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我能有什么小心思?
wosuoyoudexinsi,jiushiningyuanbuzhiliao,yeyaobahaizishengxialai。
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tahaidaodayipalaixiuruwo!
我咽不下这口气。
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我心脏?
shisheizaixinhunyedewanshang,shuimenglihanzheyeanrandemingzi?
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