woshudezhimaohan，toutouqiaoleyiyanwoniangqin，tayizhidandingdiying……
tameilibaixidemianpangguangcaizhaoren，napatachouzhedayan，yijuyidongdoumeidexiangfuhua。tashizhongmeikanguowoyiyan，neitajiaowolaiganshenmeni……
“zhishangmeijianzhanghe。”qiyaolenglengxiaokan，“meidainaozichumen？”
wohuitoutuliankanzheshouzhongdepai，poqiexiangyaoyingqiyaoyiba，wogangchouchuyizhangpaiyaodachuqu，ningqianzhouwenwenanzhuwoshoubei，jiangneizhangpaichahuipaijian，suihouquzhi，liluotichuyigeyaoji。
我凝神。
suoyourendoushanjiwoyigeyanshen，woniangqinyiweishenzhangkanleyanningqianzhou，suihoubudongshengseweiwoleyizhangpai。
众人心领神会。
qiyaodanmorushuangdelianlenglejifen，paipaienwo。tasihuxinliyazhehuo，neipaijiucharengwolianshangle。
ningqianzhoucongrongbupo，tajigehuihebianjiangwoyishoulanpaidachengwangzha。woqingxiganshoudaotacongxiehoufangqingshenerlaishenti，sanfazhenongyuheermengdewenreqixi，zheiqixinongnonglongzhaowo，rangwoquanshenfajin。
tameiyicidekaojin，douqianchezhewodexintiao。
tashuo，“xiaoweiwei，jiayou。”
guantaitaimenqiaochuduanni，xiaokandao：“ningshaoshuaiheshiduiguniangzheibanshangxinle，gaibuhuizhenyouqingkuangba。”
“womenqianzhouduisheidouyiyang。”woniangqindayuanchang，“congxiaodaoda，meijianguotaduiguniangbushangxinde。”
“zigufengliuchushaonian。”zhengyaomenxianshuo，“kansiduoqing，zongwuqing。”
众人大笑。
“zheigenvrenpindebuxing，ningshaoshuaiyaozhuyi。”jimuhuranchusheng，“wojialingxiu，jiushibeitajikengpianle，suoxingxianzailihunle，pieqingguanxile。”
wozuanjinleshoulidepai，shangbeiziwogenqiyaoguanxibumu，hendachengdushangyoutafumudegonglao。xinhunzhiye，qiyaojiuwanmengwan，jiubeitafumujiaozou，zhiyaoqiyaohuihunfang，tamashibidadianhualainao。
shenzhiburangtagenwotongfang，shuoyidanrangwohuaileyun，jiuzaiyeshuaibudiaowozheigegoupigaoyaole，shuowohuihaisitamenjia，biqiyaogenwolihun，pieqingguanxi。
wogenqiyaojiehunneitian，jijiameiyouyigeqinshudaochang，tamendoubutongyizheimenqinshi，shiqiyaolipaizhongyiqulewo，zheigejuedingchadianbatabamaqisi。
weifengtouguochuangwaidelvzhuchuijin，xielaiyishiqingcaoxiang，woshenzijiangzhu。
ningqianzhouenmieyanhui，meijiehua。
daoshiwoniangqinbahuatoujieguoqule，“jitaitai，lingxiuzuoweiyigedushuren，zenhuichundaobeiyigexiaoguniangkeng，ninshuobushi？”
“shi，ningayishuodedui。”qiyaojiehua，“woqianqidepinxing，queshixuyaozhuyi。”
“shima。”niangqinshenshenmeiyanweifeixiangqiyao。
qiyaoteyibaqianqierziyaodetebiezhong，wojianchigentapieqingguanxi，shizhongbujietahuacha，zheipaidadeworuzuozhenzhan，wosuanshikanmingbaile，woniangqinzhitiningqianzhoushuohua。xiangbizhixia，ningqianzhouzheigejizigengxiangshiqinerzi，erwozheigeqinguinvquexianggewailairen。
neixierennilaiwowangxiaozheliaotian，kehualihuawaianzangjifeng，zheikansijianjiandandandepaiju，fangfoshiduofangshilitanpanzhuoshangdejiaozhu，gezhongliyitanxiaojianbianbiaotaigemingmingbaibai。
youjunguanjinlaigenningqianzhouhuibaoleshenme，tazhongtulichang，wodeshixiangensuitayidong，ningqianzhouzouchutingtanglaidaoyuanwai，neimingshoushoujunguancongcongzouguolai，dijitayifengmijian，“shaoshuai，teti。”
tetidianbaoshijinjichengduzuigaojibiedejian，xuyaomashangbanli。
ningqianzhoumeitoujinsuo，qixishenchensumuxiaqu，zhuanzhukanzheshouzhongdewenjian。
wojiekouneiji，congpaizhuoshangliule，weishibuxiangkandaoqiyaoneizhangchoulian，yushizhaolegezhanglangzuodengsanchang，yuanyuankanjianningqianzhoutingbashenying，qiangtoutaozhihuangdong，lingluodetaohualiulianerguotafajian，ceyananjingyansu，burongqinfan。
zheiyanghaodenanren，shenmeyangdenvrencainengpeideshangtaa。
“ninashenmegenningqianzhoujiaohuandemengwan？”qiyaoshengyindandan，“youbabingzaitashoushang？”
wozharanhuitou，bianyingshangqiyaoyinrendenurong。
“hebiweilewozuodaozheizhongdibu。”tadenurongliyouchanzazhefuzadedongrong。
zheiyike，wocengjingduitasuoyoudefuchusihudoufanyongzaitaxinjian，tayiranrenweiwoshiweiletacaiquyifengyingningqianzhoude。
我……
wogaizenmejieshizheigangadewuhui。
faxianwogenzheiershaziwuhuakeshuo，yushiwoqishenxiangzou，ketayoudangzaiwomianqian，wozhuanbupashangzhanglangdeweilan，xiangtiaoxiahuayuan，kesheizhi，wogangkuaguoweilan，qiyaoyibazhuaizhuwogebo，“niduoshenme。”
将我扯了下去。
wojiaoyiwei，dajiaoyishengzhenggerenconggaochupuxiaqu，qiyaoxiayishijiezhuwo，dantadigulewodechongjili，zhongzhongbeiwopudaozaidi。
wodezuichunjiuzheimecubujifangdiyazhetadezuichun，xiangtiaobazhuayupazailetadeshenshang。
亲上了……
woliangdayandengxiaoyan，jieshinanyizhixindidengzheduifang，woqingchudikanjianqiyaodelianxunsucuanhong。
dadongjingyinlaiyixieguantaitaiweiguan，“zhei……zahaiqiangwenshangle。”
“woshuojitaitai，yaoburangtaliangfuhunsuanle，datingguangzhongde，haiqinshangle。”
“duobuyaa，aiyao，meiyankanle。”
“成何体统！”
gezhehenyuandejuli，ningqianzhoutaitoukanguolai。
woyouxiuyounao，gubushangkeliuxuedexigai，paqilaijiupao。bianpaobiancazui，pei！peipeipei！
jinguantadezuitingxiangde，kewoxiangshichileyikoushi，zhentaniangdehuiqi！
liangbeizimeinengsongchuqudechuwen，jiuzheimemeile。ningfuyahuandaiwoquchulishangkou，woyoujiyouqi，xinlibiezhewanbanweiquyuanhenwuchufaxie，qishuashuadiaoyanlei。
只想回家。
kanmingbaile，woniangqinbingbuxiangnianwo，jiaowoguolaibachengshipeiqiyaozheigeaojiaoshaoyewande，wowanruyigegongjuren。
paijusanchang，neixiezhengyaoheguantaitaimenrerenaonaodilikai，tingshuoningqianzhouqujunyingle，woyiqueyiguaiqutingtanggenwoniangdaobie。
tahuranjiaozhuwo，“neigeshei，nibiezou。”
wolengleyixia，huitouqueren。
nageshei？wo？querenniangqinzaigenwoshuohua，wozhuanbuzouhuitingtang，dawojinfuyilai，tadiyicinazhengyanqiaowo。
“duodale？”niangqinyizheruanyichoudayan，mimengdeshuangmoupingjingkanwo。
我说，“15了。”
“gaishizhaopojiale。”takezheyanhui，“genqiyaoshuiguomei？”
我摇头。
“haishichuer？”tadewenhuahenzhibai。
womeihangsheng。chuleliangbeizile，doumeinanrenxiangyaowo。
niangqinchajueduanni，xizhedayanlaolawenleju，“xihuanningqianzhou？”
woshunjianmianhongerchi，jimangyaotoufouren。
dangsuoyourendouyiweiwoxihuanqiyaodeshihou，zhiyouwoniangqinkandaolewodexin。
tahuerxiaoleqilai，“biaobaileme。”
wonaergana！zheikexinfangfoyaotiaochuxiongqiang，lianshang**ladetangganquebiebuchuyijuhualai。
“dong！dong！dong！zheixintiaosheng，wogezheierdoutingjianle。”taxiaodegegezhangyang，wanzhuanyouhaoting，“xiaoyatoupianzi，gaigentashuode，jiugentashuo。bieguanjieguo，buliuyihan。”
wojingewanfen，huangmangyaotou。
“weishenmebuni。”niangqinxiaowangzhewo，“xihuandedongxi，jiuyaozuanzaishouli，renjiuhuozheiyibeizi，biekuileziji。”
keshiniangqin，wocengjingjiushijiangxihuanderenzuanzaishoulicaihuijiangzijihuochengleyigexiaohua。
zheibeizi，naerganzaipengganqingni。
更不会再走进婚姻。
shangbeizichiguodekutou，zheibeizibuganzaichile。
“tashiwogege。”wozhongyubiechuleyijufeihua。
woniangyoushiyizhenfumanfengchendewanzhuanxiaosheng，“pashenme？yexunizheibeizijiushiweitaerlaideni。”
怕什么……
yexunizheibeizijiushiweitaerlaideni……
zheixiehuazhuangjizhewoermo，wozaicitingjianzijiyoulidexintiaosheng，yizhiyilai，wodoujiandingderenweilaotianrangwozhonghuoyishi，shiweilerangwozhanduanyinguo，congqiyaodetudaoxiajiuxiawodiedie。
可是救下了以后呢？
我这辈子为谁而来？
不是为了我自己吗？
naohaizhonghuerfuxianneiwanzuozaitajiantoukanlongdengdehuamian，neishihoufeitengdexueyehezhandoubuzhideshentijilewoqiansuoweiyoudezhenhangan，guansuodeposuixinmenfangfobeirenzhongzhongzhuangkai，wenrouliaoyuzhishoujiangwoposuidexinyipianpianfenghe，hujuezheibeizizhile。
“biepa。”niangqinxilekouyan，shengyinjimosanman，“yuqixingshizouroudihuozhe，buruhonghonglielieaiyichang。”
yanhuisanluoyidi，xiangshiaiqingreliehoudehuijin。
niangqinrangwoliusu，mingtianyizaopeitataqing。
taqishenqianzhuwoshouwanwangneiyuanzouqu，nongyudexiangshuiweidaizhetuibaidefuxiuqibaoguowo，wocengjingchongjingguowushucidechangjing，keshi，zhenpanlaileniangqindeaifu，wodexinjingruciyaoyuan，ganshoubudaotadeaiyi，tahaoxiangbuaiwo。
chuangwaixiaqileyu，ximideyudichuozaidadishang，sususongsongdeshengyinpamanwonaohai，zheiyiye，wohanjianmengjianshangyishidechangjing，mandidoushixue……
huangdongderenying，huangdongdetoulu。
yourenguizaixuebolididiqiqi，“womeiyou……weiwei，womeiyou，bushiwo……”
bingliangdeyanleidiluozaiwolianshang，wowulizhengkaiyanjing，xueshuimohudeshixianzhong，yixikanjianqiyaocangbaijuewangdejunlian，tamanlianleishuihuangzhangshicuojiangwolanjinhuaili。
zhouran，neizhanglianyoubianchenglewodiedieqiqiaoliuxuedetoulu，piaofuzaikongzhongsihouzhe，“xiangqilai！kuaixiangqilai！”
wojianjiaozhexinglai，zhangyelimenrechaoshi，wodahanlinlizuoqishen，jingkongwangxiangsizhou，quanranmoshengdefangwubuju，fangfozhishenyuweijisifudehuanjingli，fenbuqingmengjingyuxianshi。