2021新年。
ruanhanxingyizhedanbodezuozaiyangtaishang，tadeshoushangjinjincazheyizhanghuayandan，lianshangshiweicagandeleihenhezichaodexiao
yuanchuyouzhankaidexuanlandeyanhua，neishishenxiaochenshangderenjianyanhuo，que……yutawuguan。
yinyuetingjianyizhenqiaomensheng，ruanhanxingmengdihuitou，yanzhongmimanzhexingguang。
ruanhanxingxiayishichongguoqu，zaikandaozhanzaimenkoudenanrenhou，ruanhanxingneikelengdonghaojigeyuedexinxiangshiyishunjianhuale
“沉哥。”
ruanhanxingbubuyisheng，houyouxiangqishenme。
tajiangjintiangangnadaodehuayandanzhandouzhenachulai，yixiangdaoshangmiandejielun，ruanhanxingbianzhibuzhudezhanli
“chenge，woyoushiyaogennishuo……”
ranertadehuahaimeishuowan，biankanjianyanqiannanrenmeimuyilin，suishoudaluoneizhanghuayandan，bunaifandekanzheta。
“nengbunengbiezhuangle，meicidouzheiyang，ninengyoushenmeshi?zhenzhengyoushiderenxianyiyuanni!
ruanhanxingtinghoujiangyingdezhanzaiyuandi，tachuimoukanzhedibanshangdeneizhanghuayandan，xinkouyizhi，xiangshibeirenyongzhongchuizaleyixia，shengteng
yanleishunjianxumanyankuang，yidididiaoluo，queshiqiaowushengxi。
huochenquemeikantayiyan，maizhedabuhaobuyouyudecongtashenbianjingguo。
zoulanglideshengkongdengximiehou，ruanhanxingzhandouzhejiangneizhangzhidanzicongdishangjianqilai，zhijianweiweiyongli，zichaodechelechezuijiao，tazaiqiwangshenmeni?
zhuanshenkanzhenanrensichufanzhaodeshenying，ruanhanxingqiangxingkongzhizhezijijijiangbengkuideqingxu，mianlukuxiao，
扯出一抹笑
“chenge，nizhaoshenmea?
“wohuzhaonifangnaerle?
tingdaozhei，ruanhanxingdexindouranyizhan。
nanrenyijingjiangjinbannianmeiyouhuidaozheigejiale，yihuilai，queshiyaozhaohuzhao。
ruanhanxingzhandouzhezuichun，jiannanshangqianyibu，shengyinyijiushijiangnannvzineibanwenwenrouroude，tingqilaihenshiziran，yehenrangrenshufu：
“你，要出国吗?”
nanrenbingmeiyouzixitihuitayanyuxiadeneimochentong，bianzhishisuiyihuiying：xiaomandebingzaizheilizhibule，wodedaitaquguowai，yishengdouyijinglianxiruanhanxingzaixindijujiaoleyixiazheigeqinnidechenghu，quejujiaodexinkouzhenzhasideteng，chuizaiyipangdeshoubuzijuedezhandoulejixia
ruguoshuotaruanhanxingshizhuisuizaihuochenshenhoudeyingzi，neiyinmanjiushinanrendeguangyinmancongxiaoshenzijiubuhao，xiaoshihouyouqinrenhuzheta
jibiantagenzaihuochenshenbianshinian，qinqinmimideshinian，yedibuguoyinmandeyishengkeruanhanxingyanzhengzhengkanzhenanrenjianghuzhaocongzuixiafangdechoutilinachulai，xinzangturankaizainanrenjijiangcajianerguoshi，tashunjianshenshouzhuazhutadeshouwan。
huochenyouxiechayidecemoukanta，zhijianruanhanxingjinjuzhechun，yanmouneidaizheposuide“chenge，nikeyibuzouma?”
shuodaozuihou，weiyindoudaizheqiqiu。
闪而过的厌倦和烦
ruanhanxingdeshoubeiqingsongshuaikai，erbianchuanlaiguoyujueqingdeshengyin。
hanxing，nigenzaiwoshenbianzheimeduonian，shizuizhidaoqingzhongde。xiaomantaxianzaishenda“neiwoni?
ruanhanxingyanmouyipiantonghong，zixikanqu，zhenggeyankuangdouzaizhandou。
“chenge，woyebingle，wokenengdengbudaonilainianle……”
shuozhe，bianzaicijiangneizhanghuayandandiguoqu。
huochenchuimoukanzheneizhangzhanzhanweiweidiguolaidezhi，meitouyizhou，yanmouneichongchizhebuhanxing，buyaoyinweixiaomanshentibuhaowoqupeita，nijiuyelaikaizheizhongwanxiao。gengbuyaoyinweixiaomanyoubing，nijiuzhuangshengbing，neitayaoshiguojitianhaole，nishibushiyejiuhaojiantadabulikaideshenying，ruanhanxingyanqianyihua，jimangzhuichuqu。
“沉哥，我……”
kehuochenshenzhidoumeiyouhuitoukanyiyan，dashouyihui，zhijiejiangtatuikai，duzichengzuoruanhanxingshuaizaidishang，muguangdaizhi。
xujiu，ruanhanxingtingzhewaimianyinyuechuanlaideyanhuasheng，ditoukuxiaobudedejiangneizhanghuayandancachengyituan，ranhoumantuntunsaizaizuili。
hunzheyanleihexindinongnongdejuewangcheditunyanxiaqu。
kouqiangneichongchizhekuse，tayuyesezhongyongdidebunengzaidideshengyin。