wocengshijuguangdengxiadebaleishouxi，tashijietoumaichangdeliulanggeshou。
tashuowodewuzishitaheianshengmingzhongweiyideguang。
yichangchehuoduozoulewodetiaoyuenengli，yehepaoleta。
sannianhou，wozuozailunyishangjiaohaizimentiaowu，tayishiletanjuxing。
jizhewentaweishenmexuanzechenjisannian，tahongzheyankuangshuo：
「weilexuehuizenyangbugufuyigedieluochenaidexingxing。」
juchangdedengguang，cengjingshiwoshengmingliweiyidetaiyang。
tamenzhire、huihuang，dazailianshangyouzhongbeizhuoshangdecuojue，queyourangrenrucishangyin。wonengtingjianjiaojiannianguodibandexiweishengxiang，nengganshoudaojiroubengjinshichuandideliliang，meiyicixuanzhuan，qunbaiyangqidehuxiandouxiangshiyichangjingxinjisuanguodefeixing。woshilinwan，neigemingzibeiyinzaijiemudanzuidingduan，beizhangshenghexianhuacuyongdebaleishouxi。
kexianzai，zheizhan“taiyang”ximiele。
shequhuodongzhongxindezheijianpailianshi，zhiyoutoudingjigencanbaideyingguangdengguan，guangxianjunyundejinhukebo，zhaodeqiangjiaoduijidecaiseruandiandouyouxietunse。kongqilimimanzhexiaodushuiheertonghanzihunhede、suanbushanghaowendeqiwei。
“shouwan，qingqingyaxiaqu，dui，xiangtuozheyipianxiaoyumao……”wodeshengyinbugao，daizhezhangqijiaoxuexingchengde、teyoudenaixinheqingrou。
yipaiqibasuidexiaoguniang，chuanzhetongyidefenseliangongfu，bazhebagan，nulimofangzhewodedongzuo。tamendegugehairuan，yanshenqingche，duiwudaodegainiandagaihaitingliuzaipiaoliangdequnzihewutaishangzhuanquanquan。
wodelunyitingzaibagancemian，fangbiantamenkanqingwoshoushangdemeiyigexijie。xigaishangdazheyitiaobobodemaotan，gaizhuleneishuangcengjingliqiguowushugewanmeihudu，rujinquechenjidigezailunyitabanshangdetui。qichu，haizimenhuihaoqididingzhewodelunyikan，huiqieshengshengdiwen“laoshinidetuizenmele？”，xianzaitamenzaoyixiguan，muguangzhizhuanzhuzaiwodeshouzhiheyanyushang。
“hao，womengenzheyinlezailaiyici。”wochaoshouzaijiuyinxiangpangdezhushouxiaoyudiandiantou。
qingroudegangqinquliutangchulai，tianmanlekongkuangdeshinei。haizimensuizhejiezou，kaishizhongfugangcaineizujiandandeshouweilianxi。wokanzhetamen，muguangtouguoneixiezhinendeshenying，youshihuihuanghukandaolingyigeziji——zairuodade、jinbihuihuangdepailiantingli，duizhezhengmianqiangdejingzi，buzhipijuanditiaoyue、xuanzhuan，zhidaohanshuijintouwuyi，zhidaojiaozhimopo，xianxueranhonglezujianxiedexietou。
neishi，tengtongyeshirongyaodeyibufen。
xiakelingxiangle，haizimenjijizhazhadiweiguolai，xiangyiqunguichaodexiaoniao。
“linlaoshi，womamashuowoxiageyuekeyishangtaibiaoyanle！”
“linlaoshi，nikanwoganggangdedongzuobiaozhunma？”
woxiaozhe，zhuyihuiying，momozheigedetou，zhengliyixianeigewaidiaodefaji。xindimougejiaoluo，neiyinweiwufazaidengtaierganheliekaidedifang，sihubeizheixietongzhideshengyinzirunleyidiandian。zhishizheiyidiandianshirun，haiyuanbuzuyirangneipianmingwei“mengxiang”defeixuzhongxinshengzhangchushenme。
haizimenbeijiazhangluxujiezou，pailianshihenkuaianjingxialai，zhishengxialunyiqingweidedianjisheng，hewohuadongtashiguilvdeshengxiang。xiaoyuzaishoushidaoju，woshiyitaxianzou，zijixiangzaidaiyihuier。
chuangwaidexiyangxieshejinlai，zaidibanshanglachuzhangzhangde、wennuandeguangdai。huichenzaiguangzhulitiaowu。
zheiyangdehuanghun，zongrongyirangrenxiangqiyixiejiushi。
xiangqineigeshilulude、daizheditiekouteyouchaoqihehuiyindeyewan。
neishiwoyicizhongyaoyanchuqiandecaipai，heyishuzongjianfashenglejiliedezhengzhi，guanyuyigetiaoyuedongzuodechuli。wojianchiwodelijie，tachizewodeaoman。zuizhongwoshuailepailiantingdemen，chongjinyeseli，xiongkouduzhemianhuayiyangdeweiquhefennu。
ditiekoubuyuan，hunhuangdedengguangxia，weizheyixiaoquanren。yougeshengchuanlai，buxiangditielichangjiande、daizheqitaoxingzhidesiyayanchang。neishengyinhennianqing，daizheyizhongweijingdiaozhuode、cucaodeshaya，xiangshazhiqingqingdamoguoxinzangzuiwaiceng。
wobuyouzizhudizouguoqu。
tazuozaiyigezhediexiaodengshang，huailibaozheyibakanqilaihenjiudemujita，jiaobianfangzhedakaideqinhe，limiansanluozheyixielingqian。chuanzhexidefabaideniuziwaitao，toufayouxiezhangle，weiweizhezhuyanjing。taweidizhetou，bizheyan，wanquanchenjinzaizijideshijieli。
tachangdeshishouhenlaodeminyao，guanyuyuanfangheliulang。
gecijiandan，xuanlvyejiandan，kepianpianbeitachangchuleyizhong……jinhuzhengzhadeliliang。xiangyecaopinmingcongshifenglizuanchulai，xiangnishuiderenzaihailangzhongnuliangqitouhuxi。
neiyike，wosuoyouguanyujiqiao、guanyuzongjian、guanyuwutaidefanrao，qiyidibeizheigeshengfupingle。wojiuzhanzaineili，tingzhetayishoujieyishoudichang。yefenghenleng，chuidewo**dexiaotuiqileyicengjipigeda，woquenuobudongjiaobu。
tabuzhishenmeshihouzhengkaileyan，muguangchuanguoxishudetingzhong，luozaiwoshenshang。ranhou，geshengdunleyixia。
wozheicaiyishidao，zijipaochulaishi，zhichuanzhedanbodepailianfu，waimiansuiyitaolejianzhangkuanyurongfu，laliandoumeila，lianshangdagaihaidaizheweigandeleihenhejueqiang，yangziyidinghenlangbei。
tachangwanneishouge，renqunshaoweisanquxie。tafangxiajita，zhanqishen，chaowozouguolai。
“ni……”takaikou，shengyinhechanggeshiyiyang，daizhedianweiya，“nishineige……tiaobaleideyanyuanma？wozaijuyuanmenkoudehaibaoshangjianguoni。”
woyouxiejingya，dianlediantou。
tayanjinghenliang，xiangluojinleditiekousuoyoudedengguang。“nidewuzi，”tadunledun，sihuzaixunzhaoheshideci，“henxiangguang。”
我愣住了。
wotingguowushuzanmei，yongcihuali，xiucifanfu。quecongmeiyouyigeren，yongzheimeposu，youzheimechenzhongdecilaixingrongwodewudao。
“xiangguang？”wozhongfuleyibian，shengyinyouxieganse。
“ng。”tahenrenzhendidiantou，“xiangwozheizhong……zaiheianlidaijiulederen，ouerkandaodeguang。”
houlaiwozhidao，tajiaoshensi。yigehetadegeshengyiyang，daizhedianbujihelengjiaodemingzi。tashuotalaiziyigebeifangdexiaocheng，beizhejitayiluchangdaozheili，mengxiangshixiechunengdadongrendege。
neizhihou，wochengletaneigejianlou“yanchanghui”dechangke。youshishizaineigeditiekou，youshishizaidixiatongdao，youshishizaimougeyunxujietoubiaoyandeguangchangjiaoluo。wohuizhanzairenqunwaiwei，huozhekaozaibinglengdeqiangbishang，tingtachangge。tayehuilaikanwodeyanchu，maizuibianyidepiao，zuozaizuihouyipai，sanchanghouzaihoumendengwo，dijiwoyibeirenaicha，yanjingliangjingjingdishuo：“linwan，nijintianzaitaishang，zhenggerendouzaifaguang。”
womenxianglianggeshijiedeyilei，yiwaidizhuangjianlebici。wozaitamianqian，keyibuyongshineigeyouyawanmeidebaleishouxi，keyibaoyuanxunliandejianku，keyitucaotongbandebagua，shenzhikeyihaowuxingxiangdizuozaimaluyazishangchikaochuan。erta，huijiwokantaxinxiede、waiwainiuniujizaipobenzishangdegeci，huidanzhejitahengjiwoting，wenwohaobuhao。
tashuowodewudaoshitaheianshengminglideguang。
erwocongweigaosuta，taneixiebuchengdiaodege，taneixieguanyuyuanfangde、posuidemengxiang，shizhichengwozouguoneiduanbeiyangeguixun、beijudayalibaoguoderizide，weiyitouqidechuangkou。
guanxishishenmeshihoubianzhide，shuobuqing。huoxushizaineigeyuye，tatuoxiawaitaozhaozaiwotoushang，zijilindeshitou，queguzhidiyaobawosonghuijuyuansushedeshihou。huoxushizaiwonadaoyigezhongyaojiaose，tabiwohaigaoxing，yongsuoyoujietouyanchangdeshouruqingwochileyidunshechidehuoguo，ranhouzijikenleyigeyuemantoudeshihou。
neishiyizhonghunzazhexinshang、lianxi、gongminghepannidefuzaqinggan。zaiguixingjubu、yisibugoudebaleishijiezhiwai，tashiweiyide、xianhuode、bukekongdebianliang。
直到那场车祸。
jiyizaizheilizongshihuichuxiandapiandapiandekongbai，hejianruidecitong。
zhijideshiyouyiciyanchudahuochenggonghoudeqingzhuwanyan，woyinweihetayouyue，tiqianliulechulai。tiankongxiazhexixililidexiaoyu。taqizheneiliangpojiudediandongche，zaizhewo，chuanxingzaishiluludejiedaoshang。wolouzhetadeyao，liantiezaitaweishidehoubeishang，hainengwendaotashenshangdandandeyancaohezaojiaohunhedeqixi。womenzaixiao，taolunzhedengtayihouchumingle，yaokaiyichangjudadeyanchanghui，woyaoquzuotadeteyaojiabin，zaitaishangweitatiaoyizhiduwu。
ranhoujiushiciyandeyuanguangdeng，silieleyumuheyese。jianruidechachesheng，jinshuniuqudejuxiang，shentibeipaochuqushishizhongdexuanyun，yijizuihou，zhongzhongzaluodimianshi，neiyishenglaizigugeshenchude、lingrenyasuandesuiliesheng。
剧痛吞噬了一切。
xinglaishizaiyiyuan，manyandebai。xiaodushuideweidaonongdecibi。shentixiangbeichaikaizhongzuguo，meiyigelingjiandouzaijiaoxiaozhetengtong。ranhou，wotingdaoleyishengdepanjue，pingjingercanku。
“jisuisunshang，shuangtui……huifuxingzoudekenengxing，hendi。”
hendi。lianggezi，xiangbingzhui，shunjianzaochuanlewosuoyoudeshijie。wutai，dengguang，tiaoyue，xuanzhuan……suoyougoucheng“linwan”zheigerendedongxi，hongrandaota。
wozaibingchuangshangtanglebuzhidaoduojiu，xiangyijubeichouzoulelinghundequqiao。fumuhongzhongzheyanjing，qiangyanhuanxiaodianweiwo。tongshimenlaikanwang，yanshenlidaizhewanxiheyisibuyichajuedeqingxing。
唯独没有他。
沈肆消失了。
qichu，woyiweitazhishizaimang，huozhezaiweiwochoucuoyiyaofei——suiranneiduitalaishuoshitianwenshuzi。worangfumubangwozhaota，datadedianhua，yongyuanshiguanjidetishiyin。quwomenchangqudedifangdeng，yeyiwusuohuo。
zhidaoyigeyuehou，yigelaikanwangwodepengyou，xiaoxinyiyiditiqi，shuozaidianshishangmougexinkaideyinlexuanxiujiemuli，haoxiangkandaoleyigehenxiangshensideren。
wozhandouzheshoudakaidianshi，diaodaoneigepindao。
果然是他。
pingmushangdeta，jianduanletoufa，chuanzhejiemuzutongyide、guangxianlianglidefuzhuang，baozhejita，zhanzaicuicandewutaizhongyang。takanqilaiyouxiejinzhang，danyanjinglideguangmang，hewozaiditiekoudiyicijiantashiyimoyiyang。zhuchirenjieshaozheta“huaicaibuyu”de“liulang”jingli，xuanranzhetadeyinlemengxiang。
taduizhejingtou，shuoganxiejiemuzujitadejihui。
zishizhizhong，meiyoutiqiwo。meiyoutiqineigeyinweitazhiyiyaozaiyuyeqichesongtahuiqu，eryongyuanshiquleshuangtuidebaleiwuyanyuan。
neiyike，bishentishangdetengtonggengshende，shiyizhongchegudehanyi。congxinzangkaishi，shunjiandongjielesizhibaihai。
yuanlai，taheianshengminglideguang，zaizhenzhengtunshiyiqiedeheiyejianglinshi，shihuizijixianximiede。
wodeshijie，chedixianruleyongye。