wohuranyishidao，wokenengcongyikaishijiugaocuole。
woyiweizheishiyichanglierenyuliewudeyouxi，wochuxinjilvdijiejinta，shiweilesikaitadeweizhuang。danxianzai，taqueqinshoudijilewoyibadao，bushirangwocixiangta，ershirangwoqubaohutaderuanlei。
zheipanqi，biandebiwoxiangxiangzhongfuzataiduole。
ershisixiaoshihou，wojiangluozaibaxishengbaoluogualuliusiguojijichang。
shiredekongqipumianerlai，jiazazhetingbudongdeputaoyayuhemoshengdechengshiqixi。womeiyousihaoguanguangdexinqing，zhijiedacheqianwangyoujianlideneijiasirenertongyiyuan。
yiyuanzuoluozaifurenqu，huanjingqingyou，anbaosenyan。wobaoshang“gushicishanjijinhui”hewodemingzihou，likebeiyiweichuanzhebaidagua、mingjiaoxierwadeyishengdaijinletadebangongshi。
xierwayishengnianyuewushi，mianrongheshan，danyanshenlimanshipibeiheyoulv。
“lin**，ganxieninengzheimekuaiganlai。”tayongliulideyingyushuo，“qingkuanghenbuhao。leochuxianlefeichangyanzhongdejixingpaichifanying，womendeyaowuyijingkuaikongzhibuzhule。ruguoweilai48xiaoshineizhaobudaoxinde、pipeidugenggaodegusuiyuan，takeneng……”
tameiyoushuoxiaqu，danyisibuyaneryu。
leo。yuanlaineigehaizijiaoleo。
“tadejiarenni？”wowenchulezuiguanjiandewenti，“tademuqinni？tadegusuipipeiduyinggaishizuigaode。”
xierwayishengwenyan，lianshangluchuleweinandeshense。tachenmolepianke，caihuanhuanshuodao：“leodemuqin……wunianqianyinweiyichangchehuoqushile。”
我的心猛地一沉。
“nei……guxianshengni？”woxiaoxinyiyidishitan，“tashihaizidefuqin，tadepipeiduyeyinggaihengao。”
“womendangrandiyishijianjiulianxileguxiansheng，”xierwayishengtanlekouqi，“danhenyihan，tadegusui……heleowanquanbupipei。”
wodedanaowengdeyisheng，xiangshibeizhongwujizhong。
完全不匹配？
zheizenmekeneng！qinshengfuzi，zenmekenenggusuiwanquanbupipei？chufei……
yigehuangmiuyoujingsongdeniantoucongwoxindishengqi。
chufei，guyangenbenjiubushileodeqinshengfuqin！
neileodaodishisheidehaizi？guyanweishenmeyaohaofeirucijudadecailihejingli，qufuyangyigehezijimeiyouxueyuanguanxidehaizi？haibatazangdezheimeshen？
woganjuezijifangfodiaojinleyigejudademituanli。meiyigewoyiweidedaan，douyinchulegengduo、gengfuzadewenti。
“woxianzainengqukankantama？”woqiangyazhuneixindezhenjing，wendao。
“dangran。taganggangshuizhe，nikeyigezhebolikankanta。”
xierwayishengdaizhewochuanguozhangzhangdezoulang，laidaoyijianzhongzhengjianhubingfangwai。
gezheyicenghouhoudewujunboli，wozhongyukandaoleneigebeiguyanchengwei“tianshi”dehaizi。
tatangzaibingchuangshang，shenshangchazhegezhonggeyangdeguanzi，liansecangbaidexiangyizhangzhi。tahenshouxiao，jinsedetoufayinweihualiaobiandexishu，danyirannengkanchuyuanbenderouruan。tashuidehenbuanwen，zhangzhangdejiemaoouerhuiyinweibushierqingqingzhandong。
tazhangde……henpiaoliang，xiangyigezhenzhengdetianshi。
dantadewuguan，meiyouyichuxiangguyan。
neiyike，woxinzhongsuoyoudesuanji、suoyoudemude，douhuranbiandeyouxiekexiao。woyuanbenshilai“wagua”de，shilaixunzhaoyigenengcuihuiguyandeheiliao。danxianzai，kanzhezheigezaishengsixianshangzhengzhadehaizi，woxinlizhishengxiayizhongchendiandiande、nanyiyanyudesuanchu。
“womenyijingjiangleodednashujulurulequanqiugusuiku，zhengzaijinjisouxunpipeizhe。”xierwayishengzaiwoshenbianqingshengshuo，“danniyezhidao，zheijiuxiangdahailaozhen。zuihaodebanfa，haishizhaodaotadezhixixueqin。”
直系血亲……
wonaozhonglingguangyishan，huranxiangqileshenme。
“yisheng，”wozhuanguotou，kanzheta，“chuletademuqin，leohaiyoumeiyouqitadeqinren？biru，tamuqinneibiandexiongdijiemei？”
xierwayishenglengleyixia，ranhouyaoleyaotou：“juwosuozhi，leodemuqinshiyiweiguer。dangniantaheguxianshengyiqilaidaozheili，shenbianbingmeiyourenheqinren。”
孤儿？
线索又断了。
wozhanzaibolichuangqian，kanzhebingchuangshangdeleo，xianrulechensi。
guyanbushileodeshengfu。leodemuqinyijingqushi，bingqieshigeguer。neime，nengjiuzheigehaizidexiansuo，daodizainali？
guyanrangwolai，buzhishirangwolaisongqianheqianzide。tayidingxiangxin，wozheige“congming”dezhuli，nengzhaodaotadouzhaobudaodebanfa。
woxuyaoxinxi。guanyuleomuqindeyiqiexinxi。
“xierwayisheng，”wokaikoudao，“woxuyaochayueleomuqindangnianzaizheilidesuoyouyiliaojilu，yijitaqushishideshigubaogao。woshijijinhuidefuzeren，woyouzheigequanxian。”
xierwayishengyouyuleyixia，danhaishidianlediantou。
banxiaoshihou，wozuozaiyiyuandedanganshili，mianqianfangzheyigehouhoudeniupizhidai。
limianshiguanyuyigemingjiao“suwan”dezhongguonvrendesuoyouziliao。
zhaopianshangdesuwan，youzheyishuangaixiaodeyanjing，helianggeqianqiandeliwo，shiyigefeichangwenroumeilidedongfangnvxing。wojiangtadezhaopianheleodelianduibi，neizhongxuemaixiangliandeganjuelikexianxianchulai。leodemeiyan，jihuhetayimoyiyang。
wokuaisudifanyuezheziliao。suwandeyiliaojiluhenjiandan，chulewunianqianneicishengchanjilu，jihuyipiankongbai。erneifenchehuodeshigubaogao，xiedeyeshifenqingchu：yuyeluhua，sijicaozuoshidang，cheliangzhuirushanya，dangchangsiwang。
yiqiekanqilaidoutianyiwufeng。
danwominruidezhiyexiujue，quewendaoleyisibuduijingdeweidao。
太“干净”了。
yigehuoshengshengderen，bukenengzhiliuxiazheimedianhenji。tadeshejiaoguanxi、tadeguoqu、tadejiating……suoyoudeyiqie，douxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshou，keyidimoqule。
wojiangsuoyouwenjiandouyongshoujipailexialai，fajilewozaibaxideneige**pengyou。
【bangwochazheigenvren，suwan。wunianqianzaishengbaoluosiyuyichangchehuo。woyaozhidaotadeyiqie，youqishitadejiaren。jiaji，feiyongjiabei。】
zuowanzheiyiqie，wozouchuledanganshi。wodemuguangzaicitouxiangneijianzhongzhengjianhubingfang。
leo，nidaodishishei？nideshenshang，jiujingzangzhezenyangdemimi？
jiexialaide48xiaoshi，shiworenshengzhongzuimanzhangdeliangtian。
wojihucunbubulidishouzaiyiyuan。yifangmian，woxuyaosuishiheyishenggoutongleodebingqing，jiangzuixinqingkuanghuibaojiguoneineigetongyangbeishoujianaodeguyan。lingyifangmian，wozaidengwoneiweizhentanpengyoudexiaoxi。
woheguyandegoutong，yirantongguoneigemingwei“saudade”dejiamiruanjian。
tadehuahenshao，meiyicidouzhishiwen：“leozenmeyangle？”
【qingkuangzanshiwending，danhaizaiweixianqi。】wohuifu。
neibianhuixianruzhangjiudechenmo，ranhoufalaiyigezi：【deng。】
wonengxiangxiangdedao，zaiwanlizhiwaideta，zhengchengshouzhezenyangdezhemo。tabasuoyoudexiwang，douyazailewozheigetabingbuwanquanxinrenderenshenshang。
disantianlingchen，jiuzaiquanqiugusuikuneibiandexiaoxiyiranyaoyaowuqi，leodebingqingzaicichuxianfanfushi，wodeshoujizhendongle。
shiwodezhentanpengyoufalaidejiamiwenjian。
woduojinyiyuanwurendeloutijian，zhandouzheshoudiankaileta。
wenjianlideneirong，rangwohunshendexueyedouninggule。
suwan，queshishigeguer。dantabushitianshengdeguer。tashiersuineinian，tadefumu——yiduizaidangdixiaoyoumingqidekeyanrenyuan，zaiyichangshiyanshideyiwaihuozaizhongshuangshuangshenwang。neichanghuozaiyidianzhongzhong，danzuihoubeidingxingweiyiwai。
ersuwan，haiyouyigeqinjiejie。
yigezhibitadaliangsui，mingjiao“suqing”deqinjiejie。
jiemeiliangzaifumuqushihou，beibutongdejiatingshouyang，congcishiqulelianxi。
erzuirangwozhenjingdeshi，wodezhentanpengyou，jingranchadaolesuqingxianzaidexialuo。
tagailemingzi，jialeren，rujindingjuzaiguonei。
tadexinmingzi，jiao——wangfei。
王、菲！
guyandejinpaijingjiren，neigeyishoujiangtapengshangshentan，neigeyongyuanlengjing、lizhi、wuxiekejidewangjie！
woganjuezijifangfobeiyidaojingleipizhong，naoziliyipiankongbai。
wangjieshileodeqinyima！
zhei……zheizenmekeneng？！
ruguowangjieshisuwandejiejie，tazenmehuibuzhidaozijimeimeizaihaiwaishengleyigehaizi？youzenmehuiduileodeshengsiwudongyuzhong？
chufei……tagenbenjiubuzhidaoleodecunzai！
yigedadandaofengkuangdecaice，zaiwonaozhongchengxing。
guyan，tabujinjinshizaixiangwaijieyinmanleodecunzai，tashenzhi……lianwangjiedoumanzhe！
taweishenmeyaozheimezuo？dangniandaodifashengleshenme？suwandechehuo，zhendeshiyiwaima？
woganjuezijizhengyibubujiejinyigebeijingxinyangailewunianzhijiudejudaheidong，neilimianchongmanlehuangyan、mimihewufajianguangdejiaoyi。
danxianzai，zheixiedoubuzhongyaole。
zhongyaodeshi，wozhaodaolenengjiuleoderen！
wolikebotonglewangjiedeyueyangdianhua。
dianhuaxianglehenjiucaibeijieqi，neitouchuanlaiwangjieyiguanlengjingchenwendeshengyin：“xiaoyu？baxineibianqingkuangzenmeyangle？”
“wangjie，”wodeshengyinyinweijidongeryouxiezhandou，“wozhanghuaduanshuo。woxianzaixuyaonizuoyijianshi，like，mashang。buyaowenweishenme，yebuyaogaosurenheren，baokuoguyan。”
“shenmeshi？”wangjiedeyuqilitouzheyisiyihuo。
woshenxiyikouqi，yiziyijudishuodao：
“quyiyuan，zuoyiciquanmiandetijian。ranhou，banidegusuipeixingshuju，yongzuikuaidesudu，fajiwo。”