bashenyanzhiguanzaimenwaidedisantian，wozuxialexieziloudebancengbangongshi。
qianhetongdeshihou，zhongjiexiaozheshuo：“jiangzongnianjiqingqingjiuganxiashou，zheididuankeshiqiangshoudehen。”
wochelechezuijiao，meishuohua。
shangbeizizheigeshihou，wozhengnazheqianpeishenyanzhiquhaizhai，xieziloudedingjintuoleyoutuo，zuihouhaishita“bangmang”zhaolegepianpidechangdi，shuoshi“xingjiabigao”，shijishanglihexinshangquanyuandelipu，houqipaoyewuduohualebushaogongfu。
xianzaixianglai，tanalishibangwozhaochangdi，fenmingshipawotaikuaizhanwenjiaogen。
bangongshizhuangxiudeshijiaojilexiangshudetuandui，wozekaishishaixuanjianli。
shangbeizigongsidehexinchengyuan，daduoshihoulaimanmanzanqilaide，zheiyici，woxiangzaodianbarenjuqi。
zhengfandaoyifenjiao“linzhi”dejianlishi，shoujixiangle。
是我妈。
“xiaoxu，nibashuohaojiumeijianyanzhile，rangnijiaotazhoumohuijiachifan。”
womadeshengyintouguotingtongchuanlai，daizhedianguanchangdewenhe。
wowozheshubiaodeshoudunledun。
shangbeizi，womayeshizheiyang，zongniantaozheshenyanzhiburongyi，rangwoduozhaogu。
jiulianhoulaishenyanzhiwumiewo，womahaitoutousaiqianjita，shuo“doushicongxiaoyiqizhangdade，bienaotaijiang”。
zhidaowobabeiqijinyiyuan，tacaihongzheyanmaziji“xialeyan”。
“tazuijinmang。”wojinliangrangyuqiziran，“dengguoduanshijianba。”
“mang？tabushishengyishibailema？”womayihuodao，“nimeirangtalainigongsibangmang？xiaoxu，yanzhineihaizicongming，nimenliangyiqigan，kendingbiniyigerenqiang。”
又来了。
wobilebiyan，yaxiaxinlideseyi。
“ma，wogongsigangqibu，miaoxiaorongbuxiadafo。”
wochelegeliyou，“erqietazijidagaiyeyoubiededasuan，wojiubuchanhele。”
womahaixiangshuoshenme，beiwobaqiangguoleshouji。
“xingle，haiziyouzijidezhuyi。”wobadeshengyinbiwomachenxie，
“xiaoxu，yaoshiyanzhizhenyoukunnan，nengbangjiubangyiba，danbieweiquziji，zhidaoma？”
“zhidaoleba。”woyingzhe，gualedianhua。
dingzhediannaopingmushanglinzhidejianli，woturanxiangqi，shangbeizilinzhishibeishenyanzhidangzaimenwaide。
dangshilinzhilaimianshijishugang，bishichengjidiyi，shicaoyeliangyan，wobenlaixiangluyong，shenyanzhiquesixiazhaowoshuo：“zheirenxinqitaigao，buhaoguan，erqiewokantajianli，zhiqiantiaocaotingpinfande，pashiliubuzhu。”
woneishihouxinta，jiubalinzhijule。
houlaicaizhidao，linzhishiyeneiyoumingdejishudashen，beilingyijiagongsiwazouhou，zuochulehaojigebaokuanxiangmu。
shenyanzhibuguoshipalinzhijinlaihou，fenzouwodexinren，ailetadeshi。
“ding——”diannaotishishoudaoxinyoujian。
shilinzhifalaide，wenmianshishijianshifoukeyidiaozheng，talinshiyougejishujiaoliuhuiyaocanjia。
wolikehuifu：“meiwenti，xiazhouerxiawusandian，wozaibangongshidengni。”
fawanyoujian，shoujiyouzhendongleyixia，shitiaomoshenghaomafalaideduanxin：“xubai，wozainigongsilouxia，nengbunengxialaijianyimian？youhenzhongyaodeshi。”
落款是“沈砚之”。
我挑了挑眉。
santianle，tazhongyurenbuzhule。
shangbeizitabeiwojuzhimenwaihou，yelaizhaoguowoyici，shuoyou“zhongyaodeshi”，shijishangshinalefenjiadezhaiwuqingdan，kuzheqiuwojieqian，wodangshixinyiruan，youjiletayibi。
zheici，tayouxiangwanshenmehuayang？
woqishenxialou，gangchudianti，jiukanjianshenyanzhizhanzaidatingdejiaoluo。tahuanlejianganjingdetxu，toufayelile，kanqilaibisantianqianjingshenxie，danyandidejiaolvzangbuzhu。
kanjianwo，talikeyingshanglai，zuoyoukanlekan，yadishengyin：“xubai，wozhaodaodangniannishuoxiangzuodeneigexiangmudeziliaole！”
我愣了一下。
当年？
哦，想起来了。
gaozhongdeshihou，wogentaxianliao，shuoyihouxiangzuogelianjiexiaozhongshejishihexiaofeizhedepingtai，haihuaguojizhangcaotu，houlaimangzhegaokao，jiuwangle。
shangbeizitatoubenwoshi，yagenmeitiguozheishi，fandaoshiqinggongyanshang，nazhejizhangmofangwodangniancaotude“shejigao”，shuoshitadangnian“daizhexiangmulaibangwo”dezhengju。
“ziliao？”wokanzheta，“shenmeziliao？”
tacongsuishendefanbubaolitaochuyigejiubijiben，diguolai：“nikan，zheishidangniannigenwoshuowan，wojixialaide，houlaiwoyoubuchonglebushaoxijie，shichangdiaoyan、yinglimoshidouyou……”
wofankaibijiben，limiandezijishishenyanzhide，neirongquehewodangniansuikoushuodeneixiehuagaoduzhonghe，zhishiduolexiekansizhuanye，shizeloudongbaichude“fenxi”。
henmingxian，shitazheijitianlinshiganchulaide。
“ninazheigeji**shenme？”woheshangshu，dihaijita。
tameijie，fanerkanzhewo，yanjingliangdejingren：“xubai，womenyongzheigexiangmuchuangyeba！nichuzijin，wochufangan，gufenwomenwuwufen，zenmeyang？”
五五分？
我差点笑出声。
shangbeizitajingongsidangfuzong，nazheyuanchaoxingyebiaozhundexinshui，zuihouhaifanyaoyikou，shuowo“yazha”ta。xianzaidaohao，yishanglaijiugantiwuwufen。
“woyijingyouxiangmule。”wobabijibensaihuitashouli，“jihuashudouxiehaole。”
talianshangdeguangshunjiananlexiaqu，zhuazhebijibendeshouzhiyonglidaofanbai。
“nineigexiangmuwozhidao，jiushigeputongdekejifuwupingtai，meishenmexinyi。”
tajidao，“wozheigebuyiyang，zuoxiaozhongsheji，xianzainianqingrenjiuchizheiyitao，kendingnenghuo！”
“huobuhuo，shiguocaizhidao。”wozhuanshenyaozou。
“jiangxubai！”taturanjiaozhuwo，shengyinlidaizhedianqijibaihuai，
“nishibushijuedewopochanle，jiumeiyongle？suoyicaichuchufangzhewo？”
wohuitoukanta，tayanliyoufanqilehong，neifuweiquyoufennudeyangzi，buzhiqingderenkanle，pashizhenyaoyiweiwoduobujinrenqing。
“shenyanzhi，”wokanzhetadeyanjing，yiziyijudao，“wofangbufangni，buzhongyao。zhongyaodeshi，nidedongxi，wobuxuyao。”
shuowan，womeizailita，jingzhizoujinledianti。
diantimenheshangdeshunjian，wokanjiantazhanzaiyuandi，shoulijinjinzuanzheneigebijiben，liansenankanzhiji。
huidaobangongshi，wobalinzhidejianlidiaochulai，jirenshifaletiaoxiaoxi：“xiazhouerdemianshi，woqinzilai。”
youxiekeng，shangbeizicaiguoyicijiugoule。
youxieren，zheibeizizaibunengjirenhekaojindejihui。
zhishiwomeixiangdao，shenyanzhibingmeiyoujiucifangqi。
taxiangshirendingleyaochanshangwo。
diertiankaishi，meitiandoujiwofaxiaoxi，youshishifataneige“xiangmu”debuchongziliao，youshishishuotazhaodaolexinde“touziren”，danhaishijuedegenwohezuozuifangxin，shenzhiouerhuifaxiewomenxiaoshihoudezhaopian，peiyiju“xiangxiangneishihou，duohao”。
woyigaibuli，xiaoxizhijiehuazou。
zhidaozhouwuwanshang，wobaturanjiwodadianhua，yuqiyouxieyansu：“xiaoxu，nigenyanzhishibushinaobieniule？tagangcailaijialile，shuonichuangyeyudaonanchu，taxiangbangmang，niquebukenjianta。”
我心里咯噔一下。
shenyanzhijuranzhaodaowojiaqule？