“wuwuwu……haizi，wodehaizini？！”sangmichuidazheguzhezijidenanren，“shini！shibushini！yidingshini！nishalewodehaizi！nishalewodehaizi！aaaaa！woyaoshaleni！shaleni！”
sangmijuewangdekuhanzhe，kongdongdeyanjingliquezaiyeliubuchuyidiyanlei。
“meiguanxi，meiguanxide，nihaihuiyoude，nihaihuiyouhenduohaizide。”luyancibaozhuta，shengyinlveyougengyan。
“a！”sangmijuewangdedahanzhe，shuangmutonghong，yikouyaozailuyancidegeboshang，henbudebataderouyaoxialai。
“si……”luyancisihaobukangju，zhishiwenroudefuzhetadetoufa。
kanzhetadaozaixuebolideneiyishunjian，tahuranjianjiurenqingle，taaita。
从来都爱。
zhishizheixienian，tayourenbuzhuhenta，hentadangniandejueqing，hentadeliyong。
danshikanjiantahenkenengzaiyexingbuguolaideshihou，taturanjianzhidaole，taduitadeaiyaoyuanyuanduoyuhen，napataliyongta、qipianta，shenzhihuailebierendehaizi，tayiranaita。
“luyanci，”sangmizuishangguazhetadexue，huranjianxiaodeqili，“neishinidehaizi，hahahaha！neishinidehaizi！niqinshoushalenidehaizi！”
“bieshuole，bieshuole，”luyanciyibajiangtaloudaozijihuaili，jiujingshisheidehaizizaojiubuzhongyaole，zhongyaodeshita，shitadeanwei。
sangmisihumeiyoutingjiantadehuayiban，zhishiruguimeibanninanzhe，“luyanci，nishuonishibushiminglizhudinga？sannianqiannibuyaowo，wobababiwodadiaolewomendediyigehaizi，xianzai，hahahaha，xianzainiyouqinshoushasilenidediergehaizi！haizi！hahahahahaha……”sangmidiankuangdedaxiaoqilai。
陆砚辞全身僵硬。
她说什么？
第二个孩子？
sannianqiantamendediyigehaizi！？
“sangminishuoshenme？！nizaishuoyibian！nizaijiwoshuoyibian！”luyancikezhizheniezhetadejianbang，rangtaduizhezijideyanjing，keshiyoukanjianleshenmeni？tazaojiuyijingshimingle。
“zenme？”sangmiweiweitiaozhemei，nandedeluchuxiexumeihuodeshenqing，“nishengqile？nixintongle？ahahahaha，luyancialuyanci！niyehuixintong！niyehuiyouzheiyitian！”
sangmituikaita，manlianyuandudao。
luyancitongchudekanzheta，jinjinningzhemei。
他要怎么告诉她？
yaozenmegaosuta，tazhishixintengta，xintengtayigerenmianduineimeduo。
ruguozhendeshizheiyang，neimesannianqiandeshiqing，tazhendeshiyidiandoubuzhidao，nandaotashuodedoushizhende？
tiana，ruguoshizheiyangdehua。
neitadouduitazuoleshenmea？
“luyanci，nijizhu，wohenni！wohenni！wozheiyibeizidoubuhuiyuanliangni！”sangmichuizhebeizidahandao。
luyancikanzhejinhudiankuangdesangmi，manmanbaozhuzijidetou，aohuidedunxiaqu。
sannianqiandezhenxiangjiujingruhe，tahuranjianmeiyouyongqizaiqutanxunle。
xiuyanghaozhihouluyanciyoubasangmidaihuilezhiqiandebieshu，meitianjingxinzhaoguzheta，ranertaquefangfobeichouzoulelinghunban，yigezidoubushuo，shenzhiyilifandoubuchi，jiusuantaqiangpozhetayanxia，tayehuizaitalikaihouyoutuchulai。
tasuoyoudexingweidouzaiwushengdesushuozhetadexinsi，tabuxianghuole，tameiyouzaihuoxiaqudeyongqile。
rongqingyandexiaoshanghenkuaijiuhaole，duiyusangmiheluyancirujindejumian，tahenshimanyi，zhishi，taxuyaozaitianyibahuo。
哦，不，不对。
是再帮帮桑弥。
tabushixiangsima？xianglikaima？
那好，她就帮帮她。
第十九章你的孩子
sangmizuozaiyizishang，muguangdaizhidekanzhechuangwai。
qishitashenmeyekanbujian，zhishixiangnulidexiangkandejianyiyang。
“sangmi，”rongqingyandeshengyinroumeidexiangqi，sangmihunshenyizhan。
“wolaikannile。”rongqingyandeshengyintouzhesisiyuyue。
“lai，laikankanwowohaijinidailiwuleni！”
“e，buhaoyisia，wowanglenikanbujianni！”
“ai，hentengba？wozaojiugaosuguonigankuaipaole，nikan，haishibeishiyanzhuazhuleba？ai，shiyanyezhenshi，weilebangwojiehenguyibanidehaiziliudaowugeyuedeshihou，shuoshizheiyangnihuigengtongku……”
“ei！nihenxianghaiziba？”
桑弥微微一颤。
“re，haizijinidailaile！”yigebingliangdebolipingchushangsangmideshou。
sangmilianshangyongxiangezhongqingxu，rongqingyanmanyidekanzhe。
“kuainahaoa，zheikeshiwotoutouweilenishouxiadeni！tongweimuqin，wolijienideganshou。”
sangmishuangshouzhandouzhezhunbeijieguopingzi。
“啪——”
“ya！nikankan，nizenmebunahaoni？nidehaizidousuichengyitanxueshuile！”rongqingyanxianezuozuodeshengyinxiangqi。
“a！haizi……haizi……wodehaizi……”
sangmicongyizishangdiexia，hunshenmeiyouleliqi，pazaidishangdexiuzheneiyigufuchoudeweidao，manmanpaguoqu，“haizi……wodehaizi……a！wodehaizi！wodehaizi！”
modaozhanchoudexuexingweidedongxidechanei，suoyoudeqingxushunjianbengta，sangmideshijie，zaiyemeiyourenhedongxile。
rongqingyandaxiaozhekanzhezheiyiqie，zailuyancihuilaiqianqiaoqiaolikai。
peilezheilideyaochi，taxiangshenmeshihouguolaizhemosangmijiushenmeshihouguolai。
erzheigenvren，zhinengbeitahenhencaizaijiaoxia！
luyancijinmenkandaodejiushizheiyangdechangjing——sangmizuozaidishangdeshoulipengzheyituanxuehuhudedongxi，pangbianshiyipiansuiboli，dishangdeyiduixuehongdedongxi，buzhidaoshitadexuehunzheshenmedongxi。
“nizaiganshenme？！”luyanciyibushangqian，“sangminigoule！nibunengzai……”
“shiyan，”sangmideshengyinqingpiaopiaode，luyancihunshenyizheng，tazhongyukenshuohuale！zhongyukenkaikougentashuohuale。
“ng……”luyanciweiweidongrong。
“xixi，”sangmilianshangfuxianyimoguaiyidexiao，shenmixixidebashoushendaotagenqian，“nikan，zheishiwomendehaizi！wodeyanjingkanbujianle，buzhidaotazhangdehaobuhaokan，xiangnihaishixiangwo，shiyan，nibangwohaohaokankanhaobuhao？”
luyancishunzhekanguoqu，zhijiantashoulipengzhexuehuhudeyituanneizangyiyangdedongxi，shunjianxiangyaooutu。
“ng？zenmeleshiyan，haizihaokanma？xiangnihaishixiangwoa？”sangmitianzhendewendao，lianshangdangzhehaiziyibandexiao。
“sangmi！nigoule！”luyanciyibadadiaotashoulizheiyangyituan，“niqingxingyidianxingbuxing！meile！haizimeile！”
“a！a！haizi！wodehaizi！”sangmijinghuangdedahanqilai，zhijieyoupuzaidishangmosuozhe，suibolipianbatadeshouhuapo，“wuwuwu……haizi！wodehaizi！”
“baobao，baobaoguai，”sangmizhongyuyoumodaoleneiyituandongxi，baobeiyiyangdelouzaihuaili，“baobaoguaie，mamaduibuqini，shimamanongdiuleni，nifangxin，nifangxin，congjintiankaishi，mamayidinghaohaobaohuni！”
kanzhetazheifumoyang，luyancijuewangdebishangleyanjing。
sangmi，duibuqi，duibuqi……
第二十章精神失常
congneitianyihousangmijiuchedijingshenshichangle。
zheiyici，shizhendejingshenshichang。
buguo，luyanciquezaimeibatasongdaojingshenbingyuan。
tayoushihuiwenroudehantashiyan，rangtaguolaiyiqikanhaizi，youshihuixionghendesiyaota，jiangtajuzhiqianli，dangengduodeshihou，tashiyigerenzaipangbianbaozheneituanfachoudexueroushashadechangzhegeyao——
“tianshangdexingxingdichui，dishangderenerzaizhui……
chongerfei，chongerfei，zhiyaoyounipei……”
shenlanyueshizaitafengleyihoudediqitianzhaodaoluyancide，yijianmianzhidaotadexiaoxihou，tajiuhenhendedaletayiquan。
“luyanci——nige**！nijianzhibushiren！nannanweishenmehuiaini？weishenmehuiaini！”
“shenlanyue，nidaba，nijinqingdedaba，wojueduibuhaishou。”luyanciyilianpingjingdao。
shenlanyuekanzheta，yanlidenuhuojianjianpingxi，zuihoudandandao，“luyanci，wobuhuizaidani，nidetongnidehen，jiuhaohaolanzaixinli！rangta，zaizheili，”shenlanyueyonglizhilezhitadexinkou，“shenggenfaya！”
“chongerfei……chongerfei……zhiyaoyounipei……baobaoguai，baobaoguaie……mamaaini。aini……”
shenlanyuekanxiangyipangchishadesangmi，yanliyinyinyouleiguang，“woshilaidainannanzoude。”
“bukeneng，niwangxiang，sangmibixugenwozaiyiqi。”luyancizhandingjietiedao。
“he，gennizaiyiqi？yibeizifengfengdiandiandegennizaiyiqima？”
“我会治好她。”
“he，”shenlanyuechaofengyixiao，“zhihaota？ninengma？tadaizainishenbiannenghaoma？zaishuole，haoleyihouni？haoleyihounizenmeban？nizenmemianduita？”
“luyanci，nishizhenbuzhidaohaishijiabuzhidaoa，niduinannanzuoguodeshiqing，takenengyuanliangnima？”shenlanyueyuqiyidun，turanjianlingliqilai。
“乖，乖哦……”
kanzhejiaoluochishadebaozhebolipingdenvren，luyancihuranjianyouyule。
tashibushiyinggairangtazou？
bu，bukeyi！jueduibukeyi！
tabunengmeiyouta！tayebuhuixianglikaita！
“shenlanyue，wobukenengrangnidaizouta。”luyancilenglengdaowoshuobazhuanshenlikai。
shenlanyuekanzhetabeiоазисyingmanmanwojinlequantou。
“yo，shenzongjuranxiangdedaowoni？zhenshishouchongruojinga！”rongqingyanyaoraodexiaodao。
shenlanyuetouyebutai，genbenbuxiangkanjianta，“basangmixiangbanfajiwodaichulai。”
“shenzongshizaigenwoshuoma？”rongqingyanweiweitiaomei，“wonaliyouzheiyangdenengnaia！nizhenshi……”
“wobushiluyanci，nibuyongzaiwomianqianyanxi，jinwanshidian，wozaiwuwaidengni。”shuowanbianqishenhaobuyouyudelikai。
beihourongqingyanmanmanxiaoqilai，“sangmi，nikezhenshihaobenshini！yindelianggezhishoukezhetiandenanrenweiniruci，hehehe，nifangxin，zuihouyicheng，woyidinghaohaosongni！”
“sangmi，”rongqingyanshouliniezheyibashuiguodao，manmanchaozhetazouguoqu。
sangmizhishiqingqingbaozhepingzi，meiyousihaofanying。
“sangmi，nihaijidenimamashizenmesidema？”
桑弥轻轻一抖。
rongqingyangegedexiaoleqilai，“nikendingbujideleba，neigeshihounizhengzaixiangzhezenmeheluyancijieshi，yiciyouyicidehetazaidixiashili**ni！zezeze，nishibuzhidaoa！nimamasideshihouhaiyizhibuxiangxinnihuiquchumaizijideshenti，huiganyuanzuoluyancideqingren，tahaijinjindeniezhewodeshou，yibianbianderangwobanidaiguolai，aiya，dangshineigechangjing，zeze，nibuzhidaoyouduoganrenni！”
rongqingyanyibianshuo，yibianbadaoziqiaoqiaorengzaitashenbian。
“ai，qishixuyitinghaode，wozhendehenshebudeta，tadesishuolaishuoqudoushiguainini！ruguobushinixiangzheluyanci，tazenmehuichushini？erqienijuranzaixuyisihouhaitianbuzhichidechanzheluyanci，jiusuantabanisongjinjingshenbingyuanniyeaita，yaolenideyanjing，niyeaita，nikan，xianzaihaoleba，re，nidehaiziyebeiniaimeile！”
sangmideqingxuyuelaiyuejilie，xiongkoujuliedeqifuzhe，rongqingyanmanyidegouqizuijiao。
“suoyinikan，nishibushihenkeea？zheixierendoushinihaisideei！doushiyinweiniguzhideaizheluyancihaiside。xianshiwomama，zaishinidediyigehaizi，zaishinibaba，zaishinimama，zaijiushinixianzaihuailibaozhede，ai，sangmia，woyaoshini，woyidingbuhuixiangzaijixuhuoxiaqu，jishishiyinixianzaizheigerenburenguibuguidemoyanghuozhe，woyejuedezuinieshenzhong。”
第二十一章一刀了结
“a！a！”sangmibengkuidedajiaoqilai，tahaonanshou，haonanshou，nanshou，kuaiyaobaozhale。
“wogaisi！wogaisi！aaa！wogaisi！”sangmibaozhezijidetou，yixiayixiadejidazaidishang。
rongqingyanzaiyipangkanzhe，manyidexiaoqilai，badishangdeshuiguodaoyouwangtagenqiantileti，“shia，niqueshigaisi，woyaoshini，woxianzaijiunaqidishangdedongxiyidaolejiele，”
“lejie，lejie！”sangmizaidishangluanzhuaqilai，modaolerongqingyandeneibadao。，ranhoujiuyingshengshengdechaozhezijidelianshanghuaxiaqu，zuilidunangzhe，“womeiyoulianqujianbabamamawomeiyoulianqujianwodehaizi，wogaisi！wogaisi！”
yidaoyouyidaodehuahenzaisangmijingmeidelianshangzhankai，rongqingyandiankuangdedaxiaoqilai，“hao！hao！haoa！hahahahahaha！sangminihaizhenshipeihewoni！meiyoulezheizhanglian，jiusuannijintianyoujiaoxinghuole，xialai，wojiubuxinneiqunnanrenhaihuiaini！hahahaha…”
“peng”！menturanbeirenyijiaochuaikai，rongqingyanjinghuangdehuiguotouqu，zhijianluyancijiaojidechongleguolai。
kanjiansangmirucimoyang，luyancidexinshunjiandiedaogudi。
“shiyan……”rongqingyanzhunbeijieshizijiweishenmehuituranchuxianzaizheili，shenshoulanzhuta，jieguoquebeiluyanciyibatuikai。
“sangmi！nihaiyaohunaodaoshenmeshihou！fangkai！”luyanciyibawozhudaoren，qiangguotashoulideshuiguodao，zijideshoubeihuakaiyidadaoxuekou。
“aaa！nifangkaiwo！nifangkaiwo！woyaoqusi！woyaoshuzui！nifangkaiwo！”sangmizhengzhazaitahuaili，lianshangdexuecengdeluyancidebaichenshanquanshiwuhen。
luyancixintengdekanzheta，yongliuxuedeshoubatamaizaizijihuaili。
“fangkai！fangkai！aaa！”sangmiyijiuzhengzhazhe，shouzaidishanghuluandehuazhe，youmodaoleneibashuiguodao。
“nannan，duibuqi，duibuqi…”luyancijinjinbaozheta，renshengdiyiciruciwulirucibeiai。
“shiyan！xiaoxin！”rongqingyanbenlaiyizhijihendezhanzaiyipang，quemeixiangdaosangmijuranjianqineibashuiguodaozhizhidechaozheluyancidehoubeihenhenzhaxiaqu。
“kaca＿”jinshuzhajinxueroudeshengyin，luyancishenziyijiang，jinjinbaozhesangmideshouhuanhuanchuixia，wulidepuzaidishang。
ersangmiquerengjiufengfengdiandiande，sihushenmeyebuzhidao，yibajiangdaobachu，youzhunbeichaozhezijidexinkouzhaxiaqu。
“buyao！”luyancishenchushouxiangyaozuzhi，sangmihuranjianhaoxiangyouhuifulezhengchang，chongzhetadefangxiangwanranyixiao，manliandexueroumohu，zuilihanhubuqingdao，“nidengdenge，womenmashangjiukeyijiandaotamenle，xixixi……”
“buyao！buyao…”luyancimanyantongkudehanzhe。
“sangmi！”shenlanyuezailouxiadenglehaojiuyemeijianyingzong，jimangpaoleshanglai，yiyanjiukanjianlezheiyangdechangjing，feibenguolai，yibapaidiaosangmishoulidedao，jiangtajinjinlouzaihuaili。
luyanciyouzhongzhongdaoxia，yunguoqu。
“shiyan！”rongqingyankuangbenguolai，yibajiangluyancifuqi，“shiyan…”
shenlanyuebaonudekanzheta，“rongqingyan！nijuranganzheiyangduisangmi！woyaoshaleni！”
rongqingyandanyoudekanzheluyanci，wenyantaiqitou，manyantonghongdekanzheshenlanyue，fengciyixiao，“tahuogai！”
“你找死！”
“he，”rongqingyansinveyixiao，“zheijiushinigenwohezuodedaijia，womenliangqingle。gankuaidaizhesangmizou，luyancixinglenijiuzaiyemeiyoujihuile，zoulezuihaozaiyebuyaohuilai！”
shenlanyuekanlekanhuailibuduanzhengzhaderen，meitouningchengyituan，jiangtabaoqi，haobuyouyudelikai。
“aaa！fangkaiwo！fangkaiwo！rangwosirangwosiaaa！”
wuzilijiujiuhuidangzhesangmideshengyin，hunmideluyanciweiweidongledong，haishimeiyouxingguolai。
diershierzhangwobuxunilikaiwo
luyancizuijinjingchangzuoyigemeng，mengjiansangmiyounengkandejianle，tachuanzheyishenbaisedeyiqun，toufapisan，lianshangxiaorongwanwan，qingkuaimeili，xiangyidaochunrizaoshangdeyangguangyiyang。
“shiyan，woyaozoule。”
“niqunali？buxuzou，wobuxunilikaiwo！”
sangmiduitaweiweiyaozhetou，“laibujile，woyidingyaozoude，niliubuzhuwole。”
“bu！bukeyi！sangmi，nizheibeizidouzhinengshiwode！wobuyunxunizou！”luyancishangqianyibu，xiangyaozhuazhuta。
sangmiweiweizhoumei，huranjiantayanlideguangkaishimanmanandan，lianshangyeshengshengzhangchuyidaoyouyidaoxuehenheshangba，biandezhengningkebuqilai，suochuzhidiyebianchengledouqiaodexuanyabian。
“a！”luyancijinghuyisheng，chaozhetazoudegengjin，“biepa，nibiepa，nannan，shou，shoujiwo，jiwo…”
sangmilianshangchuxianmiwangdemoyang，tingjiantadeshengyinshunjianbiandeyuanduhehaipa，“nibieguolai！bieguolai！zaiguolaiwojiutiaoxiaqu！”
“bie！buyao！”luyancijinghu，zhizhujiaobu。
ranersangmihaizaijixuhoutui，“buyao！nannan，buyaozaituihoule！”luyancijingkongdedahanqilai。
sangmituidegenglihaile，lixuanyabianyuelaiyuejin，xiayishunbianzhizhidezhuilexiaqu，kongkuangdeyabianhuidangzhetadeshengyin，“aaa！luyanci，wohenni！wohenni！”
“sangmi！”luyancidajiaozhexingguolai，hunshenlenghan。
julisangmishizongyijingyigeyuele，zheigeyuetabaqinchengfanlebianyemeiyouzaizhaodaota。
rongqingyanduineitianwanshangtayundaohoufashengdeshiqingbikoubutan，zhishigaosuta，sangmisile，zaicishangtayihoujiusile。
keshitabuxin，zenmekeneng？
sangmizenmekenenghuisi？tamingmingkanjianshenlanyuelaile，mingmingkanjianshenlanyuebatadedaopaidiaole，mingmingkanjiantapujinletadehuaili……
怎么可能会死呢？
tazenmekenengshedeliuxiashenlanyueyigerenni……
luyanciqichuangdakaideng，zheilishisangmicengjingdefangjian，tashougougushiyihouyizhibaoliuzhetayuanlaidefangjian，limiandedongxiconglaimeiyourangrenherenpengguo。
“pada——”shujiashangyouyibenshudiaolexialai，shitazuixihuandeyibenshu《zhuiyisishuinianhua》，tahaijidedangchusangmitanwan，zuibuaikanshu，danshiyinweitaxihuan，tabianbatakanguodeshuquandoukanleyibian，diertianhongzheyanjingjingxidelaigentataolunjuqing，danshimeimeiquedoubeitaqianzehexianqi，yinweitazongshibarenjiashulideyisiwanquanwaiqu。
guishishenchadeluyancidakaileneibenshu。
yishunjian，tajihuleiruyuxia。
shangmianmimimamadedoushisangmidepizhu，xiemanletasuoyoudexinqing……
“jintianshiyanshuowomeiyoulijieshudezhenzhenghanyi，ai，qishiwonalixianglijiezheibenshua，woxianglijiedeshitaa，wojinnianyijingshiliusuile，zhangdale，zhidaoshenmeshixihuanle，woshizhendexihuantaa，buzhidaotashenmeshihouyekeyixihuanwoa。”
“jintianfangxueshiyanqinlewoyixia！！aaaaa，taqinwole！tajuranqinwole！wojiuzhidao，tayeshixihuande！”
“jintianbabafaxianwoheshiyanzaiyiqile，tahenshengqihenfandui，haimaleshiyan，shuotapeibushangwo，wodiyicizheimetaoyanbaba，wozhenxiangrangtabizuia！shiyanzenmehuipeibushangwoni？shiwopeibushangtaa，shiyan，luyanci，tashiduomemeihaodeyigerena！”
“zicongbabashuoleshiyanyihoutajiubuliwole，zenmeban？tashibushishengwodeqile，tashibushiyaohefenshoule？wobuyao，bukeyi，jueduibukeyi！woyidingyaohetazaiyiqi！”