002、我要了
wocongweixiangguowobadesihuishiyichangyinmou，erwo，yeshizheichangyinmoulideyihuan。
ruguobushiwozhaolelinazheiyangdenvyou，wobajiubuhuizaocihenghuo，gengbuhuizisha。
wohenwoziji，shiwojianjiehaisileba。
danshi，wogenghenlinahezhouliang，tamenyigeshishizuoyongzhe，yigeshizuikuihuoshou，wohenbunengyinqixue、qinqipi、zhenqigu。
wocongweirucidezengeyigeren，woxiangquzhaozhoulianghelinabaochou，lizhirangwolengjingxialai。
yizhouliangrujindediwei，wogenbennaitabuhe，xiangfande，ruguowoquzhaotahaihuibeitafanzhicai。
我打开门回家。
gangjinwujinwu，chuanlaiyizhenjicudeqiaomensheng。
dakaimenyikan，shizhouliang，beitajigexiaodiweizaizhongjian。
“nilaiganshenme？”wohendeyaoyaqiechi。
zhouliangfachuyishengqingxiao，congdoulitaochuyizhangzhi，shuaikai，zhengzhong‘qiantiao’erziyichangxingmu。
“zheishangmiandezinidourenshiba？”zhouliangshuaileshuaizhitiao，“tangjingsongqianzhouliangershiwan，santianzhineihaiqing，zheiqijianruguotabenrenfashengyiwai，zheibiqianjiuyouqierzitangnanchanghai。”
yourutaishanyading，yishizhijianwoyouxiechuanbuguoqilai。
qiashi，womadeshengyincongbeihouchuanlai：“qiantiao？”
womanghuitou，kandaowomazhanzaifangjianmenkou。
“zheishangtouyoutangjingsongdeqinziqianming，yegailetadeshouyin，ershiwan，biexianglaizhang！”zhouliangjiadashengyinshuodao。
womayiting，liansehedecanbai，zhijiezuodaoledishang。
“ma，nimeishiba？”womangshangqufuwoma。
menwaiyoutingdaozhengchaoshengganlai‘kanxi’delinju，yikanshizhouliang，fenfensuolehuiqu，buganyoubanjuduoyan，shengparehuoshaoshen。
zhoulianggenzhejinmen，wangshafashangyizuo，“wokannimenguerguamudetingkelian，yaoburanzheiyang，tangnan，niguixialaijiwokesangetou，zaidaomenkoudahansansheng‘woshifeiwu’，wojiurangnimenshaohaiyidian，haishiwanjiugoule，nikanzenmeyang？”
“jiwogun！”wojinhupaoxiaochusheng。
“hehe……”zhouliangcongshafashangzhanqilai，nushizhewo，“nishishenmedongxi，haiganrangwogun？jilianbuyaoliandedongxi。tangnan，wogaosuni，santianzhineiwoyaokandaoershiwan，shaoyigezier，fouzebieguailaozibukeqi！”
zhouliangdiuxiayijuhua，chaomenkouzouqu。
“**ma！”wofennudaojizhi，zheigehaisiwobadexiongshou……
womengzhanqilai，yitouchaozhouliangzhuangleguoqu。
zhouliangshiliaoweiji，zhenggerenwangqianliangqiangliangbu，yitouzhuangzaiqiangbishang，toushangdunshiqilegebao。
“cao！”zhouliangwuzhebeizhuangdedifang，yishengnuma：“jilianbuyaoliandedongxi，jiwoda！”
huayinyiluo，zhouliangshenhoujirenchaowozouleguolai，yigegexiongshenesha，duiwoquanjiaoxiangxiang。
zheixierendoushihunzi，pingshijiuxihuandajiadouou，wogenbenbushitamendeduishou，jifenzhonghou，woyijingmeiyoufankangzhili，zhijuequanshensanjiasiditeng。
zuzushifenzhongzhihou，jialihuifulepingjing，zhouliangdaizhetadedixionglikai，dancikewojialiyijingbianlegemoyang。
ganjingzhengjiedewuziluanzaozaode，zhuoyibandengxiandaozaidi，guowanpiaopensuidesui，huaidehuai，xiangshijingliguoyichanghaojie。
“woshuozuihouyici，santianzhineijiwoguaiguaifengshangershiwan，fouzejiumeiyoujintianzheimeqingsongle！”
zheishizhoulianglinzouqianduiwoshuodehua。
wotangzaidishangjiujiupabuqilai，wozaiwomashenbian，kudexilihuala。
yanleihexueliujinzuili，youkuyouxian。
ruwozheibanmeiqianmeishideren，zaizhouliangzheiyangdeeshilimianqianjiushifuping，jiusuanmingzhidaotazailesuo，yezhidaotashijianjiehaisiwobadexiongshou，woyenaitabuhe。
现实，太残酷。
“nanzi，nimeishiba，nibiehenimama！”yanleisiduanxianyibancongwomayanzhongliuchu，tadeshengyinyouxieshaya。
“nanzi，nishuohuaa，shibushinaliteng？gaosumama，mamadainiquyiyuan！nibacaigangsi，nikebunengchushenmeshi，niyaoshiyougeshenmesanzhangliangduan，mamayehuobucheng……”
womadehuaxiangzhenyiyangzhajinwodexiongkou，shia，woyaoshiyoushenmeshi，womagaizenmeban？
“妈，我没事了！”
wozhengtuowomadehuaibao，congdishangzhanleqilai。
fudutaida，jiashangshentidetengtongrangwoyizhenliangqiang。
womalianmangshanglaifuwo，“xianquyiyuanba！”
“buyongle，womeishi！”wojujuewoma，yiqueyiguaidichaomenkouqu，bianzoubianduiwomashuo：“ma，nizaijiahaohaoxiuxi，wochuquyitang。”
“你去哪？”
womeiyouhuidawoma，jingzhiquwangyucheng。
wobaqushizhiqianjiangjialijinyoudejixunaqudushi，shibaihoujuededuibuqiwohewoma，xuanzezisha。
wobasihou，wohewomashenshangjixuyigongbudaowubaikuai，weilejiwobabanzangli，womenjihujiangnengjieqiandeqinqiquanbujieleyibian，suoyixianzaiwobujinxuyaojizhouliangershiwanpeikuan，haixuyaohaizhaisansiwan。
ruguozhengchangshangban，yiwodegongzi，kongpashinianyehaibuwan，suoyiwoxialeyigehenzhongyaodejueding，zheigejuedingyeyingxiangwodeyisheng。
我要去赌石！
jiangjifuqinbanzanglihoushengxiadesanqianlaikuai，quzuoyicidubo，yinglehaizhai，shule……
woyaoleyaotou，wobunengshu！
xiabanshijiandeyuchengmeiyouduoshaokeren，gezizuozaizijidianlibaiwuliaolaidiwanshouji。
woqudaoyijiamingjiaoyushiyuandedian，dianshiwoyigelaotongxuechensikaide，zheigerensuiranpingshiyouxielinse，danweirenhaisuanzhangyi，wobasihoucengtuorenjiwosonglaiwubaikuaidebojin。
kandaowo，chensiyouxiejingya。
“你怎么来了？”
“wolaimaikuaishitou！”wojiandanhuida。
“nixiangdushi？”chensigengjiajinge，“nibacaigangsi……”
wotaitou，kanyiyanchensi，“nishibuxiangmaima？ruguobumai，woqubiejiakankan。”
chensimangshanglailawo，“wobushineigeyisi，woshishuoyinimenjiaxianzaideqingkuang，wojuedenihaishibenbenfenfenshangban，zhengzhengjingjingzhengqianhaizhai，bijingershiwanbushixiaoshu，nidushiwanyishule……”
“niyezhidaowohezhouliangdeshi，jiranruci，nijuedewoshangbanneidiangongzi，goutianbutadedaweima？”
“ai！”chensikanzhewo，haoyihuihoutanlekouqi，ranhouzhaohuzhewochaodianneizouqu，“laiba，lailibiankan。”
bendirendaduozhidao，dushiyitiaojiebaizaishangpuwaitoudeshitou，yibanbuhuikaichushenmehaoliao，zhenzhengdehaodongxidouzailibian。
wogenzhejinwu，pumianhenxiao，yuemoyejiushiduopingmi，yibiandejiazishangduimanlegeshigeyangdaxiaobuyideyuanshi。
“xuyaowobangnima？”chensiwenwo。
woyaoleyaotou，“buyong！”
guanyudushi，youduogebuzhou：duchangkou、dupiqiao、duzhong，duse、dudi、duwu、dulie……
changkou，jiyuanshichandi。xingyeneiyoujusuyu：bushichangkou、buwandushi。
zhongsuozhouzhi，miandianshizuidadefeicuiyuanshichuchanguo，woguodabufenyuanshidoulaizimiandian，zaizheili，changkoufenliugedachangqu，qixiaxuduochangkou，meigechangkousuochanfeicuidewaiguan、zhididengjunyougezitedian。
zaiyiduidefeicuiyuanshili，wotiaolaixuanqu，zuizhongkanzhongyikuaidamakandehuangshapiliaozi。
damakandefeicuiyuanshidaduoweibaishapihehuangshapi，piqiaobo，jihudouyouwuceng，kansihaobian，shijiwuchuanse、wuchise，piroubufen。qiekaizhiqian，rouyanhennanfenbianlibianshifouyouhuo。
wobazheikuailiaoziniezaishouli，yuemowuliujin，huangshapidepiqiao。
xuanyuanshipiqiaoyouliangzhongtezhengyidingbunengyao：yigetoudu，dadengzhihoubujianguangliangdebunengyao；yigebiaopideguanghuachengdu，kengkengwawadebunengyao。
zheikuaiyuanshishalixinijinzhi，pinxiangxiangdangbucuo，qiangguangdengyida，pixiayouhuangwu，ruguobuchuwenti，yinggainengkaichunuohuadihuangfei。
weiyibuzudeshibiaomianyoujitiaomingxiandedalie。
duiyuzheiyangdeliaozi，henduorenshibieryuanzhide，jiupaqiekaizhihouliefengguanchuanzhengkuailiaozi，shenmedouzuobule，zuihouyiwenbuzhi。
wobazhiqianjiushizaizaizheiyangdeliaozishang。
“zheikuailiaoziwoyaole，duoshaoqian？”