第1章陌生的空间

1960nian,tuguo,sijiucheng。

zhanghaiminmanxinkunhuodidaliangzhezheimoshengdekongjian,zheilijiajuchenshegupo,qiangshangguazheweirendehuaxiang。

genglingtajingchadeshi,zijideshenqujingranbianchengleyingerdemoyang。

“nandaowozhendechuanyuele?”

zuoweiyimingjingchangtongxiaoxiezuodexiaoshuozuojia,taxiguanlezaileijishipazaishuzhuoshangxiaoqi。

weicengxiangdaozheiyijuexinglai,shijiebianderucibutong。

shenzhineiyuanbenfangzaidiannaopangdeshuibeiyechengletawuduandehuaiyiduixiang:huibuhuishidafandeshuiyinfaleyilianchuanqiguaideshiqing?

jiuzaitashitucongfangjianxijiezhongzhaochuxiexuxiansuozhishi,waimianchuanlaileduihuasheng。

nianqingdenvzishengwendao:“yidaye,ninhuilaile?guanyushouyangzhanghaimindeshininxiangderuhe?”

heyushuiyijingzaiyuanlishouhoulehaojitian,weidejiushidengdaigangxiabandeyizhonghaidaye。

zuoweiganbazhangdahaijingguanxishenghoudeyigujianhuren,tabudebujinkuaichulizheigejishoudewenti——santianqian,ganmazhangxiumintufajibingshishihou,zhishengguerzhanghaiminduzimianduiweizhideweilai。

suiranchenglimeiyouzhixiqinshu,dansiheyuandeyidayefufuyizhishitadeshouyaoxuanze:tamenxixiawuziqieshouruwending。

yinci,dangduifangwanjutadeqingqiushi,heyushuixinzhongyizhensuanse。

“daye,qingwenjiujingshishenmeyuanyinrangwomenjiadehaiziwufaruzhunindejiatingni?”

heyushuimanlianyihuoyubujie。

raner,dayezhishimianlubuyue,jieshidao:“womendoushanglenianji,nanyiyingfuxiaohaidexuqiu。

ninkeyikaolvzhaoxunqitayuanyibangmangdejiating。”

huidaowunei,mianduichuangshangtianjingdexiaoyinger,tabujinhuiyiqineiduanchongmanwenxinyuleishuiderizi。

zhanghaimindeyanjingchunjingrushuidizhushizheta,cike,yizhongshenqiedezerenganyongshangtadexintou。

heyushuianxiajuexin,wulunruheyeyaojizheigehaiziyigewennuandeguisu。

neiniandongtian,zijianeigebufuzerendelaodiehedaqingyishengbuhangjiugenzhexinshangrenbaiguafuqulebaoding。

gegeshazhudaizhenianjinjiusuidezijiquxunfu,zaihanfengzhongdengdaileyizhengtian,zuizhongyiwusuohuo。

zineitianqi,wobianchengleyimingwuyiwukaodehaizi。

neishidegegezhengzaiyijiafandiandangchuancaixuetu,meirizaochuwangui,jihumeiyoushijianhejinglizhaokanwo。

yuanziliderenmenyezhishilengyanxiangdai,weiyouyidayeyixinfangzaijiajiadejiadongxushenshang,bingweiduiwomenduojiaguanxin。

zaizheizuikunnandeshike,shiganbazhangdahaiheganmazhangxiuminshenchuleyuanshou。

tamenbujinjiejiwomen,hainaixindizhaoguwodeshenghuoqiju。

ganmazhangxiuminjiaowozuofan、buyi,ganbazhangdahaishibushihuidaixiehaochidejiwo,shenzhibangmangfudaozuoye。

zheiduanshenqinghouyi,rangzhangdadewoduitamenganjibujin,bingchengnuorihouyidinghuixixinbaodatamendeyangyuzhien。

zhishishishinanliao,renshengzongyouxuduoburuyi,meidanghuixiangzheixie,xinzhongbumianfanqizhenzhensuanchu。

rujinyiershisuidewoanxiajuexin,dingyaojixiaohaiminzhaoyigewennuandejia。

ruozhenzhaobudaoheshidejiatingshouyangta,neimewozijichengdanzheigezerenbianshi,meiyueershisiyuangongzisuiranbuduo,danwoyougongzuoyouxinxinnengbahaizifuyangzhangda。

wosiliangzhelinjumendeqingkuang:yidayeyizhonghaijiazaoyiwuyijieshou;liuhaizhongjialihaizizhongduoqieweirenpianpo,ziranbuzaikaolvzhinei;sandayeyanbuguijiayeshiyiyangdeliyouwufajiena;zhiyujiajiagengbubiti,bijingjiazhangshizheirendekoubeibuzayang;qinjiesuiyuwojiaoqingshangke,quexianranzhizaigegedeqiancaiheliangpiao。

xixipansuanyiquanxialai,zuiheshidexuanzejingshihouyuandexinhunfufuxudamaojia。

suiranxudamaoouerhuiduigegeshazhuyouxiediaonan,dantaduilouxiaoeshizhongwenroubeizhi,youyouyifenfangyingyuandehaozhiye;louxiaoesuiranwaibiaogaoleng,neixinqueshixiangdangwennuan,tahexudamaogangjiehunbingweiyouzinv,huoxunengchengweilixiangdejiyangzhisuo。

wopaipaiyingerchuangshangdexiaoshengming:“guaihaimin,guaiguaishuijue,bieluandong。”

ranhoujiandingdishuo,“jiejiezheijiuquzhaoxiaoeayitanzheijianshi。”

huayingangluo,zhuanshenbenchuyuanzixunzhaodaandeneiyike,chuangshangdexiaohaiminyongjinliqiqingqingtulegepaopao——meixiangdaoa,zijijing“chuanshu”

daozheisiheyuanlilaile,erqieyidengchangbianmianlinzhezheimefuzadejumian……buguoshidaorujinzaihouhuiyemeiyong,haishixiangbanfajiejuewenticaishizhengdao。

zhanghaiminanansisuozhejiexialaigaizenmeban。

cishi,loujiazhusuoli,heyushuitichushouyangqingqiuhou,mianduitademuguang,louxiaoeshaozuochiyizhihoujujuelezheigetiyi:“yushui,wohedamaoganggangxinhunbujiu,woxiangxinwomenjiangyouzijidehaizi,zanshibunengkaolvzheigewenti。”

“womengengxiwangnengqinzifuyangzijidehaizi。”

“woqingchuzhangshujiadeshi,queshitailingrenyihanle。

zhangshuhezhangshendoushifeichangshanliangderen,zhishimingyunduochuan,shizaiwunengweilibangtamengengduo。

zheishiwojialideyixiedanbaitanghenaifen,daihuiquba。

xiaohaiminyijingliugeyuedale,gaikaishitianjiayixiefushile。”

唉!

heyushuigandaoyouxieshiluo,danhaishinulijichuyisiweixiao:

“xiaoejie,zhenshimafannile。”

louxiaoezhaolaiyigebudai,jiangnaifenhedanbaitangzixibaohaodijileheyushui,youguanqiediwen:

“yushui,nibudasuanwenwenyuanlideqitarenma?yexuyouyuanyishouyangde。”

heyushuiyaoyaotou,jieshishuo:

“zanmenyuanliderenjiadouyiyousansigehaizi,zijidounanguji,naliyouyulizaifuyangyige?”

“weiyimeiyouhaizidejiushiyidaye,buguotayeshuozijinianjidale。”

“yenanguairenjiabuyuanyiqiangqiu。”

年纪大了?

louxiaoejuedezheiyouxieyiwai。

zaizheigeshidai,shouyanghaizisheihuizaihunianjidaxiaoni?erqieyizhonghaisishibasui,zaizheibanianjishentiyinglang,danggeershinianmeiwenti。

jinguanruci,louxiaoeyemeiyouduoxiang,jixuguanxindao:

“yushui,yuanlimeirenshouyangdehua,neinishidasuanzenmebanni?”

“yaobuyaoqubiedeyuanliwenwenkan?”

何雨水摇摇头。

shishishang,rangqitarenyouqishibushuxideyuanlirenlaifuyangxiaohaiminrangtaxinlifeichangbuan。

shouxian,bushuzhirennanyixinlaiqipinde;qici,dangqianwuzigongyingduanque,renrendouzaimianqiangweichiwenbao,genbenwufachengdanyangyuewaiyigehaizideyali。

huaizhezheiyangdexinqing,heyushuixinqingchenzhongdihuidaozhongyuan。

shaoleyihureshui,chongpaoleniunaizhunbeijixiaohaiminhe。