第1章

dianhuaneitou,tadeshengyinxiangcuilebing,meiyigezidouzadewoxinkoufateng。

「jianglianwan,anxindeshouwanniushangle,nixianzaijiuqugentadaoqian。」

wowozheshouji,zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai,jihuyaojiangsuliaowaiqiaoniesui。

「weishenme?bushitazijixialoutibuxiaoxinshuaidaodema?」

「nihaijiaobian?」shenhanchuandeshengyindouranbagao,daizhenongnongdebunaiheyanqi,「ruguobushinigentachaojia,tahuixinqingbuhaozoushenshuaidaoma?wozaojiugennishuoguo,anxinshiwozuihaodepengyou,ninengbunengbiezongshizhenduita?」

又是这样。

永远都是这样。

wohetaqingmeizhumadeanxin,jiuxiangshiwoaiqingliyidaoyongyuanwufayuhedeshangkou。shiniananlian,huanlaiyinianlianai,erzheiyinianli,wotingdezuiduode,jiushitaweianxindebianjieheduiwodezhize。

womenzhijianyougebuchengwendeguiding,lengzhanyizhou,morenfenshou。

meiyici,xianditoudedoushiwo。wopa,pazheishiniandexihuan,liantongzheiyiniandebeiwei,douhuaweipaoying。

可这一次,我累了。

「shenhanchuan,」wotingjianzijideshengyinyichangpingjing,xiangshiconghenyuandedifangpiaolai,「womeiyougentachao,shitalaigaosuwo,nizhunbeibawomenzhounianjinianlvxingdemudedi,huanchengtayizhixiangqudeneigehaidao。」

电话那头沉默了。

liangjiu,tacailengxiaoyisheng:「youshinizheitaoshuoci。jianglianwan,niweilerangwotaoyananxin,saguoduoshaohuangle?ninengbunengchengshuyidian?」

撒谎。

zheigecixiangyigenduci,jingzhundizhajinwoxinzangzuirouruandedifang。

weileta,wofangqilejingsaijixun,zhiweizaitaganmaoshinengdiyishijiansongquyao;weileta,woxuezhezuotaaichidecai,tangdemanshoushipao;weileta,wobazijidejiaoaohezizuncaizaijiaodixia,yicicizaitaguaduandianhua、laheiwozhihou,huanzhehaomaqiutahehao。

kezaitayanli,wozhishiyigemankouhuangyan、jiduxinqiangdefengzi。

「womeiyousahuang。」woshuo,shengyinlidaizhewozijidouweichajuedezhandou。