第一章

shenjiaoailejunhuailangshinian,zhongchengzhengguo。

ketadehunyinmeiyouaihewennuan,ershibiandidejingjicongsheng。

tabashenmedoujilejunhuailang——

tadeai,tadexinzang,tademing。

……

nanshanbieshu,yishilangjie。

junhuailangkanzheshenjiao,yanyuliqi:“nihaizhenshijian,chuangshangdeshiyeyaohewobamashuo。”

shenjiaowanyaoshoushizhebeinanrenrengdaodishangdeliwu,lianseyouxiecangbai。

“jintianshiwomendejiehunjinianri,nengbunengbuchaojia?”

tamenyijinghenjiumeiyoupingxinjingqideshuoguohuale。

“neinijidejintianshialandejirima?”

junhuailangyilianhenyidekanzheta。

tingdaozheigemingzi,shenjiaohuxiyizhi。

shenmenglan,shijunhuailangxindidezhushazhi。

wunianqianzijihejunhuailangjiehundangtian,wobingzaichuangdeshenmenglanzhichengzheposuideshentilailehunlixianchang。

kandaotamenjiaohuanjiezhizhijieyunleguoqu,songquyiyuanqiangjiuzaiyemeixinglai。

shenmenglanshoujilidezuihouyitongdianhuashita,junhuailangjiurendingshitatongzhishenmenglanlaicanjiadehunli。

zheixienianbuguanshenjiaozenmejieshi,tadoubuyuanyixiangxin。

“dangnianwozhendemeiyoujitadaguodianhua……”

tayouyicizhongshen,kehuanlaidezhishijunhuailangdelengfeng。

“zheimeduonianle,nihaibuchengren?”

沈峤心底苦涩不已。

meizuoguodeshi,pingshenmeyaotaren。

“shenmenglandeshiwoyehenyiwai,dantadesigenwomeiyourenheguanxi……”

junhuailangchushengdaduan:“nibupeitita!”

tasaoleyiyanzheigebeishenjiaojingxinbuzhidejia,diuxiazuihouyijuhua。

“yihouwobuhuizailai,nihaoziweizhi。”

shuowan,bianzhijieshuaimenlikai。

kanzhetayuanqudebeiying,shenjiaotanzuozaidengzishang,shouzhongdelegaojimuyousanluolexialai。

junhuailangxihuanlegaojianzhu,tabianyongsangeyueshijianjingxinzhunbeilezheifenjimupindadelundunta。

nanrensuishouyihui,suoyoudexinxueqiangongjinqi。

zheixienianweilezhuishangjunhuailangdejiaobu,shenjiaofangqilezijideshiye。

takulianchuyi,juedingzaijiaxiangfujiaozi,nulizuoyigehegedeqizi。

ketashizhongbukenhuitoukankan……

sixupiaohuzhiji,menlingxiangle。

shenjiaoqishenqukaimen,menwaizhanzhederenjingranshijunhuailangdemuqin。

“妈?”

junmubuyoufenshuo,lazheshenjiaojiuyaowangwaizou。

“alangyoucongnizheilizoule,nijintianbixugenwoquyiyuan!”

shenjiaocuoezhu,zhiqianjunmujiubaoyuantaduziyizhimeidongjing,zheiciyaodaizijiquyiyuanjianchashenme?

talianmangdunzhubufa:“ma,woshentimeiwenti……”

junhuailangbitarushexie,pengdoubuyuanyipengta,taruhehuaishanghaizi。

“zheimejiuleduzihaimeidongjing,alanggaibuhuihaimeipengguoniba?”

junmudingzhetashangxiadaliang,yilianfuza。

shenjiaoxintouyizhi,yanshenduoshan。

junmushiyiyuandefukeyisheng,duineifangmiandeshiyixiangyanguanglihai。

shenjiaodezhizhiwuwu,rangjunmududinglexinlidecaice。

tabuyoufenshuolazheshenjiaojinlewoshi,juedingqinzijiancha。

shenjiaolianseyibai,lianlianjujue。

“妈……”

rangpopojizijizuojiancha,tazhijuedequru。

junmuqiaozheshenjiaodelianse,yemingbaileguolai。

“haizhenshimeipengni,jiranrucineinimenganjinlihun!”tayilianxianqi。

shenjiaomeishuohua,shuangshoujinjinquanzaiyiqi。

zhidaojunmulikai,tadoumeiyouconggangcaidenankanzhonghuiguoshen。

jintianzheichangjiehunwuzhouniandejinianri,zuizhongchengleyichangnaoju。

lianlexinsi,shenjiaokanxiangchuangwaijianjiananchendetianji。

jintianshishenmenglandejiri,tashibushigaiqukankanneigenvren。

shenmenglandemudi,tacongweiquguo。

zhishitingshuodangchujianzaoshihuafeizhongjin,xiazangzhishigengshifengguanghouzang,yiduchongshangbendiresou。

congqianjunhuailangbuxutatazu,xianzaitaxiangwuniyici。

quzhiqian,shenjiaohaiteyimaileshubaihehua。

mudihenda,tazhaolehenjiucaizhaodao。

dankandaomubeishangdezi,shenjiaohaosibeiyidaoleidianjizhong——

亡妻沈梦兰之墓!