woyigejiejinyimijiudenanrenchuanchengzheiyangshihema？
kankansizhou，quanshijuren，ailinyoubeizijideshaqidoulele。
shenmehebuheshi，wodemengliwozuida，woxiangganshenmejiuganshenme。
kankanzijideyifu，bu，zheibunengjiaoyifu。jiranwodemengliwohuichuanshangzheiyangdezhuangban，neizhinengshuoming，xianshizhongdewozhendetaijimole。
是的，我渴望被爱。
wokewangyouyigeaerfaqizhibaopengdenanpengyou，wokewangbeiwoxihuandenanrenmilianchongaizhe。
“金泰和。”
jintaihewenshengkanguoqu，shenhuxi，houjieshangxiagundong。
ailinquanshenzhiguazheyijianbantoumingdebosha，yizhemenkuang，luchuyitiaoxiuzhangdetui。
“nimenzheideyifuzenmeshizheiyangde？wobuhaoyisichulaila。”
“zheishibeilazhuanyongdeyifu。”jintaiheshangqianwozhuailindeshou，lazhetazouchumenkuang，“henshaoyoubeilashinanren，e...suoyizheishinvrenchuande。”
ailinzhuanleyiquan，shenhouzaoxingshigedalubei，tatianmidechongjintaihexiao，“neishiwodeshencaihao，haishibiedebeiladeshencaihao？”
“ni。”jintaihehuxibianzhongle，“nideshencaizuihao。”
shuozheyijingwenzhuleailindechun，“nishizuiwanmeide，nihesuoyoubeiladoubuyiyang。”
ailintiezaitadehuaili，jiaoqidewen，“niyouguojigebeila？”
“nishidiyige。”jintaiheganshouzheludirenmeiyicunrouhuadejifu，bianwentabianshuozhetianyanmiyu，“zhiyoushoulingcaiyouzigedaibeilahuidaoshang，woganggangdangshangshouling，nishiwoyudaodediyigeludiren，yeshizheibeizidiyigerangwoxindongderen。”
“neijiubuyaojiaowobeila。”tuoyeranshizuijiao，ailindeyanshengewaiwumei，“jiaowodemingzi，woxiangtingnijiaowodemingzi。”
“艾林。”
“嗯。”
“艾林...”
“嗯...”
lutianyaochuangguozheshaman，chuangyihuang，shamansuifengpiaoyao。
xuyaojiaoneixieshouweilikaibibixianma？
buyongba，doushiwoxiangchulaidechangjing，wusuowei。
neixiegaodadeshibinglianshanghuazhebaisedetuteng，wozhidaotamenqishidoulianhongle，napamubuxieshidingzheyuanchudejinquxian，xinliyeyidingbeiwodeshengyinliaodejikenannai。
“jintaihe，niyouduoaiwo？”
“nishiwodeweiyi，wohuiyongshengmingbaohuni。”
“niyibeizidouyaoxiangxianzaizheiyangaiwo，jintaihe....”ailinyanweidaizheleiguang，shengyinhexingweiyiyangzhanren，“woxianggennishenghaizi。”
zheijuhuazuyirangnanrenfengkuang，“shiniyibeizidouyaoxiangxianzaizheiyangaiwo。”
ailin，woyijingbeinimizhule。
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yangguang，shatan，ailindaizhemojingtangzaishatanyishanghebingzhenkafei。
wolaizheibianduojiule，buzhiyizhou，shitianhuozhebangeyue。
yiniandoubukenengyouzheimezhangdejiaqi，lanlansansandetanzaisirenxiaodaoshangwuyouwulvdechuihaifeng。
zheibushimeng，shuobuguoqu。
dui，haiyouaiwoaidesiquhuolaidejingangmengnan，chibuwandehaixian，hebujindeyezijiu。
zheigemengzuihaoyongyuandoubuyaoxing。
ailinyikouxidaodi，beizilidebingkuaimeihuawan，zhuangdebeibi‘gedenggedeng’dexiang。
dengwoxinglaijiuyaomianduiyiqie。
ailinjiaodongzheneixiebingkuai，xiangqileneiwanjiaguobingkuaideweishiji。
weishenmewohuizuozheimezhangshijiandemeng？
woqingchudejidezuomengqiandechangjing，xuzhelaijiubazhaowo，wogenmamazaidianhualichaojia，jiujiupairenshawo，neiqunheiyirennazhedaozhuizhewopao。
woweileduobitamen，chuangjinyigebaojian，jiuzheiyangyudaolejintaihe。
yejiushineiyike，wojinrudaolemengjing。
jiaodongbingkuaideshouturantingxia，ailinmengdezhanleqilai。
“我已经被砍了！”
yidingshizheiyang，tuikaimendeneiyishunjianwoyijingyunanle，yexuwobeikanchengzhongshangtangzaileyiyuanli，suoyicaiyizhiliuzaimengjingmeiyouxingguolai。
xiangmingbaiyiqie，ailindeyankuangkaishifare。
wonengxiangdaozheixie，wohainengzuomeng，jiushuomingwohaimeiyousi。
xianshishenghuozhongdewoshizhiwurenma？
xuzheyidinghenzize，shitasongwoquyiyuandema？
jiujiuyaoshawo，mamayidinghenshangxin，tahuiyinweiwoquduikangsangejiujiuma？waigongneimetengwo，wobianchengzhiwurenlewaigonghuibuhuizaicizhongfengjinzhongzhengshi？
wohaodanxintamen，danxinwaigong，danxinmama，danxinxuzhe....
“艾林——！”
艾林转过身。
jintaihexiaomaisedepifuzaiyangguangxiaxiandeyouliang，tayixiaoluchuzhengqidedabaiya。
“接住——！”
jintaihediuguolaiyigeyezi。
喂等等！
haimeikaikou，ailinyijingbaozheyezidiezuozaidishang。
“niganmaneimedaliderengguolai！”
jintaiheliezuiyixiao，chongtapaoguoqu，zhijiejiangrenpudao。
“nizaixiangshenme？”kanqingailindelian，jintaihedexiaorongyebianchengledanxin，qingqingchuolechuoailindeetou，“jintiandenihaoxiangbukaixin。”
tangzaishadishang，jintaihedetoubangailindangzhuleciyandeyangguang。
ailinshenshoumoshangnanrendelian，daizheyisiyoushangdandanwenta，“yaoshiyouyitian，woxiaoshile，nihuinanguoma？”
“niyaoqunaer？”jintaihemeitouyizhou，laailinzuoqilai，baojinhuaili，“shibushijuededaoshangwuliao？”
“bushi。”ailinmomingyizhennanguo，wogaizenmegentajieshi，zheigemengzhongjiuhuixing。
jintaihewozhetadeshou，zhenchengdekanzhetadeyanjing，“xianzaiwoshinizuiqinjinderen，youshenmehuanidoukeyigenwoshuo。kaixinde，bukaixinde，nidoukeyigaosuwo。”
zheigeshijie，nideshijie，shibucunzaide。
ailinyankuangwenre，kanzhenanrenzhenzhideyanshen，tazenmehaopohuainanrendexinnian。
“jintaihe，zheilishinishijie，ruguoyouyitianwobuzaile，niyeyaokuailedeshenghuo。”
zheiyangweiwandeshuoming，tahuidongma？
jintaiheshoudaoqingxuganranyegenzhebeishang，“wobuhuirangniside，haiyoujitianfenghuanghuizaicixijibuluo，nijiuguaiguaizaijiadaizhebuyaochulai。sjijingbaoxiangleniyebiechulai，woshishouling，buguanbeishenmeguaiwuxijiwodounengyingdui，nizhixuyaodengzhewohuilai，zhidaoma？”
bendan，woshuodebushizheigexiaoshi。
suiranzhishiwochuangzaodemengjing，danwoquezaimenglidedaolezhenzhengdeaiqing。
ailinleiguangshanshuo，taduinanrentanlianyouyilai，“ruguonatianwoyaoshizhendesile，niyebuxuzhaobiedebeila。”
“woshuoguowozhiainiyigeren。”jintaiheshoujinshoubei，“nishiwodechulian，wozheibeizijiuzhiyouliangjianshiyaozuo，yijianshishidanghaoshoulingbaohuzuanshidaodeanquan，yijianshishiaini。”
ailindiandiantou，balianmaizainanrenxiongkou，“jiusuanyaoyiqingbielian，yedengwomengxinglezhihou。”
yibanrenhuizheiyangba，yidanyishibiandeqingxing，xianshizhonghenkuaijiuhuixingguolai。
dianshilidoushizheiyangyan，tangzaichuangshangchenshuibuxingderenturanyanpigundong，jiazheganyingqideshizhichouchu，bujiubingrenjiuhuizhengkaishuangyan。
woyijingxiangqingchuleyiqie，suoyi，wohejintaihezaiyiqideshijianbuduole。
xiangwenjiulikewendaozhixi，xiangzuoshenmedoubufenchanghebuguanbugu，menglijiugaifangfeiziwo，yinweixingleyiqiejiudoubucunzaile。
yidingshishangdetaizhongwocaixingbuguolai，jintaihe，zaiwosuxingzhiqian，wojiniwodequanbu，shenti，yijixinling......
“ailin，wobuhuiaishangrenheren，niyebuhuituranjiuxiaoshi。yidingshinijuededaoshangdeshenghuokuzaocaihuixiangduole，zheiyangba，yihounigenwoyiqicaolian，meitianguodechongshiyidian，nijiubuhuizaihusiluanxiangle。”
jintaiheturandunwu，zixindechaozhetiankongchuilegexiangliangdekoushao，yizhishenzhangbamideyilongfeileguolai，wenwentingzaijintaihemianqian。
“ailin，wojiaoniqilong。”
ailingangzhanqilaijiuhedecaisuilezijidemojing，shangcihuanxiangchufenghuangjiuyijinghenliqile，xianzaihaihuanxiangchulekonglong？？