wobawenwodaodizenmehuishi，wozheicaizhizhiwuwudejiangmenglideshiqinggaosuleta。
tashenshentanlekouqi，ranhougaosuwoshuowoyeyeheneirenxingfangqishishiyizhongjiaozuoxuemengdeyishi，yichuzizhixueyuyinrendijiedemengshi，suoweiyinren，qishijiushiyinjiandegui。
zheishiyaocongwochushengdeneinianshuoqi。neishijialifashengyibian、bushaorenmomingqimiaodecansi、dabufenshiwojiagegexingyebijiaoyouchuxidezhongjianfenzi。
taiyeyeshuowomenjiachangnianzhanranyinwu，nanmianhuiraoluanyinjianzhixu，zheishirenjiaqiuhousuanzhanglaile。
wochushengdeneitian，dianshanleiming、yinyangwenluan，womadabanyedezaijiaturanpoleyangshui，laojiajulixianchengdeyiyuanbuyuan，ranerneitiandekuangfengbaoyuyinfashanhong，chongkualeyizuojibainiandeqiao，yushiwozhinengtingtianyoumingdezaijiachusheng。
xinghaonainaijingyanfengfu，zaiwotikuhou，wotaiyeyejiuzaicitangantaishangjiandaoleyizhixueyujiezhi。
neijiezhianhongliuguang、kanqilaixiangninggudexianxue，meiyourenzhidaoshicongnalilaide。
taiyeyeyaotoutanqi，shenmeyemeishuo。
houlai，woshiliusuideshihou，jiubeisongdaolewojiazuzhaidijiaolideneizhang“chuang”shang。
shuoshidijiao，qishijiazuliderendouzhidao，neishiyizuobeitaokongdewanghoumu。
binglengdeshiguomuguan，jiushiwodexichuang。
neichangrutongemengyibande“baixishi”hou，jialituranjiufengpinglangjing、zaiwuyiwai。
erwojipindeshenfen，jiuyizhiyanxuzhijin。
yinweineiyiyedejingli，wozaizhenggejiazuzhongdoubeishiweiyilei，haoxiangwoshiguiguaiyiban、renrendoupawo、yanewo，erwoxiongqiangualeshibaniandeneikejiezhi，jushuojiushineigeyinrenliuxiadepinli。
minghunshilianggeyinrendeshi，jihusuoyourendourenweiwohuizaineiyiwansiqu。
ranerwoquehuoxialaile，suirandabingyichang，danwoqueshihaiyouxintiao、youtiwen、youyingzi。
neizhihou，wobajiangwoconglaojiajiedaoshenbian，wogenwoba、wogeyiqishenghuo，pingpinganandeshenghuodaoxianzaiweizhi。
woyiweiwoyijingchedibaituoleneixiefengjianmixin，keshishiqinghaoxiangbuxiangwoxiangxiangdeneimejiandan。
fuqinjinzhangdekanzhewo，renzhendao，“xiaoya，nigentatantan……kankantadaodixiangyaoshenme。”
想要什么？
wojuedetashixiangyaowosi。
dangtianyeli，tayouchuxianle，woyibianzaoshouzhetadezhemo，yibianzhanweiweidewendao：“women……womennengtantanma？”
“tan？”talengxiaoleyisheng：“nixianggenwotanshenme？”
tajiusuanshuozhehua，yemeiyoutingxiadongzuo，wodehuayubeitachongzhuangdezhiliposui。
“ni、nidaodixiangzenyang……a……”woguqiyongqishuodao：“womenjia、shibushi、shibushi……dezuiguoni？huozhe……niyoushenmexinyuanweile？”
taqingxiaoleyisheng，zanshitingxialedongzuo，rangwochuanlekouqi。
“minghunshilianggeyinrendeshi……women……bushihe。”woshiyizijihaishihuoren：“niyinggaizhaogeshihenideduixiang。”
zhaogenvguiba，biechanzhewole。
“nisilejiushihele。”taqingxiaozhetuchuliangbodehuayu。
wojidetaiyeyeshuoguo，xiangwozheiyangdeqingkuangjiejudoushisiwang，huozheshimomingqimiaodeyiwai、huozheshizisha。
zhendezhinengsiledachengminghun，cainengjieshuma？
“wo……”woyanleimaolechulai。
taxiaolexiao，shuodao：“henweiqushiba？nimeizuocuoshenme，quechengweihaizhaidechouma。”
tashenshounieleniewodexiaba，neishouzhihenliang。
“……sheijiaonishengzaimujia。”tadeyuqidouranbianleng，meiyoutongqing、fanerdaizheyisichaofeng。
chuleku，wohaizhenbuzhidaozenmeban。
fuqinjiaowogentatantan，kezheizenmetan？
chushengjiushiyuanzui，wowufagaibian。
“biekule！”tabunaifandedihoudao：“woruoshiyaonisi，niliangnianqianjiugaisile，biebuzhihaodai！”
tayouhuanlegeqiangdiao，“baitiannibushihenxiangshouma？zenmexianzaiyoubukenle。”
baitian？wojingkongdekanzheta。
“jiangyisheng？nizhendeshineigexinliyisheng？”
“你到底要怎样？”
yuanlaiyiqiedouzaitadezhangkongzhizhong，wojiuxianggexiaochoubeitawannong。
worenshoubuledechuidatadejianbang，ranerneidianliqi，jiuxiangnaoyangyang。
woyijingmeiyouliqifankangle。
“shibushisilejiunengjieshu？！”wohoudao：“neiwozijidongshoujiuhao，nikeyifangguowolema！”
woshenshoutaochuzhentouxiazangzhedejiandao，jushuozaizhentouxiayajiandaoshipixiede，keshiduitawanquanmeiyong。
woyongjiandaozhazijidejudongjinuleta，tazaiwoshouzhouyidan，wozhoujinmatong，jiandaodieluochuangxia。
“niganshanghaizijishishi！！”tabinglengdenuyirubingsiren，neiqixicitonglewodejifu。
“muxiaoya，bieshuowomeijinggaoni——niyaoshiganzican、huozheqiusi，nishishikan，wohuirangnihenimenmujiaqiushengbude、qiusibuneng！”
tashenshouniezhewodebojing，neilidaobuqingbuzhong，querangwoyouyizhongzhixidecuojue。
“minghunbushixiwangduifangkuaidiansiquma？ni……biezaizhemowole……”woshizheqiurao。
“zhemo？”talengxiaoleyisheng，shuodao：“nijuedezheishizhemo？neiyemeibanfa，nishiwominghundeqizi，daosiyebuhuibian，zhemoniyeyaorenzhe！qiriqimanzhihou，nijiushiqiuwo、woyebuxiangpengni！nizheijiangyingdeshentizhenrangrensaoxing！”
七日？
那还有四天……
tanaonudekoujinlewodeyao，jiangnuqitixianzaixingdongshang。
wojuewangdetanzaichuangshang，wohuisizaitashenxiaba？
yishituolishenti，woganjuezijizaihunhundundundeyulanglichenfu。
几近溺亡。
肾虚是什么感觉？
woxiachuangdeshihourenzhenkaolvhedianbushendetangyao，fouzewoaobudaodiqitian。
zhenggeyaobusuanzhangnanren，neizhongnanyiyanshuodesuan、ma、zhang、tong，jianzhiyaolewoming，erqiexiaofulimianhuoshaohuoliao，quanshenmeiyigegujiedouzaikangyi。
zheijitian，tadouliuxiabushaodongxizaiwoshentili，wo……yaobuyaochidianyaoyifangwanyia？
sixufenluan，wokanleyiyanshoujideshijian，huluanxishuyixiajiuchumenle。
wojinniangangshangdaxue，jintianshikaixuederizi，ruguowodiyitianjiuchidaodehua，bandaohuikendinghuichenjiweinanwo。
womenbandaoshigezaizhiyanjiusheng，sihushimougexiaolingdaodezhizi，zaidaxueli，zaizhiyanjiushenglaidangbenkeshengdefudaoyuanshichangshi。
zicongyingxinwanhuiwocanjiabanlidezouxiubiaoyanhou，tazongshijiejizhaowodecha、youshimeishijiujiaowoqujiaoshibangongshi，wenwoyoumeiyouxingqudanrenbanganshenmede。
woyizhihenxiaoxindegentalakaijuli，danshijintianwoshizaipaobudong，congcongmangmanggandaokeshideshihou，haishichidaole。
bandaoxiaolexiao，duiquanbantongxueshuodao：“wohenkaimingdeya，chidaozaotuikuangkeguakede，douji**kuli……muxiaoya，dengxiadaowobangongshilai。”
banlitongxuexuletayizhen，wodizhetouzuodaolesongweipangbian。
songweibailebandaoyiyan，qiaoshengshuodao：“shejingbing，taneidianxinsisheikanbuchulaia！rangnixiongda**qiao、zhongjianyiduanxiaomanyao，huogai！nizijixiaoxindianba！”
banhuihenkuaijiujieshu，songweidasuanpeiwoqubangongshiganhuoer，keshilinshibeixueshenghuiderenjiaozou，jieguohaishiwozijiqu。
bangongshilijuranzhiyoutayigeren，qitadelaoshidoumeihuilai，tazheimezaojiujieshubanhui，nandaoshibieyouyongxin？
tajiaowozuozaitadiannaoqianzhenglixueshengtongxunlu，ranhoujintiezhewoshibushidewanyaokaojin。
wobushiwuzhishaonvle，liangnianqianneigeyinrenjiujiaohuiwoliangxingzhijiandeguanxishizenmehuishi。
wozhanqilaishuodao：“kanlailaoshinibudasuanrangwozhuanxinganhuo，woxianzoule，nizhaobiedetongxuezuoba。”
taturanchezhewodegebo，huaixiaodao：“muxiaoya，woguanchanihenjiule，haiyiweinishishenmechunjienvhaile，kankan，nizheiyishendehenji，zuowandeduojiliea？”
tashenshoumengdiyiche，wodetxubeichedaojiantou。
suogu、xiongkou、shenzhixiongshangyuandouyouqingzidehenji。
neibushiwenhen，neishitayongliniewoliuxiadedandanhongyinheyuqing。
“……kannizheiyangzi！daxiongqiaotun，jiutamashigelanghuo！henjiliea！”tadehuxiyouxiejicu，zhenggerentieleshanglai——