yourenshuo，aishiyichanghaodu。woheguyandezheichangduju，chixuleshinian。woyashanglewoquanbudeqingchun、shiye、jiaoao，shenzhishiwozuoweiduligetisurandecunzai，zhiweihuantaouerhuimoushineiyidianweibuzudaodewenrou。jinwan，dangtatuikaiwo，zaizhongmukuikuizhixiabenxianglingyigenvrendeshihou，wotingjianlemingyundelunpanzhongyutingzhizhuandongdeshengyin。woshule，shudeyibaitudi，xuebenwugui。danshudaojizhiyeyouyizhonghaochu，neijiushidangniyiwusuoyoushi，nibianzaiyemeishenmekeyishudele。suoyi，wojuedingbuwanle。wozhanqishen，danledanshenshangbingbucunzaidehuichen，zhunbeilikaizheigerangwozhixide**。zhibuguozheiyici，wobujinyaodaizouwodeduzhu，wohaiyaoxianletadeduzhuo。
guyandesanshisuishengriyan，shiwoqinshoucaobande。
congyanhuitingdexuanzhi，daomeiyiweibinkeyaoqinghanshangdetangjinziti；congfashidacandecaidan，daodianzhuizaixiangbintapangbiandebaimeiguihuaban，wuyibushiwohaofeilejinlianggeyuedexinxueqiaodingde。woshenzhiweitazhunbeileyifentebiedeliwu——yikuaibaidafeilidexingkongwanbiao，biaopanbeimiankezheyixingxiaozi：“adastraperaspera。”——xuncikulv，yidatianji。
zheishiwomendaxueshi，tayiqifengfadixiezaibijibenfeiyeshangdezuoyouming。woyiwei，tahuijide。
yanhuijinxingdaoyiban，qifenzhenghao。wochuanzheyishendiordejiuhongsesirongzhangqun，duanzhejiubei，yigutaitaideshenfenyourenyouyudichuansuozaibinkezhijian，jieshouzheyanxianhuotanjiudemuguang。meigerendoushuo，guzonghaofuqi，qulewozheimeyigeshangdetingtang、xiadechufangdexianneizhu。
woweixiaozhe，xinliqueshiyipianbinglengdehuangyuan。tamenbuzhidao，weilechengweizheigewanmeide“xianneizhu”，wofangqileshenme。
“ayan，shengrikuaile。”
yidaorouruodefangfonengbeifengchuisandeshengyin，xiangyigenzhen，jingzhundicipolexianchangsuoyouhexiedeyinfu。
woxunshengwangqu，linweiweichuanzheyishensujingdebaiselianyiqun，weishifendaidelianshangdaizheyisibingtaidecangbai，zhengzhanzaiyanhuitingderukouchu。tameiyouyaoqinghan，quebuzhiyongleshenmefangfajinlaile。tadeyanjinglixuzhelei，zhizhidiwangzheguyan，fangfotajiushitaquanshijiedefumu。
zhenggedatingshunjiananjingxialai，suoyourendemuguangdoujujiaozaizheixijuxingdeyimushang。
wonengganjuedaoshenbianguyandeshentizaiyishunjianbiandejiangying。woduanzhejiubeideshouwenrupanshi，shenzhihaiyouxinqinghuanglehuangbeizhonganhongsedeyeti，xinshangtazaishuijingdengxiazheshechudeguangmang。
“nizenmelaile？”guyandeshengyinlidaizheyisibuyichajuedejinzhanghe……zebei。
linweiweideyanleiyingshenghualuo，tayaozhexiachun，weiqudishuo：“wo……wozhishixiangqinkouduinishuoyijushengrikuaile。wojinidalehaoduodianhua，nidoumeijie。ayan，woshibushidaraodaonile？”
tadeshengyinbuda，quezuyirangzhouweiderentingdeyiqingerchu。yishijian，qieqiesiyushengsiqi。
“zheibushilinjianeigenverma？bushishuozaojiuchuguolema？”
“tingshuotacaishiguzongdechulian，qingmeizhumani……”
“zeze，zheixiayouhaoxikanle，zhenggongduibaiyueguanga。”
wozuijiaodexiaorongweibian，zhishineixiaoyicongweididayandi。woqingqingfangxiajiubei，zoudaoguyanshenbian，zirandiwanzhutadeshoubei，zitaiyouyadeti，yongbudabuxiaodeshengyinduizhongrenshuo：“gewei，zheiweishilin**，woxianshengdelaopengyou。gangcongguowaihuilai，kenengyoushicha，yishihutuzoucuoledifang。baoqian，rangdajiajianxiaole。”
wojiang“laopengyou”sangeziyaodejiqing，queyoudaizheburongzhihuidelidu。jijileguyantaijie，yexuanshilewode**。
guyankanlewoyiyan，yanshenfuza。woyiwei，tazhishaohuimingbaiwodeyongxin，peihewojiangzheiyiyejieguoqu。
raner，linweiweiquexiangshishoudaoleshenmejudade**，shentiyihuang，rouruodixianghoudaoqu。
“薇薇！”
guyandefanyingbisuoyourendoukuai。tajihushishunjianjiushuaikailewodeshou，yigejianbuchongguoqu，wenwendijianglinweiweilanruhuaizhong。neigedongzuodejiqieyuzhenshi，xiangyibacuiledudeliren，henhendizhajinlewodexinzang。
wodeshoubeitashuaikaishi，zhijiancaguotaangguidexizhuangxiukou，neibinglengdechugan，rangwohunshenyizhan。
“ayan，wotouhaoyun……”linweiweikaozaitahuaili，qiruoyousi，“wodexinzang……haoxiangyoubushufule。”
youshizheizhao。linweiweiyouxiantianxingxinzangbing，zheishitabaishibushuangdewuqi，yeshiguyanyongyuanwufazhengtuodejiasuo。
“biepa，womashangsongniquyiyuan。”guyandeshengyinlimanshijiaojihedanyou，tadahengbaoqilinweiwei，kandoumeikanwoyiyan，jiuzhunbeiwangwaizou。
“guyan！”wozhongyurenbuzhu，kaikoujiaozhuleta。
tatingxiajiaobu，huitoukanwo。neishuangwoaileshiniandeyanjingli，cikezhiyoubunaihebingleng。“suran，niyouxiangnaoshenme？weiweidebingnibushibuzhidao，renmingguantian！”
wokanzheta，kanzhetahuailineigezuijiaogouqiyimoweibukechadeshenglixiaorongdenvren，huranjuedewubikexiao。
闹？
wodexinzaidixue，zaitayanli，wosuoyoudetongkuheweiqu，douzhishiyige“nao”zi。
woshenxiyikouqi，jiangsuoyoudeqingxudouyahuixindi，lianshangzhongxinguashangdetideweixiao，shenzhibigangcaigengjiamingmei。“womeixiangnao。zhishixiangtixingni，guzong，jinwanshinideshengriyan，binkedouhaizai。nizheiyangzoule，buheshiba？”
wodelengjinghelizhi，sihugengjiajinuleta。
“suhan，ninengbunengdongdianshi？！”tadihoudao，“yigeyanhuibirenminghaizhongyaoma？”
shuowan，tabuzailiwo，baozhelinweiwei，zaishubaidaotongqing、chaofeng、kanhaoxidemuguangzhong，touyebuhuididabulikaile。
tashenzhimeizhuyidao，tahouwodeshihou，handeshi“suhan”。
suhan，shilinweiweidexiaoming。
neiyike，datinglicuicandeshuijingdiaodengfangfodoushiquleyanse。wozhanzaiyuandi，xiangyizunjingzhiquehaowushengqidediaoxiang，qingxiditingjianzijixinsuichengjifendeshengyin。
shinianle。congwoershisuidaosanshisui，nvrenzuimeihaodeshinian。wopeizhetacongyigeyiwusuoyoudeqiongxuesheng，daorujinshangjiechizhafengyundeguzong。wofangqileshijiedingjianshejixueyuandeluqutongzhishu，shouqilewosuoyoudehuabihetianfu，ganxinweitaxishouzuogengtang，weitachulisuoyoutabuxieyulihuidesuoshi，weitabanyanhaoyigewanmeidegutaitai。
woyiwei，wodefuchu，takandejian。woyiwei，wodeai，nengronghuataneikebeilinweiweishangtouledexin。
yuanlai，yiqiedouzhishiwoyiwei。
baiyueguangyidilei，wozheishiniandesuoyounuli，jiuchengleyigexiaohua。
yanhuiziranshibanbuxiaqule。woqiangchengzhezuihouyisizunyan，xiangsuoyoubinkezhiqian，binganpaizhulituoshandijiangtamenyiyisongzou。zhenggeguochengzhong，wodelianshangshizhongguazheweixiao，meiyouyisishitai。
zhidaozuihouyiweibinkelikai，yanhuitinglizhishengxiawoheyidilangjieshi，wolianshangdemianjucaizhongyukualexialai。
我没有哭。
yinweiwozhidao，yanleishizheigeshijieshangzuilianjiadedongxi，youqishizaiyigebuainidenanrenmianqian。
wohuidaowomenneidongweiyushandingdebieshu，zheiligengxiangshiyigebinglengdelaolong。wotuoxiagaogenxie，chizhejiaozouzaibinglengdedalishidibanshang，yibuyibu，zouxiangneigewohetagongtongdewoshi。
wodakaiyimaojian，limianmanmandangdang，yibanshiwode，yibanshitade。tadeneiyiban，yongyuanzhengjieruxin，xizhuang、chenshan、lingdai，anzhaoyansehekuanshifenmenbielei，quandoushiwoqinshoudalide。
erwodeneiyiban，zeguamanlegezhonggeyangtaxihuandefenggedeyifu。wenroude、shunvde、xinggande……weidumeiyouyijian，shiwosuranzijizhenzhengxihuande。
wolakaizuidicengdechouti，limianfangzheyigeshanglesuodemuhezi。woshurumima，heziyingshengdakai。
limianmeiyouzhubaoshoushi，zhiyoujibenhuace，yigelaojiudeupan，heyizhanglaiziluodedaoshejixueyuande、yijingfanhuangdeluqutongzhishu。
zheixie，caishiwosuranzhenzhengdedongxi。
wojiangtamenyijianyijiannachulai，qingqingdifangzaichuangshang。ranhou，wonachushouji，botongleyigexujiumeiyoulianxidehaoma。
dianhuaxianglesansheng，beijieqi。
“wei，suran？zhenshixikea，zenmexiangqijiwodadianhuale？”dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyigeshuanglangdenvsheng，shiwodedaxueguimi，zhouqing。
“qingqing，”wodeshengyinpingjingdemeiyouyisibolan，“nizhiqianshuodeneigexiangmu，haiquerenma？”
zhouqinglengleyixia，suijijidongdibagaoleshengdiao：“que！dangranque！zenme，ni……nizhongyuxiangtongle？”
“ng，xiangtongle。”wokanzhechuangwaiqiheideyekong，qingshengshuo，“wozhunbeilihunle。”
dianhuaneitoushizhangjiudechenmo，ranhoushizhouqingdetanxi：“yehao。suran，huanyinghuilai。”
gualedianhua，woganjuexinlizuihouyidianchenzhongdedongxi，yesuizhixiaosanle。
wodakaidiannao，kaishiqicaolihunxieyi。womeiyouqinglvshi，yinweiwobirenhelvshidouqingchuguyandezichanzhuangkuang。zheishinian，wobujinshitadeqizi，haishitazuidelide、quecongbushangtaimiandezhushou。gongsidemeiyibizhang，meiyigexiangmu，doucengjingguowodeshou。
wobuyaotadeqian。wozhiyaohuishuyuwodedongxi。
wojiangwomenhunhougongtongcaichanzhong，mingqueshuyuwogerengongxianzengzhidebufen，jingquedaoxiaoshudianhouliangwei，yiyiliechu。buduo，danzugouwokaishixindeshenghuo。zhiyuzheidongbieshu，haiyoutasongwodeneixiezhubaohaoche，woyiyangdoumeiyao。
我嫌脏。
xiewanxieyi，dayinchulai，yishiliangfen。wonachuneizhiwanbaolongdegangbi，zai“nvfang”neiyilan，yibiyihuadiqianxialewodemingzi——suran。
zheilianggezi，woyijinghenjiumeiyouzheiyangzhengzhongdixieguole。
zuowanzheiyiqie，tianyijingmengmengliangle。
womeiyousihaokunyi，kaishishoushidongxi。qishiyemeishenmehaoshoushide，wozaizheilishenghuolewunian，danzhenzhengshuyuwodedongxi，yige20cundexinglixiangjiuzhuangwanle。
wohuanxianeishenhualidewanlifu，chuanshangleyijianjiandandebaitxuheniuziku，jiaoshangshiyishuangshushideyundongxie。wokanzhejingzilideziji，sumianchaotian，queganjueqiansuoweiyoudeqingsong。
zheicaishisuran，zheicaishizhenzhengdewo。
linzouqian，wojiangneikuaiwozhunbeisongjiguyandebaidafeiliwanbiao，liantongneifenqianhaozidelihunxieyi，yiqifangzailetadechuangtoujushang。
wanbiaodepangbian，shiwozhaixialaidehunjie。neikeshuodadefenzuan，zaichenguangzhongshanshuozhebinglengdeguang。
wolazhexinglixiang，zuihoukanleyiyanzheigewocengyiweihuishijiadedifang。meiyouliulian，meiyoubushe，zhiyoujietuo。
woqingqingdiguanshangmen，jiuxiangwoqiaowushengxidizoujintadeshijieyiyang，rujin，woyeyaoqiaowushengxidilikai。
guyan，zhunihenidebaiyueguang，bainianhaohe。
erwosuran，congciyihou，tiangaohaikuo，gezianhao。