shenyijiaoqianyijiaomohuiwoneisimianloufengdemaocaowu，yi**tanzailuorendecaopushang，hunshendegutoudouzai**。leishizhenlei，dangengduodeshibiequ！
“xitong！xitong！”wozainaozilimeihaoqidihan。
【ding！suzhuyouhefenfu？】xitongdedianziyindaoshihenzhunshi。
“fenfugechuizi！”wofanzaodizhualezhuatoufa，“wojiuwenni，zheiponvzunshehui，woyiqiongerbaisanmeikaoshandegunv，zenmecainenghunchutou？zongbunengzhenzhizheshuimeinanzhuanjifenfajiazhifuba？neiyetaixiatoule！”suiranmeinanshitingxiangde……
【suzhu，genjubentongshujukufenxi，zaicishehuibeijingxia，nvzishangshengtongdaozhuyaoyouer：qiyi，kejurushi，kaoqugongming；qier，jingshangzhifu，jileicaifu，fujiayifang。】xitongfenxidetoutoushidao。
woyanjingyiliang：“keju？dangguan？tingqilaibucuoa！youquanjiuyouqian！xitong，kuai！jiwozhengdiansishuwujingsuchenggonglve！”
【……】xitongchenmoleliangmiao，【suzhu，shubentongzhiyan，yininmuqiandezichanzhuangkuang——fushu，lianbimozhiyandoumaibuqi。erqie，jingshangyexuyaoqidongzijin。ninweiyideziben，jiushinulizhuanjifen，duihuanshangchenglidejipinyaocai，birubainianrencan、tianshanxuelianzhileide，naqumaidiao，huanqudiyitongjin。youleyinzi，nincainengkaolvshizoukejuhaishijingshangdeluzi。】
“neiyexinga！ganjinde，jifenduihuanyaocai！”wofangfokandaoleyinzizaizhaoshou。
【buguo……】xitonghuafengyizhuan，daizhedianqianzoudechiyi，【bentongzonghepinggulesuzhunindexuexinengli、zhishichubeihe……e，guowanglvli，qiangliejianyininxuanzejingshang。】
“shayisi？”womeitouyizhou，ganjuebeineihanle。
【suzhu，gudaikejujiqiyanke，xuyaoshenhoudejingshizijigongdi，feiyichaoyixikecheng。erqie……】xitongxiaoxinyiyidibuchong，【bentonglianwangchaxunguoninyuanshijiededangan，nin……chuzhongbiye？zhihouyizhizaixiaoshouxingyedapin，zuituchudechengjiushi……daihuozhibo？zheishuomingnintuixiaochanpin、dongcharenxindenenglijiqiang！jingshang，caishinintianfusuozai！zhiyukejuma……ng……suzhu，ninzhendebushineikuailiao，kaoshiduininlaishuo……youdianjilei。】
“**！！！”woqidechadiancongcaopushangbengqilai，“xitongnigoulea！chuzhongbiyezale？chinijiadamile？xiaoshouzenmele？daihuozhuboyeshipingbenshichifan！zenmejiujileile？！nikanbuqisheini？！”
【suzhuxinu！bentongzhishijiyudashujufenxijichuzuiyouhuajianyi！juewubiandizhiyi！】xitongganjinanfu。
“bizuibani！”wonuhuozhongshao，ganjuebeixitongheneigemanzuilifadeheyanhongshuangzhongbaoji，“jifenjifenjifen！taqiwo，niyeqiwo！laoniangbusihoule！zheiliangtianbuqule！liangtaliangtian！rangtayechangchangdengrendengdaoxinjiaodeziwei！qudiaoliangtian，haiyouqitian！buguanle！woyaobailan！sheidoubiequanwo！zaiquanwogenniji！”woqihuhuditangdao，yongpotanzimengzhutou。
【suzhu…zhei…】xitonghaixiangzhengzha。
“bizui！bensuzhuxianzaihenshengqi！houguohenyanzhong！guanji！xiumian！biechaowo！”wodanfangmianxuanbunaoneiduihuajieshu。
xitong：【……】（yichuanwushengdeshenglvehao）
shijieanjingle。keduzibuanjing。
woxieqidixiankaitanzi，huanguzheigejiatusibide“jia”。chufang？neiduizhejikuaiheihuhushitoudejiaoluoma？zouguoqufanlefan，jiaoluolikelianbabaditangzheyixiaobafahuangdecaomi。shuigangdaoshihaiyoudianhunzhuodeshui。
“caomitang？he……”wozichaodilengxiaoyisheng，renmingdikaishishenghuo（chadianbameimaoliaole）。dengneiwanqingchejiandi、nengshuqingmilide“tang”duandaoshoulishi，wodeyuanqizhidadaoledingfeng。
“bierenchuanyue！yaomeshigongzhuwangfei！yaomeyouxitongzhijiesongjinshanyinshankaiquanxian！yaocaisuibianna！renwusuibianzuozuojifenjiudaoshou！woni？！”woduizhekongqibeifenkongsu，“chuandaomaocaowu！hecaomitang！weiyidejinshouzhishigezuiduyoukoumendexitong！renwuhaidepeishui？！peidehaishigemannaozifengjianlijiaodechunqingxiaoguban！wozaganjuewoxuekuini？！zheimaimaizuodetaibiequle！”
yuexiangyueqi，yueqiyuee。yiwan“tang”xiadu，genmeiheyiyang。suanle！shuijue！menglishadouyou！
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huashuoliechangzheibian，heyanhongderiziyebuhaoguo。
zidashenqingyuneiwan“shangxinyujue”dipaodiaohou，heyanhongjiuxianruleshenshendeaohuiheziwopipanzhong。
takanzhekongdangdangdezhangpeng，fangfohainengwendaoneilvbushuyuzheilide、daizhedianzaojiaoqingxiangdeshaonvqixi（suiranhunledianhanwei）。shoulijinjinzuanzheneigenkezhewainiu“yu”zidemuzan，zhijianyibianbianmosuozheneigezi。
“tadingshishangxinjile…”heyanhongnannanziyu，meitoujinsuo，“tayigegunv，wuyiwukao，haoburongyiyudaoyigenengshuoshanghuaderen，xinlidingshihuanxiyoutante…woquezhiguzheneixiesibandelifa，yicicichizeta…tabuzhilishu，shiyinweiwurenjiaodaoa！wofeidanmeinaixinyindao，fanerkezeyuta…wo…wozhenshibugai！”
xiangdaotazuihouneihanzhelei、zichaoyoujuewangdishuo“wozhidaozijipeibushang…wozou…”，heyanhongdexinjiuxiangbeizhenhenhenzhaleyixia，fanqiyizhenjianruideteng。tadangshizenmejiulengzhu，meilazhutajieshiqingchuni？
zheiyiye，heyanhongzhanzhuanfance，jihumeiheyan。naoziliquanshitajiaoxiadexiao、weiqudelei、haiyou…guozhetaliyipaochuqushineijinghongyipiede…shenying。lianshangyoukaishifatang。
haoburongyiaidaotianmengmengliang，heyanhongjihushilikeqishen，jingxinshuxi（bipingshiduohualebangeshichen），huanshangzuichentaqizhideyuebaixinyi，zaozaodijiulaidaoleyuedingdelaohuaishuxia。
chenfengweiliang，lushuizhanshiletadeyibai。tazhandebizhi，muguangjinjinsuozhuzuorishenqingyupaolaideneitiaoxiaolu。xintiaodeyouxiekuai，daizheyisibuyichajuedeqidaihejinzhang。tashenzhizainaoziliyuyanlehaojibiandaoqiandehua：“qingyu，zuorishiwobuhao，yanyushidang，wobingfeixianqini，zhishi…zhishilifasuoyou…qingniyuanliang…”
时间一点点流逝。
taiyangcongdongbianpadaoletouding，youjianjianxixie。
xiaolushangrenlairenwang，youyunsongliewudepuyi，youxunluodeshibing，weidumeiyouneigebengbengtiaotiao、mangmangzhuangzhuangdeshenying。
heyanhonglianshangdeqidai，manmanbeijiaozaohefanmenqudai。talaihuiduobu，shoulidemuzandoukuaibeiniechuhanle。“shilushangdangele？haishi…haizaishengwodeqi？”
yemujianglin，chongmingsiqi。
她依旧没有出现。
heyanhongshihunluopodizhanzaishuxia，wangzhezaoyiqiheiyipiandexiaolu，xinyidiandianchenlexiaqu。“ta…shibushizhendezaiyebulaile？”zheigeniantouyimaochulai，jiuxiangtengmanyiyangshunjianchanraozhutadexinzang，ledetajihuchuanbuguoqi。
yizhongcongweiyouguode、judadekonghuangheshiluoganjuezhuleta。bibeidijiexunchi、bibeiqitashijiagongzichaoxiaotaqinggaogupishi，douyaonanshoubaibei。xinlikongluoluode，xiangshibeiyingshengshengwazouleyikuai。
tashihunluopodihuidaozhangpeng，lianshicongxiaoxinyiyidiwenshifouyongwanshandoumeitingjian。zuozaianqian，duizheyaoyedezhuhuo，shouliyijiujinjinzuanzheneigenmuzan。
mingtian…mingtiantahaihuilaima？
ruguotazhendebulaile…zijigaiqunalizhaota？mangmangrenhai，tayigegunv，youwugudingjusuo…
yixiangdaokenengzaiyejianbudaoneigexianhuojiaoxia、buanchanglichupaideshenying，heyanhongdexinjiuyizhenzhenchoutong，tongdetarenbuzhuwuzhulexiongkou。
“wocuole…qingyu…”taduizhezhuhuo，dididi、wubiqingxidituchuzheijuhua，shengyindaizhetazijidoumeichajuedezhandouheqiqiu，“ruonimingrikenlai…wodingbuhuizaineibanshuohuale…wo…woshenmedouyini…”
zhuhuopipayisheng，baolegexiaoxiaodedenghua。heyanhongdeyanshenqueyouxiefazhi，sixuzaoyipiaoyuan，piaodaoneigebuzhizaihechudemaocaowu，piaodaoneigerangtaxinluanrumadeguniangshenshang。tahaimeiyishidao，zijizheikebeilijiaoshufuleshijiniandexin，zaoyizaiduifangyicici“mangzhuang”dechongjixia，qiaoransongdong，shenzhi…kaishilunxian。
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yucitongshi，maocaowuli。
“ati！”wodalegexiangliangdepenti，rouleroubizi，“sheimawo？”wozhengxiaoxinyiyidiliangshaizheheyanhongneijianyuebaisedexinliyi。suiranzuishangmamalielieshuoyaobailan，danxiangdaozheiyifutingguide（kanqilai），chuanzanglebuxibuhai，xiandewoduomeipinside。
“xitong，nishuozheiyifunengmaiduoshaoqian？”womozheneiguanghuaxinideliaozi，zhiyebingfanle。
【……suzhu，bentongjianyininzuihaobuyaoyouzheigexiangfa。】xitongwuyu，【zheiliaozishishanghaodeyunjin，youjiawushi。erqieshangmianyouchengxiangfudeanji，ninganmai，diertiankenengjiubeizhuaquwenzuile。】
“qie！xiaoqi！wojiuxiangxiang！”wopiepiezui，xiaoxindibayifutankaizaiweiyiyikuaiganjingdeshitoushangliangzhe。
【suzhu，mingtian…zhenbuqu？】xitongxiaoxinyiyidishitan。
“qumaoxianqu！”wozuishangyingqi，dankanzheneijianyifu，xiangdaoheyanhongneizhangjunlianhe……pingfenghoudebeiying，yuqihaishiruanledian，“zaishuoba……kanbenguniangxinqing！haiyou，nizheigouxitong，yihoushuohuazhuyidian！zaiganshuowojilei，wojiuzhen**jinikan！rangnishengjiwuwang！”
【……】xitongchenmoleyixia，【suzhujiaoxundeshi。bentongxiacihuizhuyicuoci。buguo……suzhu，ninzhendetingshihezuoshengyide，birukaigeyaopu？youlejifen，jipinyaocaiguangou！】
“xinglexingle，zhidaole！luosuo！”wodaduanta，xinliquekaishipansuanqilai。shia，maiyaocai…haoxiang…shitiaoluzi？zongbihecaomitangqiang！qiantishi……deyoujifen！
wokanlekanneijianzaiyueguangxiafanzherouheguangzedeliyi，youmolemohuailineikuaishunlaide、xiuzhe“hong”zideranxuepazi（zheideliuzhe，shuobudingnengdangxinwu）。ze…kanlai，zheimeinangonglve，haishidejixua！