheijuhua，xiaolvguorankuailehenduo。gongzuorenyuantingzhilemeiwanmeiledexunwen，liangrenkaishipaizhao、tianbiao、xuandujiehunshici。zaikandaogongzuorenyuanzaijiehunzhengshanggaizhangdeneiyichanei，xujinchengganjuezijidexinlihaoxiangduoledianshenme，tianzizide。

shouhaozhengjian，nahaojiehunzheng，gengongzuorenyuandaoxiezhihou，xujinchengdaizhehejinlaishibuyiyangdexinqingzuoshanglegongsipeijizijidejiaoche。tongnianbuzenmedongche，yezhidaozheichedepaizishibinli。shitazhengyibeiziqiandoumaibuqideche。

zheimehaodechetongnianhaishidiyicizuo，xujinchengdaoshihensuiyi，mianbugaisexinbutiaodenaqiwenjiankanqilai。xiangbizhixiatongniandaoshijujinhenduo，zuozaizuoyishangyidongbugandong，shengpazijibuxiaoxinnonghuaileshenmelingjian，takepeibuqi。

“shenmeganjue？”tongniantaiqitou，faxianxujinchengyijiunazhewenjian，danmuguangyijingzhuanxiangleziji。tongnianbugandaiman，ganmangshuo“tingshufude”。

xujinchengyileng，xianranshimeixiangdaotongnianhuizheimehuida。tawendeshinadaojiehunzhengshishenmeganjue，jieguotongnianwuhuile，yiweixujinchengshizaiwentazuozaichelishishenmeganjue。

zuozaiqianmiankaichedelaipingrenbuzhutouxiao。congzuowankaishi，tayijingshidiercikandaozijialaobanzheigebiaoqingle。diyicishidakaixieyifaxianshangmianzengjialeneirong，diercijiushiganggang。zheirangkanguanlexujinchengbingshanmianrongdelaipingjuedexinxian，yejuedezijialaobanzheiyanghaoxiang......yetinghao？

kandaozijialaobantousheguolaideyanshen，laipingganjinshouqilexiaorong，tongshibahoushijingdiaozhengdaotongnianneibian，shengdezijikandaozijialaobandeyanshenhuanhuachengdaotouxiangziji。haishitongnianhao，kanzheyangyanpiqiyehao，zhenghaogenzijialaobanhubu。

“diaohuiqu！”xujinchenglengliedeshengyinchuanlai，balaipinghetongniandouheleyitiao。tongnianyiweizijigangcaishuodehuayouwuyizhongchupengdaolexujinchengdenudian，zhengyaozhaohulaipingtingche，zijizouzheshangban。jieguojiufaxianlaipingbahoushijingyileyi，ranhouxujinchengdeshensehuiguiruchang，tacaimingbaishizenmehuishi。

yuanlaishilaipingdexiaodongzuobeixujinchengfaxian，xujinchengshizaizhizhilaiping。meixiangdaoxujinchengzheigegaolengdazongcaijingbuyuanrangbierentoukanziji，shenzhilianzhulidoubuxing。xujinchengdecutanzibeidafan，tongnianjingjuedeyouyisi......keai？

“neige......”tongniankanlekanshoubiao，xujinchengchidaodeshijian，zaijiashangbanlijiehundengjishidanwudegongfu，bangeduoxiaoshijiuzheimeguoqule。xianzaiyijingkuaijiudianershile，zijihaimeiyoudaka，zheishibushishuoming，zijituotuodechidaole？

xujinchengzhengditoukanwenjian，suishuoshangmianxiedeshenmetongnianbuzhidao，dankanxujinchengzhuanzhudeyangzi，shenzhixingchededianbodoumeiyoudaraodaota，tongnianzhiwuzheyaobuyaogenxujinchengshuoquanqinjiangdeshi。bijinghaidaikuandeqianyouyibufenshiquanqinjiang，takebunengyankanzheneiyiqiankuaicongtayanqianliuzou。

kexujinchengzuozaineigenyizundiaoxiangside，tongnianbuhaoyisidarao，yebuganqudarao。xujinchengxinuwuchang，zuotianhaifalepiqi，takebuganre。suishuoliangrenyijinglingzhengle，ketongnianhaishibuxiangguoduodeyilaixujincheng，jingjiduli、getiduli，gaiyoudehaishideyou。

“woyijinggennimenjingliqingjiale，busuannichidao，yebusuannikuanggong，jintianwanxiabanbanxiaoshijiuxing。quanqinhaishinide。”tongniandexiaoxinsi，shenweizongcaidexujinchengzenmehuibuzhidao？kantongnianzhizhiwuwudeyangzi，xujinchengzhizhileyaohuidadelaiping，zhijiegentongnianjieshile。

youquanqinjiangzai，zijijiubuyongchipaomianhaidaikuanle。benlaiyuanxujinchengdanwushidetongnian，xianzaijuedexujinchengdexingxiangtebiegaoda。ruobushilaipingzaiqianmian，ruobushinianlingbuyunxu，tongnianzhenxiangjixujinchengyigedadade“me”，yejiushilianjiaxiangwenyimei。

“wogangcaiwendeshilingjiehunzhengdeganjue。”xujinchengyoubuchongleyiju，tongnianzheicaimingbaizijigangcaihuicuoyile。buguotaxinlimeiyouxiangbierenshuode“shensheng”“yali”“xingfu”，tajiuganjuezheigenqitazhengshumeishenmequbie，jiushizhengjianeryi，zhibuguoyouleta，tahexujinchengjiushouhunyinfadebaohuyuyueshule。

danshizheimeshuo，gujipangbiandezheiweinengdangchangbaozou，qianmiankaichedelaipingdoudegenzhezaoyang。tongnianxianglexiang，youshihoushanyidehuangyanyeshibiyaode。bijing，haotingdehuangyanzongnantingbizhenhuagengrongyirangrenjieshou，yaoburanyebuhuiyouneimeduorenpingjieyizhangqiaozuichenggongshangweile。

“zenmeshuoni？jiushiganjuehaoshenqi。nadaojiehunzhengzhiqianxinlikangjudebuxing，dengnadaoshouleyoushebudefangshou，renbuzhujiuxiangnachulaikankan，juedezijiyeshiyouzhangfuderenle。”weilezhengmingzijihuayudezhenshixing，tongnianjiazhuangbujingyidecongbaolinachujiehunzheng，fumolejixia，zaicifanghuibaoli。

kanpangbianderenrumuchunfengdeshenqing，tongnianhouhuizijimeijinyulequandangyanyuan。jiuzijizheiyanji，baobuqijiunengnagexiaojinrenshadehuilai，jifumuzhangzhanglian，yenengzaiqinqimianqianxianbaixianbai。buguozheixiedouzhishihuanxiang，xianzaizuizhongyaodejiushibaxujinchenghongkaixinle，rangtabiefahuojiuwanshidajile。