第1章
sangengbanye，xienanzhibeizhangfuwujiezhidesuoqiuzhetengdaoleyiyuan。
zhihoufuchankedexiaohushidouzaichuan，peizongqianghanyouzhuanqing，bijing，sannianqianzaixienanzhibianchengxiazibeishenjiadangzhongtuihunshi，shipeijingchuanyiranjueranzhanchulaizhenqingbiaobaiqiuquleta。
congneizhihou，peijingchuanbianchengletaweiyidejiushu。
dancishicike，xienanzhideshoujinjinwozhumangzhangzhanzaibingfangmenkou，quanshenqueshizhibuzhudezhandou。
仅隔一扇门。
peijingchuankaozaibinglengdeqiangshang，yizhangyingjundelianshangsishiranleyisipibei，tamolemodoulideyan，yishidaoshizaiyiyuanyouzhongxinfanglehuiqu。
“jingchuan，rujinxienanzhihuailenidehaizi，taruoshiyizhixiaxiaqu，wanyikelepengleshangdaoduzilidehaizi，wopanichangzidouyaohuiqingle。suoyiwojianyi，jitaanpaiyanjiaomoyizhishoushu。”
peijingchuantingzhehaoyoudetiyi，meitoujincuxianruchensi。
banshang，peijingchuandetaiduyijiujianjue，“bubi。”
xumotanqi，shuochuyizhixiangshuodexinlihua，“sannianqianxiexiyandeyanjingbingbianxuyaoyizhiyanjiaomo，takaichezhuangshangxienanzhizhihou，nibangtaduozoulerenjiadeyanjing，zheisannianhaiyizhipianrenjia，shimingshiyinweinaobuyuxueyapoleshishenjing。mingmingzaizheiqijianyoujuanzengyanjiaomodejuanxianzhe，keniningyuanyizhirangxienanzhixiazhedoubuyuanyirangtahuifuguangming，shuodaodi，nihaishiweilexiexiyan，shibushi。”
bukefouren，peijingchuanshizheimexiangde。
zhiyaoxienanzhishixiazi，jiuyongyuandoubukenengchengweixiexiyandeweixie。
tashuangshouchadou，yuqiwanxitouzhewunai，“suiranyanyanmeiyoujiajiwo，danwofaguoshi，yaohuzhetayibeizi。zhiyunanzhi......tasuiranshiquleshenxu，kewoyijingbazijideyibeizidoumibujitale，yegaigoule。”
xumotingzhexinlifadu，“peijingchuan，weileyigebuainidexiexiyan，nizhiyuzuodaozheigefenshangma？nizhibuzhidaozijideshentiteshu，xienanzhinenghuaishangnidehaizishilaotiandejuangu。niquedingyaoweilexiexiyan，rangnidehaizichengdanzheiyangdefengxian？”
peijingchuanlengjundecelianxiangshiyouyishunjiandezhengzha，danzuihouzhongjiuhuaweipingjing，“taxiayibeizi，wojiuzhaogutayibeizi，zheigehaizi，woyeyaoquebaowanwuyishi，suoyixumo，nidianliangzhebanba。”
yanleishunjianmohulexienanzhideshixian。
shoulidemangzhangjihuwobuwen，shenzizhandoudelihai。
tingdaopeijingchuandejiaobusheng，tadiediezhuangzhuangdetanghuibingchuang，gaishangbeizixiangshiyiqiedoumeiyoufashengyiyang。
henkuaixiangqituimendeshengyin，peijingchuansihuzouleguolai，xiuzhangdeshouzhizaitalianjialuoxia，liaoqizheyandesuifa。
xienanzhibengjinleshenzi，neixietayiweidewenrouqianquanquanbuhuaweibinglengjuewangdelirencixiangtadexinzang。
疼，呼吸都是痛的。
zhidaopeijingchuanlikaibingfang。
xienanzhihuanhuanzhengkaiyanjing，doudadeleizhugunluo，tasisidiyaozhuchunbanbuganrangzijifachushengyin。
yuanlai，tayinyiweiaodeaiqing，zhishitaaizhirugudezhangfu，weiletaxinaidenvrensaoqingyiqiezhangaijingxincehuadeyichangpianju。
ertadeyanjing......jingshibeizheigenanrenqinshouhuanjileneigenvren。
peijingchuan，nizenmekeyizheimehen？
sanniandehunyina，tayiweidejiushubuguoshiyichangxiaohua。
tazhijuedexinbeisichedeshengteng。
大概过个半个小时。
xienanzhicongbingfanglikai，tayishoufuzheqiang，yishouzhuzhemangzhang，gangzoudaoqianfangshiyekaikuodeweizhi，meimoubujingyidewangduimiandefangxiangkanqu。
suiranyanjingkanbujian，danzheisannianquelianjiuchuqitaganguandelingmin，tawendaoleshuxideweidao。
ercikedepeijingchuanzhengzhanzaishumiwaidadianhua。
kandaolexienanzhi，buzhidaohedianhualiderenshuoleshenme，meiliangjubianguaduanledianhuachaotazouguolai。
wenwenerya，shipeijingchuandedaimingci。
zhishaozaixienanzhideyanjinghaikandejiandeshihou，tajitadediyiganjuebianshimoshangrenruyu，gongzishiwushuang，jushoutouzuzhijianjinxianjingui。
bochunweiyang，peijingchuanxiguanxinglaqitadeshou，tahaishiyiguandewenroutitie，“zenmechulaile？shouzheiyangliang，tianqijiangwenayiyebuzhidaojinitianjianyishangma？”
xienanzhidemuguangkongdongdekanxiangmouchu，jihushishunjian，likejiangshoushouhui。
jianzhuang，peijingchuanmeixinyijin，“zenmele？bugaoxing？”
tazaiduqinni，congshenhoubaozhuxienanzhijiaoruodeshenzi，shuyunanxingdeqixichongchizhetadebijian，daizheyisichongniheqinghong，“shisheirewotaitaishengqile，wotinishoushita。”
谢南枝心中一痛。
peijingchuan，neigeren，youmeiyoukenengjiushinizijini。
tadeshenzizaipeijingchuanhuailiweizhanleyixia，yongzuiduandeshijianbaqingxukongzhihao，ranhouzhuanxiangta，“tinghushishuo，wohuaiyunle。douguaini，dabanyebushuijuefeiyaozhetengwo......wanyihaiziyaoshiyougeshenmesanzhang......”
huayinweiluo，peijingchuanlianseyansudaduanta，“hushuo，womendehaiziyidinghuipingpinganan，zhangmingbaisuide。laopo，wojuebuyunxuzheigehaiziyourenheyiwai。”
peijingchuankanzhesisiwenwen，keduinannvzhishiquegewaideyeman。xienanzhixiang，tasuiranbuaita，danzhishaoshixihuantashentide。
zheijiushinanrendeliegenxing，jishibuai，yijiunengzuo，tamenshikeyibashenxinwanquanfenkaide。
peijingchuanhongzheta，“laopo，wocuole，kewoyeshishixianbuzhiqing，nibieshengqi，qihuaileshentiwoxinteng。”
yirujiwangdewenroutitie，kezheiyiqiebuguoshimabitadejiaxiang。
zhiyoutaquanxinquanyideaita，caibuhuiqudaraotaxin**demeihaoshenghuo。
sangzilikusedenanshou，xienanzhiquechelechezuijiao，xiaolechulai，“jingchuan，nishuowomenhuibuhuilihun？”
wenyan，peijingchuandelianshaneijianchenlexialai。
buzhiweishenme，tingdao“lihun”lianggezi，taxinliyihuang。
“你说什么？”
xienanzhiyijiuzaixiao，angzhetou，“nishuo，youyitianwomenhuibuhuiheneixieganqingpoliedefuqiyiyang，zoushanglihunzheitiaolu？”
shuran，xienanzhizhijuedeyaojianyijin，peijingchuanyongzuiyansudekouwen，“xienanzhi，woyongyuanbuhuirangnilikaiwo。”
为什么不会？
pataqupohuaixiexiyandexingfu？
jiuzheime......aita。
minleminchun，xienanzhimeiyoushuohua。
keshizenmebanni，tabuxiangyaotale。
一点也不想。
zhibuguozaicizhiqian，xienanzhihaiyoushiqingyaozuo。
shanghaiguotaderen，zenmenengbufuchudaijiani。