wojiedaoshanmiaomiaodedianhua，shuoxiawuyigongsheyaoquxiezhuwomensuozaideshequjinxingfangyibushu，rangwosongwanxiaodouziganjinhuisheli。
shia，fenzhanlezhengzhengyiniandeyiqing，yinweinanfangmougechengshiyouturanbaofaqilai，suoyi，gegediqudouhenjinzhang，gaosulukouhaoduoquanfande。meigechengshijihudouchangyibujinbuchu。xingshifeichangyanjunle。
“miaomiaoshuoshenmele?”zhaoshuizewenwo。
wobayuanhuashuoleyibian，dandandedao，“hai!fangxinhaole。bushishenmedashi，wosonghuixiaodouzimashanghuiqu。niyeganjinqugongzuo。”
zhaoshuizelinghuilewodeyisi，zuoleyigedianhuadeshoushi，shuodao，“youxuyaojiurangmiaomiaojiwodadianhua。wozheibiandouhaoshuo。”
womanlianduixiao，“fangxin。youkunnanwokendingqiuzhu。”
huashuo，wobumingbai，zhaoshuizemingmingzaigenwojiaoliu，weishenmehuishuoyoushiqingrangmiaomiaojitadadianhua?
jiangxiaodouzisonghuiliunainaijia，nianmaidelaorenduizhewoyizhidaoxie。zheizhongbeirenxuyaodeganjue，rangwoshunjianjuedezijidezhenggexingxiangdougaodaqilai，zaimingbujianjingchuandexiaorenwuyeyoubeirenxuyaodeshihoubushima?
zaiyigongshe，wozhaodaolezijicunzaidejiazhi。
xiangqisannianqian，wozhuankegangbiyedeshihou，chuchuqiuzhichuchupengbi。zhongyuzaiyijiaxiaowuliugongsizhaodaoleyigechunadegongzuo，queyinweiwomeiyouhuijizheng，laobanyingshibadixinsiqiandegangweijiwojiangdaolesanqianwu。
唉，回忆满是心酸。
zaidaoguguhewozhengqiangnainaizhimingliujibabadeweiyiyichufangchan。
zaidaoshanmiaomiaogentadedakuanbabanaobai，huidaohuangdaolaizhaowo，womenyiqishuiqingniangongyudeyizhangchuang。
youyinwei2020nianchuxinguanyiqingbaofa，womendexiaogongsidaobi，wogenshanmiaomiaojiyuanqiaohedezuoleshequzhiyuanzhe。ranhouyiqingdedaoquanmiankongzhihou，womenyoubeishequzhiyuanzhejieshaodaolehuangdaoyigongshezuoyigong。
shanmiaomiaodeqianwanfuwenglaobadaodishipiebuxiazijideqinshengnver，yicicidebangyigongshejuankuanjuanzi，lengshiyongjinqianwanjiulezhunbeibeishanmiaomiaodiudiaodeqinqing。
haha，qishiwozhidaoshanmiaomiaojiushidaozizuidoufuxin，tabazaitaxinlidediweizhishaomuqianshiwurennengjide，chaojiadeshihousheihaibuhuishuojijushangrendehuani。
miaomiaohezuilezuichangshuodeyijuhuajiushi，“nengrangwoshanmiaomiaoqingxinxiangdaidenanrenchulewobahainengyoushei?!”
meidangzheigeshihouwodouhuixiang，ruguowohezuilehuishuoshenmehua?“nengrangworenfangyuanqingxinxiangdaidenanrenchulezhouzhenghainengyoushei?”
……
keshi，shanmiaomiaoqingxinglezhihoujiuconglaibuhuichengrenzheixie。
wobazheizhongfanyingjiaozuoqingganlandongren。jiushineizhongmingmingxinlishihenzaihuhenxihuan，zuishangquedasidoubuchengrendeyileirenba。zheizhongxingweichixujiule，dagaihuiyanshengchuqingganjiandongrenzheizhongshengwu……
wojiubuzheiyangle，ruguobabahaizaiwoshenbiandehua，woyuanyimeitiandoushuozheixieniwairendehua，woyuanyirangzijichengweiyigeyouqianghuadiaodexiaoyatoupianzi。
woyigerenqizheshanmiaomiaodediandongche，xinliquezongweizaoshangmeiyouxianzhouzhengyibugentawenhaoeraonao。jinguanwoyizhiduizijishuo，jiaruzaijiwoyicijihuidehua，woyidinggenzhouzhengdazhaohu，zhishaowenyiju：nihaihaoma?huozheshuoyisheng“duibuqi”?
keshi，woyezhidao，shenweisongbaodewo，jiusuanshizaiyouqianwancidejihui，yebuhuiyouwanmeideyingjifanyingcelvechulai。
wojiushizheiyangyigepingpingwuqideputongren。
woyaodebuduo，keshi，shangtianquecongbucengjuanguyuwo。
zaiwosansuideshihou，womamayinweirenshoubulepinqiongdejiating，toutoudelikaile。
babayuanbenshichimiyuzuohuadehuajia，cengjingyehuaguoyixieyouyingxianglidezuopin。keshixinggeyuneigeniandaidehenduorengegeburu，bianbeipaiji。jiashanghuangdaozai1994nianzhiqianhaizhishiyigexiaoqiantan，suoyi，babadaizhewohenainaiqulexinjiang。zaixinjiangdediyinianwoguodehenkaixin。yinweizheiliderendouhaoposhi。wohuizuozaiweizunainaijiadeputaojiashangchiputao。zhiyaobusunhuiputaojia，duoshaodousuibianchi。neigeshihou，yemeiyourenzhidaowomeiyoumama。
woyexihuanqutianshanjiaoxiakanxue，rongrongerxiadexueshuiziyangleneiyifangtiandi。ningjinganxiangdedijieyangyulechunpodeweizutongbao。
woqisuineinian，mamahuilaile。wodexinyegenzhehuanhuqueyue，wohuanxiangzheyoubabamamademeihaoshenghuo……
yinxiangzhongtatangzhejuanfa，zuichunshangtumanledahongsedekouhong，caizhegaogenxie。neishuanghuishuohuadeyanjingjishizailingdongyebuhuigenwojiang，“fangyuangenwozouba。”ertagenwojiang，“mamayouzhuiqiuzijixingfudequanli，youzijideshenghuo，wozheicihuilaiyaogennibababanlihunshouxu。yihouniyaohaohaozhaoguziji，buyaoxiangnibabayiyangnuoruowuneng，wanglemamaba!”
xiaoxiaodewoduizheixieshenaodehuashuyixiazimimangle。
ranhou，wokanzhetagenbabayiqizuoshanglehuihuangdaodehuoche——qubanlihun。beitamenzanshidiudiaodewozhanzainainaideshenbian，duomexiwangtamenliangshibenxiangxinshenghuodeya。jibianmeiyouwo，zhiyaotamenkaixinxingfujiuhao。
wowennainai，“mamashibuaiwolema?”
nainaiyuzhongxinzhangdeshuo，“ainiba。”ranhoutanxiyisheng，“zhibuguonigennimamaxiangbi，tagengaiziji。”
neigeshihouwojiuzaixiang，ruguowoyeyouyigexiaoxiaodehaizi，wohuijiejinquanlideaita，shengguoaiwo。wohuibatadangchengshiwodexiaoshihou，zheiyangwojiunengzhongxinzouguomeiyoumuaidetongnian。woshibushihenzaoshu?zaiqitahaizishenmedoubudongdenianji，wojiukaishiguihuazijidangmamadeluxianle。zheiyexuyeshiwohuigenzhouzhengzaoliandeyuanyinba。
“neimamashibuyaowolema?”wodeyanjiaoqinzhelei，wotaiaile，nainaikanbudaowojiangyaoyichuyankuangdeleizhu。
“bushi。tayongyuandoushinidemama。”nainaikanzhewo，kuawo，“womenfangyuanjiushiguaiqiao，congbuqingyiluolei。”ranhoufushenkanzhewoshuo，“niyaojizhe，nimamayeyouzijideshenghuo。”
“neinainaiyihouhuiyouzijideshenghuoma?”woneihuierhaixiao，zhizhidaoyourengenwoshuo“woyouzijideshenghuo”gentayaolikaiwoleshichabuduodeyisi。zhongguowenzibodajingshen，zheijibenshangjiushitongyici。wokaishidanxinnainaiyeyouzijideshenghuo，zibeirangwobiandebuan，wozhinengyonghaohaotinghua，jintiandewoyaochaoyuemingtianneigewo，chengweigengtinghuadewoernuli。
nainaihuixindexiaole，“nainaideshenghuojiushiniya。”
我的心踏实多了。
mamazaicilikai，womeiyouku，bushiyinweiwobushangxin，woyeshangxinnanguo，danshiwozhidaoyanleibunengjiejuewenti。youxiaodewochulejieshouxianshihainengzenmeban?wobushibudongdeku，nainaishuowodaxiaojiubuzhidaoku，biedexiaopengyoushuaidaolekezhepengzhele，zhidaozhaomama，zhidaodakuyinqijiarendezhuyi，wozhihuidandandekanyiyanshangkou，ranhouzouxiangnainai。
woouerhuiyiqinainaishuodezheixiehua，zhongyuyenenglijieweishenmewozongshinengqidingshenxiandetanranjieshoushengmingzhongdemeiyicibiangu?neishiyinweiwocongxiaojiulianjiulezheizhongqichang，shenjingbaizhan。