第5章
“dui！laozi28nianqianjiuyijingsile，erqiesideshihouwojiushi28sui。dangran，nixianzaiyeshiershibasui，zheiyeshiweishenmewoyizhicunzaiyunidetinei，quezaicizhiqianmeiyouheniyouguolianxi。”
“什么意思？”
“yisijiushiwode28suishishengmingdezhongjie，ernideershibasuiqiaqiaohewojinxinglexianjie。shuobaile......nixianzaiyesuanshitiwohuozhele！suoyiwomenjiuzaizhei28sui，yinweichehuoerqudelelianxi。”
wobianzoubiantingzheqihaofengshuodezheixierangwonanyizhixindehuayu。yanyuzhizhong，wozixidezhuyizhetadeyuqibianhua，shudongxinlixuedewocongtadeyuqishangpanduan，bunanfaxiantashuodehuayinggaidoushizhende。
“woshinideqianshi，wozhisuoyihuihenitongti，shiyinweiwomenjinshengheqianshidexianghulianjie。erwohuizhaodaonideyuanyinshiyinweiwosiyufeiming，yuanqirangtoutaizhuanshichengweinidewo，haidaizhezijideyuanqicunyuzheigeshijie；yezhengyinruci，womenzhijiancaihuixinlingganying，yijingshenjinxingjiaoliu。”
qihaofenghaizaijinxingzhewomenzhijianlianxidemiaoshu。shuojushihua，congrenshikaishi，woyeshidiyicifaxiantacikeyouzheqiansuoweiyouguoderenzhen。zheibujingyiderangwoyouxiegankai——wodeqianshixiangbiyeyouhenduogushiba！
“neiwoqianshideni，shengqianjiujingshizuoshenmede？”
“你现在想死吗？”
“ng？wohuodehaohaode，pingshenmexiangsi？”
“buxiangsijiubugaiwendebiewen，haoqixinhaisimao，zhidaodetaiduoduinimeishenmehaochu。”
“你......”
suiranganjueyiqiedoubukesiyi，danshishibaizaimianqian，woqueshikeyiheqihaofengjinxingjiaoliu，erqiewomenyequeshitongti。suoyiwoyouhenrenzhendihuangewentiwendao：“neinishixuyaowobangnizhaochu28nianqianshahainidezhenxiong？”
“dui！woshinideqianshi，nizaibangwodetongshiyeshizaibangniziji。”
“此话怎讲？”
“woxianzaibingbusuanshirenlei，zhishiyiyizhongjingshenzhuangtaidezaiticunzaiyunidejingshenshijiezhizhong。danshiyezhengyinruci，woyouleyixiegaoyuchangrendeminrui。”
qihaofengjixuyibenzhengjingdishuozhehua，yanyuzhijianzhengjingdeyuqirangwodouyouxiebugandaduantadejiangshu，woshengpazijishuodianshenmetayouhuikaishixianchedan。
“nibangwozhaochushahaiwodezhenxiong，wokeyibangnigengkuaidepoan。wodeganyingnengliyijingbushinimenzheizhongchangrensuonengxiangxiangde，jiuhaobineigejiaoshenmefangde，haimeijinmenjinisongchashuideshihou，wojiuzhidaotayijingzaimenkoule。”
“e？duia！”zheishiwobianhuiyiqizhiqiantangzaibingchuangshangdeqingjing，chenfangqueshihaimeijinmendeshihou，qihaofengjiuduiwoshuoyourenyaojinlaile。
“haiyou，wogennishuo，henrenzhendegennishuo，ganggangneigejiaolinyuedeguniang......”
“怎么？”
“jueduibushiyigexiangtawaibiaoneiyangjianjiandandandeguniang。”qihaofengyuqizhizhongdaizhexiexudebingleng，danshiwonengganshoudaozheibinglengzhizhonghaichanzazheyisichiyi，huozheshuo......shiyisihuiyi。
“shenmeyisi？”womizheyanjing，xinlijixuhewodeqianshigoutongzhe，ercishiwozhuantouyikan，yiyuanyijingliwoyouleyiduanjuli。
“xianzaihaibuzhidao，buguo......dangnijiandaotadediyiyan，yeshidaibiaozhewojiandaotadediyiyan。wozongganjuetashenshangyouzhongdongxihaoxianghewosicengxiangshi，huozheshuo......shimazuishilibianyoushenmedongxicengjinghewoyouguojiechu。”
“什么？”
“danshi......dangnihetayoujifuzhiqin，baoqitadeshihou。jinjulijiechuhou，wofaxianshiyizhongqiwei！dui，jiushiyizhongqiwei，wosicengxiangshi。”
“shenmeqiwei？wozenmemeiyouwendao？shi......xiangshuideweidao？”tadehuarangwonanyizhuomo，woyebuzhidaotashuodejiujingshishenmeyisi。buguohaozaiwoyemeidasuanhelinyueyoushenmejiaoji，daoyewusuowei，bushangdaya。
“huaile！nizoubulele......”
“zheiyoushishenmeyisi？”wokuxiaobude，zheijiahuozenmeshuohuayihuidongyihuixide，rangrennanyizhuomohenshifeijie。
keshipiankeguohouwojiumingbaile——yuanlaiwozhendezoubulele......
zhijianyuanchuyiliangxunbuchezhenghuanhuandichaowoshilai，chezitingxialaideshihou，yigeshenchuanxunbufudedakuaitoubiancongjiashizuoweishangxiache，zoudaowogenqian......
“aiyou！xuweizhena！nizheishizuoshenmeyaoni？shangbingweiyu，nizenmejiutoumochuyuanle！”
shuohuadebushibieren，zhengshiwomenxingzhendaduideduizhang，yeshiwodezhijielingdao——wangwanpeng。
cirenzhangdeziranyibiaotangtangerqieshenxinggaodaqiangzhuang、shencaihenshikuiwu。tadeshuangbeichuqideyouli，zouqilulaidebufayeshifenwenjian。zenmexingrongni？ng......tadeshenquzhuangshuodejiuhaoxiangshiyiduqiangside。
zhiyuzhangxiangma！congworenshiwangwanpengneitianqi，tajiushizhongruyideyitouduancungengenzhanli，fangfojiushigangzhenyibanyilitingba，jieaobuxun。
tadeetoukuanda，jianmeixingmu，bilianggaoting，zuichunyetebiedehoushi。huoxushijirounandebiaopei，suoyitadexiabazongshibeidandandeluosaihuchentuozhe，kanqilaidaoshiyufaxiandegangqiangyouli。
shuojushihua，manshendoushijiroudeta，rangwoyizhidoudanxintashenshangchuanzhedexunbufuhuibeichengpo......
“bushi！wangdui，nizenmelaile？”wohenwunaideminleminzui。
“nidoudiule，chenfangnengbutongzhiwoma！yaobushiwoqiaqiaokaixunbuchexianglaizheilikanni，nipashizhenyaopaole。”
wangwanpengshuozhehuajiujiazhewowangxunbuchelitui，womeitouyijinkanzheta：“nizheishichenwobingxiangyaowominga，duizhang！”
“wodetian，weizhen，nikanwoganma？dangchuhenijinxingxingzhendaduidegedoubisaideshihou，wohenidantiaodeneiyiciwokeshijiyiyouxina......neigebotuojiule，xianzaihaiyouhouyizhengni！”
“duizhang，wogennishuo！yaobushiyinweiwobeiyidianxiaoshidangele，quletangguke，nikendingzhuabudaowo。”
“bushi!xuweizhen，nizheiyoushichangdeneiyichua？zenmejiupaochulai？haiyougennishuoduoshaocile，zuorenyaodongderenqingshigu！”
huranwomingbailewangduishuohuadeyisi——dangchugedoubisaiwoyigenjindebatajiyingle，haidashangleta；erzheiciwohailiangezhaohudoubudajiutoumotaochuyuanle......kenengwomeiyoupengyoushiyouyuanyinde，bijingzijiweirenchushishushiyouxieguoyusuixing。
wangwanpengcishiyeshiyiliandewunai，zheibianshuangshouhaibugansuibiandepengwo，zhinengshibushidiwuzhelianbiaodazhezijiwunai。
kanzhetazheidakuaitouneigaoxiaodedongzuo，wocishijuranyidianyexiaobuchulai。minleminzui，shiluodishuodao：”juzhangdeshiqing......zheiliangtianjinzhanderuhele？“
“neige......zuotianwozhuyaoshiyiniweizhu，meiyoujinzhantaiduo。”
“wangduizhang，nihutua！yinweiwodeshiqing，nijiubuguanbananle？nijiurangshahailaojuzhangdexiongshouxiaoyaofawaile？”
woqideshoudoubuzhigaiwangnafang，danshisiqianxianghouwozhongjiuhaishipingjinglexialai。bijingtashiduizhang、woshiputongxunbu，erqietashuodaodiyemeizuocuoshenme......