tawanwoxiangu，shiweijiutaxinaidefanrennvzi。tashuo，wodexianguyutatianshengqihe，zheishiwoderongxing。
tabuzhidao，neigefanren，shiwoxiafanlijiedeqinjiejie。gengkexiaodeshi，taaishangde，
shiwojiejieqiequwojiyihou，mofangwodemoyang。taaideshiwo，wandeyeshiwo。
yizhenjutongxiangchaoshuibanjiangwoyanmei，womengdicongheianzhongjingxing，linghunshenchuchuanlaibeisiliebandeduntong，
fangfoshentigangjingliguoyichangmiedingzhizai。naoziyipiankongbai，shentiqingpiaopiaode，xiangyiduowugendefuping，
suishidouhuisanqu。wojidewojiaolianche，shitiangongliyigezuibuqiyandexiaoxian，
xianliruodelianjiyuncairansedoufeijing。chucizhiwai，zaiwuqita。「kuaixie，doudaqijingshenlai！
zhanshenlijieguilai，jinrizaichengtiantaisheyan，ruoyoubandianchachi，chouqijinboqipi！」
yigejianlideshengyinhuaguoermo，wogenzheyiquntongyangchuanzhedanfensexianshifudexianzimen，duanzheyupan，
yibuyiqudizouxiangneizuojinguangwanzhangdechengtiantai。weishoude，bianshitianjiezhanshen，zhangheng。tayishenyinbaikaijia，
shenzitingbarusong，meiyanfenglirujian。jinjinshizuozaineili，
zhoushensanfachudeweiyajiurangzhouzaodexianrenmenjinruohanchan。kedangtachuimoukanxiangshencedenvzishi，
neifenlinliedehanqibianhuazuoleraozhirou。tashenbianyiweizheyigefanrennvzi，meiyanwanwan，
kanqilaijiaoruoyouwugu。wodemuguangyuzhanghengduishangdeshunjian，xinzangmengdiyichou，
xiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，tengdewojihuchuanbuguoqi。haoshuxi。zheizhongganjue，shuxidaorangwozhanli。
zhanghengdemuguangzaiwolianshangtingdunleyishun，neishuangshensuideyanmoulishanguoyisibuyichajuedejingyan，dansuiji，
neijingyanbianhuaweilebingzhuibandeyaneyubiyi。wolengzaiyuandi，bumingbaizheichegudehenyicongheerlai。
tashenbiandenvzizhuyidaoletadeshixian，shunzhewangguolai，kandaowoshi，tarouruodiwangzhanghenghuailisuolesuo，
shengyinbudabuxiao，quezuyirangzhouweijizhuodexianrendoutingdeyiqingerchu。「shenjun，jiushita。」taxuanranyuqi，
zhangzhangdejiemaoshangguazhejingyingdeleizhu，「tazongshizaixuewo，xuewochuanyi，xuewoshuohua，
xiangyinqinindezhuyi……」woditoukanlekanziji。yishentiangongtongyipaifadefensexianshifu，
hezaichangsuoyouxianshiyimoyiyang。woxuetashenmele？xuetahuxima？zhanghengdelianseshunjianchenlexiaqu，
takanxiangwodeyanshen，fangfozaikanshenmezangdongxi。「ni。」takaikou，shengyinlengdexiangcuilebing，
「shouqinibugaiyoudexinsi，liwodeayuanyuanyixie。taxinsidanchun，buxiangnizheiban，xiaoxiaonianji，
xinjishenchen。」ayuan？「ayuan」zheigemingzixiangyidaojinglei，zaiwokongbaidenaohailizhakai。toutongyulie，
wushuposuidehuamianshanguo。yiwanshengtengzhereqidetangyao，yigewennuandaonengronghuabingxuedeyongbao，
haiyouyishengwenroudetanxi。「ayuan……」wobushoukongzhidinannanchusheng，
zheigemingzifangfokezaiwodelinghunshenchu。zhanghengtingjianle。tayanzhongdebinglengshunjianhuaweitaotiandenuhuo，
sihuwodeninanshiduitahetaxinshangrenzuidadexiedu。「nihaigan！」tashenzhimeiqishen，
zhishisuiyidiyihuiyixiu。yigubangbodexianlibianrushanhaiqingdaobanxiangwoyalai，wobeizheigulilianghenhenjizhong，
zhenggerendaofeichuqu，zhongzhongdishuaizaibinglengdeyushidimianshang。houtouyitian，yikouxianxuepenyongerchu，
ranhongleshenqianjiejingdedimian。wuzangliufudouxiangyilewei，tengdewoshuobuchuhua。wochengqishenti，
mohudeshixianli，zhikandaozhanghengjiangneigejiaoyunxiangdenvzizhenzhizhongzhidihuzaihuaili，dishenganfu，
yanzhongshiwokanbudongdeshenqingyujuejue。fangfowoshishenmebugongdaitiandechouren。kewoshenzhi，doubujideta。
**yinweizaizhanshenguilaidexichenyanshang「chongzhuang」leguiren，wobeifaquhuanshensha。neilidexianquanshui，
zhiqingzhichun，nengxijingshenqishangdesuoyouchenaiyushaqi，danduiwomenzheizhongxianlidiweidexiaoxianlaishuo，
querutongliehuoyanjiang。wodeshuangshoujinzaiquanshuizhong，henkuaibianbeizhuodehongzhongbukan，
cigudetengtongshunzheshoubeimanyanzhiquanshen。woyaozheya，yibianbiandiqingxizheneixiezhanranlezhanshenqixideshayi。
luguozhanghengdeshendianshi，yizhenshuxidecaoyaoxiangcongdianneipiaochu，neiweidaoxiangyibagouzi，gouzhulewodehun，
rangwodejiaobushoukongzhidichaodianneizouqu。touguobankaidedianmen，wokandaoyunxiangzhengyinqindiweizhanghengzhucha。
tajiangjiweixiancaoyicifangrufeitengdequanshuizhong，dongzuoyouya，shenqingzhuanzhu。
kejiuzaitanaqiyizhutongtichihongdelieyangcaoshi，wodexinmengdiyitiao。cuole。「cuole。」
wojihushituokouerchu，shengyinbuda，quezuyirangdianneideliangrentingjian，「yinggaijiasanyeshuanghua，
erbushilieyangcao。lieyangcaoxingzao，huihuileqitayaocaodewenxing。」zhanghengheyunxiangtongshihuitou。yunxiangkandaowo，
xianshiyileng，suijiyankuangyihong，doudadeleizhugunluoxialai。「shenjun，ninkan，tayoulaile！
tadingshitoukuiwoxujiu，xiangxungeyoutou，qianglewodegonglaoqu！」zhanghengdemuguangrulijianbanshexiangwo，
daizheshenshiyushengnu。「niyigedijielianxian，ruhedongdebenjundexihao？」wodabushanglai。wobuzhidao，
wozhendebuzhidao。wozhijuede，zheiyiqiebengairuci，neichajiugaishineigeweidao，duoyifenzezao，
shaoyifenzedan。「wo……wozhishijuede，bengairuci。」zheigedaanxianranrangtagengjiafennu。
「haoyige『bengairuci』。」talengxiaoyisheng，yandideyanejihuyaojiangwoyanmei，「chuxinjilv，
dongshixiaopin，nidangzhenyiweimofangyixiepimao，jiunengqudaiayuanma？」「lairen，」
tashengyinlibudaiyisiwendu，「jiangtatuochuqu，zaidianwaiguishangyiye，rangtahaohaoqingxingqingxing。」
wobeilianggexianbingjiazhe，tuodaoledianwaibinglengdeshijieshang。yemujianglin，wuyunzhebileyueguang。henkuai，
qingpendayucongtianerjiang，doudadeyudianzazaishenshang，youlengyouteng。wohunshenshitou，lengdesesefadou，
yishidoukaishimohu。huanghujian，naohailishanguoyigehuamian。tongyangshizheiyangdedayu，
yigegaodadeshenyingweiwochengqiyipiantian，jiangyijiandaizhetiwendewaiyipizailewodeshenshang，neiyifushang，
youdandandesongmuxiang。shishei？neigenanrenshishei？shendiandemen「zhiya」yishengkaile。wofeiliditaiqitou，
kandaozhanghengchengzheyibasanzoulechulai。neiyike，wojihuyiweishiwochuxianlehuanjue，
yiweinaohaizhongdehuamianzhaojinlexianshi。raner，tajingzhicongwoshenbianzouguo，
jiangsanchengzailegangzouchudianmendeyunxiangtouding。yunxiangjiaochendao：「shenjun，yuzheimeda，wodexinxiedouyaoshile。」
zhanghengdeshengyinwenroudenengdichushuilai：「wufang，wobaonihuiqu。」tawanyao，qingyidijiangyunxiangdahengbaoqi，
zishizhizhong，doumeiyouzaikanwoyiyan。zhishizaitazhuanshendeshunjian，wobuzhuodaoletalveguowoshideyipie。
neiyanshen，xiangzaikanyitanzuiaiyandewuni，chongmanlebujiayanshidexiane。yushuihunzheshenmewenredeyeti，
congwoyanjiaohualuo。yuanlai，xinzhendehuibishentigengleng。zaihuanshenshaderizi，wodeshoumeiyouyitianshiwanhaode。
jiushangweiyu，xinshangyoutian，shizhilianxindetongchu，rifuyiri，fangfoyongwuzhijing。wojianjianxiguanlezheizhongtengtong，
shenzhiyouxiemamu。zhishiouerzaiyeshenrenjingshi，naohailihuishanguoneishuangshengmanyanedeyanmou，
xinkoubianhuichuanlaiyizhenbishoushanggengjianruidecitong。woyiweizheiyangderizihuiyizhichixuxiaqu，
zhidaowoxianyuanhaojin，huazuoyilvchenai。zhidaoneiyitian，tiangonglichuanchuyigexiaoxi。zhanshendexinshangren，
neigefanrennvziyunxiang，bingle。jushuotafanrenzhiqu，chengshoubuzhutianjieriyinongyudexianze，shentirijianshuaibai，
yishiyaoshiwuyi。zhenggetiangongdouyincilongzhaozaiyipianchouyuncanwuzhizhong。wotingzhezhouweixianshideqieqiesiyu，
xinzhonghaowubolan。tadesihuo，yuwohegan？kewozhongjiushitianzhenle。neiri，wozhengduanzheyipenxijingdeshensha，
zhunbeisonghuizhanghengdeshendian。haiweizoujin，bianbeilianggeshenjianglanlexialai。「lianchexianzi，shenjunyouqing。」
wogenzhetamen，zaicitaruleneizuorangwoshoujinqurudegongdian。diannei，zhanghengfushouerli，beiduizhewo。
tashenpangzhanzheyiweibaifacangcangdelaoshenxian，shitianjiezuiyoumingdetianyi。erbengaibingruobukandeyunxiang，
zhengxuruodikaozairuantashang，yishuangyanjingqueliangdejingren，zhigougoudidingzhewo，
daizheyisibuyichajuedetanlanyukuaiyi。「shenjun，」tianyifuzhehuxu，shengyinchenzhong，「yunxiangguniangdezhuangkuang，
xiangbininyeqingchu。fanrennitian，benjiuxingshijiannan。rujintalingmaikujie，shengjijiangduan，weiyidefazi，
bianshixunyijutianshengqihedexiangu，weitazhongsuxianshen，fangnengxuming。」zhanghengmeiyouhuitou，
shengyinlengying：「shuozhongdian。」tianyidemuguangluozailewodeshenshang，xiangshizaidaliangyijianwupin。「bianguantianjie，
weiyouxuelianxiangu，yuyunxiangguniangdeminggezuiweiqihe。erlianchexianzi，bianshizheitianjieweiyidexuelianxian。」
dianneiyipiansiji。wozuanjinleshouzhi，zhijiashenshenqianruzhangxin，queganjuebudaotengtong。zhongyu，zhanghengzhuanguoshenlai。
taneizhangjunmeiwuchoudelianshang，meiyoubanfenyouyu，shenzhilianyisikuijiudoumeiyou。takanzhewo，
jiuxiangzaikanyikuaikeyisuiyiquyongdemutou。「nidexiangu，xiangerxuyao。」tayongdeshichenshuju，shimingling，
shiburongzhihuidejueding。wohunshendexueyefangfozaizheiyikeninggule。zaicizhiqian，wocongweixiangguofankang，
kezheiyike，yigubuzhicongheershengdefennuyuhuangmiuchongshangletouding。wodiyiciguqiyongqi，
zhishizhetadeyanjing。「pingshenme？」tasihumeiliaodaowohuifanwen，weiweitiaoletiaomei，suiji，
zuijiaogouqiyimojijinchaofengdelengxiao。「nengjiuxiangguan，shiniderongxing。」rongxing？wodenaoziwengdeyisheng。
wobeitazheijuhualiyunhandewuqingyuaomanjidehunshenfadou，renbuzhuxiaochulesheng。「woderongxing？zhangheng，
nipingshenmejuedingwodeshengsi？jiuyinweitashinidexinshangren，suoyiwojiuyaoweitaxianchuxiangu，xianchuxingmingma？」
「fangsi！」tayanzhongnuyiyishan，yigubangbodeshenlishunjianjiangwolongzhao。
woganjuezijixiangshibeiyizuowuxingdedashansisiyazhu，lianhuxidoubiandekunnan，gutougegezuoxiang，
fangfoxiayimiaojiuyaobeiniansui。wobeitaqiangdadeshenlijinguzhe，dongdanbude，
zhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzhetayibubuxiangwozoulai。taqinziyazhewo，xiangtuozheyijianmeiyoushengmingdejipin，
zouxiangneizuodaibiaozhetianjiezuigaoxingfadezhuxiantai。yilushang，suoyouxianrendouduiwozhizhidiandian。「jiushita，
neigechuxinjilvmofangyunxiangguniangdelianxian。」「tingshuotayaoyongzijidexiangujiuyunxiangguniang，
yesuanshijilefude。」「shia，nengyishenjiushenjunzhiai，shitajibeizixiulaidefufen。」fufen？
wotingzhezheixiezhuxinzhiyan，kanzhezhanghenglengyingdemeiyouyisihududecelian，xinzhongneisibuzhicongheerqide，
momingqimiaodeqingsu，zaizheiyike，chedibingfeng，suichenglejifen。zhuxiantaishang，gangfengrudao。
wobeikunxiansuolaolaodibangzaibinglengdexingzhushang，xianlibeijin，dongdanbude。fengchuiqiwodeyimei，lieliezuoxiang，
xiangyiqubeiliangdewange。buyuanchu，yunxiangyiweizaizhanghenghuaizhong，cengjingxuanranyuqidelianshang，
cikeduiwoluchuleyigehaobuyanshide，shenglizhedeweixiao。neixiaorong，xiangyigenduci，zhajinwodeyanli。
zhanghengqinzichizheyibingtongtixueliangdewangudao，xiangwozoulai。daorenshangliuzhuanzhesenrandehanqi，haiweikaojin，
neigucigudeliangyibianfangfoyijingtourulewodeshenhun。tazhanzaiwomianqian，chuimoukanzhewo，
neishuangshensuideyanmouli，jingrandaizheyisi……lianmin？「biepa，」takaikou，shengyinjingshiqiansuoweiyoudewenhe，
「henkuaijiujieshule。nidexisheng，wohuiyongyuanjizhe。」wokanzheta，xiangxiao，
quelianqiandongzuijiaodeliqidoumeiyou。jizhe？tahuijizheshenme？jizheyigetabiyiyanedemofangzhe，
ruhe「rongxing」diweitadezhenaixianchuleshengmingma？daofenghaowuyuzhaodiciruhoubei，yanzhejigu，henhenhuaxia。
「a——！」wufayanyudejutongshunjianguanchuanlewodeshenhun。neibushipirouzhiku，
ershixiangubeishengshengbolidekuxing，meiyicunguge，meiyitiaojingmai，douzaibeisilie，beiniansui。
zaizheijizhidetongkuzhong，wojinbideshuangyanmengranzhengda。beiqiequ、beifengyindejiyi，
xiangshichongpoledibadehongshui，zaiwodenaohailihongranzhakai！fanjiandexiaoyuan，taohuashuxia，wodianqijiao，
weitacaquejiaodehanzhu。tashuo：「ayuan，dengwogongchengmingjiu，dingbataidajiao，quniguomen。」
bianguandezhanchang，jianyuzhixia，wohaobuyouyudipudaotashenqian，renpinglijianchuantouwodejianjia。
taduihunmidewoxunuo：「ayuan，cishengcishi，wozhanghengjuebufuni。」shenyedeshufang，
woweitaxishouzuogengtang，tawozhewodeshou，zaiyuexiaxunuobaitou……yimumu，yishengsheng，
neigebeitahuanzuo「ayuan」denvzi，fenmingjiushiwo！huamianfeizhuan，zaiwolijiefeisheng，zuiweixuruodeneiyike，
wodefanrenjiejieyunxiang，neigewoyizhilianxizhaogudejiejie，duiwoluchulejiduyouyuandudexiaorong。
tashizhanlezaoyishichuandejinshu，shengshengchouzoulewoguanyuzhanghengdesuoyoujiyi，
touzoulewoyutazhijiansuoyoudeailianyuguowang！yuanlairuci。yuanlaishizheiyang。wozhongyumingbaileyiqie。
mingbailetachujianwoshidejingyanyusuizhierlaideyane，mingbailewoweihehuiduitadexihaotuokouerchu，
mingbailewoxinzhongneifenwuchuanfangdeshuxiyucitong。yuanlaitayanedemofangzhe，shitaxinxinnianniandebaiyueguang。
yuanlaizheishijianzuihuangmiudeshiqing，jiufashengzaiwoshenshang。wangudejutongrengzaijixu，kewoyijingganjuebudaole。
wotaiqitou，touguobeixueyuleimohudeshixian，kanzhetashenqingdeyanmou。wozhidao，neifenshenqingshiji「ayuan」
de，quebushijiyanqianzheigebeitaqinshoushiyijixingdewode。woxiaole。xueleicongyanjiaohualuo，
wokanzhezheigewocengaiyuxingming，rujinqueyaoqinshoujiangwocuoguyanghuidenanren，xiaodejuewangerqili。「zhangheng，」
wodeshengyinsiya，queqingxidixiangchezaisijidezhuxiantaishang，「niaideshiwo，wande……yeshiwoa！」
wodehuaxiangyijijinglei，pizailezhanghengdelianshang。tachidaodeshou，zaikongzhongdunzhule。neishuangshensuideyanmouli，
diyicichuxianlekunhuo，yijiyisibeiwoyanyuhandongdebunai。「shenjun！」buyuanchudeyunxiangshunjianhuarongshise，
jianlidikuhanqilai，「ninbietingtahushuo！ta……tajiushixiangzailinsiqianraoluannindexinshen，rangninbudeanning！
」tadehuaxiangyipenlengshui，jiaomielezhanghengyanzhongganggangranqideneiyisidongyao。shia，
yigechuxinjilvdemofangzhe，yigexinjishenchendedijielianxian，tadehua，zenmenengxin？
tayanzhongdebinglengzhongxinningju，shenzhibizhiqiangengjiajuejue。「sidaolintou，haiganyaoyanhuozhong。」tabuzaiyouyu，
shouwanfanzhuan，wangudaodaizhehuitianmiedidelidao，henhendijiaosuilewodexuerouyuxianmai！「ea——！」
jutongrangwoyanqianyihei，xiangubeichedibolideshunjian，woganjuequanshendexianlirujuedidehongshuibanqingxieerchu。
wodeshenti，congjiaokaishi，yidiandianbiandetouming，xiangshijijiangbeifengchuisandeyanchen。hunfeiposan，jiuzaicike。
wokanzhetapengzheneigenzhanmanwoxianxue、shangyouyuwendexiangu，yibubuzouxiangyunxiang，
zouxiangneigetouzouwoyiqiedeqiezei。bu。wobunengjiuzheimesuanle。zaiyishixiaosandezuihouyike，
woyongjinjincundeshenhunzhili，jiangyilvzuichuncuide、weibeicuangaidejiyisuipian，congshenhunshenchubolichulai，
yongjinquanli，qiangxingdaruletadeshihai！zhangheng，zheishiwohaijinide。zheishiniqianwode！neishiwozaifanjian，
weitadangxiapanjunzhimingyidaodehuamian。binglengdedaofengchuantouwodeshenti，wodaozaitawennuandehuaili，
kanzhetajinghaiyujuedelian，xiaozheduitashuo：「nengyujuntongsi，ayuanwuhan。」zhanghengdeshentimengdiyizhen，
pengzheneigenxinxianxiangudeshou，jiangzailebankong。shuyutahe「ayuan」dezhenshijiyi，
neixiebeiyunxiangqiequ、beitayiwangdeguowang，rutongzhengtuolejiasuodemengshou，zaitadenaohailifengkuangbenyong、paoxiao！
taohuashuxiadeshiyan。zhanchangshangdeshengsixiangyi。shufanglidehongxiutianxiang。……tazhongyu，jiqileyiqie。
tadaizhidi、huanhuandizhuanguotou，kanzhewojijiangxiaosandewuyingwuzongdehunpo，
youkankanhuailineigeyinweitadechiyiermianlujingkongyutanlandeyunxiang。zhenxiang，xiangyibabiwangudaogengfenglidejian，
jiangtadeshenhunpichengleliangban。「a……yuan？」tazhandouzhe，yongyizhongjinhubengliedeshengyin，
jiaochulewodemingzi。neishengyinli，shihuitianmiedidehuihen，hewujindejuewang。wolengmodikanzheta，xiaole。
zhangheng，xianzaicaixiangqilai，taiwanle。***woganjuezijibianchengleyilvfeng，
qingpiaopiaodifuzaizhuxiantaideshangkong，lengyankanzhexiafangneichangkexiaoyoukebeidenaoju。zhanghengfengleyiyangchaowopulai，