“嘭！”
“jiruosheng！hexisuiranhanniqishu，dannimenyoumeiyouxueyuanguanxi！taxihuannixihuandaozhuangqiangdoubuyaomingle，nihaijujue？nijilaozilimaquta！”
“ba，nidezongrongzhihuihaileta！”
shenhexizhangjiezhanlezhan，zhijuedeerbiandezhengchaohenshishuxi。
ketabushiyijingbingsilema？zenmehuitingjianshengyin？
huanhuanzhengkaiyanjing，biankanjianyifutiezaiqiangshangde**，yijiguazaixiamiansiledabanderili，xiezhe1980nian10yue。
1980？！
shenhexitongkongzhouranyisuo，xiayishun，eshanghudichuanlaileyizhencitong。
xiayishiqumo，jingfaxianzijitoushangzhalebengdai。
“hexi，nizhongyuxingle！”
shenhexiwenshengzhuanguotouqu，shuangmouhuanhuanzhengda。
“爷爷……”
tajurankanjianleyijingsiqudejiyeye！haiyouyeyeshenhouneigeshuxideshenying——
lengjunjianyidelianpang，yishenliluodejunlvseyizhuang，yixiujuanqi，luchudeyijiejieshixiuzhangdeshoubeishangyoujidaoxunlianshiliuxiadeyuqinghecashang，danquegengchendetayexing，hunshensanfazheshengrenwujindeqichang。
neishitadezhangfu，jiruosheng！
mianqiandeyimuzhujianyuhuiyizhongdie，shenhexihudiyishidaotazhongshengle，zhongshengdaoleyaosiyaohuoyaojiajijiruoshengzhishi。
zheishihoujilaoyezizhengpaiban，bizhejiruoshengqianxiahunshu，sangeyuehouquta。
cike，jiruoshengyijingqianxialehunshu，nazheneiyizhihunshuzoushangqianlai，“pa”deyishengshuaidaoletademianqian，lengrankaikou：“nizhendeshiyongyuanzhangbuda，zheizhongshiyeyaorenxing。”
shenhexihuxiyizhi，heshangyishiyimoyiyangdehua。
yutafaliangdemuguangduishi，shenhexihuanghuxiangqileshangyishitaduizijidetaidujiushizaizheishizhuanbiande，xintoumengdiyizhencitong。
yanzaibeixiadeshouhuanhuanzuanjin，xinzhongxiangshidulemianhuayiyangnanshou。
zijixihuanta，nandaojiushirenxingma？
shangyishijiruoshengneiyangduita，neizhongjimohelengdanxianzaihailuozaixintou。
zhonglaiyici，haiyaozouyiqiandelaoluma？
naoteng，bugan，yanzhengzhengkanzhetalengdan，yane，hetajianxingjianyuan，zuihoulihun？
jiruoshengdiuxiazheijuhuahou，bianzhuanshenchaowaimianzouqu，shenhexidunlexia，hudixialechuang。
“禾汐？”
duishangjilaoyedanyoudeyanshen，shenhexichuilexiayan：“yeye，woxiangyaoheqishuliaoliao。”
jiruoshengyijingchulejijiadamen，taxiaopaozhezhuileshangqu：“qishu！”
jiruoshengbuziyidun，huiguotouqu，congshushaotouxialaideguanglongzhetatingbadeshenying，erneizhanglianzaizheishixiandegewaiyingjun。
neishuangqiheirumodeyanmou，meicikantashidouhenrenzhen，rangtayouyizhonghaoxiangjiruoshengyanzhongzhiyoutadecuojue。
shenhexibuyouhuanxialejiaobu，yishiyouxielengshen。
chujianshitayezhanzaizheiyangdeguangyingxia，duitashuo：“yihou，wobaohuni。”
zhihoutabianzhendelvxinglechengnuo，yizhihuzheta。
ertayezaizheiyangdexiangchuxia，duijiruoshengpengranxindong，congciwufaziba。
kanzhetaweichendemeiyan，shenhexiwozhedeshoujinlejin，shangbeiziweilejiajijiruosheng，tataipianji，zhangzhetacengjingduizijidehao，yikuernaosanshangdiao。
ruguozheiyicitahaohaohetatan，jieguohuibuhuihaoyidian？
xiangdaozheili，shenhexiguqileyongqishangqian：“qishu，duibuqi……wobugairenxingdaoquyongzhuangqiangweixieni，wohuiheyeyehaohaoshuo……”
“shenhexi，niyaoshihaijiaowoyishengqishu，jiubugaiwangtujiajiwo。”
男人冷酷至极。
shenhexixinzangyisuo，ganggangxiangdaodejieshihetaohaoshunjiangengzailehoutou，wucuodiwangzheta。
tayiwei，zheigeshihou，jiruoshengduitahaimeineimeyane，haishiyouganqingzaide。
kanqingtayandidelengmohebunaifan，shenhexiyaleshengyin：“qishu，nidaodizenmekanwode？zhendeyidiandoubuxihuanma？”
“ruguobuxihuan，zaihunshuqiandingqianyouweishenmeyaoduiwoneimehao？”
jiruoshengyanshenbigangcaigengyouanxie，mouziyingzhaochutademianrong：“niyigexiaopihai，youdongshenmeshixihuan？”
wenyan，shenhexiyiweiyoulexiwang，lianmanglazhuletadeshou，jishengbiaomingxinyi：“womingbaishenmeshixihuan，wojiushixihuanni，yixiangdaoyongyuanhenizaiyiqi，wojiukaixin。”
“qishu，ruguowohuihaohaodongshi，ninengchengquanwodexihuanma？”
beilazhudejiruoshengdunleshun，qingxidexiahexianbengjin。
banshang，taqingqingyidong，bianchouchulezijideshou。
suihouhuanhuankaikou，yiziyijudasuiletadexiyi：
“woyijingyouxihuanderenle。”