gualedianhua，woxinzhongdeyinmaisihusanquleyixie。
wojuedingxianxiuxiyiduanshijian，diaozhenghaozijidezhuangtai，zaizhongxinchufa。woyaorangzijibiandegengjiayouxiu，
buzaiweiguoqudeganqingertongku。huidaojia，wojiangzijirengzaichuangshang，bishangyanjing，
naohaizhongquefuxianchuhebeizhoudeshenying。neigezaijucanshiweiwotingshenerchudenanren，
tadeyanshenzhongchongmanlewenrouhejianding。woxiang，yexuwodeshenghuozhendeyaofashenggaibianle，erhebeizhou，
huishiwoxinshenghuodekaishima?yangguangtouguobanbodeshuye，sazaidimianshang，xingchengyipianpianjinsedeguangban。
wozhanzaiyuedingdecantingmenkou，xinzhongtantebuan，shuangshoubuzijuedijiuzheyijiao。zheishiwodiyicixiangqin，
erqieduixianghaishihebeizhou，neigezaishangquanheheyoumingderenwu，wozenmenengbujinzhangni?woshenxiyikouqi，
shiturangzijizhendingxialai，kexintiaoqueyijiubushoukongzhidijiasu。
wozaixinlimomoxiangzhe：“hebeizhoudaodishigezenyangderenni?tahuibuhuihenyansu，hennanxiangchu?
”woyuexiangyuejinzhang，jiaobuyebuzijuediwanghoutuiletui。jiuzaizheishi，yiliangheisedehaochehuanhuanshilai，
wenwenditingzailecantingmenkou。chemendakai，yiweishenzhejiancaidetixizhuangdenanzicongcheshangzoulexialai。
tashenzitingba，rutongyikecangsong，qizhifeifan。yangguangsazaitadeshenshang，goulechutawanmeidelunkuo，
wobujinkandaile。tataiqitou，muguangyuwojiaohui，zuijiaoweiweishangyang，luchuyigewenhedexiaorong。
wozheicaihuiguoshenlai，yishidaozijideshitai，lianshangshunjianfanqilehongyun。tamaizheyouyadebufaxiangwozoulai，
meiyibudouxiangshitazaiwodexinshang。“nihao，shishiyu**ba?”tadeshengyindichenerfuyoucixing，
rutongtianlaizhiyin。wolianmangdiantou，jiejiebabadishuodao：“shi……shide，woshishiyu。nihao，hexiansheng。
”wojinzhangdelianshuohuadoubulisuole，xinliananaonaozijidebuzhengqi。tasihukanchulewodejinzhang，
qingshengxiaodao：“biejinzhang，womenjinquliaoba。”shuozhe，tazuoleyigeqingdeshoushi，shiyiwoxianjinqu。
woweiweidiantou，dizhetoukuaibuzoujinlecanting。cantinglidebuzhiwenxinerlangman，qingroudeyinlezaikongqizhongliutang。
womenzaikaochuangdeweizhizuoxia，fuwuyuandishangcaidan，woquejinzhangdegenbenwuxinkancaidan，suibiandianlejigecai。
hebeizhoukanzhewo，yanzhongmanshixiaoyi：“shi**，nibuyongzheimejinzhang，jiudangshihepengyouchigefan。
”tadeyanshenzhongchongmanlewenrouheguli，rangwoxinlidejinzhangganshaoshaojianqingleyixie。wotaiqitou，
guqiyongqikanxiangta，zhenghaoduishangtaneishuangshensuideyanjing。neiyishunjian，wofangfoxianruleyipianshensuidehaiyang，
wufaziba。wolianmangyikaishixian，guzuozhendingdishuodao：“hao……haode。
”wozaixinlibuduangaosuziji，yaolengjing，yaozhending，kemianduita，wozongshibuyouzizhudijinzhangqilai。
“shi**，wotingshuonizhiqianzailutingandegongsigongzuo?”hebeizhouturanwendao，yuqizhongdaizheyisihaoqi。
tidaolutingan，wodexinliweiweiyitong，danhaishidianlediantou：“shide，buguowoyijingcizhile。
”wobuxiangzaitiqineiduanshangxindewangshi，yuqizhongyetouluchuyisidandandewunai。
hebeizhouruoyousuosididiandiantou：“zheiyanga，qishiwohenzaozhiqianjiutingshuoguoni，nihenyouxiu。
”tadeshengyinhenzhencheng，rangwoxinliyongqiyigunuanliu。woyouxiejingyadikanzheta，
meixiangdaotahuizheimeshuo：“xiexie，wo……woyemeineimehao。”wobeitadekuajiangnongdeyouxiebuhaoyisi，
lianshangzaicifanqilehongyun。