第四章

taqueshisongleyigegongzijiwo,keshiwoconglaimeiyoujianguota。

zhishiyouyici,didituranjianlailexingqu,feiyaonazhejiandaobaneigegongzijiangexisui。

wogenbenjiulaibujizuzhi。

houlaiguguzhaoshangmenlaiwenkanzhesuipianwoweishenmeyaozheiyangzuo,womamaweilebangdidiyanshi,dangjijiubawotuichulaimaleyidun。

“nizhenshitaixiaojiaziqile!nibuxihuanjiubuxihuanweishenmeyaojiansui?jididiwanbuhaome?”

“mama,womeiyou……”wohaixiangyaobianjiexieshenme,keshimamaquegenbenjiubujiwojihui。

“meiyoushenme?ninandaoxiangyaoshuonimeiyoujian?woqinyankandaojiushini!nihaiyoushenmeyangdeliyouhaojiaobian!”

jiuzheiyang,wozaibuzhibujuejianbeishanglezheimeyigemoxuyoudezuiming。

wojiahenyouyisi,buzhidaoshizhongnanhaishizhongnv,fanzhengjiejiehedididoubiwoshouchong。

jiejieshiyinweitashidiyigehaizi,chushengdeshihouqiaqiaoganshanglebabadeshiyeqibuqi。

neigeshihoumeitianjialimiandouhenmangluan,ertajiushiyigeyiwaidaolaidexiaoshengming。

tadejiangshengchanshenglehendadexiyue,bangzhubabadeshiyegengshangyicenglou。

erdidijiugengbuyongshuole。

yinweitashinanhai,suoyizaizheigejiajiuyouzhetianrandeyouyuegan。

taderenheyaoqiudounenggoudedaozuidaxiandudemanzu。

而我就不一样了。

从小我就不受重视。

zaibabamamadeyanzhong,wojiushiyigedailaieyundehaizi。

jiejiechushengzhihou,shiyeganggangqibudebabajiunenggouzhuanlaidiyitongjin。

erdidichushengdeshihou,ganghaoganshanglebabashiyedezhuanxingqi。

只有我。

zaiwochushengdeneiyitian,quanjiarenyichoumozhan。

wohaiyouyigetongbaogege,kexitazhihuoleyitian。

gexiaoshidoubudaodeshijian,tajiuyaozhele。

jushuodangshiquanjiarendouzaiweizheigexinshengmingdedaolaierhuanhuqueyuedeshihou,turanzhijiantajiubudongle。

songdaoyiyuanzhihou,yishenggaosuwomentayijingsile。

houlaimamazhaogaorensuanguoming。

suanmingderenshuo,woshitianshaguxingzhuanshi,yishengdouhuijishenbianderendailaixueguangzhizai。

zhengshiyinweizheigeyuanyin,suoyiwoyizhibushoujiarendedaijian。

jishishihoulaiwoyouleyigedidi,tamenyeyiranjianxin,ruguomeiyouwodehua,didixianzaiyidingshijiankangde。