tingzheleimingbandeluoshisheng，shenheningxiayishijinbishuangyan，jianghaizilaolaohuzaihuaizhong。
danyixiangzhongdetengtongquebingmeilaixi。
shenheningzhenglenghuitou，zhijiangongyuezeyonghoubeidangzhusuishi，cishiliansedoutouzheyiyangdecangbai。
quehaimianqiangchechumoxiaoquguanxin：“nizenmeyang?”
“womeishi，daoshifuduini……”shenheningyaotou，suijihuangmangdiqujianchatadeshangshi
wanxing，zhishizuojiantuojiu。
tasonglekouqi，zhenghaixiangshuoxieshenme。
zheishi，boshiyulianselengjidizoulai。
tamorandikanzheliangren，yuqidaizhechize：“nimenhaiyaobaodaoshenmeshihou?shenweijiuyuanduichengyuan，lianzheidianfencundoumeiyou?!”
沈禾柠心头一窒。
tagangcaichadianjiusile，keboshiyufeidanmeiyousihaoguanxin，fanerwuqingkeze!
他就这么讨厌自己?
shenheningjieliyaxiahoujianyongshangdekuse，baozhehaizizouqulelingyibian。
jianzhuang，boshiyulianseyichen。
但终究再没开口。
piankehou，shenheningzhuishangbeijiuchulaidehaizimuqin。
haimeikaikou，nvrenxianyibuchushengkenqiu：“tongzhi，woshidanqinmama，meirenbangmangzhaoguhaizi，ninengbuneng……xianbatuantuandaihuijiuyuandui，wochuyuanlejiulaijieta。”
shenheningzhengzhu：“kewobuhuizhaoguhaizi……”
nvrenyibalazhutadeshou，yankuangtonghong：“baituonile，qingnigenshangjiqingshiyixia，zheihaizidefuqin……shipanhao。”
panhao……jigeyueqianxishengdejiuyuanduiduiyou!
zaiburenxinjujue，shenheningdiandiantou，dayinglexialai。
dengqingshiwanjiuyuanduizongzhihui，tabiandaizhehaizi，genshoushangdegongyuezexianhuilejiuyuandui。
wanshangjiudian，jiuyuangongzuojieshu。
tingjianjiuyuancheguilaideshengyin，yizhidanxinboshiyudeshenheningjimangpaochu。
taganshangqian，xiangquzhuananrendeyixiu：“shiyu，niyoumeiyou……”shoushang。
ranerboshiyukandoumeikanta，zhijieceshenbikai，ranhou——yutacajianerguo!
shenheninghenhenjiangzaiyuandi，xinzanghaoxiangbeidaoshengshenggekai，tongbuyujue!
buzhiduojiu，tacaihunhuneedizhuanshenhuilesushe。
一夜难眠。
shenye，shenheningbeihaiziliaoliangdetikushengjingxing。
tashoumangjiaoluandiquhong，quedaodiwujiyushi。
huangluanxia，shenheningquleduizhangsushezhaoboshiyuqiuzhu。
leileyitianbeichaoxing，boshiyumianshangrouyankejiandepibeiyufanzao：“jiranyingfubulai，weishenmeyaozizhaomafan?”
shenheningchuixiayan，minleminchun，zhengxiangbatuantuandeqingkuanggaozhi。
zheishi，boshiyudeshoujiquexiangqi。
nanrenjieqidianhua，jijingzhongqingxidixiangqisuyuyangdeshengyin：“shiyu，wohaipa，ninengjianggegushihongwoshuijuema?”
“好。”
boshiyuwenshengdaying，suihoubianzhijiedabuzouxianglutai。
shenheningjiangyingdizhanzaiyuandi，wangzhenanrentadadianhuashiwenroudeshenqing，yankuangshunshifansuan。
shenhouhuranchuanlaigongyuezedeshengyin：“zouba，wobangni。”
“xiexie。”shenheningdishengyingzhe，jiangshejiandekuyaxia。
zhuanshenlikai，boshiyuwenroudexushushengyuelaiyueyuan，tadexinzangyefangfoqueshiyikuai。
次日。
wanfanhou，shenheningdaizhetuantuanzaicaochangshangxiaoshi。
ludengxia，yiduishenyingbeiladelaozhang，errentianmiyiweizhengzaigezhong**。
cemouwangqu，jingshiboshiyuhesuyuyang!
shenheningdexinzangshashixiangbeiyizhishoujinjinzuanzhu。
zaiyiqisannian，taheboshiyumeiyouyizhanghezhao，liyoushitabuxihuanpaizhao。
yuanlai……bushitabuxihuan，ershitabuyuanyiqianjiu!
shenheninghongzheyan，zhuanshenluohuangertao。
huidaosushe，shenheningjieliyayizhezijideqingxu。
dandaodihaishimeirenzhu，zinvebanzhandouzheshoudakaileboshiyucongqiandandiaodepengyouquan。
rumubianshizuizhongjiandezhaopianshang，suyuyangyoushouwumingzhishangdaizhecuicandeqiuhunzuanjie!
erjiuzhanghezhaozhishangdepeiwen，zhixiezheyijuhua——
“cishengluyuan，zhiyuanyuyangyanggongfu。”
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