jiuzaiwozhandouzheshouzhunbeibotonglingyigejinjilianxihaomashi，xiaofangtongdaochenzhongdemen“kuangdang”yishengbeirencongwaimianmengdituikai！
ciyandeguangxianyongruhunandeloudao。
shenyugaodadeshenyingduzaimenkou，nizheguang，kanbuqingbiaoqing，zhinengganshoudaoneishenangguixizhuangxiasanfachude、jihuningchengshizhideyapoganhebaoliqixi。tashenhougenzhelianggemianwubiaoqing、shencaijianshuodebaobiao，xiangliangduchenmodeqiang。
空气瞬间冻结。
tayibubuzouxiataijie，pixiecaizaishuinidishang，fachuchenmenerweixiande“da、da”sheng，meiyibudouxiangcaizaiwojinbengdeshenjingshang。tatingzaiwomianqian，yinyingwanquanlongzhaolewo。nongzhongdejiuqihunhezhetashenshangteyoudelengliemuzhixiangdiao，cikequezhirangrengandaozhixi。
tashenchugujiefenming、daizhebojiandeshouzhi，daizheyizhongburongkangjudelidao，henhenniezhulewodexiaba，qiangpowotaiqitou，duishangtaneishuangshenbujiandi、cikefanyongzhejingyi、baonuyijiyizhongbeichedixishuahoujiduanweixiandehanmangdeyanjing。
“qizi？fuchou？”tadeshengyindichenshaya，xiangdushetuxin，meiyigezidoucuizhebing，“linwan，kanlaishiwoxiaokannile。zheisannian，niyandezhenhao。”tashoushangdelidaojiazhong，jihuyaoniesuiwodegutou，“gaosuwo，gangcaizailimian，nishuodeneixiefenghua，daodishenmeyisi？neigelvshishishei？nibeizhewo，zaichashenme？”
xiahechuanlaijutong，dangengtongdeshixinzang。zhoulvshishengsiweibu，fuqinsiwangdezhenxiangjinzaizhichiyoubeishengshengqiaduan！eryanqianzheigenanren，zheigekenengshishafuchourenbangxiongdenanren，zhengyongtazhanzhebierenqixideshou，xiangshenwenfanrenyiyangshenwenwo！
juewanghehenyizaixiongqianglifengkuangzizhang。wosisiyaozhuxiachun，changdaoyisixuexingdetiexiuwei，jueqiangdidengzheta，yanshenlishihaobuyanshidechouhenhejiqiao：“fangkaiwo！shenyu，nipale？panihenineiqunchailanghubaozuoguodeneixieangzangshi，beijiechuanma？”
“angzangshi？”shenyunujifanxiao，neixiaorongquewubisenleng，“kanlainishizhendehuonile。”tamengdisongkaiwodexiaba，quezaiwoliangqianghoutuishi，yibazhuazhulewodeshouwan，lidaodadexiangshiyaonieduanta。“henhao。jirannigutouzheimeying，neijiugenwohuishenzhai，womenhaohao‘liaoliao’！wodaoyaokankan，nizheikeziyiweishide‘fuchouqizi’，daodizangleduoshaojianbuderendedongxi！”
tacubaodizhuaizhewo，jiuyaowangloutishangtuo。
“fangkaiwo！”wopinmingzhengzha，zhijiazaitaangguidexizhuangxiukoushanghuachucierdeshengyin。neilianggebaobiaolikeshangqianyibu，dusilewosuoyoudetuilu。jueduidewuliyazhi，rangworutongkunshou。
jiuzaizheijuewangdelachezhong，yiguqiangliedeexinganhaowuyuzhaodifanyongshanglai，bigangcaizaizoulangshigengjiaxiongmengjulie。weilifanjiangdaohai，wozaiyerenbuzhu，mengdiwanyaoganouqilai，yanqianzhenzhenfahei，lenghanshunjianjintoulehoubei。
沈聿的动作顿住了。
takanzhewotongkuganoudeyangzi，yanzhongfantengdenuyisihuningzhileyixia，suijibeiyizhonggengshende、daizheshenshiheyisibuyichajuejingyideruilimuguangqudai。tadeshixian，huanhuandi、daizhemouzhonglingrenxinjidechuantouli，luozailewopingtandexiaofushang。
shijianfangfozaizheiyikeninggu。
yigejiqihuangmiu、quezuyishunjiangaibiansuoyoujushidekeneng，rutongshandianbanpikailewomenzhijianjianbanuzhangdekongqi。wooudesixinliefei，xinzhongqueyipianbingliang。ruguo……ruguozaizheigejieguyanshang……neijianzhishimingyunzuiedudewanxiao！
shenyuniezhewoshouwandelidao，sihuzaibuzijuedifangsong。tasisidingzhewodexiaofu，bochunjinminchengyitiaobinglengdezhixian，yanshenfuzaderutongfengbaoqianxidehaimian，fanyongzhejingyi、zhennu、suanji……shenzhihaiyouyisijiqihuangmiude、liantazijidouweicengchajuededongyao。
jiuzaizheishi，shenyudeshouji**jianruidixiangleqilai，dapolezheizhixibandesiji。
tameitoujinsuo，bunaifanditaochushoujikanleyiyanpingmu。dangkanqinglaidianxianshishi，talianshangdebaolishunjianbeiyizhongjidudezhenjinghenanyizhixinsuoqudai，neibiaoqingshenzhibigangcaitingdaowoshuo“fuchouqizi”shigengjianiuqu！
tamengdishuaikaiwodeshou，xiangshuaikaishenmezangdongxi，dongzuodaizheyisibuyichajuedecanghuang。taxunsujieqidianhua，shengyinyinweijidudejingnuerweiweibiandiao：“nishuoshenme？！suqing……liuchanle？！zenmehui？！”
“liuchan”lianggezi，rutongliangkebingbao，henhenzajinwohundundenaohai。
苏晴？流产？
jiuzaiyigexiaoshiqian，tahaizaishenyudehuaili，chuchukelian，zhideyiman。zenmehui……turanliuchan？
shenyuduizheshoujidihou，yingjundelianyinzhennuhemouzhongcubujifangdedajierniuqu：“……zaidiantikoushuaixiaqude？nimenzenmekanhude！feiwu！……songnajiayiyuanle？！……hao，womashangdao！”taguaduandianhua，mengditaitoukanxiangwo，neishuangshenbujiandideheimouli，cikeranshaozhezuyifenhuiyiqiedenuhuohe……yizhongjiqijianruide、zhixiangwode、haobuyanshidehuaiyi！
neiyanshen，xiangcuiledudejian，zhizhishelai。
“shini？”tajihushiyaozheyajichuzheilianggezi，shengyindichendekepa，daizhehuitianmiedidefengbao，“linwan！shibushini！nigangcaipoletayishenjiu，shuoleneixiehua**ta！nihenta！suoyinijiutuileta？！nizheigedufu！”
“womeiyou！”woxiayishidifanbo，xinquechendaolegudi。diantikou？hongjiu？**？shijian、didian、dongji，suoyouzhixiangwode“zhengju”douwanmeidekepa！zheijuebushiyiwai！
“nimeiyou？”shenyulengxiaoyisheng，neixiaorongcanrenzhiji，“chuleni，haiyousheihuizaizheigeshijian，zaizheigedidian，duitaxiashou？linwan，wozhenshixiaokanlenideedu！”tabuzaikanwo，yanshenxiangzaikanyigesiren，duizheshenhoudebaobiaolishengxialing：“batajiwodaihuiqu！guanqilai！meiyouwodemingling，buxutatachufangmenyibu！dengwochuliwanyiyuanneibiandeshi，zaihaohaogennisuanzheibizhang！”
lianggebaobiaolikeshangqian，yizuoyiyourutongtieqianbansisikouzhulewodeshoubei，judadeliliangrangwogenbenwufazhengtuo。
“shenyu！ni**！bushiwozuode！nifangkaiwo！”wopinmingzhengzhasihan，juewangxiangbinglengdetengmanchanjinxinzang。beiguanqilai？bu！zhoulvshineibianshengsiweibu！fuqinsiwangdezhenxianghaizaimiwuzhong！wobunengbeikunzhu！
shenyuduiwodehanjiaochongerbuwen，tazhenglileyixiabeiwozhengzhanongluandexizhuangxiukou，yanshenbinglengdisaoguowoyinfennuhekongjuercangbaidelian，zuihou，neimuguangrutongbingzhui，zaicidingzailewodexiaofushang。neilimianfanyongdeqingxufuzadaolejidian——henyi、caiyi、yisihuangmiudedongyao，yijiyizhonggengshende、lingrenmaogusongrandesuanji。
tabochunjinmin，sihuzaixiayigejiqijiannandejueding。jimiaozhongdesijihou，taduizhebaobiao，yongyizhongjinhulengkude、zhanduanyiqiekenengxingdeshengyin，yiziyijudiminglingdao：
“haiyou，likelianxizhangyuanzhang，anpairen……jitazuojiancha。”
baobiaolengleyixia，suijimingbaiguolai：“shi，shenzong。jiancha……nafangmian？”
shenyudeyanshenmeiyousihaowendu，xiangzaichuzhiyijianwupin：“quanbu。youqishi……renshen。”
“ruguoquerentahuaiyun，”tadunledun，meiyigezidouxiangshicongyafenglijichulai，daizheyizhonglingrenxinhande、burongzhiyidecanrenjueduan，“likeanpaishoushu。”
“baneigeniezhong，jiwonadiao。”