第6章
taturanshikong，dashengdichaowosihou，tadeshengyinlichongmanlefennuyujuewang。
ranhou，tajiutouzhongzhongdizhuangzaifangxiangpanshang，dashengtongkuqilai。
我读不懂她的哭声。
mingmingsuoyoudexuanze、suoyoudejueding，doushitazijideyiyuan，xianzaitadaoxiangshiwugudeshouhaizhe......
又不死了吗？
我决绝地下了车。
zheici，tameiyoujixujiuchanwo。
wojiangweizhifajilezhulichengyue......
henkuaiyiliangbiekekailai，wohuidaolezijidebangongshi，guanshangmen，jiangwaijiedeyiqiegejue。
woanansuanzhezijiderizi，jihuazheshifouzuyitaoxiaogongyulejiecisheng。
raner，shiwojiangshiqingxiangdetaijiandanle......
qingchendeyangguangganggangsajinbangongshi，chengyuebianjicongcongqiaoxianglewodefangmen。
“luzong，chudashile！sushijituanganggangfalaileyifenhezuozhongzhihan！”tadeshengyinmanshibuan。
woweiweihanshou，dandandi“e”leyisheng，suanshihuiyingletadejiaoji
这一切我早有预料。
wozhidaoyusushidehezuo，zhongjiuhuiyinweimouxieyuanyinzoudaojintou。
zhishimeixiangdao，zheiyitianhuilaiderucituran。
zheijiushisuxiaduiwodejinggaoba！
tayizheizhongfangshigaosuwo，zuotianwomeiyoushuncongtadeyiyuan，yijiwoweiqinshanshanchutoudeshiqing，dourangtagandaobuyue。
“chengyue。”woqingqingshuodao，“qingnibangwoniyifengufen**shu。”
chengyueshouzhongdebishunjiantingzhi，jingedeshenqingzailianshangninggu，fangfotingdaoleshenmebukesiyidexiaoxi。
“gufen......**shu？”tayouxiejieba。
woweiweihanshou，“shide，quba，jinkuaiwancheng。”
buguojifenzhongdegongfu，chengyueyoujicongcongdichongjinwodebangongshi。
“luzong，chudashile！”taqichuanyuyudishuodao，“jiangshijituanhegushijituan，dou......douxiangwomenfalailehezuozhongzhihan！”
weiweicumei，danxinzhongzaoyiyouleyuliao。
wodandandidiandiantou，shiyitabubirucihuangzhang。
yuchengdesandajituan，zaitongyitianxiangwofaqihezuozhongzhi。
zheibujinjinshiyicishangyehezuodeduanlie，gengshiduiwomenlvsuoshengyuhediweide，yanjunkaoyan！
wozhidao，suxiadexingshishouduanyiguanhenla，yezhidaotaduiwobaofu，buhuirucijiandan。
jiuzaiwozhengmingsikuxiangpojiezhifadeshihou，shouji**buheshiyidixiangqi。
kanyiyanlaidianhaoma，wobuyoudizhoujinleetou。
ke，jintianzheiyangdekunjing，woyoubudebujie。
“chenge，sujierangwozhuangaoni，ruguobuxiangrangnidelvsuobeifeng，jiuganjingunguolai！”
wofenfendiguaduandianhua，buguo，woxiangxintayouneiyangdenengli。
shixiangrangwoguoquqiutama？
我苦涩一笑。
wobupataduiwolvsuodezheidiandaya，zhipatadedayayuanbuzhiyuci。
jiusuanxinzhongduisuxiayanezhiji，kewohaishidebudequjianta。
daoledixiatingchechang，caifaxianwodechezipangweilehenduojizhe。
buyongxiang，zheibiranyeshisuxiadeshoubi，weiledayawo，tahaizhenshiwukongburuya。
jianwoguolai，jizhemenfengyongerzhi。
luzong，qingwennindangnianweishenmezaisuzongzuixuyaonideshihoulikaita？”
“luzong，danglelikaitayoumeiyouxiangdaoshixianzaizheiyangdejieguo
“luzong，tingshuosushijituanyijingheninjiechuhezuole，qingwenliangjianaobengdeyuanyinshishenme？”
“luzong，ninhesushidezhongzhihezuo，shibushiyeyiweizhe，ninhesushisuzongdehunyinyezoudaolejintou？”
“tingshuosuzongjinindailelvmaozi，zheichuanwenshizhendema？”
“luzong，tingshuosuzongzuotiancaiweitadeqingrenmuyuansonglehaozhaihehaoche，shizhendema？”
......
zheiqunjizheweizhewoqizuibashewengebuting，wojinjindizhouzhemeitou。
wozhishimeixiangdao，suxiaweileweinanwo，jingranyebujihouguodijiangzijizhiyufengkoulangjianzhishang。
buguozheishangdiyiqian，zisunbabaideyuchunfangshi，daobuxiangtayiguandefengge。
“luzong，henduorenshuoyuninxiangbi，tadexinzhuliyutagengbanpei，ninzenmekan？”
wojieguotashouzhongdehuatong，dashengwendao：“peibupeidezhiyoudangshirenzijizhidao，ruguotajuedebanpei，xiangxintadinghuixiangwotichulihun！”
“zhiyunimen？”wodemuguangweiyandizaitamenzhongsaoshiyiquan。
“wozhidaonimenshishoulesheidesuoshi，laisaoraowo，danshiguangpingnimenganggangkongxuelai，hushuobadaodehua，wojiunengjiangnimensongshangfating，qingzediulefanwan，zhongzechijiniandelaofan。”
停车场瞬间安静了。
chenzhetamenxinxu，wucuozhiji，woquchedaolesushijituan，suxiadebangongshiwai，muyuanzhengxiekaozaiqiangbishang，yinggaishizaidengwoba。
guoran，jianwolaile，tayiliandeyidizoulai。
“chenge，ganggangshangjingdeganjuebucuoba！”
e，yuanlaishizaizheidengzhewoni。
woleranle，nanguaishouduanrucizhuolie......
buguoxiangyongjigejizheheyulunlaidayawo，tamenweimiantaixiaokanwole。
wobuxiedikanxiangta，zhenbuzhidaotagexiaosanyoushahaoxianbai。
“zuodebucuo，jiushibuzhisuxiazhidaohouhuibuhuijinijiaxin。！”
“chenge，wohesujiezhijiancaishizhenai，qiuqiunibiezongxiangzhetiaobowomen，gengbiezaijiuchantale！”
huo，gaodewogengewailaizheside。
wowanquanbulicaita，zhibensuxiabangongshi。
“jiaowoguolaishenmeshi？”jiandaosuxia，wokaimenjianshandiwendao。
kandaowolaile，suxiameiyanzhongfanzhedandandexise。
tayoushousishiwudiqingkouzhezhuomianshangdeyitahouhoudewenjian。
zhishiwozhanlidezheigejiaodu，ganghaokeyiqingchukandaoneishuxideziji。
jingshiqinshanshanchaoxiedeyuangongshouze。
woweiweizhouqimeitou......
“yemeishimezhongyaodeshiqing，jiushiwozguoneibiandexiangmuchuledianwenti，xiangpaiqinzhuliguoquchuli。”
“ketacengjingbijingshinideren，buxiangniwuhuiworongbuleta，suoyihanniguolaishangliangyixia。”
budebushuo，tadexinyuelaiyuezangle。
xiangyongyigewaipaizhiling，qingqingsongsongnaniewoheqinshanshanlianggeren。
keta，diguletazijicengjingzaiwoxinzhongdezhongyaoxing。
zhiyuqinshanshan，woduitachulegongzuoshangdeshangshi，zaiwuqita。
ertaxianzaidezuofa，yezhihuirangwogengjiayanetabale。
wodandanyixiao，“suzongshuoxiaole，woququyigewairen，zennengduinindegongshizhishouhuajiao。”
zheishi，wodeshouji**xiangqi，kandaolaidianhaoma，wojimangjieting。
dianhuaneitou，baomujiqiedishuodao：“luzong，laofurentaturanweitongyundaole，xianzaizaidiyiyiyuan。”
woguaduandianhua，laibujiduoshuoshenme，feikuaidichonglechuqu。
zhiyushenhousuxiadesihan，wowanquangubushangdalile。
......
wokanzhebingchuangshang，haichuzaihunmizhuangtaidenainai，xinzhongmanmandikuijiu。
“医生怎么说？”
baomuhanleijiangjianyandandidaowoshouzhong。
“weiaiwanqi”sigedaziheranyingruwodeyanlian。
neiyike，woqingchudegandaodoudadeleidicongyanjiaohualuo......
“dabo，ninzenmekule，shicengzumudeshentihuailema？”
wusuidexiaozhinvguoguo，jicongcongdipudaowodemianqian。
wofushenjiangtajinjindibaozaihuaizhong。
guoguoshiwodidilumingdenver。
sannianqiandeneichangchehuo，tapinsihuxialezheigexiaoshengming，zijiquechenglezhiwuren，yijingzaiyiyuanchenshuisannianle。
rujin，nainaideleweiai，erwo......
wobuganxiangxiang，youyitian，guoguogulinglingdihuozaishishangdeyangzi。
“dabo，buku，guoguoyebuku，yishengshuole，cengzumushuiyihuierjiuhaode，guoguojinicaca！”
ruanmengdenaiyin，fangfonengshunjianhuajiesuoyideyouchou，zaitahaibudongdeshenglisibiedetongku，bianxianxuehuileanweiren。
xiaoxiaodezhidu，qingqingrouroudizaiwodelianshangfuguo......
“guoguoheboboyiqicengzumuxinglaihaobuhao？”
wojiangtoumaizaitadexiaoxiaodejiantou，buganqukantaneiqingcherushuideyanjing......
guoguosihuganjuedaolewodebeishang，tadexiaoshou，qingqingdipaizhewodehoubei。
“dabo，woxiangxincengzumuhuihaoqilai！”