第四章

“ajie,nishoudaoxinshi,dikongpabuzairenshi。

jiweitangxiongbantuzheyun,weidiyirenducunzhilingnan。

shijiacongweiqijunpanguo,jingweirensuohailuodemanmenlisan……lingnanduoduzhang,didijinriyeyuefajingshenbuzhen……diediezaishi,zongjiaowoyaozhaogujiejie,neishiwobudongshi,rujinyaozoulecaizhidaohouhui。

wobupasi,kewozoule,niheniangqinlianggedanbonvzigairuheshengcun?

xixisiliang,jingdanhanzhisiyewufamingmu……

ruozhenwuzaijianzhiri,zhiwangajiejianqiang,fengyangmuqin。

不孝子时铭。

——fenganershisinian,juebi。”

hongzhudilei,huangkezuolibuan。

mianqianjuesenvziyijingkuzuoxujiu。

hualeliunian,yibubudiaorenzhijingchenghoutacaizhidao,xirihaoyoudejiejiejingyilunluozhiyanhuazhidi。

shangciyijianhoutakuijiuwubi,silvliangjiucaizaiciqianlai。

benyiweikanjianxinhou,shijintanghuitongkushitai,meichengxiangjingrucipingjing……shijintangmeiyouku,tazhishizhongfudeduzhexinshangmeiyigezi,rangmeiyigezizaixindiyidaodaokezhe。

liangjiu,tacaiwen:“shiming,tazoudeshihou……tongkuma?”

huangkechenmozhe:“shixiongta……jianchilebannian,xuejieersi。”

时锦棠的唇抖了抖。

huangkeyoudao:“shixiaojie,shixiongcengyuwoyoudaen,zaixiabunengrangnizaidaizaicichu,jinribianweinishushen。”

shijintangtaiqiyan,yanzhonghaowubolan。

“wodeshenjia,shibaiyinwanliang,nifubuqide。”

黄柯呆在当场。

shijintangqishen:“xiaodie,songdarenlikaiba。”

songzouhuangke,shidiedanyouzhiji。

“xiaojie,niruoxiangkujiukuchulaiba……”

shijintangyuepingjing,tayuebuan。

shijintangyaoyaotou,yanxiahoujianxingtian:“wozhendemeishi。”

banye,yuwenkeguozhenlaile。

tajishijintangdailejingzhongshixiazuiliuxingdeyanzhi,xiaoyiyingying,xinqinghenhaodeyangzi。

shijintangzuozaitashang,meiyouqishenyingjie。

yuwenkexiaodewenrou:“zenmeshazuozhe,zaixiangshenme?”

shijintangyicunyouyicundesaozhetashuxidedaixiaomeiyan,quezhijuemoshengzhiji。

“……xiangqihenduoyiqiandeshi。”

“shenmeshi?”yuwenkexiaorongyidun。

shijintangshensepingjing:“xiangqishijiachaojia,woquqiuni,nishuoniwunengweili;haiyouniqianjirishilihongzhuang,yingqusuxiyue……”

yuwenkelianshangdexiaoyidiandiandanlexiaqu。

“zenmeturanxiangqizheixiele?”tadandankaikoudaduan。

时锦棠没有回答。

andandezhuguangyaoyelejixia,tayoushuo:“fenganershisinianneigedongtian,woniangmeiyouaoguoqu,tasiqianyizhizainianzhe‘aming’、‘aming’……”

shuozhe,shijintangtaiqiyanwangjinyuwenkeshenheideyandi。

“woyiweitashitaixiangtale,xianzaixianglai,huibuhuishitazaineiyikejiandaoleaming。”

“yuwenke,amingyijingsile,niweishenmeyaopianwo?”

话落,满室死寂。