wodouranyizhan,xinzangxiangbeiyishuqiangdianliuhenhenjizhong,chouchuzhesuojindaoquanqu。
wonanyizhixindikanzhezhoumuchen,xiangzhiwenta,weishenmeyaozheiyangjiaozheixiehaizi?!
kewoyigeyinjiedounanyifachulai。
wowubiqingchu——yinweitayijingrendingle,woshixiongshou。
shitouzhenjingdikanzhewodetongjiling,yanleidazhuan:“shishuayi……haisileyeye?”
wokanzheta,xinliyizhensuanse。
wodesangeshixiongjiepingshihenmang,woshilaishifujiazuiqinde,yegenzheixiehaizizuiqin。
woxiang,tayidinghennanjieshou,tamenzuixihuande“shuayi”quechengleshahaitamenyeyedexiongshou。
danxiayike,shitoujiuyangzhetoukanxiangzhoumuchen,beitongyoujiandingdikaikou。
“zhoushu,niyidingyaozhuadaota,pantasixing!weiyeyebaochou!”
qitahaiziyegenzhekuhan:“wozaiyejianbudaoyeyele……shitashaleyeye!”
wotingzheneixiezhinendeshengyin,xinlilianglegetouche。
weiqutongkudetongshi,youjuedeguoranruci。
buguanshiwoaideren、yiqizhangdadeshixiongjie、chushengrusidetongliao……haishizheixiehaizi。
suoyouren,doushiyongzuiduandeshijianjiujieshoule“woshixiongshou”deshi。
zaibasuoyouhenhetongdouqingxiejiwo……
shitoutaiqishoubeimoquyanlei,zhizhewodezhaopianshenqingjianding。
“zhoushu,wozhangdaleyeyaozuoxingjing!xiangniheyeyeyiyang!”
“woyaobashukexingzheiyangdehuairenquandouzhuaqilai!”
xinzangxiangbeihenhenzazaidishang,sifenwulie、xianxuelinli!
wochuizaishencedeshoumengranshoujinpianke,youtuiransongkai。
yuanlaihaiyoubi“qishimiezu”、“jingduizhichi”gengjiarangwotongkuwanfendeshishi——
wozaizheixie,guojiaweilaidongliangdeyanzhong,yijingchengleweifafanzuidedaimingci、fanmianjiaocaidedianxing。
erchouhendezhongzi,shizhoumuchenqinshouzhongxiade。
wokanzhezhoumuchendanmojianyidelian,chekaizuijiao,yishengsheng,xiaodesiyayouqiliang。
“zhoumuchen,haizimenzheimeguai,nihuijuedemanyima?”
wozhihenzijiliubuchulei:“kedengnizhaodaowodeshiti,chamingyiqiezhenxiang,niyouyaozenmegaosutamen……”
“qishiwoshiyingongxunzhi,woyegaizangrulieshilingyuan?!”
mianqiandezhoumuchenhoutouyidong,pailepaishitoudejian,zhengyaoshuoshenme。
zhouayihongzheyancongliwuzouchulai,jiangyifengxindijizhoumuchen。
“zhouduizhang,woshoushiwuzideshihou,faxianlezheige……”
wokanguoqu,jiujianxinfengshangxiezhelianggedazi——
“遗嘱”!
laoyangzenmehuitiqianxiehaoyizhu?shiyousuoyugan,haishi……
zhoumuchenjinjinzhouzhemei,chaikailexinfeng。
boboyizhangzhishang,jiaodaideshixianghenshao。
bijinglaoyangzhidaoqushi,cunzhelidouzhiyoubakuailiumaoqian。
taweiyidecaichan,jiushizheigelaojiudefangzi。
weiyifangxinbuxiade,yejiushizheixiehaizi……
还有我。
wozhengzhengdikanzheshangmianxiede:【wulunwoyinweirenheyuanyinlishi,fangzidoujiaoyouyangnvshukexingjicheng。】
?……achen,yunxiao,jingyao,kexing,nimendoushiwoyishoudaidadehaizi,woxiwangjishiyoutianwobuzaile,nimenyenengyizhixianghufuchi……】
?……kexingdetianziburunimensange,nimenshenweishigeshijie,yaoduozhaoguta……】
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhishousisiniejin,tongdejihuyaobaoliekailai。
yuanlaishifudeyiwuli,woyesuanyijian……
wodeyanqianhaoxiangfuxianchulaoyangdaizhelaohuajing,yibiyihuarenzhenxiexiayizhudemoyang。
tajiwozhefengdangyuyibeizi,zuihouhaiyaobasanjiaodaowoshoushang。
wozaiyerenbuzhushishengtongku:“shifu……nizaina……”
tongchuhesinianzaixintoujiuchan,zaiyitiaozaicaoshangpaxingdeshe。
wozhixiangzaijiantayimian,hetazaishuoshuohua,buguanyaofuchushenmedaijiadoukeyi!
可我见不到他……
zhoumuchenkanwanleyizhu,lianseyinchendebuxianghua。
tashouqixin,zhiduizhouayidingzhuleyiju:“zhaoguhaohaizimen。”
而后就离开了。
talikaihou,zhijiequlebinyiguan。
womeixiangdao,shifulaoyangdeyitiyijingbeisongqulebinyiguan。
gengmeixiangdaoyitizhitingleyiye,dierriyizaojiubeihuohua,songwangshijiaogongmuxiazang。
老杨的墓碑前。
jingduiquantichuanzhejingfu,shenqingsumu。
wozhanzaiduiwuzuibianshang,tingdaozhoumuchenchenshenglingxia:“lizheng,jingli!”
woxiayishishenqingyisu,lizheng、taishou,duizhelaoyangdemubeijingli。
zheishunjian,wohaoxianghuidaolecongqianwushugehedajiabingjianzuozhandeshike。
wowanglezijiyijingchengleyidaowanghun,zhijide,wohaishijingduideyifenzi。
wokanzhemubeishang,laoyangdeheaixiaolian。
qingshengshuo:“shifu,nibuhuibaibaixishengde,woxiangxinjingduidemeiyigeren。”
qitarenhenkuailuxulikai。
mubeiqianzhishengxiazhoumuchen、jieyunxiaohechujingyaosangeren。
安静了片刻。
chujingyaohurankaikou:“zhoumuchen,nianpaizaifujindemaifukeyichele,shukexingtabuhuilaile。”