“嘭！”
我被扔下向台阶。
beigangfengsiliedeshangkou，youyichuyidapianxianxue。
keyuanchu，xuancelengkunilai，taishouyibagekongduozouwoshouzhongdegongling，tushouniesui：“zaozhiruci，zheigonglingjiubugaijini。”
wotengdeshuobuchuhua，yezhongyumingbai，heyaoxiangbiqilai……
zijiyongyuanshibeipaoqideneiyige。
haibuyouwohuanguolai，jiujianxuancehudechongwochushou，yidaojinguangjianyibanmeiruwodetinei，yigutengtongheranzidantianshengteng！
“jirannibutinghua，buxiangyaoxiuwei，neibenzunbiannazounidelingdan！”
“bu……shizunbuyao……”
tushoushengqulingdan，shimozudouwenfengsangdandekuxinga！
然而——
“撕拉！”
“呜！”
rutongqianwanyinzhentongshitiaoduanshentimeiyichu，wotengdaojingluandaodi，xianxuebenyong，ranhonglesuoyoudebaiyutaijie。
shixianmohujian，wochengzhezuihouyikouqi，huanhuanpadaonanrendejiaobian，zhandouzhexiangchezhutadeyijiao，xueleibuduandiluo。
“啪嗒，啪嗒。”
“shizun……nidaiwo……kecengyouyikezhenxin？”
dancengjinghuworubaodegaodananren，wozhewojingyingtitoudelingdan，jinrengxiayiju：“zheishijinideyigejiaoxun。”
wozaiyezhichengbuzhu，jutongyidiandiantunmeiyishi。
wobaojinziji，tengdebuzhijinxihexi，yishipiaodangfenbuqibainianqianherujin。
“……我好疼”
“shizun……lingxihaoteng……”
“哗啦——”
yidaobingshuijiaozailewoshenshang，rangwoheranconghunchenzhongjingxing，wohuanhuanzhengkaiyan，jiutingjianbiyiyiju——
“nijiushiyongzheizhanglian，xianggouyinxuance？”
zhanzaiwomianqiande，shiyizhehuali，duanzhejiazi，zitaigaogaozaishangdeyaochixiannvyaoxiang。
chuanwenzhongdeshoushenqinglai，beiminzhongshengdexianzi，cikequeyilianyanebiyi。
wohaimeilaidejichengqishenti，xiayikeyaoxianghudechongwochushou，yigulingfengjisuchonglai。
“nibupeiyongzheizhanglian。”
“咻——”
“a——wodelian……”
lianjiadaoxuejutong，wozhandouchupeng，quemanshoushixue。
我的脸毁了……
hunmijian，yixitingdaoyaoxiangyoujiduyounaonudexinsheng——
【ququxiaoyao，nizenmekeyizhangdebiwogengxiangshen？】
神？
什么神？
wocongyoulingzhiqi，zijijiushizhangzheiyangde……
tamenweishenmeyaozheimeduiwo？
我到底做错了什么？
wujindeheianzhong，wohaoxiangzenmepaoyepaobuchu。
zijizheishisile，daolediyulema？
huanghujian，womianqianchuxianleyidaowucaihongguang。
womomingjuedeshuxi，xiayishikaojin，hongguanglongzhaoxia，shentiyemeiyouzenmetengle。
yishunjian，wojiuxingleguolai。
shenshangdetongyijingxiaojian，weiyoulianjiacitongnanren。
woxiayishiditou，guangliangmingliangdeyushidijieshang，daoyingzhewodelian——
“啊！”
wohedemengranhoutui，wodezuobanzhanglianrujinmanshiwugongbanchouloudebahen。
wotaoyesidexianglikaizheili，kexianmendaochudoushiguanghuamingliangdediban，wozhiyaoyitaiyan，jiunengkanqingzijibieguihainankandelian！
无处可逃。
wozhinengwuzhulian，haoburongyibendaoyipianqingcaotaohualin，quefaxianbuyuanchuzhanzhedexuancehesiming。
xinkouyizhi，wozhengyaolikai，quetingsiminghudeshuo：“xianzun，sulingxidelingdanyijingjiyaochixianzifuyongle，danliaoxiaobutaihao。”
“ninyikaishijiayishejutabeimozusuoshang，rangtaxinganqingyuanfuxiacuitiyaowu，ziyuanfengxianlingdan，yaoxiaocaigenghao。rujinqiangqu，lingdanliaoxiaoguorandadazhekou，pashiyaoxiangqitafangfazhiliaoyaochixianzi。”
wozhenggerenbeizhakai，naodailikongbaiyipian——
原来，一切都是局！