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shenzeyuzaoshanghuilaihuanleyifuyoucongconglikai,liuxiawoyigeren,hezheigekongdangdangdejia。
wozuozaishafashang,manwumudedishuazheshouji,shiturangshijianguodekuaiyidian。
chengxinyidepengyouquangengxinle,yizhangzhaopian,minghuanghuangdizhajinwodeyanjing。
tachuanzhehualidewanlifu,xiaodexiangduoshengkaidemudan,beijingshishenzeyugongsidenianduwanyan。wangnian,zhanzaitashenbianderen,yinggaishiwo。
wodiankaizhaopian,zhijianyinweiyonglierfanbai。
tayoushouwumingzhishang,neikelanbaoshijiezhi,shanyaozheciyandeguangmang。
neishifuqinliujiwode,weiyideyiwu。
shiminghou,meigeyewan,wodouwozheneigejiezhiherushui,ganshouzhetabingliangdechugan,fangfofuqinhaizaishenbian。
wochongjinwoshi,dakaibaoxianju,shoudoudexiangqiufengzhongdeluoye。
womosuozhezhaodaoneigeshuxidejiezhihe,dakai——limiantangzhede,shiyimeicucaodetongjiezhi,bianyuanyijingshengxiu,sanfazheyigulianjiadejinshuwei。
woyeyepengzaishouxinde,jingranshigeyanpin!
woyoufanchuxiangce,zhaodaoshenzeyuhechengxinyideheyingzhong,chengxinyideshoushang,daizhewofuqindejiezhi,zhaopianbeimianshiriqi——woshiminghoudediyinian。
wodiezuozaidishang,yanleixiangduanlexiandezhuzi,zenmeyezhibuzhu。
yuanlai,woyizhihuozaiyigejingxinbianzhidehuangyanli,yigekexiaode、ziqiqirendehuangyan。
shenzeyu,tahenqingchuzheigejiezhiduiwodeyiyi,quexuanzechenmo,xuanzehechengxinyiyiqi,bawotuirugengshendeheian。
6
shouzhoushangdeshangkouhaizaiteng,wofanxiangdaojudizhaoyaoxiang,buxiaoxinpengdaolemeitianchideweishengsuping。
yaopiangunluoyidi,wodunxiashen,yikeyikedijianqilai。
turan,wofaxianyaopingshangdezimu,heyiqianchidebuyiyang。
wopaixiazhaopian,fajixueyideguimilinyu。
“niannian,zheibushiweishengsu,shiqiangxiaobiyunyao!zhangqifuyonghuidaozhixueshuan,duiyanjingfeichangbuli!nichizheigeganshenme?”linyudeyuyin,jiaojierzhenjing。
shouji“pa”deyishengdiaozaidishang,pingmushuaichujidaoliehen,xiangwocikedexinqing。meitianzaoshang,shenzeyuqinshoudijiwode“weishengsu”,jingranshibiyunyao!tabujinbeipanwo,haizaimanxingduhaiwo,rangwoyongyuanhuozaiheianzhong。
wozhongyumingbai,weishenmeyishengshuowodeyanjingqingkuangyuelaiyuezao,yuanlaishizheixieyaozaizuosui。
wokanzhejingzilideziji,liansecangbai,yanshenkongdong。fuming,daodishixingyunhaishibuxing?kan**xiangdedaijia,jingshirucitongku。
“ba,”woduizhejingzi,shengyinshaya,“wogaizenmeban?”
jingzhongdewoyanshenzhujianjianding。
7
nazhebiyunyaoheshoujilidezhengju,wozhibenshenzeyudegongsi。
qiantaidejiedaiyuanquelanzhulewo:"duibuqi,chengnvshi,shenzongzhengzaikaihui,bunengjianke。"
"woshitadeqizi,bushikeren。"wopingjingdishuodao。
qiantai**gangadixiaolexiao:“shenzongteyijiaodaiguo,jintiandehuiyifeichangzhongyao,renherendoubunengdarao,baokuonin。”tajiazhongle“baokuonin”sangezi。
wodiandiantou,zhuanshenzouxiangchashuijian,xiangdaobeishuilengjingyixia。
“chengxinyi**jintianbiaoxianzhenbucuo,kandechushenzonghenmanyi。”
“tingshuoshenzonghechengxinyizaigudongdahuishangmeilaiyanqu,kanlaihaoshijiangjinle。”
chashuijianli,jigeyuangongdexianliao,xiangyibabadaozi,henhendichazaiwodexinshang。
buzhicongheshiqi,tamenyijingkaishijihua,rangchengxinyiqudaiwo。
shiniandehunyin,zailiyimianqian,jingrucicuiruo。
wanshang,shenzeyuhuijiashi,woyijinghuifulepingjing。
“jintianqugongsile?”tawen,yuqizhongdaizheyisishitan。
“ng,xiangjinisongwufan,qiantaishuonizaikaihui。”womianwubiaoqing。
tadingzhewokanlejimiao,sihuzaiquerenwoshifouzhiqing。
jianwoshenseruchang,tasonglekouqi,zoujinchufang,shuoyaojiwozhuwanmian。
wozuozaicanzhuoqian,wenzhemiantiaodexiangqi,queganjuebudaoyisiwennuan。
shuiqiyinyunzhong,wokanbuqingtadebiaoqing,zhijuedetayuelaiyuemosheng。
“haojiumeijini**yanjingle。”tazoudaowoshenbian,shoushenxiangwodetaiyangxue。
woxiayishididuokai:“buyongle,woyoudianlei,xiangzaodianshui。”
tadeshoujiangzaibankong,yanshenzhongshanguoyisinaonu,danhenkuaiyouhuifulewenrou:“neinijidechiweishengsu。”
wokanzhetazhuanshenlikaidebeiying。
weishengsu?he,neishiwodecuimingfu!jinwan,wotangzaichuangshang,zhanzhuanfance。yexu,shishihoufanjile。
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diertianzaoshang,shoushidongxizhunbeilikai。
juzishangdalaladebaizheyidiewenjian,meiyouyaozangdeyisi。
neishiyifenyanjiaomoyizhishoushutongyishu,shangmianheranyouwodeqianminghezhiyin——woshijuanxianzhe,chengxinyishishoujuanzengzhe。
shoushuriqizhengshibangeyuehoudedongshihuidangwan。
wohuixiangqishenzeyujingchangrangwoqianyixiewenjian,shuoshigongsilixingshouxu,erwoyinweikanbujian,zhinengxinrenta。
yigeniantoushanguowodenaohai——chengxinyidemuqin,dangniangouyinwofuqinquezaoshidexiaosan,jushuohuanyouyichuanxingjiaomobingbian,xianzaikanlai,chengxinyibiranyeyichuanlezheiyidian。
eryutatongfuyimudewo,ziranshizuiheshide"juanxianzhe"。
wofangfobeichouzousuoyouliqi,diezuozaidishang。
wojingcongtoudaoweidoubeimengzaiguli,fennuxiangyehuoyiyangzaiwotineimanyan,shaohuilesuoyoudebeishanghebushe。
woxiangqicongxiaodaodaduichengxinyidetengai,xiangqiweilejiushenzeyuershimingdeneigeyuye,xiangqishinianlaitamenzaiwoyanpidixiajiayitaohao。
yizhenlengxiaoconghoulongshenchuyongchu,wonaqishouji,botonglewaigongdedianhua。
"waigong,shiwo,niannian。"wodeshengyinyichangpingjing。
"niannian,zenmele?"waigongcixiangdeshengyinchuanlai。
"woxianghuijiujinshan,yongyuanbuzaihuilai。"wojiandanxushuleshiqingjingguo。
dianhuaneitou,waigongbaotiaorulei:"zheiduilangxingoufeidedongxi!biepa,niannian,waigongzheijiujinimaijipiao。bangeyuehoudedongshihuishang,woyaorangshenzeyushenbaiminglie!zhiyujiaomoshoushu,fangxin,waigonghuianpaiyichuhaoxi,rangtamenfuchudaijia!"
“waigong……shoushudeshiqing,wohaishixiang…qinziquerenxia。”
“ai,nigeshayatoua。”waigongyuyanyouzhi,quehaishimeiduoshuoshenme。
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dongshihuiqiandaoshudiertian,
shenzeyufayuyinrangwozuoyifenqifengmusidangao,haifaleyigedizhiheshijian。
wobenxiangjujue,yijingdaolezheiyibu,duizheiduanhunyinwoyijingmeiyouzaiwanhuidebiyaole。
duita,worenzhiyijin,wenxinwukui。
kejinjiezheyitongshipindianhuadalai,shishenzeyu。
“niannian,nibuyongsongdangaoguolaile,wohuijiaorenshangmenquna,zheigedangaowoyouyong,niganjinzuochulaijiwo……”
“zeyuge,nijiurangjiejielaima,woguoshengri,zhiyouwomen‘lianggeren’bugourenaola……”shenzeyushuodaoyiban,chengxinyituranchujing,xiaomimiyikaozaishenzeyushoubei,teyijiang“lianggeren”yaozituchu。
wolengyankanzhepingmulizheidui“biren”,kanzhetamenyiweiwoyanxiajiusiwujidanhaobubixian。
“nibuyaolaile,meicichumenzhihuitianmafan,”shenzeyuyidun,sihujuedeyouxieguohuo,youroushengdao:“tinghua,wohuidanxinde。”
guaduanqian,wokandaochengxinyizaiyibianfanlegedabaiyan,wushengshuole“sixiazi”。
wozhijuedekexiao,kanzheilianggerenxiangxiaochouyiyangyanxi,bawoanpaijintamenxiuenaideduizhaozu。
haoa,jiran“lianggeren”bugourenao,neiwozheigezuojiejiede,zenmenengbumanzumeimeini?
wanshangwogandaobaoxiangshi,shenzeyuzhengzaiweichengxinyichitiandian。
kandaoshiwo,shenzeyuliansemingxianyibian,
“nilaiganshenme?”yudiaojileng,yanshenxiangkanyipanlancai。
“zeyuge,niyechima…”pangfokanbujianwo,chengxinyizhanniditiezaishenzeyushenshang,pangruowurendihuxiangweishi。
wojinzhidizhanzaiyibian,xinshangtamenzhananjiannvluchudechoutai。
shenzeyujiedaodianhualikaihou,womianseruchang,wendao,
“xinyi,wojidenishuoguo,zuitaoyanbierenyongguodedongxi。”
“shia,jiejie,”chengxinyituranyinchenzheliankaojin,yuqiedu,“suoyinituichu,bazeyugewanbiguizhaoba,bijing,shiwoxianrenshitade。”
“wokaiwanxiaodela,jiejieniliansehaoherene……”chengxinyizhuanerjiaoxiaodao,gangcaideyilianjiduniuqu,sihuzhishiwodecuojue。
“neiwodeyanjing,yaobuyaoyeyiqijini?”wozuijiaodaixiao,lengbudingfawen。
“a…”chengxinyicubujifangxiazhanqishen,huangluanzhixiadafanleshoubianguntangderecha,
“nihushuoshenme?!nicongnalitinglaide?“
“wodeyanjingxiale,kejiaomohaishihaode,nimamadangnianruguonengjishiyizhijiaomo,kongpayebuhuiyiyufafengdetiaolouleba?”wozhuangsiyilianwanxi,yiyousuozhi。
“chengnian,ni,nibuyaohanxuepenren!niyigexiazi,sheixihannideyanjing!“
chengxinyinaoxiuchengnu,yilianxinxufenhen,zhuanyanquebianzuoyilianxuanranyuqi,wuzheshoubeirouruodiezuozaizuoweishang,
“jiejie,wozhidaonibugaoxingzeyugejiwoqingsheng,doushiwodecuo,nichongwosaqijiuhao,zeyugezhendeshenmedoumeizuocuo……“
“xinyi,nizenmele?!zenmeshoushangle?“shenzeyuchongjinbaoxiang,yilianjiaoji。
“jiejiebushiguyide,takanbujiansuoyidafanle……“budengchengxinyishuowan,shenzeyudanu,
“chengnian!niyanxialeshouyeduanlema?yigecanfeijiuanfendaizaijiali,zhengtianchumendiurenxianyan!“shuozhejiangchengxinyidahengbaoqi,jicongconglikailebaoxiang,shenzhimeiyoutingwoyijujieshi。
suanleba,woduizijishuo。buyaozaixintongle,yijingxiguanlebushima?
wonachushouji,yiziyijujiangzaoyizhunbeihaodejihuafajilewaigong。
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dongshihuiqianxi,shenzeyupotianhuangdihuijiaheqilejiu,kaichulejipingzhenzangdehongjiu。
tayibeijieyibei,yanshenzhujianmili,pingrilineifuwenweneryademianju,zaijiujingdezuoyongxia,yidiandianboluo。
“nizhidao……woweishenme……yaoquchengnianma?”tamuguanghuansan,yijingzuidaorenbuchu,zuozaiduimianderenshiwo。
wojingjingdikanzheta,meiyoushuohua,xinliquexiangbeizhenzhayiyang,xiximimideteng。
“yinwei……tabadeyizhuguiding……zhiyoujiehunmanshinian……gufencainengzhuanyi!”taturanfangshengdaxiao,“shinian!wozhengzhengsihouleyigexiazishinian!nizhidao……zheishinian……woguodeyouduobiequma?!meitianduizheyigeshenmedoukanbujiandefeiwu,wozhenshi……”
womomodakaishoujideluxianggongneng,jinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjing:“suoyi,niconglaimeiyouaiguochengnian,duima?”
“ai?”taxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua,“neizhongdongxizhijigeqian?tachengnianzhangdeshibucuo,keyaoshimeiyoutabaliuxiadeneixiegufen,tagenjieshangsuibianyigenvrenyoushenmequbie?zaiguojitian……dengdongshihuiyijieshu,gongsijiuchedishiwodele!daoshihou,wozaiyebuyongsihouneigecanfei!”
wodeshoukaishiweiweizhandou,nuliyayizhexintoudenuhuo,shengyinquehaishixieluleyisigengyan:“ni……nihaijideta……taweishenmehuishimingma?”
“haibushitazijichun?”shenzeyumanbuzaihudibaibaishou,“weilejiuwo……feiyaochongjinhuochang……chundeyaosi!”
taturancoujin,yanshenlishanshuozhefengkuangdeguangmang,“shuoshihua,wodangshizhenxiwangtajiusizailimian!zheiyang……wozaojiu……zaojiudedaoneixiegufenle!shengde……shengdexianzaizheimemafan!”
“ni……”wozaiyewufarenshou,mengdizhanqishen,“shenzeyu,nijianzhibushiren!”
tabeiwoheleyitiao,suijiyoushiyizhenkuangxiao:“xingxingba!zheigeshijieshang,zhiyouliyicaishizhende!zhiyouqiancaishizhende!dengwonadaogongsi……diyijianshi,jiushibaneigexiazirengjinjingshenbingyuan!rangta……chedixiaoshi!shengdeaiyan!”
wohunshenzhandou,zaiyekongzhibuzhuziji,henhendiyibazhangshanleguoqu。shenzeyubeidadezhijieshuaidaozaidi,tawuzhelian,yanshenjingyibuding,sihuhaimeicongjiujingzhongwanquanqingxingguolai。
jiuzaizheishi,tadeshoujixiangleyisheng,yitiaoxiaoxitiaolechulai。taxiayishididiankai,yigejiaodidideshengyinlikecongshoujilichuanlechulai:
“zeyugege,mingtianguohou,womenjiukeyishuangsushuangfeila!duile,woyijingjichengnianneigecanfeizhaohaole‘xinjia’,baozhengtazhudeshushufufu,zaiyebuhuidaraowomenle……”
wotingzhezheishuxideshengyin,zhijuedeyizhenfanwei。
zhiqiantamenhaizhidaotoutoumomo,jiaoliucongbufayuyin,xianzaiyankanzhejiuyaodecheng,lianzhuangdoulandezhuangle。
wolengxiaoyisheng,zoudaochufang,duanqineiguojingxinaozhide、yuanbendasuanjitadangyexiaodetang,haobuyouyudipozaileshenzeyudelianshang。
“a!”shenzeyubeitangdecanjiaoyisheng,zhongyuqingxingguolai,tayibiancazhelian,yibiannuhou,“chengnian!nifengle!”
wokanzhetalangbeibukandeyangzi,touyebuhuidizouchulejiamen,zaiyebuxiangjiandaozheigeexindenanren。