第一章 一九五九年的冬天

lixiangyangzhengkaileyanjing,chaozhouweikanlekan。

zheishiyigebudadefangjian,youyizhangmubanchuang,beizihenbo。

yigeyiju、liangbayizi。

墙角堆着瓶瓶罐罐。

zijizaidishangtangzhe,chuandehenshao,lengdezhidaduosuo。

guoleyihuier,mingbailechujing。

kanqingmansiheyuandeshihou,yinweiguoyujidong,linghunchuanyuedaozheigebeiesidejiaolixiangyangderenshenshang。

xianzaishiyijiuwujiuniandedongtian。

sannianziranzaihaiyijingchixuyiduanshijian。

zongshinengzaijieshang、gongyuanli、hebian、wulikandaofuzhongfulandeshiti。

meigerendoushoubianxingle,meiyouxiaorong。

lixiangyangdeduzigugudijiaoqilai,niangde,xiangchizhutile。

yaoshimeichuanguolaizaoqizhedianpingchequmaile。

pangayizuodezhutikehaochile。

calecakoushui,zalezazui。

zaozhiruci,kanshenmeqingmansiheyuan。

meiyouyigehaoren,tebieshiqinhuairu,baheyuzhuxiganle,jianwukeliyong,jiuanshibanggengbaheyuzhuganchuqu。

banggengzuodegoujuede,zaifengxuejiaojiadewanshang,badiaoguangleyashougulinxundeheyuzhugandaoqiaoxiamian,beidongsi。

zaochuanjinianhuozhewanchuanjinianyehaoa,zhishaoebudao。

fanlegeshen,huanhuanzhanqilai,yaoyaohuanghuangdizoudaochufangli,lianquantoudaxiaodedifangdoumeiyoufangguo,yingshimeiyoufandaoyidingdiannenggouchidedongxi。

ningkaishuilongtou,dakoudakoudiheshui,jingshenbizhiqianyaohaoyidian。

yidazao,majiuchuquzhaochide,yaoshizhaodao,zaohuilaile。

zhiqianjiuzhaoguowushuhui,jibenshangmeicidoushikongzheshouhuilaide,buranyebuzhiyubeiesi,bubaoxiwang。

zuiyaojindeshizhaodaochide,huoxialai。

guozhebeizichuqu,daozhongyuan,yigerenyemeiyou。

meihurenjiadefangmendoushiguanzhede,qinhuairujiakendingmeichide。

易中海家也没有。

heyuzhujiakendingyou,bachuanghudapofanjinqu?haishibasuoqiaole?dabaitiandekendingbuxing。

laotaitaideerduosuiranlongle,danshiyanjianzheni,zijichuqudeshihoupiaoletadefangziyiyan,tadefangmenbankaizhede。laotaitaizhengzhanzaimenkoudingzheziji。

paihuaileyihuier,quqianyuan,haimeidao,jiukandaorukouchuxianyigeren。

toufapisanzhe,chuandepopolanlande,xiangjiaohuazi。

shoudelingrenxinteng,lianheiququde,yikanjiushichounv,zheishiguyimodemeihui。

zheigeniandai,zhixuhenhunluan。

napashiedeyanmaojinxing,kandaopiaoliangdenvren,yehuiruelangpushangqu。

molemeihuianquanxie,jinguanruci,haishimeishaoshoudaogenzongdiaoxi。

lishushiyilixiangyanghuiqu。

kanniangdebiaoqing,lixiangyangzhidaoyouxi,jingshengengzu。

daolehouyuan,laotaitaihaizaimenkouzhanzhe,zheigesilaotaitai,yaoshizhidaomajiandaoshenmehaodongxi,kendinghuizhuzheguaigunguolai。

yaoshibujijiuhuiqiang,qiangbudaojiuhuidahuxiaojiao,sapodagun。

zheiyangdeximazaizhiqianshangyanguowushuhui。

magenyuanzhudoushisonghuo,babahaizaideshihouguodehaishibucuode。

babayiqu,quanyuanderendouqifu。

kandaoleyemeibanfa,yaoshizaishangyanzhiqiandexima,zijiyidinghuiranglaotaitaitangzaidishang。

李向阳把门关了。

lishuweixiaozheconghuailitaochuyigedongxi,yongheidaizizhuangzhe,fangdaozhuozishang,“nicai,zheishishenme?”

lixiangyangweixiaozheshuo:“wocaibudao,shishenme?”

lishudexiaoronggengcanlan,“dongchudabaicai。”

“jingranshidongchudabaicai,shangcichihaishizaiyinianqian,dunfentiaoneiziweibietiyouduomeile,xiangxiangdourangrenliukoushui。zheigenianyue,dongchudabaicaijishao,doubeiguanlaoyeyouqianrenmaile,pingminbaixing,pingshiliankandoukanbudao,nishizenmededaode?nimeiqiankendingbushimaide,nidanxiaorushu,kendingbushitoude,neijiushijiande,nideyunqihaodaobaole。”

lishuwangcipenlidaoshui,bamaojindashi,xilian,caganjing,pifuyouxielahuang,neishiyinweiyingyangbuliang,wuguanjingzhi,yikanjiushichushengfuguirenjia。

bamaojinninggan,guazaishengzishang,bashuidaole。

xiaoxinyiyididakaidaizi,meiyouyipianyezishihuaide,“jiner,woyiweihuigenwangchangyiyangyiwusuohuo,zoudaoguaijiao,kandaoyigechuanzhemianaodeqingnian,lazheyichedongchudabaicaiwangqianmianqule,diaoleyike,woxunsujianqilai,kandaotatingxialai,yinggaishifaxiandiaole,wosayazijiupao,zhuangdaozaoshangchumendeshihoujiunazhededaizili。”

lixiangyangfangfokandaoshutoudebaicai,youliukoushuile,meiyouyoumeiyouyan,zenmezuohaochi?shengchi?

ding,gongxisuzhujuexingshulianduxitong,zhangwodejinengyueshulian,huodedewuzijiangliyueduo。

meixiangjinengdedengjifenweishiji。

xinshoudalibao,yidaiyan、yipingyou。

youyigehendadekongjian,chuxianyanheyou。