第4章
“ni，ni......”
xueyaohuazheihuishizhenzhidaopale，tawanghouliangqiangleliangbu，buganzhixin：“nishishei，ni，nibushixueronghua......”
“或许从前不是。”
mulanghuatingdunleyimiao，xiaolexiao，nianqishouzhongdefazan，turanyangshouyiji。
“danshixianzai，kendingshile。”
xueyaohuajinghuangshicuodezhuangkairuyuejudemendeshihou，xuejiadangjiazhumuyeshizhengrenyoutieshendeyahuanjizijixixideshuzhezhangfa。
yeshijinnianyijingbunianqingle，suiyueburaoren，tashengxiayieryinvhoujiushuailaodegewaikuai，budaosishi，queyijingshibaifajixu，meitianjitashutoudeyahuandouyaotoutoudebabaifazangzaixiuzilidaichuqu，fouze，zhumuyidanbugaoxing，jiushizhuletamenchuquyeshikenengde。
“母亲，母亲！”
xueyaohuadiediezhuangzhuangdechonglejinlai，shutoudeyahuanheleyitiao，jingzhuaixialehaojigentoufa。
“furen，furen，raolenubiba。”
yeshikanyebukanyibianlianlianketoudeyahuan，zhizhouzhemei，fuleliangxiazijidefawei，suijidandandedao：“jiaoyapozilai，ganlechuqu。”
“furen，furen......”
suijiyibiandelianggeguanjiapozijiuhuxiangshilegeyanse，yirenyibian，liantuidaisangde，jiubaneigeyatoujidaichulemenqu。
tanmumenbadayishengzhongxinheshang，xueyaohuacaixiangshidalegejingside，guizhewangyeshidejiaobianpaqu，yibianpayibianleiyanposuo：“muqin，muqin，nikeyaoweiwozuozhua，xueronghua，xueronghuaneige**，ta，ta......”
“niyouquzhaoneiyatoudemafanle？”
yeshiyanedezhoulezhoumei，suijibudongshengsedefuquxueyaohuajiuzhutayibaideshou，dao：“wobushishuoguole，meishibielaoshijiworemafan，mofeinixianggenniniangyiyangjinjiaanzuonigubucheng？”
tingyeshitidaojiaanlianggezi，xueyaohuajiugenbeirenchuodaoletongchu，hunshenbuzijuededalegejiling，manmanruanlexialai。
“muqin，muqin......wo......”
“shuoba，zenmehuishi？”
“shi......shixueronghua，ta，ta，bu，tabushixueronghua，ta，tadashanglehuaner......”
打伤？
环儿？
yeshilengleleng，youxienamen，neigeyatoubushichishalehaojinian，pingrizaitadeshouyixia，jigeshunvmenmeishaozhemoguota，xianrujin，yaobushiweilegenjinwangdehunshi，tayebuhuirangrenqutitachulai，yaozhidao，zhuierkeshiyaohuashenbianzuidelideyahuan，zenmehuibeineigeyatoujidashang？
suishuoxinlihuyi，danyeshimianshanghaishidandande，zhixiwendao：“tahaoduanduandezenmehuidanideyahuan，nijiwoshuoqingchu。”
“shi，shinverdecuo......”
xueyaohuayueshuoyuexiaosheng，tayifangmianshiweijuyeshi，yifangmianyeshixinxu，bijingzijinwangtiqinyilai，yeshishisanlingwushenbuxutamenquzhetengzheiyatou，zhishitaxinliyanbuxiazheikouqi，caishanzidaizhehuanerqude。
“…nverbenlaizhixiangjineiyatouyidianyanseqiaoqiao，ta，tayigeshazi，pingshenme......”
“凭什么怎样？”
yeshiyuanbenhaishipinghede，yitingjianzheihua，douranningqileliangdaoxiumei，hechidao，“meiyouyanlilijiandedongxi！duanwangfuderenzhishishuoyaolaijianneiyatouyimian，tiqinzheishihaimeiyinger，nidaohao，yuanbenduanwangwangruoshiqiejianzhetaneichishadeyangzishuobuzhunjiusixinle，nizheishihouruoshibatashangzhepengzhe，duanwanglaideshihouniyaozenmejiaodai！”
“muqin......muqin，wo，wozhishi......”
xueyaohuahaiyaoshenbian，quekandaoyeshimeijianneiyimoshenshendeyane，tadalegelengzhan，likepudaozaiyeshidejiaoxiaaiqiuqilai，“yaohuazhidaocuole，qiumuqinyuanliang......”