第3章

jiangwanxingjinjinhuzhejinghunweidingdeluyuze,zhanzaianquandedifang,jingjingdikanzheta。

tadeyanshenzaitacanburendudetuishangtingliuleyishun,jikuaidishanguoyisinanyibuzhuodebodong,danxiayimiao,jiubeigengshendebinglenghehenyifugai。

她没有上前。

没有询问。

shenzhimeiyoukaikoushuoyijuhua。

tazhishilengmodikanletazuihouyiyan,ranhou,haobuyouyudizhuanshen,qianzheluyuzedeshou,jingzhilikaile。

fangfotazhishilubianyizhibeichezhuangshang、wuguanjinyaodeyemao。

sulinyanwangzhetahaobuliuqinglikaidebeiying,xinzangneipianbeisiliedeshangkou,fangfoyoubeihenhentongchuan,tongdetalianhuxidoukunnan。

tazhendeyijuhua……doubukenzaigentashuolema?

napatabianchengzheiyang,xianxuelinliditangzaizheili……

tamen……zhendezaiyehuibuqulema?

yishichedichenruheianqian,tanaohailizuihoudinggede,shineigewuhou,tabaozhefuqinbinglengdeshiti,manshenshixue,yongneishuangxinghong、chongmanwujinhenyideyanjingkanzheta,yiziyijudishuo:

“shi,sulinyan,womenhuibuqule。”

……

zaicixinglai,shizaiyiyuanxiaodushuiweidaonongzhongdebingfangli。

“nixingle?”hushijiluzheshenme,“xinglejiuhao,ganjintongzhinijiazhangguolaiyitang。”

sulinyanmangrandikanzhesizhou,shengyinshaya:“……wozenmele?”

chuanzhebaidaguadeyishengzoujinlai,mianseningzhongdikanzheta:“sulinyantongxue,nizhiqiandejianchabaogaochulaile。ni……deleweiai,yijingshiwanqile。bixumashangtongzhinidejiazhang,womenxuyaojinkuaishangtaozhiliaofangan。”

胃癌……晚期?

sulinyanchedimengzhule,danaoyipiankongbai。

yuanlai……zheiduanshijiantaxunsuxiaoshou,liansecangbaideheren,shibushiexinoutu,shenzhitoutoutuchuxuesi。

bushiyinweixuexiyalida,yebushiyinweibeiqifudetaihen。

而是癌症。

tajingran……deleaizheng!

keqiguaideshi,tingdaozheigexiaoxi,tabingmeiyougandaotianbengdiliedekongjuhejuewang,fanershiyizhongjinhumamudebeiliang。

takanzheyisheng,shengyinqingdexiangyumao:“yisheng……ruguo,wobuzhiliaodehua……hainenghuoduojiu?”

yishengzhoujinmeitou,buzantongdikanzheta:“nihaizheimenianqing!zenmenengbuzhiliao?jijizhiliaodehua……”

“qingningaosuwo,hainenghuoduojiu?”sulinyanguzhidizhongfu,yanshenkongdong。

yishengtanlekouqi,zuizhongwunaidao:“……dingduoyigeyue。”

一个月……

sulinyandexinmengdiyizhan。

yigeyuehou,jiushigaokaole。

cengjing,tahejiangwanxingbingjianzhanzaixuexiaotiantaishang,zhizheyuanchuzuimeidewanxia,yuedingyidingyaoyiqicanjiagaokao,yiqiqutamenmengxiangzhongdedaxue,yiqizouxiangtamenhuanxiangguowushucideweilai。

kerujin,taquezaishibasuizheinian,beixuanpanlesixing。

tadeshengming,yongyuantingliuzailezheigexiatian。

liangaokao……douwufacanjiale。

ruguojiangwanxingzhidaozheigexiaoxi,huishishenmebiaoqingni?