第4章

renyijingzoudaofuzhaoyingjinqian。

一开口,雨泪涟涟。

“zhaoying,wokeyiwenwen,zheiweixiaojieshisheima?”

“nibushichengnuo,dengnizainuligongzuoliangnian,jiuquwohuijiama?”

“wozaijiajinizhaogumama,yuanlai,nizaizheiliyoubierenzhaogua。”

我冷眼旁观。

haoyichuchiqingnvfuxinrendekuqingxia。

kexi,liyushisuanjiushisuanzaiwobushifuzhaoyingyangzaijinwulibujianrendexiaochong。

zheijinian,wopeizaifuzhaoyingshenbian,fenglilai,yuliqu,baishouqijia,shangchangshangrenjinjiezhi。

fuxinrenshifuxinren,chiqingnvbuguoshibuzhilianchidexiaohua。

yanxiadechangmianwuyiyudangchangdajianglaoyezidelian。

老爷子脸色发黑。

fuzhaoyingyadishengyinchizeliyu:“hunaoshenme,huiqu!”

黎语脸色发白。

kexitadaoxianzaidoubumingbai,wodudeconglaibushifuzhaoyingdeai,shitademingsheng。

simianbafangdemuguangtouxiangliyu。

“niwangjiniduiwomamadechengnuolema?zaitadebingchuangqian,nishuohuihaohaoaiwo。”

liyuzhuazhufuzhaoyingdeshoutileijuxia。

“zhaoying,qiuqiuni,shouxinba。”

fuzhaoyingchudiansidebashouchouhui,huangluanwucuodiwangxiangwo。

woduokaifuzhaoyingxiangyaochupengdeshou,shangqianyibuyongshizhiqingqingmodiaoliyudeyanlei。

黎语茫然不安。

woyusitanxi:“lixiaojie,zheimelangbei,dedaosheidetongqingle?”

jiezhejitacayanleidedongzuo,woshaoshaoditoukaojinliyuerbian。

“nikan,tazaiduoni。”

“我赢了。”

wotuikaishen,yishouwozhufuzhaoyingdeshou,yishouzhuazhuliyudeshou。

liangzhishoubeiwodiezaiyiqi。

“jiranlixiaojiezheimexihuan,lianliandougubushangle,neijiusongnile。”

zaizhongrenjingyadezhushixia,wodetideduijianglaobiaoshiqianyi,hanshougaoci。

8

woqianjiaoganggangjinmen,fuzhaoyinghoujiaocongcongganhui。

woshenmedoumeishuo,congzawufanglilachulaiyigexinglixianghuiwoshishouzhengyiwu。

fuzhaoyingniezhuxiangzibianyuan,zhijianfabai。

“momo,nengbunengbiezou?”

wobashoushihezhongxinfanghuitaimian。

fuzhaoyingyanliranqiyicuxiwangdeweiguang。

“zhaoying。”woyuqipingjingdiwenta,“wobuzounidasuanzenmeban?ninengweibeichengnuoheliyufenshouma?haishiyaojixudangsuotouwugui,liangbianjiangu?yihouni?quleliyu,rangwozuonidengbushangtaimiandeqingfuma?”

“我…”

fuzhaoyingyanlideguangchedimiele。

wotanxiyisheng:“jiranninayangdouzuobudao,wotinizuojueding。”

“2015niandejintian,womenquedinglianaiguanxi,zoudaoxianzaizhengzhengsinian…jiuzaijintianjieshuba,tinghao,yesuanyoushiyouzhong。”

我走了。

zheidongchengzaizhewomenzhuduohuiyidefangzi,chulerichangyiwuheshoushi,woshenmedoumeinazou。

yirenyixiangzaiwodelingyichufangchanzanzhuxia。

住了两天。

yigerenchifanguangjiekandianying,leilejiushuijue。

10yue23ri,yinlijiuyueshiwu,woyueleyishengzuoliuchan。

wanshang,zhanzaibingfangdechuanghuqiannengkanjianyueliang。

凄清,孤独。

mantiandefanxingzhigushanshuo,meiyouyikelihuita。

hushijinlaitixingwobuyaokaichuangchuifeng。

woguanshangchuanghu,zhanzaichuangqianmeidong,hurandisheng:

“yaoshiyoulianggeyueliangjiuhaole。”

“xienvshi,ninshuoshenme?”

baidaguahushimanlianyihuodikankantianshang,youkankanwo。

gujishiyiweiwojingshenbuzhengchang。

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chuyuanhou,fuzhaoyingdelvshilianxiwocheng,fuzhaoyingyijingbawomenjuzhudeneidongfangzihuaguidaowomingxia。

banwanyiqieshouxuhou,wozhaodaofangchanzhongjie,zhuanshoujiumaile。

jiranjuedingyaoduan,haishiyaoduandeganjingdian。

10yue29ri,peizhongjiequkanfang。

ketinghaishiwolikaishidemoyang。

xuanguankaoqiangdejuziliyouliangdaimaoliang。

原打算去买只小猫。

maopajiafangzaiyangtaifujin。