第三章 隐藏的风险

litiannizhengkaileyanjing,woshizhongtoujindeyangguanggewaiciyan。tarouleroutaiyangxue,ganjuetouzhongjiaoqing,zhenggerenxiangshibeishenmezhongwuyazheyiyang。zuowandeshiyanfuxianzaitadenaohaizhong,tayongzijidenenglinizhuanleshijian,suiranchenggongle,danxianzaitadeshentifangfozai***。

tazuoleqilai,ganjuedaoyizhenxuanyun。tazhidao,zheizhongqingkuangbuzhengchang。tacongweigandaorucipibei,shenzhilianqichuangdeliqidoujihumeiyou。

“zheiguliliang...zhendeanquanma?”litiannixinzhongyongshangyiguyilv。taganjuedaozijideshentihaoxiangzaifachujinggao,gaosutazheiguliliangbingbushineimerongyikongzhide。

tajuedingshangwangchazhaoxiangguanxinxi,kankanshifouyourenhetayouxiangsidejingli。tadakaidiannao,shurule“shijiannizhuan”、“chaonenglihouyizheng”dengguanjianci,xiwangnengzhaodaoyixiejieshi。

raner,sousuojieguozhongchongchizhegezhongxugougushihedianyingjuqing,meiyourenhezhenzhengyouyongdexinxi。tadexinzhongbujinshengqiyigujiaolv,tadanxinzijishifouzuocuoleshenme,shifouhuiyinweizijidemaoranxingdongfuchudaijia。

shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu,litiannidexinqingyuelaiyuechenzhong。tazhidao,taxuyaozhaodaodaan,fouzezheiguliliangkenenghuibianchengtadefudan。

litiannigandaoyiguqiansuoweiyoudechenzhongyazaixintou,tazhidaozheibujinjinshishentidepibei,gengshixinlingdezhongfu。zheiguliliang,suiranqiangda,quexiangshiyibashuangrenjian,suishikenengshangjiziji。

tatanghuichuangshang,bishangyanjing,shiturangzijidexinlingpingjingxialai。tadesixupiaohuidaolediyicifaxianzheiguliliangdeshike,neishidetachongmanlehaoqihexingfen,fangfozhaodaoledakaixinshijiedamendeyaochi。danxianzai,taquekaishihuaiyizijizuichudejueding。

“woshibushitaitanlanle?”litiannizaixinzhongwenziji,“zheiguliliangzhendeshiwosuoxuyaodema?”

taxiangdaoleneixiezaililiangmianqianshiquziwoderen,tamenzuichuyexuhetayiyang,zhishixiangyaobiandegengqiang,danzuizhongquebeililiangsuotunshi。litiannibuxiangchengweitamenzhongdeyiyuan。

“wobunengrangzheiguliliangkongzhilewo。”litiannizaixinzhongjiandingdishuo。tazhidao,taxuyaozhaodaozijidelu,jishizheitiaolumeiyouliliangdejiachi,yeyaokaozijideshuangshouqukaipi。

tazuoleqilai,dianranleyigenxiangyan,shenshendixileyikou。yanwuzaikongzhongliaorao,fangfodaizouletaxinzhongdemimanghebuan。

“congxianzaikaishi,wojiangbuzaiyilaizheiguliliang。”litianniduizijifashi,“woyaoyongzijidefangshi,zhengmingwobushiyigeruozhe。”

tadexinlingzhujianpingjingxialai,yigucongweiyouguodejuexinzaitaxinzhongshengqi。tazhidaozheitiaolubuhuirongyi,dantayijingzuohaolezhunbei。

“zheigeshijieshang,meiyoushenmeshibukenengde。”litiannideyanzhongshanshuozhejiandingdeguangmang,“zhiyaowobufangqi,zongyouyitianwohuizhaodaoshuyuwodedaolu。”

litiannizhanqishen,zoudaochuangqian,wangzhechuangwaidetiankong。tiankongzhanlan,baiyunduoduo,yiqiekanqilaidouneimeningjingmeihao。dantadexinzhongqueshibotaoxiongyong,tazhidaozijimianlindetiaozhanbirenheshihoudouyaojianju。

“guoqudewo,zongshixiangtongguolilianglaijiejueyiqiewenti。”litiannizaixinzhongmomodishuo,“danxianzaiwomingbai,zhenzhengdeqiangdabushikaoliliang,ershikaoxin。”

taxiangdaolezijiyiluzoulaidejianxin,meiyicicuozhe,meiyicishibai,doushitachengzhangdecuihuaji。tazhidao,meiyouzheixiejingli,tabukenengbianderucijianqiang。

“wobunengzaitaobile。”litiannishenxileyikouqi,“woyaomianduiwoderuodian,yongzijidefangshiquzhanshengtamen。”

tadexinzhongyongxianchuyiguqiansuoweiyoudeyongqi,tazhidaozheicitabunengzaishibaile。tademuguangbiandejianding,fangfoyijingkandaoletongwangqiangdadedaolu。

“zheigeshijieshicankude,danyechongmanlewuxiandekeneng。”litiannidexinzhongchongmanlerexue,“zhiyaowoganyutiaozhan,ganyutupo,zongyouyitianwohuizhanzaizheigeshijiededingduan。”

tazhuanshen,zouhuishuzhuoqian,naqibikaishiguihuazijideweilai。tazhidaoluhaihenzhang,dantayijingzhunbeihaoyingjieyiqietiaozhan。

“zheici,wobuzaiyilairenheliliang,zhiyilaiwoziji。”litiannizaixinzhongmomodigaosuziji,“zheishiwodezhandou,yeshiwodejihui。”

tadexinzhongchongmanledouzhi,tazhidaozheicitabixuchenggong,weileziji,yeweilezhengmingjizheigeshijiekan,tabushiyigerongyiqufuderen。

litiannizhengkaileyanjing,woshizhongtoujindeyangguanggewaiciyan。tarouleroutaiyangxue,ganjuetouzhongjiaoqing,zhenggerenxiangshibeishenmezhongwuyazheyiyang。zuowandeshiyanfuxianzaitadenaohaizhong,tayongzijidenenglinizhuanleshijian,suiranchenggongle,danxianzaitadeshentifangfozai***。

tazuoleqilai,ganjuedaoyizhenxuanyun。tazhidao,zheizhongqingkuangbuzhengchang。tacongweigandaorucipibei,shenzhilianqichuangdeliqidoujihumeiyou。

“zheiguliliang...zhendeanquanma?”litiannixinzhongyongshangyiguyilv。taganjuedaozijideshentihaoxiangzaifachujinggao,gaosutazheiguliliangbingbushineimerongyikongzhide。

tajuedingshangwangchazhaoxiangguanxinxi,kankanshifouyourenhetayouxiangsidejingli。tadakaidiannao,shurule“shijiannizhuan”、“chaonenglihouyizheng”dengguanjianci,xiwangnengzhaodaoyixiejieshi。

raner,sousuojieguozhongchongchizhegezhongxugougushihedianyingjuqing,meiyourenhezhenzhengyouyongdexinxi。tadexinzhongbujinshengqiyigujiaolv,tadanxinzijishifouzuocuoleshenme,shifouhuiyinweizijidemaoranxingdongfuchudaijia。

shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu,litiannidexinqingyuelaiyuechenzhong。tazhidao,taxuyaozhaodaodaan,fouzezheiguliliangkenenghuibianchengtadefudan。

litiannijingjingdizuozaichuangshang,tadexinzhongchongmanlejiujiehemaodun。tazhidao,zheiguliliangsuiranqiangda,dandailaidehouguoyeshitawufayuliaode。

“yexu,wozhendebuyinggaizaiyongzheiguliliangle。”litiannixinzhongmomodishuo。tayishidao,zijixuyaozhaodaoyigegenganquandefangfalaikongzhizheiguliliang。

takaishifansizijiweishenmehuibeizheiguliliangsuoxiyin,tayishidaozijixuyaobiandegengjiaqiangda,erbushiyilaizheigubuquedingdeliliang。

suirantajuedingzanshifangqishiyongzheiguliliang,dantabingmeiyoufangqizijidemubiao。takaishijihuaruhezaibuyilaizheiguliliangdeqingkuangxiabiandegengqiang。

“woxuyaozhaodaoqitadefangfa。”litiannizaixinzhongmomodigaosuziji,tadeyanzhongshanshuozhejiandingdeguangmang。

litiannituikaitushuguandemen,zoulejinqu。tushuguanneibukuanchangmingliang,shujiashangbaimanlegezhonggeyangdeshuji。tadeyanzhongshanshuozheqidaideguangmang,tazhidaozheilikenengzangzhetasuoxuyaodedaan。

tajingzhizouxiangletushuguandegujiqu,neilibaifangzheyixiegulaodeshuji,kanqilaiyijingyouxieniantoule。taqingqingdichouchuyibenshu,fankaikanleqilai。

shuzhongjiluleyixiegudaiwuxuehexiuliandefangfa,suiranyouxiehuisenandong,danlitiannihaishirenzhendiyueduzhe,xiwangnengcongzhongzhaodaoyixieyouyongdexinxi。

tabushidizainaohaizhonghuiyiqizijitineineigushenmililiangdeganjue,shituzaishuzhongzhaodaoyuzhixiangfudemiaoshu。

shijianqiaoranliushi,litianniyijingzaitushuguanlidailejigexiaoshi。tademeitoujinsuo,suiranzhaodaoleyixieguanyu“neili”xiuliandemiaoshu,dansihuyutatineidelilianghaishiyouxiebutong。

jiuzaitajijiangfangqideshihou,tademuguangturanbeishujiazuijiaoluodeyibenshuxiyinle。tahaoqidinaleguolai,faxianzheishiyibenguanyu“neili”xiuliandemiji。

tapobujidaidifankaishuji,limianxiangxijilule“neili”xiuliandefangfahezhuyishixiang。litiannigandaoyizhenxingfen,tajuedezijikenengzhaodaoledaan。

tongguoyuedu,tadui“neili”xiulianyoulechubudelejie,bingxiadingjuexinyaoanzhaoshuzhongdefangfajinxingxiulian。

litiannizoudaoxiaozhendeguangchang,tazhidaocongjintiankaishi,tajiangtashangyigequanxindelvcheng。

tazhaoleyigepijingdejiaoluozuoxia,kaishianzhaomijizhongdefangfayindaotineideneili。tanengganjuedaotineiyouyigunuanliuzaihuanhuanliudong,neishiyizhongqiansuoweiyoudeganjue。

litiannichangshizheanzhaomijizhongdefangfadiaoxihuxi,tajianjianjinruleyizhongshenqidezhuangtai。tanengganjuedaotineideneilizaibuduandijuji,biandeyuelaiyueqiangda。

danjiuzaizheishi,taturangandaoyizhenjuliedetengtong,tayishidaozijikenengzouruleqitu。tajimangdiaozhenghuxi,shituwenzhutineishikongdeliliang。

jingguoyifannuli,litiannizhongyuzhongxinzhaodaolezhengquedexiulianfangfa,tagandaotineideliliangzhujianwendingxialai。tashenxileyikouqi,xinzhongchongmanleqingxing。

tazhidao,xiulianzheiguliliangjuefeiyishi,renheyidianxiaoxiaodecuowudoukenengdaozhiyanzhongdehouguo。dantameiyoufangqi,tadexinzhongchongmanledouzhi。

“woyidingkeyizhangkongzheiguliliang。”litiannizaixinzhongmomodigaosuziji。

jingguozheicixiulian,tagengjiajianxinzijinenggouzhangkongzheiguliliang,tadexinnianbiandegengjiajianding。tazhanleqilai,muguangjianding,tazhidaozijiyijingmaichulezhangkongliliangdediyibu。

litiannisuiranzanshiwenzhuletineideliliang,dantazhidaozheizhishidiyibu。tayishidaozijibixugengjiazhuanzhuhenuli,cainengzhenzhengzhangwozheiguliliang。

tabishangyanjing,shenshendixileyikouqi,shiturangzijijinruyizhonggengjiamingxiangdezhuangtai。taganjuedaozhouweideyiqiedoubiandemohu,tadeyishiwanquanchenjinzailetineideliliangzhong。

tanengganjuedaoneilizaitatineiliudong,tashierpingjing,shierxiongyong,danxianzaitasihubiandegengjiawenhele。litiannizhidaozheishiyigehaozhaotou,tazhengzaimanmanzhangwozheiguliliang。

shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu,litianniwanquanchenjinzailexiulianzhong,taganjuedaozijideshentihexinlingdouzaijinglizheyizhongqiansuoweiyoudexili。

tadexinzhongchongmanlegankai,tacongweixiangguozijinenggouyoujihuijiechudaozheiyangshenqideliliang,gengmeiyouxiangguozijiyouyitiannenggoushituzhangkongta。

“zheiguliliang,zhendehuishuyuwoma?”litiannizaixinzhongmomodiwenziji。

danhenkuai,tajiuqusanlexinzhongdeyilv,tadexinzhongchongmanlejianding,“bu,wobunengyourenhehuaiyi,wobixuxiangxinziji,wonenggouzuodao。”

suizhezheigujiandingdexinnian,litianniganjuedaotineideneilibiandegengjiawenshun,tafangfoyeshoudaoletaxinniandeganran,biandegengjiarongyikongzhile。

zuizhong,danglitiannizaicizhengkaiyanjingshi,yemuyijingjianglin。tazhanleqilai,ganjuedaozijideshentibizhiqianqingyinglexuduo,tazhidaozijiyijingmaichulezhangkongzheiguliliangdezhongyaoyibu。

tadexinzhongchongmanlexiyuehechengjiugan,tazhidaozheizhishikaishi,qianmianhaiyougengzhangdeluyaozou,dantayijingzhunbeihaole。

“zheiguliliang,woyidingnenggouzhangkong。”litiannixinzhongchongmanlexinxin,tamaizhejiandingdebufa,zouxianglexindetiaozhan。