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五年前,我快死了。

jingyaozaizhanchangshangshoulezhongshang,yaoshiwuyi,suoyoudetaiyidouhuangkongdiguizaidishang,bugangaosuta,tayijingshiriwuduole。

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“qingluan,benwangbuganxina......”

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lierizhuoshaozhewoyaoyaoyuzhuideshenti,dianneijingyaohesuhuanglidediaoxiaoshengbuduan,wojiuzheimechengzhecanquguizhe,buzhiguileduojiu。

zhongyu,jingyaodekouxunchuanlai,queshirangwozou。

tashuo,“gunhuiqu,biedaraobenwangdexingzhi。”

wolangbeidizhanqilai,yaomaichubuzishiwulidexigaiyiruan,congtaijieshangshuailexiaqu。

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huidaogongli,wodafazoulesuoyougongren,pingjingditangzaitashang。

congmeixinzhongzhaohuanchulianzhihaodekuilei,kanzhetahewoxiangtongdeshenqingherongmao,woduizhetaxiaole。

“yihou,jiuyaorangnilaitiwoaizhejingyaolea。”

shuowan,wodetouwulidichuiluo,zaiyemeiyouzhengkaiyanjing。

kuileianzhaowozuihouyigemingling,bawodeshitishaole,guhuifangzaichuangdi。

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yushi,wodelinghunzaijingyaoshenbianpiaodanglewunian。

yeqinyanmudulewunianli,tahewochaoxixiangchu,quecongweichajueguowozaojiusile。

shengxiade,buguoshigeanzhaominglinglaiaitadekuilei。