004、生不如死
“唐南杀人了！”
renqunlijingkongjianjiaoshengciqibifu，neimeyishunjianwoyemengle，duanzandetingdunhouhuranhuiguoshenlai，huangzhangdibakairenqunjiuwangwaipao。
我杀了人？
我活不了了！
danshimomingde，wobingbukongju，xiangfandeshiyizhongcongweiyouguodeshiran。
jiuxiangbeiguanzaiqiulonglihunshendaimanjiasuodeqiufan，huranjiekaijiasuo、likaiqiulao，neizhongquanshenxinderushizhongfude**。
wohenqingchu，yizhouliangdediweiheshili，woyaoweiwobabaochou，jihushibukenengdeshi，suoyiwobingbuhouhuidaleta，zhishixiangdaowoma，xianshiquzhangfu，ruguozaishiquwozheigeerzi……
“tangnanneigexiaozijiushiwangneibianpaole，ganjinzhui！”
shenhoujiaobushengciqibifu，quanshizhouliangderen，beitamenzhuadao，wojinwanqingzebeidayidun，zhongzehenkenengxiangwobaneiyang，‘yiwai’siyumougeyinandejiaoluo，huozhezangshenyumoutiaobingliangdeheshuizhong。
我还不想死！
wopinmingdepao，chaoyuchengwaitaoqu。
“wokandaotale，jiuzaiqianmian！”beihouzhuizhudeshengyinyuelaiyuejin。
wohuitoukanyiyan，tamenjuliwodeweizhibuhuichaoguoershimi，woyijingqichuanyuyu，tamenquegendalejixueside。
“gandawomenzhouge，zhuazhutafeibatapijibaxialaibuke！”
woliangtuifaruan，dakouchuanqi，kuaiyaopaobudong。
zheishi，yiliangchetingzailewodeshenbian，suijifujiashichemendakai，chuanlaiyizhennvsheng：“shangche！”
wokanyiyanjiashizuoshangdelian，youkankanshenhouyuelaiyuejinderen，yiyaoyazuanjinlecheli。
“轰……”
yicaiyoumen，chejichierqu，neixiezhuiwoderenhenkuaibeishuaikai。
woshibushiconghuitouwang，zhidaowanquanshiliyucheng，yewanquankanbudaoneiqunrendeshenying，zheicaimanmanhuiguotoulai。
“xiexieni！”wokanzhejiashizuoshangdenianqingnvhaizishuodao。
zheigeworenshi，shiwodaxueshiqidetongxue，jiangli。
nianshushiwotingtongxueshuoguo，jianglijiatingyouqiande，shigebuzhebukoudefuerdai。
xiangwozheizhongqiongrenjiadehaizi，ziranshipanbushangzheiyangdefujianv，suoyidaxuejinian，wohetashuoguodehuabuchaoguowuju。
wojiyizhongdejiangliwenroupiaoliang，dianxingdedajiaguixiu，meixiangdaojintianhuizaizheiliyudaota，erqietahaibangwotaoming。
jianglibingmeiyouhuiyingwodeganxie，lianseningzhongdiwenwo：“nidasuanzenban？”
wolengleyixia，suijifanyingguolaitazhideshiwodazhouliangzheijianshi。
“nigangcaiyezai？”wofanwenjiangli。
jianglilianseyuejiannankan，dahedao：“nizhibuzhidao，zhouliangjiushigedipiliumang，nigentazuoduishimeihaoguozichide，nizheishizaizihuiqiancheng？”
shengyinyuelaiyueda：“tangnan，nizhenshitaichongdongle！nizuoshiconglaidoushizheiyangbujihouguodema？”
woyizhenmoming，shuodaodiwohejianglizhishiputongdetongxueguanxi，tabunengyinweijiulewojiuyouzigeduiwodahoudajiaodeshuojiao。
“jiangtongxue，jinwanxiexieni，ruguobushini，wokendinghuibeizhouliangderenzhuazhu，yihou……ruguohaiyouyihou，woyidingbaodani。”wojinliangbaochiyuqiwenhe。
“jiexialaiwojiubumafannile，nikaobiantingcheba！”
jianglizhengleyixia，zhuantoukanwoyiyan，“nixiangganma？”
“wobuxianglianleini，wojiuzaizheilixiache。”
jiangliyanshenweiweishansuo，“duibuqi，wobushiguyixiongnide……”
“womingbai！”wodaduanjianglidehua，“woxianzaishisharenfan，sheigenwocheshangguanxisheijiuhuidaomei，nikaobiantingcheba！”
“bushi，wozhishi……zhishi……”jiangliyuyanyouzhi。
duanzandetingdun，jianglijiangdishengyinwen：“nijiexialaiyoushenmedasuan？”
“hainengyoushenmedasuan？sharenchangmingbei！”woyishengkuxiao，“xianhuiqukankanwoma，ranhouqupaichusuozishou。tingshuozishouhuiyoujianxing！”
“buxing，nibunengquzishou！”jiangliyitinglimafouding，“zhouliangyougedidi，tingshuotingyoushilide，yaoshitazhidaonishaletadegege，tayidingbuhuifangguoni。”
woyizhenkuxiao，congzhouliangzhaowobademafankaishi，wojiuzhidaowoweilaidelubuhaozou。
jinwanfashengdeyiqie，wohuijuedenanguo，danjuebuhuihouhui。
“nibunengquzishou！”jianglihuranyuqichenzhong，“niyougeshenmesanzhangliangduan，nimazenmeban？”
tidaowoma，wogedengyixia，kuseyousuanse。
“wohaiyoubiedeluma？”
jianglixianruduanzandechenmo，suijidao：“yaoburanzheiyang。worenshiyixiepengyou，wozhaotamenbangmang，rangniquguowaiduoshangyiduanshijian，dengfengtouguolezaihuilai！”
jianglidehua，rangwoxinlihuranyinuan，congwobachushiyilailai，wojianguanlegezhongshitaiyanliang、renqinglengnuan，jianglishidiyigebangwoderen。
suiranwobuzhidaotaweishenmeyaobangwo，danwozhenxinganxie。
jishirucizhenxindaiwoderen，wogengjiabuxianglianleita，erqiesharenzuidefengtou，bushishuoguojiunengqingyiguode。
wodianlediantou，qiangyanhuanxiaodao：“xing，wojieshounidejianyi，buguozaicizhiqian，nikeyibukexiansongwohuijia，woxianghuiqukankanwoma，bijingzheicizhihou，wokenengyaohenjiucainengjiandaota。”
“xianzaihuiqu？”jiangliyouyu，“nitaozou，zhouliangderenyidinghuizhaoshangnijia。”
“meicuo，zheiyeshiwoyaohuiqudeyuanyin。”
ruguowojiucixiaoshiwuzong，womayidinghuiyoumafan。
“那……”
“jiranyaozou，wokendingbunengliuxiawomayigeren，woxiangdaitayiqizou，ninengbangwoma？”wowenjiangli。
“hao！”jianglidiantou，“wosongnihuiqu，daishangayi，ranhouzhaogedifangduoqilai。wozailianxiwodepengyou，wutian……ebu，santianzhinei，woyidingbanimensongquyigeanquandedifang。”
“xiexieni！”wozhenchengdedaoxie。
henkuai，jianglijiangwosonghuiwozhudexiaoqu，worangjianglizailouxiatingchechangdengwo，wohenkuaihuilai。
jianglibingweiyouhuaiyi，zuozaichelikaishidadianhuazhaorenbangmang。
“xiexieni！”guanshangchemenzhiqian，wozaiciduijianglibiaoshiganxie，tazailianxitadepengyou，bingweitingjian。
wusuoweile，jintianguohou，kenengwomenyongyuanbuhuizaijian。
woxiangqingchule，huijiahewomagaogebie，ranhouqupaichusuozishou，zhihoudeluzenyang，yiqiekantianyi。
zouchutingchechang，yijingshiwanshangshidianzuoyou，laoshidexiaoquludenghenshao，shidesizhoushixianbuminglang，heiqiqiyipian。
woxiangsizhouwangwang，yuanyuankandaojigeheiyirenduozaianchu，yikandaowochuxian，limachongleguolai。
laoxiaoqumeiyouwuyeguanli，qieyuanrenbenjiushao，zheigeshijianxianshaoyourenhuiwaichu，suoyitamenshizhouliangderen。
wozaoliaodaotamenhuilaiwojiaduwo，danmeixiangdaotamenlaidezheimekuai。
wozhuanshenxiangpao，youyoujigerencongxiangfandefangxiangchonglechulai，yiqianyihouliangborenjiangwojiazaizhongjian。
“dalezhougenihaixiangpao？jianzhizhaosi！”
beishijigeshenqianglizhuangdehanziweizhe，wotaowuketao，henkuaibeitamenzhuazhu。
tamenjiangwotuoshangyiliangheisedejinbeiche，chelizuozheyigesanshilaisuidenanren，。
zhakanzhixia，hezhouliangyoujifenxiangsi，zhengshizhouliangdedidi，zhoucheng。
“jiushinidalewoge？”zhouchengmeiyouzhoulianghunshendefeirou，zhenggerenyougaoyouzhuangshi，shoubeishangyoudakuaidejirou，kanqilaiweiyanlingli。
“jiushita！”pangbianyourendaitiwohuida。
“xianxiediaotayitiaotuiba！”yijuweishedehua，congzhouchengzuiliqingmiaodanxiedetuchu，“gantouxiwoge，haiwogexianzaihaitangzaiyiyuanli。”
zhouchengdehuarangwoyijing，yiyuan？
“zhouliangmeisi？”wotingdaowodeshengyinhenshaya。
“nitemehaixiangdasiwoge，laozifeileni！”
zhouliangyanjingfahen，naqiyigencuzhangdegunzizhongzhongdazaiwodezuotuishang，dunshitengtongsixinliefei，hanshuibutingliuchu、dashiyishang。
“liangge，jiexialaizenmechulizheigezasui？”yourenwenzhouliang。
“batamaidaomiandiandeheiyaoliziqu！”
heiyao，neidifangyidanjinqu，huoxuyibeizidouzhinengzuokuli，yongwuchutouzhiri！
wobaozhezuotuitengdezaididagun，diyicijuedesiwangbihuozhegenghao，woningyuantamenshalewo，kexi……
tamenyaobaofuwo、zhemowo，rangwoyibeizishengburusi！