第1章
shaojiangjunqinchiweijiuwozhuiyashiyi。
tajidesuoyourenqueweiduwanglewo。
wobianchayishu，shenshibaicaozhiweirangtakangfu。
weiliaofuzhongyouxi，yishushangshuo，daxizhishihuoxuneng**renyiqicongqian。
womanhuaixiwangquzhaota，queyiwaitingjiantahejunyinglidexiongdimendiaokan：
“shaojiangjun，haideshinia，xianzhaorentuitazhuiya，zaiyingxiongjiumeizhuangshiyi，zheixiazaizenmecuomoshenqinghuanneigeshazi，tadoudeduinisixintadile。”
“rujinyouwujiadexiaosaozi，wanghoushibushihaiyouliujiade，wangjiade......”
“shuoshenmeni，woweiaiqinghuan，zhibuguochenghunzhiqianfangsongyizhenbale，nagenanrenbutouxing？”
“shenqinghuanjiushigepingtoubaixing，yebukankanzijishenfen，jingganyaoqiushaojiangjunyishengyishiyishuangren，taneipingbanyiyangdeshencai，nalibideshangxiaosaozifengliudaijing。”
huayuelaiyuehun，qinchilengheyisheng：“tazhuwoliangduo，woaizhongta，yishengyishiyishuangrenyeshiwoxutade。buguo，nimendaoshiduojiwozhaozhaofengliu**，deciliangjibudeshuigeshigebagede......”
wojinyaoxiachun，zhandouzhezhuanshentaozou。
wozhidao，likaideshihoudaole。
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womenjiuxianghuabenlixiedeneiyang，yingjundeshaojiangjun，aishanglenvbannanzhuangtifucongjundejiaxiaozi，ruwuyiwai，womenhuiyoumeihaodeweilai。
keyiqiedoushijiaxiang，suoyoudemeihaodoulandiaole。
wojikechucheng，xunleshushidexiangxianvyi。
dezhiwoyaoluotai，tabukezhixin：“zheikeshiniyushaojiangjundeguxue。shaojiangjunaizhongni，rujinzhishizanshishiyi......”
woyaxiaxintoubeiku：“mama，woyiyijue，moyaozaiquan。”
woningyuancongweirenshishenmeshaojiangjun。
zaijunyingzhonghuwoliangduodeshenqingshaonian，jingranshipianai**delangdangzi。
taruoxihuanpangren，zhiguanduiwoshuojiushile，youweishenmezhudongbianshenqingdehuanghualaipianwo。
xinsifeijin，jingranzhiweizongqingxunhuan。
我好像从未认识他。
nvyijianwotaidujianjue，haishirenbuzhuzaiquanwo。
“niyushaojiangjunxiangshi、xiangbanduonian，zhanchangshangtongshenggongsideqingyinandaonengzuojiama？mobushiyoushenmewuhui？nishentibenjiubuhao，ruozhenluotai，kongpayibeizidoumeifazaihuai。”
woqingqingfushanghaiweixianhuaidepingtanxiaofu，meiyoufanbo。
suijunduonian，woshenshanganshangbushao，zaijiashangnianjiyijingbuxiao，zheiyitailuoledequezisijiannan。
danwoyanlirongbudeshazi，yicibuzhong，baishibuyong。
qinchirihoubidinghaihuiyouhenduohaizi，diyigehaizi，tashigaisongsong。
keshi，chuanxindedagedaihuiqinchidexin，rangwochedilunweixiaohua。
“shenqinghuan，yizheshuonizisijiannan，dixiongmenshuowozonggonggenniyemeijici，niruohuaile，huaidezhenshiwodezhong？”
“moyaobianzheizhonghuanghualaixiyinwodezhuyi，wopingshengzuitaoyanxinjishenchendenvren，nirangwogandaoexin。”
eliedeyuqiyouzaierbian，wozaimamatongqingdemuguangxia，tangzaimubanshang，songzouwodehaizi。
dengwozaixinglai，mamadeyiguanliduolexuduowodexingli。
“zheishishaojiangjunpairensonglaide，taliulekouxin，shuonidedongxidouzaizheile，nannvyoubie，wanghounimenshaolaiwang。”
mamaliansehennankan，tayemeixiangdaoneigewenroudeshaojiangjunshiyihoujingwanquanbianlegeren。
tazhidaonvzixingzoubuyi，danjianmanwuziwodexingli，haiyouneiwuqingdekouxin，zaixiangquanyequanbuchukou。
“shaojiangjunhailiulewubailiangxianyinjini，tashuosuijunzheimeduonian，zheishiniyingdede。”
jieguomamashouzhongwugebaihuahuadeyindingzi，wobugumamajujue，yingsaileyigezaimamashouli。
“xiaoyuezihaidemamafeixin。”
mamashenshentanlekouqi，molemowodetoufa，zhuanshenchuqu。
suishoujiangsidingyinzirengzaitashang，woheyanxiuxi，jiangnaozhongguanyuqinchidezanianquanbuqingchu。
duokexiaoa，wubailiangyinzibianmailewomenshinianqingyi，mailetaerzidexingming。
qinchimeirichuruqinglouchuguan，dasizhangyang，lianwozheizaixiangxiazuoxiaoyuezidexunchangfurendounengmeiritingdaotadebagua。
shirenjiezhi，shaojiangjunweiaiwumei**，zuibuxixingziqingleng、shencaipingbandeliangjianv。
zhiyaoshaojiangjunyizhaoshou，wushuxiangbajietaderenshangganzhesongmeiren。
zheiriwozhengzaimamayiguanyuanzhongshaitaiyang，yiduiweibinghuranliezhenliangpang。
qinchibaozheyigefenyinvzitiaoxiamache，wangyiguanpaolai。
kandaowodeyishunjian，tatongkongyisuo，quezhuantoudangzuomeikanjian。
tadashenghanzhe：“lijiamama，furenyouji，susujiuming！”
mamagankuaijiangtaqingjinfangnei，geyihuiertamentanhuashengchuanruwoerzhong。
“cifuren**dachuxue，weiyouyueyacaofangnengzhixue，wozhei......”
“yueyacao？fuyongguoyueyacaozhirendexuerouni？”
jiaobushengjin，qinchituranchuxianzaiwomianqian：“shenqinghuan，wojidenichiguoyueyacao，neidongxijinggui，nidexuenengjiuwujiaxiaosaozi，ruoninenggeroujiuren，wobibuzhuijiunitiayecongjundeshi。”
wobukezhixinwangzheta：“wotiayecongjundeshiqing，huangshangdoubuzhuijiu。”
“wunaishaojiangjun，woxiangnongsinijiuxiangniansiyizhimayiyiyangrongyi。”
“xingle，bieshuole，geroujiurenyaojin。”
shuozhe，tabiandongshouzhuawo，buguwodezhengzha，jiangwotuodaowujiaxiaosaozichuangqian。
“割肉吧。”
wodiezuozaidishang，fasilingluan，fengcilengxiaowenta：“bushiwanglewoma？weiheyoujidewochiguoyueyacao？”